Tess

25y ~ minors DNI please My life consists of diets and romance books I’m here to vent so I don’t feel alone

[splatter-13]

[tobirma]

*Mutual reblogs something you posted*

Me: They still like me. Thank God.

[gillysilly]

Me on tumblr.

[chrisslut04]

Girl same

[glowcowboy]

grief is so crazy like what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. does she know i loved her. i miss her so much. i catch myself doing things she used to do. i wish i could call her. i miss her so much. i do a crossword puzzle. i cry while washing the dishes. does she know i loved her? my heart feels like a hummingbird. i miss her so much. what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. what if i forget.

[mentallylivingin2000s]

my tumblr is my private secret account

[tooth-is-going-insane]

me every time i take a shower:

[cosmogenous]

i wanna do something so unhealthy and irresponsible

[kittykillshot]

TOP TIP!!!

ok everyone knows (i hope) do not trust ‘ana coaches’ they are usually pedophiles and never have your best interests at heart BUT if you do then send them a fake bodycheck and see what they do with it- its entertaining seeing them try to blackmail you when they have absolutely nothing to use against you

and of course use the screenshots to expose them and we can all report them :D

lets get creeps off tumblr!!

[rockyroadsblog]

How I be looking like in 3dblrr

[ednotsheeranaddict]

What's so fun abt eating that much anyways

[skinnyplss5]

fun -- nothing

mindnumbing dissociation and intentionally putting yourself in unbearable pain to avoid responsibilities as a form of self harm? -- EVERYTHING

[whiskeydoll]

“– I did crave attention, but I refused to humiliate myself by asking for it.” 

Ottessa Moshfegh, My Year of Rest and Relaxation

[dietsandromancebooks]

the tt sound that’s like “I can’t laugh just yet, I gotta hold it in”… but make it I can’t grieve just yet, I have to finish my uni

[dietsandromancebooks]

I don’t know how to deal with all of this grief in my body

[dietsandromancebooks]

All of my communities got delete… :(

[samywings]

each time i eat or think about food i feel like such a fake

[dietsandromancebooks]

What I ate yesterday~

(+ some dried seaweed I forgot to picture)

Snacks: green grapes, cherry tomatoes, salad, and soybeans; I weighed everything. (328cal)

Dinner: Beef with pasta and sauce, and a slice of chocolate cake (~700cal)

Snack: seaweed (~90cal)

Total: 1118cal

[dietsandromancebooks]

Reminder for anyone who might see this;

You don’t need a psychiatric diagnosis to be not well. The DSM-IV or the ICD-10 is literally just a checklist of symptoms and if you have enough of them you get the diagnosis (plus some gut feeling and expertise of whoever is diagnosing you).

But nothing changes. Your experiences as they are right now- are valid.

I (personally) am against self-diagnosis… because I’ve seen people get it super wrong. But if that works for you; great!

Instead of googling symptoms, google what you can do. Google treatment options, take-home therapy homework, journal, talk to your friends, connect with people, go for free counselling, move your body in ways that feel good.

Especially if you have an 3d… I’m sorry but you are betraying your body. You are ignoring hunger cues, you are ignoring your own needs. That has an effect on your mental health, your body remembers.