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19 | CW: 125 | GW: 110 | lil blog to rant and keep myself accountable

[dinerblackcoffee]

Y'all watch those Korean diet vids where they eat a tomato and an egg all day and then do crazy workout like where do you find the strength to workout when ur eating 200 cals a day???

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I fast for one day and expect to lose 5 pounds???

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I've been working out consistently this week and my muscles are so sore it's gr8 but I'm not noticing any change on the scale so I need to fix my diet again

I need to stop overeating

I'm gonna make a diet plan this for this upcoming week to abide by

[dinerblackcoffee]

How did I become the fat friend

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I don't feel productive unless I'm actively starving myself and losing weight

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No like I've never hated myself more

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No you don't understand I literally need to lose 10 pounds before I go back home for summer or I will never hear the end of it from my family

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I am SOOO jealous of people with tiny ass waists who don't carry any of their weight in their stomach cause they can weigh way more than me and still look super thin and small

And I gain 5 pounds and look like a circle

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i drastically need to lose weight cause summer clothes will only look good on me if im skinny

i cant even look in the mirror rn

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why does everyone in college have an eating disorder all of a sudden jesus christ

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Yea being told I'm cool is nice and all but when is someone gonna love me

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My favorite past time includes eating myself into a coma on nights I am depressed and lonely 👍

[dinerblackcoffee]

Yea one binge won't kill your progress but 5 nights in a row surly will 😎

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Having a tumblr is great cause where else could I talk about how I binged around 10k calories in the past 2 days and haven't showered in 5

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Gained 2 pounds I knew I shouldn't have weighed myself jeez :((

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I think my bad eating habits started when I started to try things I don't normally like just to not miss out. But I know I don't like certain foods and continue to eat them??? Why? Is trying once not good enough? I need to go back to being a picky eater.

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Spend the whole weekend binging and feel like all the work I put in the past 2 weeks went straight to the trash

I'm rlly pathetic