She felt her mouth twitch up without her consent; it was a defense mechanism against her own emotions. “No,” she said almost inaudibly, “I wouldn’t like to but I… should.” Grabbing the bottle, she filled her glass once more, though more to drink was the last thing she needed.
"You picked a hell of a time to come back," she told him, keeping her eyes on the glass in front of her. "This time last week I had no powers, so that was… a lot of fun, as you can imagine." She took the shot, absolutely dreading the burn all the way down, but at least it was over with and she was just drunk enough to finally tell her dear old friend the truth.
"I hate to bring down the mood, I… I just wanted to tell you before you heard it from anyone else." She turned to face him, feeling the tears already glistening in her eyes. "When I told you that I was being replaced, that the new Supreme was rising, I assumed you knew…" Fiona’s voice faltered; this was so hard to say to someone she actually liked, respected, cared for… someone who had known her at her best, in her prime.
"I’m sick," she said plainly, not able to bring herself to say ‘cancer’ one more time. Not today. Saying it to Cordelia had been difficult and that was enough. "I’m…dying. I don’t have much time left." She held her breath, just enough to hold back a sob, waiting for her friend’s reaction. If it was nothing, she couldn’t blame him.