𝘧𝘪𝘷𝘦 !! ⋆⸝⸝

render unto me cathedral ♱ twoac ♱ wretchverse ♱ deadsouls ♱ orion ୧‿̩͙ ˖︵ ꕀ⠀ ♱⠀ ꕀ ︵˖ ‿̩͙୨

[dirgeweaver]

♱ 𝑤𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝐺𝑜𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘.

hi, my name is @ 𝘧𝘪𝘷𝘦 !! ⋆⸝⸝ #𝖾𝗎𝖼𝗅𝗂𝖽𝗂𝖺𝗇𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗐𝗇 #𝗃𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗌𝖻𝖺𝗂𝗍 ❝𝑣𝑎𝑚 ノ 𝖕𝖎𝖗𝖊❞

i also go by dirgeweaver. i am an internet spirit. words fail to express the contents of my bursting heart, so i must show it instead, and that is what i do here. i like angels and saints, and i cry profusely to beautiful and holy things. i also have an affinity for men named james.

⸻main archivist for 𝖈𝖆𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖗𝖆𝖑 ⸻bts journalist for 𝗪𝗥𝗘𝗧𝗖𝗛 ⸻film restoration for 𝐓𝐖𝐎𝐀𝐂 ⸻one-man sweatshop for 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘴 ⸻system core for GVTS at 𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜

───── ❝ 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 ❞ ─────

care to wander?

⸻cathedral (tag) ⸺❥ angelic myth ⸻the width of a circle (master) (tag) ⸺❥ small-town 70s religious guilt, faith, and longing ⸻orion (master) ⸺❥ sentient machine and megacorp chasing the world creator ⸻deadsouls (tag) (catalog) ⸺❥ second life clothing

───── ❝ 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘴 ❞ ─────

⸻this blog is sfw and i only follow sfw blogs (sorry!) ⸻i do not use ai in my renders ⸻i have a personal page here

dividers by cursed-carmine

[dirgeweaver]

hi!

I’ve been doing some thinking for awhile now and I guess I just want to explain myself but also rant a bit. For a long time already I’ve drifted from the cyberpunk 2077 crowd, ever since I grabbed my boys and made them standalone characters I’ve just not felt any interest in the game, nor its story or characters. Don’t get me wrong, I loved the game, I was obsessed the moment I played it, I had to have been, or I would not have created my boys in the first place. But a lot of time has passed, and giving my boys their own worlds where they can be apart from that.. it was a great feeling too, it felt like the right thing to do after my interest in cyberpunk was quickly waning. I feel like most people who still follow me who are mainly cyberpunk vp artists probably just follow me out of habit or because I used to belong there, and well that’s okay.

Anyway idk where I was going with this lol but please don’t feel hurt if I unfollow you in the coming days I just want to walk away from cyberpunk completely, it’s never personal. From now on I’ll be moving to ffxiv and I’ll continue to make renders at a capacity that I can handle, I have a very annoying obsession with ffxiv right now so I would understand if you would want to unfollow me as well lol

Idk why I feel the need to say any of this or do any of it I guess I just do (don’t be surprised if this gets deleted almost immediately)

[dirgeweaver]

the FFXIV static that lives in my head

† Bishop Peter - DRK Tank who knows he's the main character. Glamours according to dungeon because beauty is a vocation. Probably calls for Jandelaine twice a week.

† Father James - AST Perpetually exhausted healer. Tired of tank's wall to wall pulls. Keeps the whole party alive whilst barely being able to keep himself upright.

† Master Jeremy - BRD Aristocratic DPS. Deals unethical amounts of damage through one-liners. Provides party buffs solely by existing.

† and.. Alphinaud?! - SMN + Father Gemmes, his own personal WHM Scholarly diplomatic small elf. Brings his adopted father everywhere.

[dirgeweaver]

is it all for naught? why do i even try?

[dirgeweaver]

I execute judgment on you, you wicked demon. You burn in hell. You burn in hell. It's over.

alt title: protestant and catholic priest unite to exorcise my demons

[dirgeweaver]

To my mother, my dog, and clowns.

[dirgeweaver]

𓆩*𓆪 ³I am my beloved’s and my beloved is mine; he browses among the lilies. 𓆩*𓆪 ⸺Song of Solomon 6:3

[gabrielshair]

the beauty of canivets. canivets are a type of roman catholic holy cards made with lace added around the borders.

[dirgeweaver]

⁵And the light shines in darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it. ⸺John 1:5

[kharonion]

emergency commissions.

making a proper post for my open commissions. due to a family emergency that I won't go into, I uh... need to gather funds within the next month... and let's be honest, need the distraction of work.

most of what I enjoy is chibi work but there are other options on my ko-fi listings you can peruse.

of course, as always, reblogs are appreciated. 🖤

[dirgeweaver]

SO HAPPY WITH MY LILGUYS!!

[magdaleneconvert]

"My vocation is love." - St. Thérèse of Lisieux

[dirgeweaver]

𓆩*𓆪 ¹²How you have fallen from heaven, morning star, son of the dawn! 𓆩*𓆪 ⸺Isaiah 14:12

[dirgeweaver]

I'll stare the angels down, keep them in the back room, shut the door and let go. Now we stare at the grave cold and paralyzed, pushing daises while we still feel the sunshine. Slip through the 𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒔 and please our damaged souls.

[dniudsnf]

otherworldy times in nature:

when flowers begin to bloom

the leaves starting to change color

the sunrise spreading light on the earth

fields whispering to the wind

a dandelion seed gliding along a breeze

the smell of roses in a garden

[dirgeweaver]

𓆩*𓆪 ¹The hand of the Lord was upon me, and carried me out in the spirit of the Lord, and set me down in the midst of the valley which was full of bones, ²And caused me to pass by them round about: and, behold, there were very many in the open valley; and, lo, they were very dry. ³And he said unto me, Son of man, can these bones live? And I answered, O Lord God, thou knowest. 𓆩*𓆪 ⸺Ezekiel 37:1-3

[dirgeweaver]

𝖽𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗅𝗌 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗉𝖺𝗍𝖼𝗁

「 ✦ 𝐖𝐈𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐓𝐀 ✦ 」 ═ ⋆★⋆ leisure suit ═ ⋆★⋆ made for: legacy m ✧ legacy athletic ✧ jake ✧ anatomy ✧ gianni x

link to store ⤜♡→ deadsouls

[mynameisfiveexe]

sometimes living is just full of eternal disappointment