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Nobody told me about the long tailed paradise whydah ?

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Does anyone want to pay attention to me this evening

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Or this midnight maybe. Bats eyelashes

#I always get sad at nights #mine

Does anyone want to pay attention to me this evening

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Nevermind. Got a bowl of vegetable curry, I do not wish to commit acts of violence anymore;I'm Yomi Heavensmile now . Love and peace

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jacking off and caffeine dont even do anything for me anymore I need my basement prisoner back. Fuck

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WHY ARE WORDS SO FUCKED ??

#mine #i may be dissociating also a little

btw fun Clowder System fact the system has been dissociating very very hard these couple of days I struggle to really feel anything now or like do anything

#wanted to send friend an ask.......... unfortunately the Fatigue not physicial like the Brain one. the Brain Fatigue you know #are we gonna split or like whattt. Probably. Tried to do willomancy to get the split over with faster and control it more but #were genuinely like too in the trenches to even concentrate on that im sorryyyy waaaa !!!!!!#also we kinda suck at willomancy cause like the only times we do attempt it is when we are unable to do it cause were dissociating too hard #slash lol. lmao even. im forgetting everything ever and cannot find enjoyment or have interest in anything......................#at least i know im yomi rn and not john growling at least i have that now.....................#mine

Nobody's doing anything about it and even when they do they can't figure it out and just shrug and go "well idk. Bye" so at this point I'm just waiting until my urethra or bladder or anything adjacent causing this shit genuinely just stop working on me cause that's literally all I can do. But anyway this was my mood for today how are yall on this fine tuesday

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I just post about bullshit now and I think that's awesome

#mine #the system has got me into the horsegirl game a while ago btw.

Never drink coffee my stomaech hurts ouuruughh.......

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god i fucking love trains

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all these people are dead except for that weird purple one

#mine #whats his name again

god i fucking love trains

#mine #watching chapter 0 because im very brave

ok mutuals and followers real quick how do I not get scared to watch rain code chapter 0 because fake zilch is there

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Should I relax or get tortured for infinity

?

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I'm doing everything wrong and I know how to fix things but I can't when I try to like my brain is blocking me from it always

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It's over it's so fucked

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keep trying to rewatch rain code every now and then and whenever i get close enough to my hitman's appearance i stop and dissociate and then can't do it. at this point its never gonna happen......

#i mean not really ill just try to watch it tomorrow after we come back and its still like day not that late #i dont think im able to think very hard when im this tired #but also im feeling bad because i cant do this simple thing or stick with what i say cause of it #mine

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