unloved;

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        I am still deciding to do what this blog. I might move and 100% revamp/restart, might go fully inactive. I'll decide later. I am only here because something was brought to my attention that has me questioning quite a bit about things.

All my apologies for this.

-Tyson

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       Okay so one of my friends apparently outted me as trans when but. I'm laughing. I am a transmale and I have stated this publically before. It is perfectly okay to refer to me as trans, I am a FtM, or female to male transboy.

     Also a notice to my followers, if you have any questions about this? Just ask me, seriously! I promise I don’t bite!

      Here is a link where I publically outted myself        I have been out for over a year now. It’s perfectly okay to call me trans even in public or to other people. 

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      “....” He’s already pre-ordered a bucket of fried Pidgey, mashed potatoes and some  coleslaw, he’s gotten the cute present. Now he just had to wait for the twenty-fifth to spoil Red.

[musesgonnamuse]

who i was THEN

                     &&

                    who i am NOW

are two VASTLY different people

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A box of chocolates rests on Green's nightstand- Kalosian dark chocolates with caramel filling. A note reads, "Happy birthday, Green. I love you. You deserve the best. - RED."

      He found the chocolates and while that note turned him a brilliant red he had to smile, taking one of the chocolates and letting it melt on his tongue. He’d been deep in self-pity when he woke up. Because he remembered his sister and his grandfather weren’t around, so much so he’d forgotten something so important as the fact Red was here and Red loved him.      “Think I’ll take today off work and cuddle up to Red watching movies on the couch.” he mused, emerald eyes to twinkle at the very idea.

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Happy birthday, other me. Anybody call, yet?

      “Happy Birthday and no. They haven’t called and nobody will. It’s better that way anyway.”

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     “....Before anybody asks. I have nothing I need nor want for my birthday.”

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        It’d been years since he’d seen Red. He’d last seen Red when he turned thirteen and the boy had taken everything from him. He’d been so angry, it’d slipped out and oh how he wished he could shove those words back into his mouth and swallow them. Red was gone and nothing Green could ever do would change that.

    I miss you, you know that? I wanted to become strong for you, but you... You’re so far away from me now.. I miss you.

      Not that anybody believed Green, he was incapable of love after all, bu now he stood at this impassive mountain, he’d heard from Fire, from Hanako and he gulped but Umbreon at his side...? He began to  climb. His bag contained a peace offering...       Just instant ramen and some rather warm blankets. But even though this rough terrain that had Green beat up as he finally reached the parts that were always Winter. One thought in his mind Red’s up here, Red’s up here.        As such the Viridian gym leader kept climbing even as he stepped out of a cavern into a pure blizzard. He wondered in a off-hand way if he’d freeze to death up here before deciding... He didn’t care.      Hands cupped around his mouth, “RED!”

[fresh-feelin]

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Headcanon; The Illegitimate Child Under the cut for somewhat long headcanon

             Green who was very sexually active during his younger years made a mistake. A single girl who swore she was on the pill and infertile... She was so pretty, so warm and kind.

            Green liked that kindness, he liked her smile, her eyes her laugh. He did not however 'love' her. But they slept together multiple times until young Green got the news. He was to be a father.

            He wasn't excited, he didn't know what to do. He didn't know how to handle this news! He was just a kid himself, how was he going to raise one.

            But then that day at the hospital, that little girl was born with black hair and eyes of emerald green and he fell in love. He fell in love with that child and to his horror... The mother passed away shortly after birth, leaving Green at a loss of what to do.

            How could he care for a child? Imploring Daisy to help him, he named the beautiful little girl Topaz Chêne, she became his world,  a reason to keep living to keep fighting.

            Topaz is his beautiful baby girl, she is his princess.

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"Flirting?.... Um.... I love you." Heart hands.

    Lips to Red’s as he smiled. “I love you too.”

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[High School AU] I heard that kid Red plays DATING SIMS to learn how to actually talk to people... what a loser!

      “Is there something wrong with that...?”Green inquired, tilting his head some. “I mean everybody has their own strengths and weaknesseseverybody learns a different way. So what if he playsdating sims...? That’s fine. I think it’s a pretty uniqueway to learn honestly!”

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Gonna be on the following blogs today; Follow me there if you want. 

Silver (Pokemon)

Ricken (Fire Emblem)

OC (Fire Emblem)

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PokeSpe!Kamon (Blind&Mute) HG/SS Arc!

“…Oh, no… I still can’t win after all that training…            I…I have to believe more in my Pokémon…”

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~is sad because now she thinks she is disappointing everyone~ 

THAT URL THOUGH

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    But he’s the disappointment. No need to be sad. I know I love it too! uwu

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Verse; Simplier Times Open to anybody; canon gameverse

Back when he traveled Kanto -- he was always trying to catch Red’s attention, be stronger for his childhood friend, but somehow things went awry. But for now? He’s content trying to be strong and aim for the championship. He is an Oak after all.

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Red tried to piece together what Green was saying, but failed miserably. He let out a sigh before responding. “Slow down– I can’t understand any of what you’re saying.”

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      “Thought I made it obvious what I meant, Reddy.” A sigh to befall his lips as he stared at the other. “I.  Don’t. Care. What’s. Going. On.”