Koi No Yokan。 @disconnected-sad - Tumblr Blog

For me, and a lot of others, the trauma itself wasn't the hardest part. I often hear that "you survived the trauma, you can survive the healing." I've said it too. It's a great message.

But for a lot of us, the healing can be harder. It's when we really begin to absorb what we went through. It's when we really begin to feel it. And I'm not trying to discourage you, but I want to give you the credit. You deserve the credit for pushing through. For still fighting. The trauma no longer happening now doesn't mean it's over for you. And I see that. I see you.

And even if this is the hardest part for you, you can still get through it. There is still another side to all of this. You've got this.

Thank you for always leaving me by myself when I need you the most.

Thank you for leaving without saying bye or I love you.

Thank you for leaving without a second thought that one day I’ll be gone.

Thank you for always getting mad at me frustrated when I speak my feelings.

Thank you for always being petty towards me.

Thank you for making me feel like that asking for the bare minimum was too much.

Thank you for making me realize that love isn’t real.

Thank you for making me feel alone.

Thank you for making me feel not loved.

Thank you for leaving to me to cry by myself for hours.

Thank you…for hurting me.