[diettoke]

😈

[destroymylife]

[diettoke]

This is good in a bad way.

[diettoke]

Don’t forget.

[unrehliable]

[novr-deactivated20190712]

[labella-instagram]

[velvetmysoul]

[snowonthebeachs]

every time you call me crazy, i get more crazy

[diettoke]

I can’t ignore the truth any longer. There’s only one chance left to save it. 

I was on the right path, but I got too comfortable. I’m not going to let that happen again. 

[free-your-mind]

[breakbleheavens]

‘Cause you were never mine Never mine But do you remember?

august, taylor swift

[diettoke]

I can't stop thinking about what you asked me that day.

I honestly thought you were making fun of me. I was hurt, but trying to play it off, so I pretended like I had to leave.

You followed me and changed the subject. I think you could tell I was upset, so you didn't press any further.

Today, I finally realized what you were really trying to say. You know I don't like to be put on the spot, but you also wanted to make me feel acknowledged. So you said it in the most lighthearted, inoffensive, you way you could, and I did what I always do and assumed it was a veiled way of telling me that you hate me.

I'm sorry I didn't realize earlier that you understand me on that level. And, to answer your question: Yes. Thank you.

[saying]

[spellboundlove]

[lilcowgirl7-deactivated20210223]

I guess what’s the topic of my tears tonight aside from like future financials and career trajectory and general unease about direction is I don’t think any of that would be as scary if I felt truly loved and surrounded on this earth I want soul ties and closeness and safety and affection and I don’t know where to find it or when it will come and I don’t want my only connections to be with men who desire me or want to own me I want something pure and expansive something I can lean on for real and for a long time. I know I’m young but I feel so old like nothing else can ever happen. It’s just a feeling though I know that in moments of intellectual clarity but I want to know that in my heart too especially on nights like this

[queenoftheashes]