#BLOOD PUMP

"It might not have worked out the first time, but things change. You might find yourself liking this person all over again. People change, just give them a chance because sometimes the things you used to hate about a person has changed or the person...

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WHAT WAS SHE THINKING ABOUT? Probably about a million things. It wasn’t always about Isaac, and yes, she understood that part, but was she okay to see him again? She’s been through a lot with and without him. Like, what if she never came to this town? Would things be different? Probably. She’s CRAZY. Hella crazy, did Isaac understand that part? Who the hell knows, maybe she shouldn’t attach herself to his hip, even when she isn’t herself right now. “Nothing. I’m not thinking about anything, why do you ask? I’m probably thinking about what I’m going to for the students for tomorrow– That’s it.” Was it though? Probably not. CRAZY ASS.

Isaac stood there silently waiting for the girl to answer. While he was waiting he was still thinking to himself. He still loved her. Of course he still loved her even though she was crazy and he could deal with it. To a certain extent of course. “I was just wondering..you looked like you were thinking.” he said turning away from the girl too grab his clipboard so he could start giving students numbers. He tried avoiding the girl a little bit to make it seem like he wasnt interested still but in all honesty he could talk to the girl for hours and hours. “Looks like class is gonna start in a little bit.” he said with a small smirk.

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She couldn’t believe her ears. They were ringing with such amusement and emotion. She’s never heard someone say so many good things, even about her. She was surprised. She wanted to play it off cool, but she couldn’t help the blush that grew on her cheeks. She smiled, getting closer to him. Hand landing on his shoulder as she placed a kiss on his lips. “Thank you. Really.”

Colton kind of got pushed back in shock when he felt her lips on his. He moved his hands up to her waist and pulled her closer to him. “Why are you thanking me?” he giggled slightly down at the girl. “Better question though..what was that kiss for?”

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“You do? Damn it, I knew it was an terrible idea to begin with.” Once again the two were joking around, like usual. She hasn’t heard from him in a long time– They were catching up. Awkwardness wasn’t apart of the situation, like at all. Maybe to her at least. Mark was a weird subject though. She never knew he’s even bring him up. Mark was a friend. That’s all she wants from him, even though the man wants more. Jessica wants to have fun. She’s known to be electric with her uncommon feelings towards love. She fell in love with Isaac; Bust. She also fell in love with Michael; Another bust. She even fell in love with a known gay man, who actually fell in love with her too. Matthew Taylor; Probably another bust that would ruin her. She needed to calm down and enjoy life at it’s finest. With Isaac coming back and all that, she was afraid she’ll fall in love once more.

Isaac couldn’t help but chuckle at the girl once more. He missed this...he missed her and being around her all of the time and he missed her little laugh and her smile and her gorgeous blue eyes. He just missed her in general. He knew he couldn’t get her back and that is something he had to deal with and cope with. He noticed she was trailing off a little and wanted to ask her about it. “What are you thinking about?” he asked looking over to her then back to his desk as he was setting everything up.

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ihategustin :

“I’m just joking around with you. This year I’m trying to be a better person, and by that I’m trying not to have sex in offices. Or have sex anywhere for that matter. Jensen recently enrolled me in this fake rehab, aka her talking to me about my damn problems, and she told me that I need to control myself when it comes to relationships and sex. I guess I need to listen to her– She knows what she’s talking about— True though. The iPad was fun while it lasted. Better post my selfies on Facebook,” She chuckled, eyebrows raised when he said Mark’s name. “Mark? And how do you know him? I mean, I know that you know him, but why are you going to talk about him?”

“Yeah I can already see that failing” He teased once again. “Well I am happy for you getting your life together I think you are going to do fine and I am sure Jensen will get you through all of it and help you get through it all.” he grinned. “The IPad was a great time. I loved the whole thing since you had to carry it around with you literally everywhere.” He noticed her attitude changed when he brought up Mark. “Yeah Mark. I heard you guys were pretty close so I am sure if you took him to Vegas with you he would hold your phone while you danced on tables and such.”

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ihategustin :

“She should be happy, even when she went through that. All I want in my life is a baby– Have a family. Be happy. I just need to wait, y’know? That’s all I need to do, and maybe, just maybe, my dream will come true. I don’t need to be hurt in the process though– That’s the problem I don’t want. It’s never good. I have Jensen. She’s my current family, and she’ll continue on as that. I just want to have my own kid– Look at me rambling, I’m sorry.”

“My mother deserves nothing but happiness and I am glad I could help out on part of that.” He waited and listened to the girl go on about her wanting a family. “You should wait and find the right person who you want to start a family with and then maybe you won’t have to be hurt again.” he said with a small smile that grew slightly. “You never know though..That right person could be in front of you or around the corner.”

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ihategustin :

“And now look at you– I know you’re not some big star, but you’re here right? I bet you’re happy without that kind of drama around you. That’s probably something you should enjoy. I’m still sorry about that, man.”

“Yeah you are right..I am happy I don’t have any of that in my life because I am a lot happier without it.” He smiled slightly. “It’s fine..she is missing out I suppose.”

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ihategustin :

“No sex in the office? How could I ever be saved from that?” She started to tease him, a smirk also flashing to her lips. “Sure, sure, but mostly the iPad. It was weird. Never again will I ever go to Vegas– Okay, that was a lie. I shouldn’t kid myself. Maybe I need someone to hold my phone as I dance on tables.” She laughed.

“If you want to have office sex then you should probably do that in your own office not mine.” he chuckled. “You took good pictures with the Ipad though. You could see a life size version of your face on it.” he smiled beginning to walk down the last set of stairs. “Don’t you normally go with Mark? I’m sure he’d hold it.”

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ihategustin :

“Seriously? And here I was just joking around.” She just smiled, “I’m fine, yes. I’m still here, right? It was devastating, but whatever. I can be friends with the guy. He’s alright in his own way.” That’s when she shrugged her shoulders, biting down on her thumb. “I’m sorry to hear that– I know your twin. I’ve seen him around. He’s really not that nice, is he?”

Colton chuckled at the girl. “Yeah that’s true” “It’s alright at least she got twins and then another boy so she’s happy.” He smiled looking down and shoving his hands in his pockets. He looked back up when she said she knew his twin and was a little embarrassed about it. “Yeah he isn’t really nice at all.” He said itched the back of his head.

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ihategustin :

“If someone cheated on me, I’d really die in a hole. Seriously, I’m sorry to hear that. She’s a.. you know–a female dog.” She started to play with her fingers, “Oh well, maybe I should introduce myself. Name’s Danielle Wiig. School nurse, clearly. I mean, the clothing is the big reveal.”

“It was honestly so heart breaking since it was with one of my teammates and we are supposed to be brothers but guess not.” he said then looked down at his feet trying to avoid awkward eye contact for the moment. “Nice to meet you. I am Tyrell Jackson.” he looked up and smiled at her.

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ihategustin :

“–Oh come on, you wouldn’t want me to walk all the way downstairs, would you? I get lazy, even though I’m pretty active when student’s ask me to play volleyball with them.” She smiled, putting a hand on his shoulder, playing around with her shoes. “Pretty funny? I wouldn’t say that. I was sad. I had to use an iPad for the longest time, who does that? Had to take pictures on it and everything– Um, excuse me? I’d love to walk with you Sometimes.” She winked.

“Fine I won’t make you walk that far but no sex in my office please.” he smirked. He moved on of his hands to her back to make sure she wouldn’t fall over. “Okay don’t lie you took some on my phone and then you got an older version.” he couldn’t help but laugh at the girl. “I’m sure you would love too.” he winked back.

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ihategustin :

“Me too. He’s pretty great. We went to the same school– Got the same major. That’s how cool we are,” She smirked, “I’m sorry to hear that. I’m sure it was for the best, right?” Holy shit, he was beautiful.

“That is very cool.” he tried to just go with the flow since he knew he had no chance with the girl he didn’t even try to flirt.”Yeah I suppose since she cheated on my three times in the matter of two days it was right.” he chuckled and then cleared his throat. “Oh yeah I came up here for an ice pack for one of my students.”

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ihategustin :

“Very happy.” And then that’s when she knew she was lying to herself. She hasn’t been happy. How could she? She’s been through too much. “Oh, Shower’s office? Pretty cozy, huh? I hope you don’t mind when I put my things in here. Just my computer. Phone. Just the cool thing. Wouldn’t want to lose things– Oh my god, remember when I lost my phone in Vegas? Such a classic.” She cleared her through, “Oh, I was just joking around. Steph is cool.”

He faked a smile and stepped back from her to remove her arms from his neck. “Yeah I suppose.” he chuckled. “don’t you have your own office for that?” He joked. “Yeah I do! That was pretty funny actually.” He smiled back to the girl “Do you want to walk together or do you have to go do cooler things without me?”

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ihategustin :

“I’m kind of up for that challenge, seriously.” She was joking with him, clearly. “I don’t know– I shouldn’t be telling you this, but I had a miscarriage not too long ago. Maybe two years ago. I’m just afraid, y’know? I want a family, but I’m terrified. He’s not a dick. He’s just challenging. I was in love, but he wasn’t.”

“I’d be up for that challenge too.” He teased back. “Oh..I’m so sorry but you are fine you can talk to me about things and I will listen. I understand honestly I do..My mom had a miscarriage three years before she had me and my twin Carson then she had my youngest brother and she was fine..It was just a little hiccup.”

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ihategustin :

“He’s my fiance… Okay, that’s a lie. He hasn’t asked me yet. I’m waiting for it. I’m sure he will, right?” She shrugged her shoulders back, “We’ve been together since high school. Not a lot of high school sweethearts stay together.”

“Well I am glad you have made it this far. You are right not a lot of people stay together that long. My high school sweetheart and I broke up a year into college.”

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ihategustin :

“I’m very happy. I’ll keep on chasing down Matthew, he’ll soon find out how hot I really am. Gay isn’t even apart of the equation,” And now you can seriously see how bored Jessica gets without sex. She get’s really insane– Or maybe that’s just her real self. “Really? Cool as fuck.” She wrapped her arms around his neck, biting down on his flesh. “At least you’ll be better than Stephanie, right? She’s always feisty.”

“Well at least you are happy.” Isaac didn’t really know how to respond to her comments so he just avoided them. “Yeah I guess so. I get the really tiny office upstairs and that’s always fun” he tried to joke around. He looked down at the girl who now had her arms around his neck and he didn’t know what to do besides stand there. “How am I better than Steph?”

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ihategustin :

“Yeah, my boyfriend says that all the time. I need to work on my jokes,” She chuckled with him, “History huh? That was always my favorite in school.”

“Your boyfriend?” his smile went away slowly. “Yeah history has always been my favorite.”

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ihategustin :

“Maybe. I really hope I don’t need to try out my horrible fighting skills. Really don’t need embarrassment in my life. I have no kids. I’ll probably never have kids, not a lot of guys like me. I was in a relationship with the principle here– I know slutty, but I thought he was the one. Lies, huh.”

“You can always try those skills out on me.” He teased the smaller girl. “ How do you know that? I mean you never know who could like you in this town. Yeah I heard the principle is a dick. I dated this girl once and I decided not to really date anymore.”