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girl, resurrected - 27
jack traven x reader Bittersweet alternate ending AU. After escaping John Wick you move to L.A. Keanuverse encounters abound...(tom ludlow, donaka mark, et al.) *warnings: MDNI!!! did i mention this is a dark fic? violence. misogyny. elements of n0n-c0n, victim blaming herself (def not healthy)
27. i will show you my dark secret
You come back to the world slowly, a pounding headache drumming behind your eyes before you even dare to open them. Cautiously you peer out through your lashes; low golden light doesn't offer more shooting pain, so you blink, trying to get your bearings.
"Fuck…" you groan, sitting up on your elbows, holding your head so that your brains don't slide out your ears. You're laying on some kind of long couch—the fine upholstery is smooth and soft beneath you. Just beyond your nose you make out it's a chinoiserie print of chrysanthemums and birds…you'd like to curl up and sleep on it for a few more hours, but something tells you that would be a bad idea.
That's when you start to remember everything else.
John Wick found you.
Your whole world is going to burn.
"There she is. I was afraid my boys overdosed you. Was it necessary to give them such a hard time?"
Slowly you turn your head to find Donaka Mark seated in a carved ebony throne of a chair at the head of a long dining room table, self-satisfied as a man who has finally won a long game of chess.
"Donaka…you. Fucking. Idiot."
His amusement shifts into a terrible frown, eyes narrowing to anthracite slits.
"That's not how you want to start this off, y/n."
You sit up, too fast, and the vast room spins. You brace yourself, and wonder how mad he'd be if you threw up all over his beautiful silk pillows. What the fuck did he drug you with?
You swallow back the urge to blow chunks. You can always save that for later. "I'm going to level with you," you groan, closing your eyes against another wave of nausea.
"At long last."
"I am on the run from someone."
"I know."
"He found me. Tonight. I locked him in a room at the shop, but that won't hold him for long—"
"I know."
"What do you mean you know?"
He smirks down at you, having fun again.
"I told you I've been watching you, y/n. We noticed a new player skulking around your normal haunts a few days ago. It was obvious."
You blink, the urge to slap that smug smirk off his handsome face burning so real that you clench your fist. He knew. He knew, and he didn't tell you.
"He's a very dangerous man."
Donaka just chuckles at you. "So I hear."
"You don't understand."
"Has it occured to you that maybe you don't understand? Come eat something, I promise you'll feel better." He removes a lid from a dish to tempt you, and an amazing savory smell wafts through the room.
Shaking your head, you finally feel well enough to push to your feet. "I don't have time for this."
You make it two steps before Donaka is on you, lithe as a panther, picking you up like you weigh nothing at all. The current state of your muscle control is no match for him—god he's a big man—he actually laughs as you struggle, pushing against him until he plops you down in the chair next to his, pinning your hands on the arms.
"Calm. Down."
"I'm warning you, Donaka. I'm a curse you do not want a piece of. He'll kill you. He'll kill everyone here."
With a sigh Donaka picks up a set of chopsticks and expertly starts doling out bite-size tidbits onto your plate. "You do remember my business is security, sweetheart? I employ the most skilled and ruthless ex-military contractors in my personal detail. If that man comes here, he'll have a bad night."
He holds up a small dumpling to your lips in offering, and a pregnant pause weighs between you like a physical testing of wills. "Eat."
"I can't," you plead. "Please, just let me use your phone. I have to call Jack—"
Donaka throws the chopsticks; they skitter across the fine table setting with a clang, overturning a small cloisonné enamel vase of flowers. "Jack, Jack, Jack. You are safe with me. I have delivered you from what I can only assume is your worst fear, and all you can talk about is Jack?"
"I have to go now!"
You push out your chair from the table, trying to scramble away, but he's on you again in the blink of an eye, catching you with an arm around the waist. This time he's not so gentle, slamming you down on the table and pinning you beneath him. Silverware clatters and rings—china shatters on the floor. You try to get your leg under his torso for leverage but he locks his lower body against yours, wedged between your legs, holding your hands over your head with a grip that makes the bones in your wrists creak. You scream and thrash and snarl against him until you physically cannot do it anymore, heaving for breath while baring your teeth.
The buttons of his shirt strain across his broad chest as it heaves, looking down at you with all the sympathy of a tiger with a tasty deer in its jaws. He smirks, assessing your disheveled state, all wild eyes and still ready to bite. His usually so carefully coiffured hair has fallen down into his eyes; they are sharp and shining as obsidian blades.
He is beautiful, and terrible, and you would stab him with a fork right now if you could only get your hand free.
As though to emphasize your defeat he deliberately grinds his hips against yours, punishing you with the hard bulge of his erection at your center.
"Creep!" you snarl, struggling again for spite, though you really are out of steam.
"You are a little fighter," he pants, short of breath from your battle. "I have to admit. This is the most fun I've had in a long time."
He shifts to hold your wrists with one massive hand, reaching down to unbuckle his belt like he has all the time in the world to play with you now. This is when you start to cry, your lips trembling as fat tears roll from the corners of your eyes. All you can think is I'm sorry, Jack. You fought as hard as you could…but you aren't strong enough to prevent this betrayal. You're afraid you'll never be able to look him in the eye again. This all flashes through your mind in a matter of seconds, this pervading feeling of defeat and treachery sinking into your bones.
"Aw, don't start crying now, you little hellion," he mocks you. "Surrender, and I'll still let you cum."
The thought twists like a vile knife in your guts.
"Donaka…please don't. I know you're a better man than this," you plead, choking out your last word.
Strangely this is the thing that gives him pause, looking down at you with that timeless dark gaze that has always made you squirm. He lays his palm flat over your chest, not groping you, but to feel the hammering rhythm of your heart beneath the spread of his hand. "I'm really not, y/n. Though I might have kept up the charade for a little while longer, just for you."
"I'll hate you forever," you warn him, your words like sandpaper in your throat.
"No you won't," he scoffs. He has not taken a single word you've said tonight seriously. You wonder if he'll pay for it with his life.
"Just you wait."
"Suit yourself. I've got you where I want you now."
He goes back to his belt, flipping it free, undoing the top button of his designer slacks.
The bark of a gunshot startles both of you, plaster raining down from the ceiling.
A booming command of "FREEZE, MOTHERFUCKER!" cuts through the room, and you sag with relief, your head knocking against the table.
Jack.
He stands in the doorway with his gun drawn, your knight in shining white t-shirt.
Thank god.
He's so tall and fit and true, the veins in his arms and his neck popping with his fury. You can't hold back your sigh, even if you know you're not out of the woods yet.
Donaka doesn't even look up at first, smirking down at you. "Officer Traven. Late to the party, as usual."
"Back away with your hands on your head!"
Considering Jack has a large caliber weapon pointed at him and a look of pure murder on his handsome face, Donaka decides it might be prudent, though he still does it as though he is merely indulging the police officer's childish demands.
"How ever did you find us?"
"911 call comes in from her shop and she was missing? You were my first suspect, asshole."
"Is that why you're here alone, without backup?"
Jack just frowns, caught out that he's cowboying on this one, alone.
"Sounds like you didn't have any evidence for a warrant…"
"Does it look like I need a warrant?"
"Does he even know about…?" Donaka gives you a pointed look with a lifted brow, like not even he wants to utter the Baba Yaga's name.
"Shut up. Back away from her, slowly. No funny business. I'm itching for an excuse to shoot you."
"You won't shoot me," taunts Donaka. "You're one of the good guys, Traven."
"Not feelin' so good right now, believe me. Turn around." Jack crosses the room, gun in one hand, cuffs in the other. You gingerly push yourself off the table, standing on legs that still tremble. Donaka watches you with a smirk, and you contemplate hitting him in the face with the last remaining china plate on the table.
"You ok, baby?" There's nothing you want more than to hide in his arms right now, but you know he has his hands full.
Jack dares to glance your way while cuffing your kidnapper.
It was a mistake.
Donaka explodes into action, knocking away Jack's gun and pouncing on him. The two tumble and exchange blows like rabid dogs engaged in battle, snarling and punching. Unfortunately…the millionaire actually knows how to fight. This is why his hands aren't soft, you think to yourself in a panic, looking around for a weapon. The gun has skittered off somewhere and the two powerful men are exchanging blows that sound like they could fell an ox. Donaka actually manages to get on top of Jack, rearing back to hit him when you pick up a very large, very old, very expensive blue and white Ming vase from a side table and crash it on Donaka's head as hard as you can.
He doesn't go down quite like you hoped he would, but the shock of it gives Jack just enough of a window to flip him. He manages to get one hand cuffed with a knee on Donaka's spine when shouts from the door fill the room.
"Freeze!"
"Get on the ground!"
Suddenly the room is filled with four security guys kitted out in full tactical gear with weapons drawn. They're Donaka's well-paid attack dogs, and you absolutely believe that they will shoot both of you with so much as a nod from Donaka.
With a hangdog look of apology that cleaves your heart Jack raises his hands, slowly dismounting from the millionaire he was trying to arrest.
Maybe Jack should have just shot him.
Furious and bloody, Donaka lands a sucker punch that makes you scream. Jack falls back as you run towards them, forgetting the guns in a very stupid moment of animal instinct to protect your mate. Perhaps it's lucky for you, that Donaka grabs you up before the guards turn you into Swiss cheese.
"Restrain him," Donaka snarls, kicking Jack in the ribs.
"Stop!" you plead, struggling in his vise-like grip, crying and carrying on like a mad woman again.
"Be still," hisses Donaka, twining your hair in his fist, pulling your head back at a merciless angle as he pins you against him.
You are so consumed with the fear of what he intends to do with Jack that you tremble like a leaf, so hopped up with adrenaline you don't even feel the pain. You realize you weren't afraid before. Not really. Not like this. Now you're ready to beg on your knees—ready to trade anything for Jack's life—but you are all interrupted by a smattering of gunfire at the other side of the house. The crisp pow pow pow is unmistakeable, and you don't know if you are terrified or relieved.
"What the fuck was that?" snarls Donaka, pulling your hair as though you are personally responsible.
"We're under attack, sir. We need to evacuate you to a more secure location."
There's more gunfire, nearing closer, and with a strange sense of acceptance you just listen, knowing very well what's coming their way.
Death wears a kevlar suit, and they're about to find out he wears it well.
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a donaka mark x stripper!reader AU...
notes and warnings: nsfw! manipulation and dubcon! do you know who donaka mark IS?? totally fueled by this ask from a lovely nonnie and a night of unhinged chats watching MOTC with the discord girlies. y'all gotta check out @treedaddypuff 's movie night, it's so fun! @donaka-screaming , thank you for blessing us with your expert insights, your dedication to donaka is unparalleled! and @reallongwire gets full credit for inspiring the earpiece scene. you'll see what i mean...😈 3500 words ~ divers by thecutestgrotto and leafsea ~ photos from pinterest
- You know it's a cliché, but you really are stripping your way through college. You're so fucking close to finishing your degree you can taste it. One more year, and you'll get your diploma and start applying for jobs. And maybe…you actually enjoy what you do. Parts of it, anyway. You like to dance. You like spinning on the pole like it's free time at recess and you can fly. So what if you're half naked? It’s just a body, and everyone’s got one. That's what you tell yourself, anyway, to get through the night. And maybe you do get off, a little, on shaking it in front of all those men, desired but untouchable. It feels like a bit of well-deserved revenge, but that’s a whole bag we don’t have to unpack here.
- You've tried explaining that you're changing careers soon politely to one of your regulars, but it seems to fall on deaf ears. Sure, he tips really well, in the VIP room. And maybe you've looked at his big hands and strong body with more than strictly platonic admiration. (He obviously does something besides sit behind a desk all day). But when he tells you that you were meant for more, and that he would take such good care of you, while you’re dancing up on his solid and bespoke-suited form, you tell him sweetly you like taking care of yourself.
He smirks at you with those flashing dark eyes while you writhe in his lap, and he's so handsome but there is something about this man that scares you. Some deep dark instinct, left over from a time when we lived in caves and the things that went bump in the night could devour us whole…that's what you feel, when Donaka Mark looks at you.
You’ve devised a million ways to flirtatiously tell a man no, but you have no idea that you drive one more nail into your coffin, every time you refuse him. This is a strip club, after all, not a brothel. You’re peddling desire here, not gratification. He seems to take it like a gentleman, but deep down? That man is plotting.
-So needless to say, you're a little bit fucking taken aback, when you're strong armed into the boss’s office your next shift, and accused of stealing 10 thousand dollars. “Are you fucking kidding me?”
“I've got you on video, y/n.”
“Bullshit!”
“I’ll prove it.”
Hank shows you the video on his computer screen, and goddamn if it doesn't look like you helping yourself to stacks of cash out of the safe. It’s gotta be a fake…but it’s a damn good one. For crucial moments you are speechless.
“Just give it back y/n. No harm, no foul.”
You’re all sweetness and flirtation while you work, but there is something small and savage in you that seethes beneath your surface, and it rears its head now.
“I don't have 10 fucking grand. I didn't fucking steal it!”
“Sure, bitch.”
His flunky emphasizes the epithet by cocking the hammer of a .357. A sensible firearm that can none the less make a big hole in a person. You do not like the look of it at all. You've always known, sure, that despite how high-end this club is, your boss was into some shady shit. Name a strip-joint owner who wasn’t? But…would he actually kill you?
You're starting to believe that he might.
You try to run, but you trip over your fucking heels. Donnie, the piece of shit bouncer who’s always barging into the dressing room and gets too fucking handsy with you girls, catches you and roughs you up.
“Not the face!” screams your boss. “I gotta get my money back!”
-You're handcuffed in the office with a throbbing fucking headache when he walks in. Donaka Mark. Looking like a million bucks in one of his silk suits, all broad shoulders and big dick energy. Something softens in you, when he looks at the damage you've taken with a frown. “What did you do to her?”
“Had to remind her of her place,” answers Donnie.
Donaka meets your eyes for a bare second before punching Donnie out cold. He falls like a tree to the floor, and shaking his hand, Donaka demands, “Get those things off her. You're damaging my property.”
With a nod from your boss one of the other bouncers scrambles to comply.
-Looking back, you can’t believe how you just let him do it. You let him bundle you outside with his suit jacket around your shoulders, his arm a steadying brace around your waist. You let him guide you into the passenger’s seat of his pretty blue Bugatti. Sure, maybe you were in a daze from the pain, and you were pretty fucking scared. But it didn’t even occur to you to question it, until he had you safely ensconced in his penthouse apartment downtown, looking over the whole city from the top of the world.
-“I didn’t do it.”
“The surveillance footage says otherwise.”
“You think I'm a thief?”
“I think people do desperate things when they think they’re owed.”
He sits there in his living room in his nice suit like this is a normal business meeting, looking at you with a strangely neutral expression, save his eyes. His eyes are the shiny jet black orbs of a shark circling the reef, just waiting for his chance.
You're afraid you already know the answer, but you ask anyway. “What's going on here, Mr. Mark?”
“I purchased your debt, y/n. With some interest.”
“So…now I owe you ten grand I didn't steal.”
Finally, those full lips curl in a cruel smile.
“Now you're getting it.”
“This is nuts. This is not how the world works. If he thinks I stole from him then he can have me arrested, and I get my day in court!”
Donaka’s smirk only widens.
“You have money for a lawyer then?”
You deflate in your chair.
“No.”
“That, my dear, is how the real world works.”
You sit there under the searing heat of his hungry gaze, and you're afraid he's absolutely right.
-He doesn't pounce on you immediately. Looking back…now you know it's because he loves to toy with his prey. The anticipation in the hunt is just as important as the kill. The details of a good manipulation orchestrated in perfect order are this man’s idea of foreplay.
He gives you some time to settle in. Not in the penthouse, that's his lair, but the apartment below it. Still…you never dreamed you could have such a view. He lets you adjust to your new surroundings. Lets you heal and pamper yourself with the huge tub and the expensive toiletries and the gourmet snacks in the pantry. Lets you go through the closet of the luxurious clothing he’s selected, running your hands lovingly over the fine fabrics, and the box of jewels on the vanity you think must be fake until you look closely at the hallmarks.
He takes you to dinner, and talks to you like a human being, and not like you’re just a combination of curves and angles of flesh that he finds appealing.
The first time he kisses you, with his big hand wrapped around the delicate column of your throat, your world shifts.
Yes, he’s a bad man, somehow both your savior and your jailer. But in a way…this relationship is one of the more honest ones you’ve had with a member of the opposite sex. There’s no subterfuge, or so you think. The expectations and compensations are laid out with the precision of a business arrangement. For exactly one year, you’ll belong to him, and all debts will be forgiven.
And most damningly of all, here in the real world, outside the club’s carnival lights and atmosphere of glitter-salved flesh for sale…you find you are wildly attracted to him.
-When you ask him what he does for a living and he tells you, Security, you take that to mean arranging capable men and women to bodyguard for the rich and famous. The Secret Service for hire. It doesn’t occur to you yet that he might have actually built his empire on surveillance, or that he heavily invested in the nefarious technology that can be used to create deep fake videos with anyone’s likeness…
All you know is that he's going to let you finish your degree. He's going to pay off the remainder of your student loans. He'll even pay for grad school, if you’re so inclined. The noose tightens with every temptation he offers you. He’ll open up the world for you–so long as you give him everything that he wants.
He’s not an unreasonable man, he tells you in that silky tone that must charm clients and board rooms alike. All he asks is that you play his perfect little pet. If he texts you at three in the morning to come upstairs and suck his cock, you do it. If he wants you to kneel naked by his bedside for an hour while he gnashes his teeth over a report he doesn’t like so he can stare at your ass…you do it. And if he tells you that you can't cum for days on end while he teases you with his fingers and his tongue and a diabolical cellularly connected toy while he’s away at the office…you don’t.
-You got a little too comfortable once, lounging beside his private pool in his lap. You hadn’t seen him for over a week, he’d been gone on business, and you found yourself feeling surprisingly needy for a relationship that’s supposed to be all business. He barely had to guide you with his hand on the back of your head down his body, you’d so missed the taste of him. Buried balls deep in the back of your throat, he has the nerve to answer a phone call on that bluetooth earpiece you’ve kind of developed a complex over. And maybe it was the martini you had after dinner that fueled your temper, and definitely not the fact that you’ve started to catch feelings for this man. Maybe…you were just temporarily insane, when you sat up in his lap and plucked the earpiece off of him, throwing it behind you into the pool.
There is a savage glee in the tear of a smile he pays you, two seconds before he has you flipped over his legs and his big hand makes contact with your backside. You jump from the sting of it, struggling to get away, but he pins you easily. You can’t say you forget how strong he is–but somehow, sometimes, it still surprises you. “That was a very important call from China, sweetheart,” he seethes. “You just hung up on the Minister of Finance of the PRC.”
He spanks you again, the sting hot and sharp on your backside, and for a few suicidal moments you sorely consider sinking your teeth into the muscle-strapped flesh of his thigh. “I haven't seen you in a week!” you whine.
His fingertips ghost over the place he just struck, strangely soothing, gooseflesh erupting across your skin. “You missed me?”
You hate how pathetic You know you sound, when you whimper, “Yes.”
“Hmm.” He continues to pet you, and you dare to hope it's his version of an apology. You know better than to hope he'd utter the actual words aloud. However, when he tells you, “You seem to have forgotten your manners while I was gone,” in that certain tone of voice, you know you're still in for it. It's further confirmed when he stands with you in his arms, stalking back into the bedroom with you.
You guess it’s something, that he doesn't drop you onto the floor. Just the bed, and with a gimlet stare that dares you to fuck around and find out, he orders you to stay there, or else. Only the flash of a smirk as he slams the door behind him indicates that maybe he's enjoying this.
Well, you're not, and you curl up at the foot of his gargantuan bed feeling sorry for yourself. It's possible that there are tears stinging the corners of your eyes, but you don't let them fall. It feels like hours pass, before he returns to you. You haven't moved from the position he left you in. You do not say a word, as he approaches, nor as he stands with his arms folded, looking down at you.
“That was a naughty thing you did.”
“Are you going to hit me again?” you grouse into the bedspread, though hardly loud enough to be considered brave.
You hate it, how his dark chuckle warms something inside you.
“That wasn’t hitting,” he assures you, though the tender flesh of your backside disagrees. “But I think…you've earned yourself a special little treat, with that stunt of yours.” He caresses you from the curve of your spine to the seam of your derriere, winning an involuntary shudder that you 1000 percent wish you could take back.
That's how you find yourself, little by little, tied up in knots with red silk rope until you can barely move a fucking muscle. “You like this, baby girl?” your paramour purrs, running his hands over the rows of knots.
“Not really,” you sigh, your head down, your ass in the air with your legs spread. You're not entirely sure you're telling the truth–and by the dark way he chuckles at you, you know that he's not either. As though to further make a fool of you, he tests your hole with two fingers, finding your treacherous liar of a cunt soaked.
“Hmm.” He follows with his mouth, and the sound you make declares you a liar indeed. The ropes somehow both constrain you and support you, as you endure the exquisite torture of his tongue on your clit. He stops just as things start to get interesting, the way you already knew he would. It doesn't stop you from crying out with protest, even if the tinniest whine.
“Changing your mind, naughty girl?” he taunts you, standing to bracket your hips with his hands.
“No.”
He actually laughs at this, seemingly delighted. “There's the defiant little firebrand that caught my eye at the club. I wondered where you went.”
This gives you a moment of pause, but you don’t get much time to think about it.
He kisses your entrance with his blunt tip, teasing your saliva slicked folds before just hovering there, taunting you with the promise of that thick cock you've come to crave. You might have angled your ass even higher in offering, if you could fucking move. “You want this, sweet girl?”
The sound you make is closer to a growl than actual language.
“What was that?”
“Yes,” you answer begrudgingly into the mattress.
“Then what do you say?”
“You've got to be kidding me.”
“Go on, pet. I can wait all night like this.”
The scary thing is…you believe him. And you know if he leaves you tied up like this all night you will lose your fucking mind.
“I’m sorry,” you say into the bedspread, your voice muffled.
“I can’t hear you.”
You feel him tense as though to walk away, and maybe you do panic. “I’m sorry!”
“That’s better.” His fingertips trace the knots down your spine. “Are you going to interrupt me while I’m working again?”
Oh, the litany of replies that run through your head. Then maybe don’t take a call while I have your cock in my mouth, asshole, only one of them. You’re smart enough not to say any of them aloud.
“No.”
“Good girl.” You’re not proud of the moan of relief that escapes you, as he eases himself inside you, stretching your body deliciously from the inside all the way to the hilt. Your thighs quiver, your eager cunt clenching upon his thick shaft in equal parts protest and eagerness. He’s so large it’s as though you can feel him in your lungs, your capacity for breath annihilated by the space he claims inside your body. Slowly he starts to move, and you become a drooling mess of trussed flesh and pure want beneath him, grateful there are no neighbors to disturb with your wanton cries.
“This is supposed to be a punishment,” he taunts you, his voice thick in the back of his throat, and you take some solace in the fact that he’s as affected as you are.
“Consider me…chastised,” you pant breathlessly in response, winning gravely laughter and a light swat upon your behind.
“Cheeky girl.”
You’re very aware of the fact that he could hurt you like this, spread wide open for his pleasure and secured in place without a defense left to your name. Yet he relishes slowly fucking your tight hole instead, teasing your clit with the slap of his balls and the light touch of his fingers, moaning with you as his swollen tip pops free of your greedy cunt and plunges inside you all over again.
“Do you think you deserve to cum, my little brat?” he taunts you, and suddenly you’re so certain you’re doomed.
“No,” you sob into the cover, on the edge of despair and driven half mad by the exquisite feeling of him inside you. He’s going to string you along for days, the way he likes to when he’s in a particularly evil mood. Oh, you just know it.
“That’s right.” He swats you again, making you clench and squirm. It tears a moan from deep in his chest you don’t think he meant to let slip. Yet you double down upon him with the strength of your walls, resigned to your doom and determined to at least make it up to him. (He has fucked your mind just as thoroughly as he fucks your body.)
You strain against your bonds with surprise when he reaches between your legs, and there are real tears of gratitude in your eyes when he circles your clit with his finger, slowing his stroke inside you to hit the place he knows will send you to pieces. “But maybe I’m feeling generous because you cry so prettily for me,” he taunts you. “Cum with me now, or not at all.”
You know it’s no empty threat on his end, and you strain and reach with every muscle you possess to obey him as he moves inside you. You sob and moan as the sweet release takes you, that liquid gold pleasure that curls through your loins and radiates down your spine made twice as wonderful by his shuddering thrusts and his hips locking against yours, filling you with the luscious warm rush of his seed. You quiver and twitch as you come down, his huge body draping over yours.
His teeth grazing your shoulder wins him a defeated cry; you are resigned in that moment that every cell in your body belongs to him, and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it.
-Something shifts between you, after that night. Maybe before the perfectionist in you strove to please him exactly to his direction, but you learn that acting out once in a while gives you both something you crave. You learn a lot about Donaka Mark over the course of the year. Not about his business, or his past, but about what makes that man tick. He’s tough as nails and hard as granite, but somehow also he’s generous to no end. There’s always an element of manipulation to it, but sometimes, you’re just stupid enough to believe the softness for you in his gaze is real, when he slides a velvet jewelry box across the table to you at dinner, or when he wrecks you for the umpteenth time while watching you in the mirror.
-Maybe you never really catch on to how big of a voyeur this man is. You never realize that he’s watching you anytime he wants via the feed of several micro-cameras he has placed around your apartment. You certainly never suss out the source of that damning video that sent you running into his arms. Maybe you would have been more suspicious about it, if you had not settled into such a state of contentment with him. You’re smart enough after the Earpiece Incident not to call it love, but you’re sad, when you think that sometime soon this wondrous thing will come to an end.
And yet a part of you is relieved–you feel pieces of yourself slipping into his possession with every passing night, and you know that if you allow it to go on then someday, you will have nothing left. It’s good that there’s a cap on it, you reason. It makes your time with him more intense, and more precious, as the year draws to a close.
Oh, but you naïve little thing. After all this, do you really think he’ll just let you walk away?
✞ ⋅.˳˳.⋅ॱ˙THE PRIEST Part 1 ❤︎ Part 2 ❤︎ Part 3 Pairing: priest!John Wick × writer!atheist!f!reader Tags: NSFW, 18+ Warnings: priest kink, blasphemy, religious themes, contains potentially offensive religious remarks if you squint Word count: 4.0k A/N: Since I’m not writing anything new, I’ve got a bunch of drafts. Decided to start posting them bit by bit. Yeah, I fixed a few things, but there might still be mistakes, plot holes, or stuff that doesn’t make sense. I couldn’t come up with anything for a year, so… it is what it is
“I’m so tired!” you exclaimed, burying your face in your hands. “I can’t write a single line. Line? Single word! No, even letters seem impossible!” You muffled a desperate growl against your palms, feeling utterly defeated.
Across from you, your best friend glanced up from the phone she had been absentmindedly scrolling through. Without a word, she tossed it aside and knelt in front of you, gripping your knees gently.
“Hey. Hey. Look at me,” she began softly. “You’re an incredibly talented writer. Maybe you just need a change of scenery.”
Before you could answer, the door creaked open.
Friends’ mom stepped in with her usual warm smile carrying two steaming mugs in her hands. The smell of tea drifted through the room.
“Hello, girls!” she said brightly.
“Hi, mom,” her daughter replied and glanced back at you.
“Hello, Mrs. Smith,” you replied, attempting something that resembled a smile. “How was the service today?”
“It went very well, thank you.” She set mugs gently on the table by the window as she turned to you. “But why do you look so tense?”
“She’s got writer’s block,” your friend blurted out.
You shot her a warning look and she winced and mouthed a quiet “sorry” for dropping that bomb.
“Oh, honey.” Mrs. Smith crossed the room and pressed a warm mug into your hands before resting her palm gently on your shoulder. “I’m so sorry. That’s a hard place to be.”
You wrapped your fingers around the ceramic. “It’s fine,” you muttered automatically.
Your friend noticed your eyes shimmering with unshed tears. With a sigh, she slowly stood up and reached for the mug of tea on the table. Taking a cautious sip, she finally spoke.
“You should really consider talking to a therapist,” your friend murmured as she settled into a nearby chair, curling her legs underneath her.
“I don't believe them,” you said, “I can’t shake the feeling that they’re more interested in billing hours than actually helping you.”
Mrs. Smith, who had been quietly observing, took a seat beside you on the coach. “You know, it might also help to talk to God.”
You tried to suppress the urge to roll your eyes, resisting the temptation to mention that you especially don’t believe in him.
“Mrs. Smith, you know I’m an atheist,” you said, trying to keep your tone neutral.
Mrs. Smith, seemingly oblivious to your reaction, reached out and placed a hand on yours. “It’s not about religion. Sometimes just talking things out can bring a sense of relief.”
“So, what… are you suggesting I make a confession?” you replied, a bit of sarcasm slipping through despite your best efforts. But deep down, the idea intrigued you more than you cared to admit.
Mrs. Smith smiled. “Well, if you have anything on your mind,” she replied, “it doesn’t have to be formal. Just sharing your thoughts might help lighten the load you’ve been carrying.”
“Yeah, to our priest? He drinks like a fish,” you scoffed.
Your friend almost choked on her tea, a surprised giggle escaping her lips as she tried to regain composure.
“That’s really not appropriate,” Mrs. Smith scolded, her frown deepening as she shot you a look of disapproval. Mrs. Smith stood up, gathering her thoughts. “Alright, girls, I need to head out.” She paused at the door as she looked back at you. “Just think about what I suggested, okay?”
You nodded slightly. As the door closed behind her, your friend’s eyes widened dramatically.
“That,” she declared in a mock-serious tone, pointing at you, “was rude.”
You pressed your lips together. “Sorry.”
“Oh, I have an idea!” your friend suddenly exclaimed, her face lighting up with excitement as she leapt from her seat. “You need a vacation! Just take the car and drive a hundred miles to some quiet, out-of-the-way village.”
You raised an eyebrow. She noticed your attention and continued, her voice dropping to a low, mystical tone. “Just imagine… a remote village surrounded by forest. No one knows you there. You can just disappear for a while… well, how does it sound?”
“It sounds creepy…”
“That sounds awesome!” she countered, undeterred by your tone. “And I bet there’s a church too,” she went on, her excitement bubbling over as she gestured wildly. “It’ll be a great place to unwind and recharge. Plus, you won’t have to worry about paying a priest.”
“Well, I’m not sure…” you said, your gaze dropping as you tried to picture the journey.
“Even if you don’t go all in, at least you’ll get a break,” she said, then gave you a mockingly seductive look, purring, “And hey, maybe you’ll meet a cute guy to brighten up your lonely nights.”
You closed your eyes for a moment. Maybe she was onto something.
“Okay, maybe it’s worth a shot,” you said, hopping out of the coach with a grin. “I’ve heard the village guys are hot and not too picky.”
***
You turn off the main road and head deeper into the woods. A welcome sign greets you at the edge of town, if you can call it that. The board is cracked and letters so faded you have to squint to make them out. It looked untouched since the day they first hammered it into the ground.
The road narrows, winding through thick trees, and after a couple of miles the small town opens up before you. It is barely more than a handful of streets and buildings. The air feels different here. Quieter. Cleaner. Older.
That is exactly what you needed.
You slowed the car without even thinking about it. The engine hummed softer, the tires rolling almost carefully over the worn pavement. It felt like every pair of eyes in town was following your car as it passed, not hostile, not welcoming either. Curious.
Finally, you pulled up to a small building with a sign that read Rooms for Rent in faded lettering. The place looked like it had once been grand but now it sagged slightly. You stepped out of the car and slung your backpack over your shoulders. It felt heavier than it had before the drive. Maybe it had absorbed your doubts and frustration.
The bell above the door jingled when you pushed it open.
Inside, the air was warm and carried the faint scent of old furniture with a trace of something sweet underneath. Lavender, perhaps, an attempt to soften the years.
An older woman sat behind a wooden counter, her silver hair pulled into a long braid that rested over her shoulder. Grey eyes watched you from behind thin reading glasses.
“Good afternoon,” she said with a smile that was welcoming and just a little too knowing.
You walked up to the counter and let your backpack slide off your shoulder with a heavy thud.
“Good afternoon,” you echoed, trying to gather some energy. “I’d like to rent a room.”
“For how many days?” she asked.
The question caught you off guard.
How long were you planning to stay?
You had not really thought about it. How long would it take to find whatever you thought you were looking for. Or to outrun whatever you were escaping from.
You shifted your weight, suddenly aware of how uncertain you sounded in your own head.
“For a few weeks,” you said finally. Then, quieter, “I guess.”
The old woman raised an eyebrow. In judgment or concern you couldn’t tell. After a moment, she nodded and made a note in a large, leather-bound book with yellowed pages.
“Fourteen nights, then,” she confirmed, sliding the book across the counter. You quickly scrawled your information in the designated spaces, feeling her eyes on you the whole time. When you handed the book back, she nodded again and reached for a set of keys, the metal clinking softly as she placed them in your hand.
“Room 207, up the stairs,” she instructed.
“Thank you,” you murmured, taking the key and slinging your backpack over your shoulder.
“Breakfast is at eight.”
You nodded absently, not really listening.
You turned toward the staircase. Halfway there, you slowed for a second, a strange hesitation tightening in your guts. Then you forced yourself to keep moving.
The stairs creaked under your steps as you made your way up. The hallway above was narrow, dimly lit by a single wall lamp. Room 207 waited at the very end.
The door resisted when you turned the key, sticking for a second before finally giving in
Inside, the room was small but unexpectedly cozy. A large window let in soft afternoon light that spread warmly across the floor, the bed stood neatly made with a handmade quilted coverlet. A small wooden desk rested beneath the window, and beside it a chair that had clearly seen better decades.
You dropped your bag onto the floor and let yourself fall back onto the bed. It was not bad at all. Or maybe you were simply too tired to care.
For a moment you stared at the ceiling.
Then your phone beeped.
You groaned softly and rolled onto your side, leaning over the edge of the bed while fumbling through your bag. After a few seconds of blind searching, you finally found it.
A message from your friend.
Are you ok?
You stared at it longer than necessary.
Yeah I’m good, thanks, you typed back, your fingers hesitating before you pressed send.
You let the phone drop onto the bed beside you and glanced at the clock on the wall. Just after one in the afternoon.
Your stomach growled, reminding you that breakfast had been hours ago.
“Alrighty,” you muttered to yourself, pushing yourself upright. You needed some fresh air and some food to clear your head.
You made your way downstairs, the old woman still at the counter, her gaze lifting as you approached.
“Can you tell me where you guys have lunch?”
“If you want something local, Leela’s Eatery is around the corner,” she said, her voice matter-of-fact as she returned her attention to the book.
“Thank you.” You managed a small smile, but you didn’t move. Something was holding you back, a nagging thought at the back of your mind.
“Anything else?” she asked, glancing up again.
You hesitated, wanting to ask about the church. It was stupid, really. Instead of asking, you blurted out, “What are your attractions?”
The woman’s expression didn’t change, but there was a flicker of amusement in her eyes.
“The fishing museum is around the corner, across from Leela’s Eatery. Liberty Square is the town’s center. All the roads lead to it. You’ll find it easily enough. The church…” Your heart skipped at the mention of the word. “…is on the edge of town, down the road.”
You nodded. “Thanks.”
You left the building, the afternoon sun warming your skin as you stepped outside. The town feels almost suspended in time.The streets were mostly empty. You walked without choosing a direction. Eventually, you found yourself in Liberty Square, a small park surrounded by shops and cafes.
You found a place to eat and sat, savoring the simple, good food. Afterwards, you wandered through the narrow streets, passing windows filled with handmade trinkets and bright postcards. At one shop, you stopped in front of a large display case crowded with souvenirs.
“Do you believe in God?”
The voice comes out of nowhere.
You turn and see her. A beautiful woman in her forties, dressed in a modest gray robe. Your eyes fell on the flyer she was holding out to you.
“I only believe in him when I’m having sex,” you said wryly. The woman looked embarrassed and pouted, but still held out the flyer to you. You took it, feeling guilty for your intemperance.
“Come to the Evening Mass.” she said.
You examined the flyer, plain with text and a small cross in the top corner:
Join Us for Evening Mass!
Dear Brothers and Sisters,
In these challenging times, it is so important to gather together to find peace and comfort in prayer. We invite you to participate in the Evening Mass to be held in our church.
Date and time: every Friday at 7 p.m.
Place: Church of Magdalena.
We look forward to seeing each and every one of you!
With blessing,
priest Jardani.
“Thanks, I’ll think about it.”you smiled awkwardly and folded the flyer and put it in your pocket.
You came to your room and dropped onto the bed, staring at the flyer in your hands. You were not religious. You didn’t believe in God.
You had always handled things on your own. You never liked the idea of leaning on something you couldn’t see or prove. Depending on yourself had always been enough.
But here, in this quiet town with its quiet streets, you wondered if maybe you were the one who needed this.
Not faith.
Just… something…
Nah.
You tossed the flyer aside. The paper slid across the bed and fell to the floor. You pushed the thought away and forced yourself to unpack. A few shirts, jeans. Some underwear. Laptop.
For now, you just needed to get through the night. Settle into the unfamiliar room. Lie down. Close your eyes. Maybe when the sun rose, you would feel a little less lost.
Three days had passed since you arrived.
You took your laptop and sat back on the bed, opening it. The screen lit up, revealing the same blank document. You stared at the cursor, its steady blinking seeming to mock you.
And still, you hadn’t written a single word.
You thought you knew what you wanted to say. The idea was there but every time you tried to shape it into sentences, your mind emptied . Completely blank. You’d hoped that coming here, to this small, quiet town, might help clear your mind, might allow the words to return. But now, sitting in this room, you felt the same frustration.
You snapped the laptop shut.
Silence filled the room.
Your eyes drifted to the window, catching a glimpse of the church on the hill.
The thought of walking in there made your chest tighten. Sitting across from a stranger. Admitting you felt lost. Saying out loud that you needed help. You were not used to that kind of vulnerability.
Still, you could not deny it anymore. You were not fine. You had not been for a while. And if stepping through those doors might ease even a fraction of the weight pressing down on you, then what was the harm?
You would not break just by trying.
***
You took a deep breath and walked into the church. The old floorboards creaked under your feet. The faint scent of incense did little to soothe your nerves.
You approached the small wooden confessional booth, its dark frame was strangely inviting.
A quiet chuckle escaped you. The only reason you would ever enter a church was for cultural reasons, not faith and certainly not to sit in a confession booth.
But here you were, pushing open the creaking door and stepping into the small, dimly lit box. You closed the door behind you, and the space immediately felt almost claustrophobic. For a moment, you just stood there, only sensing the scent of old wood.
As you settled onto the narrow bench, you nervously rubbed your knees and scanned the empty corners of the wooden walls, searching for something to occupy your attention. It felt like you’d been waiting forever, and you were just beginning to relax, thinking no one would show up.
You let out a relieved breath and were about to stand when the sudden creak of the sliding window sent a thin stream of light spilling into the dim booth.
You turned toward the partition, your gaze locking with the small, latticed window that separated you from the priest on the other side. Through the dim light and the wooden slats, you could just make out his eyes.
Their intense brown hue cut through the darkness, making you feel unexpectedly vulnerable, as if they could see right into your soul. Then, his voice, hoarse around the edges, filtered through the small opening, breaking the silence.
“Hello, welcome. It’s good to see you. How can I assist you today?”
“Uh…” You felt your palms grow sweaty and quickly wiped them on your jeans.
The silence stretched for a moment, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. It felt like he was giving you space.
“You’re new to this, aren’t you?”
Your own voice came out small. “Yes, I’ve never… done confession before.” You let out a small, nervous breath. “I’m not even sure I have anything to confess.”
“It’s alright. Sometimes we just need to talk. You don’t have to confess anything if you’re not ready, or if you don’t feel the need. This place isn’t only for the faithful. It’s for anyone who needs a moment to reflect. Or to be heard.”
You glanced at the partition again, meeting those intense dark brown eyes.
“I’m a writer,” you said, then huffed softly. “At least… I’m supposed to be. I’ve had writer’s block for months. I thought if I arrived here…, it would fix it. Like the place would just… unlock something.”
He stayed quiet, listening.
“But nothing happened,” you admitted. “I sit there staring at a blank page, and it’s still empty. Maybe worse now. Because I came all this way and I’ve got nothing to show for it.”
A quiet breath came from the other side.
“Sometimes we think changing our surroundings will change what’s going on inside,” he said. “But inspiration doesn’t work on a schedule.”
You gave a small, bitter laugh. “So I basically ran away.”
“Maybe,” he said calmly. “But people usually run when they’re exhausted. Not when they’re weak.”
That made you pause.
“I just didn’t want to waste the trip,” you said. “I told myself I had to write something important while I’m here. Otherwise what’s the point?”
“And what if the point wasn’t productivity?” he asked. “What if you just needed to stop for a while?”
You went quiet.
You hadn’t thought of that.
You nodded slowly, feeling something inside you ease for the first time all day.
“Yeah,” you murmured. “Maybe I do.”
***
After that day, you didn’t push yourself.
You stopped staring at the blank page. Instead, you enjoyed the atmosphere of the town.
You wandered narrow streets. Sat in a small cafe by the square, drinking coffee while watching people pass. You took long walks to the lake.
You didn’t write much.
Just fragments. Observations.
And sometimes, annoyingly often, your notes circled back to him.
The priest.
His voice hadn’t been young, but it hadn’t been old either. It was the kind of voice that could easily belong to someone who had seen and done things most people couldn’t even imagine, yet chose to speak softly. And those eyes. You’d only caught them once. Twice? Briefly, through the carved partition. Dark and intent. The kind that made you feel seen without being touched.
You frowned at your notebook, tapping the pen against the page.
He stirred something in you. Curiosity, perhaps.
You tried to picture him properly. What did he even look like?
You exhaled sharply, annoyed with yourself.
That was when you noticed the edge of a flyer sticking out from under the bed.
A call to Evening Mass.
You reached down and pulled it free.
Right.
Curiosity.
Professional curiosity.
Writer’s curiosity.
Nothing else.
***
The scent of incense hung heavy in the air, mingling with the faint aroma of the wooden pews. Candles flickered along the altar
At the altar, the priest stood composed and unhurried. Everyone began to approach him in turn, kneeling before him, he solemnly served the host, and then the laity offered the cup from which each person drank.
You stayed seated at first. You weren’t prepared for this part. You barely remembered the order of things.
People began to rise. You unconsciously did the same.
The candlelight caught the edge of his profile when he turned. You could see more of him now than before, not fully, but enough to make your pulse one humiliating skip.
This is ridiculous, you scolded yourself. You’re here to write. To think.
The line shortened.
Too fast.
You shrank slightly into yourself, hoping no one would notice.
A hand pressed firmly between your shoulder blades.
You jolted.
“Go on, dear, take communion,” an older woman murmured beside you, already guiding you up with surprising strength.
Your breath snagged in your throat. “But I-” you tried to protest, but you were already in line.
Fuck-Fuck-Fuck.
The line carried you like a current.
Your palms went damp.
Your heart began to pound harder.
You shouldn’t be here.
You’re not ready.
You didn’t even know if you believed. YOU Didn’t!
The person in front of you rose from their knees.
And suddenly, there was nowhere left to hide.
You stepped forward.
What were you doing?
The priest’s gaze met yours from the altar.
And in that moment, an unexpected feeling struck you, as if you had always known what you were meant to do.
You lowered yourself onto the soft cushion before the altar, your lips parting as you slightly stuck out your tongue. Your eyelids fluttered, and you glanced up at him again. Kneeling before him, he seemed powerful. Standing tall in a lavish purple chasuble that draped over his broad shoulders, he exuded an aura of authority.
His dark hair was meticulously combed back. High cheekbones and chiseled features highlighted his face, and a defined chin and jawline neatly framed by well-maintained stubble. If the Lord had crafted the ideal of male beauty, the priest would have been the flawless blueprint.
Kneeling before him felt oddly reminiscent of something far less holy; you had only ever knelt like this in front of a man for one reason, and it had nothing to do with communion. And you could swear to God (if He really was there) that you would have gladly accepted everything the priest could have provided beyond the simple communion of bread.
The priest’s hand moved with grace, holding the sacred host.
“The Body of Christ,” his voice carried a hushed hoarseness as he leaned closer. You felt the host placed delicately on your tongue, and you closed your mouth, swallowing it.
“Amen,” you barely could hear your voice.
A woman from the laity,the same who gave you a flyer, passed the cup to the priest.
“The Blood of Christ,” he intoned, and you took a small sip. The taste was rich and deep, lingering on your lips as you savored the sensation. When you lifted your eyes, the priest’s shrewd eyes locked onto you with an intensity that was both captivating and unnerving.
For a split second, you thought you saw something holy there. Something gentle.
A man devoted to God. A man offering sacrament with those reverent hands.
No. No-no-no…
There was something beneath his priestly exterior. A predatory glint in his gaze, as if he observed everyone closely, composed to either attack or defend himself at any moment. And his hands… big, calloused, long-fingered… hands that seemed capable of much more than offering the sacrament.
It troubled you deeply, yet at the same time it pulled you in.
❤︎ Part 2
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Divider is made by me, drawings belong to their respective authors
you get me closer to god
Pairing: John Constantine x fem reader
Word Count: 1.7k words 🚬
Warnings: NSFW content (Minors Do Not Interact), Extremely dubious consent, fingering, near drowning, Constantine is bad with emotions. Brief scenes with smoking (it's Constantine). Angst. This is fanfiction, please DO NOT try this at home!
Summary: Constantine needs a backdoor into Heaven. That task involves you, a bathtub, and his very skilled fingers.
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A/N: This fic is dedicated to Ginny aka opheliainlove42. She has long since deactivated but she wrote amazing fics for the Keanuverse fandom. She is one of the people that encouraged me to start writing for this fandom and I cannot thank her enough. This is for you, Ginny, wherever you are 💜
I consider this fic in the same Constantine universe as Little Favors so yet another mess he puts the poor reader through.
Also thank you to @pointbreakvhs for beta reading this fic. 🤍
Thank you to @atomic-groupie for being my writing accountability partner. 💚
Divider credits to @jjaksclayton 🖤 Gif credits to @scamarcio
Oh the places a simple crush can land you. Going along with John Constantine frequently has you questioning your own sanity. It shouldn't surprise you. When someone deals with demons for a living, they must have experimental hobbies—you just didn't expect to be included in this next one.
Constantine first introduced this hobby to you one drizzly evening while eating your favorite takeout together. The comfort food paired nicely with the casual atmosphere and smooth blanket of rainwater cascading down your apartment windows. You took another bite while watching two wayward water droplets race along the pane. A soft prickle traveled from the back of your neck and up to the tips of your ears.
Each of your senses flared when you came in close proximity to Constantine, especially when his eyes were on you. You were hopeless. You weren't sure what stage of infatuation you were in when every millimeter of your body heated up when any amount of his attention was on you. It didn't matter what emotion: he could be melancholic, cranky, irate, or amused—you've never seen Constantine fully happy—they all brought about the same reaction.
You try, and fail, to ignore the obvious heat budding in your face. Turning, you see the umber shades of his irises dimmed by exhaustion and bad habits.
"I need a back door into Heaven." It was concerning how nonchalant he could be when discussing matters of the divine.
"Oh really?" You've learned to always hear him out no matter how impossible it sounds.
With a lazy draw of his freshly lit cigarette, he continues. "I need to get into Heaven for work purposes. However I can't simply fly through the pearly gates, that would bring too much attention."
Seems simple enough. "How do you plan on getting there?"
"Whenever I say 'I'll try anything once,' this is not what I mean!"
Constantine twists one of the squeaky knobs on the porcelain bathtub. Steam curls around his unnaturally pallid face. He was sickly looking like a Victorian child but with the constitution of a 70s rock star. His brow furrowed in concentration while testing the water's temperature.
"Can't give away all my plans. You would back out every time if I did." A smirk ghosts across his lips when looking at your apprehensive expression.
"I love—" you caught yourself. "I'm happy to help you, but I've never put my life in danger for you…"
"Don't trust me?" His eyebrow raise would be enough to end you.
"It's not that," you sigh, sitting on the edge of the tub next to him. "What if I crossover and don't come back? Or at worst I end up going to Hell instead—"
Constantine grabbed your hand, giving it a comforting squeeze. His fingers are warm and still wet from the bathwater, their touch lighting up your nervous system like electricity. His demeanor was deadly serious, burning you as if you were one of those wretched demons he fights.
"I've got you." His other hand trailed from your shoulder to your elbow, holding you firmly. "I'm going to be with you the whole time. If anything happens, I'll pull you out."
If Constantine is anything, he is persuasive with you. If his hands weren't already on you, you'd be jumping in the water immediately.
Instead you stand up and unzip your jacket, revealing your tank top. You internally preened when his eyes trailed your torso and locked onto the button of your pants.
"I'm already drowning myself for you. You don't get a show." You tease, earning a soft exhale—the closest you've ever gotten to a laugh—from him.
"Understood." He whispers, taking your hand and guiding you into the bathtub like an uncommonly gentleman.
The tepid water envelopes you in a rolling embrace. Constantine keeps a hand to your back while you sat with your legs out. "I understand water is a common method of going between worlds but how long exactly will I be submerged?"
"As long as it takes." There he goes again with the edgy vagueness you simultaneously love and loathe. "Remember—"
"Heaven and Hell are closer to us than you realize." You complete his saying.
"Good girl."
Oh that bastard.
"W-well, I—" you stammer.
"Lie back." He commands softly.
He'd rolled up his sleeves, exposing his pale forearms and the split Red King alchemy tattoos. The same hand on your back lowers you below the surface. It was a strange parody of a baptism—with Constantine as your unorthodox priest and you being his ever so faithful follower. This dangerous exercise would prove to you just how far you're willing to go for your faith in him.
The reality of your situation pressed down on you like Constantine's hand currently resting against your sternum. He plays fast and loose with his own mortality, you are all too aware he held your own quite literally in his hands. There's nothing else for you to do but close your eyes and wait for your life to inch recklessly towards the edge with only John's word that he'll save you from oblivion.
Moments passed like grains of sand in an hourglass. It was far too late to give up now; even if you wanted to get out, Constantine was far to strong. In fact, his hand on your chest pinned you with even more force while his other hand—was unbuttoning your pants.
Wait…this wasn't part of the deal…
You open your eyes and see through the surface of the water Constantine looming over you like an angel of death. His gaze leers at you. Gone was the teasing and his sardonic attitude; dark eyes like voids threatening to overtake you in their abyss.
He pulls down on your pants zipper. Panic floods your mind and you try pushing or kicking him away. It's no use, he deflects every one of your feeble attempts at fighting him off. Exhaustion from being underwater slowed your struggling. Before he continued touching you, he held both your wrists while his other hand rested firmly on your thigh, squeezing it tightly.
He expression didn't waver but through the panic of your body in fight or flight, you barely captured a glimpse into his eyes yet again. Heat flickered in the darkness, looking at you with longing: raw and unable to be hidden.
Trust me, he seemed to tell you. Let me take you to Heaven.
Loving Constantine is hazardous but he was going to make it all worth it. His hand moved from your thigh and plunged under your waistband, thumb circling your clit through your underwear in torturous circles before pulling them to the side. It took every ounce of your willpower not to moan and release your precious air when he breached your entrance with two long fingers.
With the risk of your life, he had to work fast. His skilled fingers set a fast rhythm making your back arch and your hands grip the sides of the tub. He must use some of his divine magic to give you this much intense pleasure. How else would he make you feel this good?
He adds a third finger and the world around you goes blurry. Your arm shoots out of the water and you grab onto his bicep. His muscles flexed with every thrust and curl inside you, making you tighten and melt beneath him.
This must be Heaven. Goes your final thought before your vision goes white, your brain shuts off, and you scream…
There is brightness all around you gradually fading back into nothingness before you finally register Constantine's lips on yours giving you the kiss of life. Once conscious, he gently rotates you on your side to get the rest of the water out of your lungs.
"There you are, sweetheart," he rubs your back. "Welcome back."
Pushing yourself off the floor, you take in your surroundings. John had pulled you out of the bathtub, his white shirt was soaked through. You knew you were alert and cognizant when your attention pinpointed the material clinging to his lean torso and emphasizing the muscles there.
"I hope you got into Heaven because I am not doing that ever again," your tone was exasperated as he draped a fluffy towel around your shoulders.
"I did," he helped you stand up and steered you towards his bed. "It was only a second for us but to angels that is how long eternity is."
John gets you another towel while you dry off. Looking down at yourself, you notice your pants had been zipped up again. Butterflies violently swarmed in your stomach while he was carrying himself as if what he did to you never happened.
You couldn't bear ignoring what just happened to you. He will not evade this explanation. "John…"
This gives him pause, coming back to your side and assisted toweling your arms and shoulders. "Yes sweetheart?"
"I was not expecting your hands—" you bite your lip. "And everything else that happened…"
"I know." He says, wrapping a protective arm around you.
"I liked it," you laugh despite the situation. "But maybe give a little warning next time…"
"I'll remember that." He smirks.
"Why?" So much was loaded behind your one-word question.
"Euphoria is what guarantees Heaven. Death alone is only a fifty-fifty shot." He states matter-of-factly.
"Of course," you comment sarcastically. "The saying is 'at least buy me dinner first' but in this case, will you take me to dinner now?"
"Let's go." He helps put your jacket back on before doing the same to himself and you two leave his apartment for your favorite fancy restaurant.
Solace was too simple a word to describe how Constantine felt when Heaven gave you back to him. He may work with celestial beings, but no angel in Heaven compares to the light you bring to his life. If he was honest with himself, he knew you deserved so much better than someone as damaged as he is. But despite knowing this, he was still selfish and wanted to have you in any way he could.
It was just unfortunate the only way he could rationalize being with you physically was when Heaven or Hell was involved. Maybe one day he will be able to tell you how he really feels about you, but for now he was formulating the next mission he will need your "help" with.
A/N: I wanted to make a NSFW version of the bathtub scene from the movie and this was the result.
vacation flirtation - V
THE FINAL CHAPTER! you meet Tex Johnson on a plane...some hijinks ensue. WARNINGS??? Tex being Tex. Mild violence. Nothing worse than the show, its pretty camp. Refer to beginning of Ch 2 so you don't get lost! 😁. and as always MDNI! ... chapter map spotify playlist i swear the lyrics are actually relevant if u translate them 😂
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“Are you sure it’s a good idea to go out tonight?” asks one of your friends, clearly concerned about your dinner plans for the evening.
“It’ll be fine,” you assure them. “I’ll be with Tex. What's the worst that can happen?”
They exchange looks with their beaus that tell you they've been having their own discussions about their suspicions about Tex.
“Well…”
Like the gremlin you are, you can't help but savor their second thoughts about this whole mess, and you let them squirm about it. “Oh come on, you said it was your turn to pick,” you tease with no real malice. “It was my vote to drown him in the pool.”
“Yeah right,” answers your friend with a playful glare. “You were salivating for that man right along with us!”
“You’re the one who said he was fuckable!” you cackle, pointing. And boy howdy, was your friend right about that.
This admission makes Johnny frown a little. Jack is inscrutable as stone, and you do wonder if there's something to what Tex said about these men actually being in law enforcement.
“Just…be careful, ok?”
“Of course. Not my first rodeo, babes.”
“We know…”
“We just love you.”
“I love you too. I’ll be back later. Bye boys!”
Is Tex rubbing off on you, that you feel you have to taunt the [alleged] cops? You definitely don’t grasp the true gravity of your situation, fluttering along in vacation mode, convinced nothing truly bad can happen to you. You've committed to the bit, and you're determined to play it out now, even if you suspect it’s going to hurt your heart later.
You slip out the door with a finger wave, skipping off to meet Tex downstairs.
You just kind of assumed you were going to take a taxi to whatever destination Tex had in mind. But he is leaning against a black vintage muscle car with his arms crossed, the outlaw of your dreams dressed all in black. He lets out a wolf whistle as you approach, appraising the cut of your flowy tropical dress over the top of his dark shades.
“Oh my god,” you say under your breath, and he smirks like he heard you. “Tex, where did you get this?”
“I borrowed it.”
You steady yourself with palms on his solid chest as you lean in for a kiss, and his hands sneak around your waist with an approving rumble. “You didn’t steal this car, did you?” you whisper, voice low so no one can hear.
The idea of it makes him chuckle darkly, hands following the curve of your spine, perilously close to your ass as he pulls you full against him. Uff, this man is built solid as a tree. You’re almost too distracted to register his simple denial of, “No.”
Not sure you really believe him, you search his face. You can hear the doormen behind you talking and whistling low amongst themselves, you’re pretty sure about the car. He lets you stew in your uncertainty, clearly amused as he looks down at you. Finally you say, “I believe you, only because if you did steal it you’re so vain you’d brag about it.”
This wins you a bark of laughter and a smack on the derriere. “Get in your ass in this car, pretty mama. I’m taking you for a ride.”
You have no idea how prophetic this seemingly innocuous declaration will prove.
Maybe it’s stupid, how quickly you unwind, all your knee-jerk fears of earlier forgotten, while roaring down the seaside highway in this beast of a car with the windows down, holding Tex’s hand between shifting the gears.
In a change of pace the two of you don’t talk [fight] much, blissfully content to watch the palm trees race by with the warm breeze on your faces, the glittering waters beyond gilded in rose gold by the setting sun.
This place truly is a paradise.
“Having fun?” he asks while kissing your hand with a smoldering look, his rough twang underscored with the barest note of earnestness that squeezes your heart. You haven’t known this man long at all, but you’re beginning to learn the subtle cues he keeps hidden beneath the boisterous good ol’ boy facade he wears for the world.
He’s got a soft spot under all that armor; maybe it’s how he so adroitly recognized the same tender underbelly on you. The thought makes you squeeze his fingers in yours; every minute that goes by in this man’s company makes you dread more and more the moment when you’ll have to let go.
You do know it won’t last. Even if you stay, it never lasts, and the ache of this only intensifies the thrill, like scratching an itch with a razor-sharp blade.
“Yes.”
This wins you a roguish smile that quickens your heart like the ridiculous creature you are.
“Hard to keep my eyes on the road,” he admits, shifting to rest his hand in the soft crevice of your inner thigh.
“Tex!” you giggle, and he chuckles in kind, pinching you lightly to make you squirm in your seat.
“You are the worst,” you sigh wistfully, squeezing his hand between your legs.
You think you’ll remember the sound of his happy laughter for the rest of your life, and you know that no matter what happens…you will be forever changed by this man, and the wild bliss he’s called up from the razed earth of your heart these past few days
His shapely mouth curls in a half-smile for this, and he at least pretends to pay attention to the road while his thumb draws maddening circles upon your thigh.
Your trip ends outside the touristy parts of town, where the buildings are smaller and older and a little rundown. You like it immediately, and when he parks in front of a brightly painted little place on the beach constructed out of cinder blocks and old wood, the patio seemingly held together by twining bougainvillea, baling wire, and palm fronds, you believe that you are indeed in for a genuine taste of this beautiful country.
The patio wraps around the back with a breathtaking view of the beach, and the waitress gives you a little table with a front row view by the railing. “You like?” asks Tex with a half smile, clearly enjoying your wide-eyed wonder.
“Very much,” you tell him, taking his hand. He tangles you up in his long legs under the table, and the two of you stay that way for the duration of the meal. Over margaritas, tequila shots, cochinita pibil and moharra frita you feel something shift in Tex as you’re talking. Some small barrier has fallen between you, and you feel like he’s not completely bullshitting you with every word he says. Maybe you’re not as guarded as you usually are either, when he asks you about your family and your life and the places you’ve been. It’s...nice, and it makes the sting of certain impermanence hurt all the more.
A varied crowd of people fills the seaside restaurant. There are some tourists, but mostly it’s locals filling the chairs and the stools along the long bar that wraps around the back of the building. “How did you hear about this place?” you ask Tex, chasing the last bit of fruity goodness in the bottom of your margarita glass with a straw.
“Got a rec from one of my…business associates,” he tells you. This makes some sense to you, as the night goes on and you don’t think you’re imagining that some of the clientele seem to have a certain edge to them. And a few at the bar seem to be paying a particular attention to you, or Tex, or at least the general direction of your table. Despite the uneasy feeling in the pit of your stomach, you tell yourself you’re just being paranoid, and when the waitress swings by you don’t object to Tex ordering another round of margaritas.
“Gotta hit the head,” he tells you, leaning over to kiss your cheek before ambling around the building towards [you assume] the location of the facilities. You pass the alone time by looking out over the ocean. The sun has set by now, but the moon has risen, and you can see the glitter of the ever-moving water along with the distant sound of the surf. The patio is lit up by strings of festive fairy lights, you’ve got a great buzz from the tequila and a belly full of good food, and for a fleeting moment you are perfectly content.
Then a shadow falls over your table, and you look up to see two of those tough looking men from the bar have come to loom over you.
“Where’s your novio?” one with a scar over his eye demands, his voice like tires driving over broken glass.
“He…went to the bathroom,” you stammer, your Spanish evaporating in the face of this tense situation.
The two heavies look at each other knowingly, one hissing with disbelief through his teeth, the other reaching out to grasp you by the back of the neck. “Hey!” you protest, but quickly shut your mouth as the other flashes a chrome-plated handgun stuck in his waistband under his shirt.
“You wanna see him again? Shut up, puta.”
Deep down, you know you should resist. You should make a big fucking scene, scream and shout and tip over tables. Make yourself memorable, at least, in case someone with a connection to your embassy might be watching. You should not go quietly, sandwiched between these scary men with eyes as sharp as the volcanic stone their ancestors once used to carve out the hearts of their enemies.
But something freezes inside of you. Something gets stuck between fight or flight, and you just watch, hoping deep down that Tex will come to your rescue at the last minute.
You walk out the restaurant, and across the car park, and you don’t see or hear a peep out of him as Big Tough #1 shoves you into the back seat of a Mercedes G-Wagon, and sits beside you with the gun pressed into your ribs.
Tex, you son of a bitch.
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Deafening gunfire echoes through the cavernous warehouse, and you struggle in your chair, desperate to get free. One of the henchmen takes a bullet to the chest, collapsing at your feet. Something wet and hot splashes the side of your face, and you can’t bring yourself to admit what you know: it’s totally blood.
Puke or cry, puke or cry? The dilemmas facing a modern woman these days…
Drawing a gold-plated Desert Eagle from his waistband while reciting a string of rapid-fire expletives, the leader of the trio takes cover behind you, pressing the barrel of the gun to your temple.
“Your stupid boyfriend has become a real pain in my ass,” hisses the Jefe in your ear, poking you viciously with the gun for good measure.
“Welcome to the fucking club,” you snarl back, as pissed at him as you are at Tex. Fucking men.
“Don Juan!” bellows a voice from behind a crate.
Why does your stupid heart still sing at the sound of that shifty motherfucker’s voice? You should hate Tex’s guts, but there is still a small part of you that hopes against hope he didn’t abandon you at the restaurant, and there is still some sliver of hope that he actually cares about you…enough to get you out of this mess, at least.
“You lousy cheating hijo de puta! Did you really think you could sell me fakes and get away with it?” your captor answers, poking you with the barrel of the gun with each word. Goddamn, dude, ease up.
“Well…”
“Wrong answer, cabrón!”
“Ow!!” you scream as Juan wrenches your head back with a grip in your hair.
“Hey now, easy on the goods, partner!”
“You want her back alive? You better get me my money back with interest, for a start.”
“Uhhh…”
“TEX!” you snarl, so fucking fed-up with his shit. You can’t help but think back on that amazing night you spent together, interrupted by his midnight sojourn, and him returning in that sharp suit. You don’t know what kind of grift he pulled on this guy, but you are so fucking pissed that you’re in the middle of it now. “GIVE HIM his FUCKING MONEY BACK!”
Juan laughs softly behind you. “Your lady is smarter than you, señor. I’d take her advice.”
“Yeah. About that…I–”
The roar of an engine and the explosion of a car crashing through the side of the warehouse interrupts Tex mid-sentence. Chaos rains down and gunfire fills the air as more of Juan’s goons fire at the vintage muscle car drifting through the stacks of crates and shipping containers. Somehow–while steering and shifting–the driver picks them all off one by one. The shock of the spectacle might be what saves you all–Don Juan does not run from his cover of using your paltry form as a human shield. He watches in disbelief as the Mustang circles your chair in a burnout that positions the driver at the perfect angle to put a bullet between your captor’s eyes.
Suddenly the warehouse is quiet as a cemetery at midnight–because everyone is dead.
More blood has spattered onto your face–you do not care, unable to tear your eyes from the dark and terrible form that emerges from the driver’s side of the car. He is tall, clad in a beautifully tailored black suit, his crisp white shirt specked with blood, a matte 9mm clasped in his large hand at his side. You lose time as he turns to look at you with eyes like dark pits that hold all the sorrow of the world, falling into those fathomless orbs.
You cannot look away.
He looks like Tex…but not.
“You alright?” he grumbles, almost begrudgingly, as though speaking is something he’d rather not do and words are in limited supply for him.
“I think so?” you squeak, though deep down your limbs have begun to shake and you don’t think you can stop.
You gasp as he produces a knife from seemingly thin air, but relax as you realize he’s using it to cut your bonds. He crouches beside you, looking you over as though he didn’t believe you when you said you were fine. You’re not sure he likes what he sees, from the tired way he sighs. “You poor thing. Didn’t have a clue, did you?”
You try not to cry as he pulls a white linen handkerchief from inside his smart jacket and wipes the blood off of your face.
“Thanks.”
“Whew!” Tex finally emerges from behind his cover of haphazard crates, his boot heels clicking on the concrete. “That was some driving, budd–” In the blink of an eye this newcomer has Tex up against the side of the Mustang in a choke hold, cutting off his air supply with his forearm on his neck.
“You,” snarls your savior, none too happy to see his doppelganger.
“Hegh—John–C’mon–” Tex taps at the iron bar of an arm against his windpipe, but John only presses harder for a few seconds more.
“You. Stole Viggo’s blue diamonds. And sold them to Juan fucking Aragón–while pretending to be me? You. Fucking. Asshole!”
“They were fake diamonds!” Tex protests.
“I don’t fucking care!”
“Aww, c’mon. What are brothers for?”
“You're not my brother.”
“I’m your twin!”
“You can’t talk your way out of this one. I have to bring you back.”
“I can’t go back.”
“You don’t get a choice.”
“John…c’mon.”
“Dead or alive. Your choice.”
You involuntarily make a pitiful little sound behind them. As though he forgot you were even there, this terrible killer turns his attention to you again. “Who's she?”
“Just some girl. Don't hurt her.”
Gee, thanks.
“I’m not going to hurt her.” He fixes narrowed eyes on Tex. “But you're not getting out of this.”
Tex looks past his brother to you with forlorn puppy eyes, and fuck if you don’t melt a little, like the fucking idiot you are. “Can I at least say goodbye?”
“Fine,” John growls. “But make it quick.” He releases his brother, and Tex makes a show of brushing himself off, looking at John with a raised eyebrow.
All it earns him is a snarl before the assassin turns his back on both of you.
Tex sidles your way with that come-hither smirk curling his oh-so-kissable lips. This manchild thinks all this was funny.
He doesn’t even see it coming when you wind up and slap him across the face. “Ouch! Easy darlin’!”
You can’t stop yourself from shoving your finger in his face, even if you have to stand on tiptoe to do it. “You asshole! You left me–”
With the speed of a pouncing leopard this man snatches you up in his arms–and slants his mouth over yours. You struggle for about 2.5 seconds before you hate to admit–you give in to it, all your good sense going up in smoke with those clever lips and that devilish tongue lighting up your world one more time. He kisses you like he means to devour you from the mouth down, like he would like to permanently imprint the taste of you on his tongue. He is definitely holding you up by the time he’s done with you, and you forget how to speak when he draws back to look down into your eyes.
“I didn’t leave you, honey. I just…had to time it right, or I knew I wasn’t going to get you back.”
You can't help but think it was his brother who saved all your bacon. Yet when this menace of a man sweeps your hair behind your ear, you can’t stop yourself from leaning into him.
“Sorry I got you mixed up in all this.”
You whimper out of frustration, knowing you shouldn’t believe him, but wanting to. Your attempt to pound on his chest with your fist is thwarted by his arms locked tight around you.
“Tex…is he going to hurt you?” you can’t help but ask, looking at his lethal twin who is clearly losing his patience, leaning against his baddass car.
“Nah. We’ll work it out. Always do.” Tex winks at you with that trickster’s sparkle in his eye, and you strangely sympathize with the mafia assassin having to deal with this wild man who somehow worms his way into your heart, despite all the trouble he causes.
Tex chucks you under the chin when he sees it quivering with the urge to cry. “Here’s–”
“If you say ‘Here’s looking at you, kid,’ I will knee you in the junk, Humpy Bogart.”
He laughs at that, a full-on head-back guffaw. “Baby…I’m going to miss you.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. Sorry we’re wrapping early. I had some elaborate plans for your juicy little pu–”
“Tex!” you giggle, squirming as he nuzzles your neck with a wicked chuckle, his big hand grabbing your ass low, his long fingers brushing your center. He captures your lips again in a long wet kiss that curls your toes in your shoes and your fingers in his shirt.
“Time’s up, Romeo,” growls the other brother in black, and Tex sighs. There are sirens in the distance, but getting closer. Lots of them.
“Gotta go, darlin’.”
“Wait…how am I getting back?”
“Eh. They’ll give you a ride.”
“Who are they? Hey, wait!”
But Tex veritably lopes on those long legs, hopping in the passenger side of the Mustang in three strides. The assassin named John doesn’t even look at you before getting behind the wheel and starting the car with a roar. As the warehouse is filled with the wails of the police sirens the outlaws are burning rubber in the opposite direction, making a new hole in the other side of the building.
One of the official cars tries to follow them, but you doubt it will get far. That man can drive.
You are practically blinded by the flashing lights all around you, huddling in your little dress with your arms crossed, praying they don’t mistake you for a bandida and shoot you. There’s a lot of yelling of “¡Manos arriba!” and pointed guns.
Shit, it’s all old hat to you now.
You do as you’re told, lifting your hands above your head.
A team of Federales fan out into the warehouse, looking for targets. All they find are bodies.
One of them cuffs you, and you stand there feeling sorry for yourself while they tear the warehouse apart looking for clues or evidence or the Easter Bunny. They bring out some drug-sniffing dogs who are very interested in the crates Tex was hiding behind.
Great.
The thing that shocks you out of your heartbroken stupor is Jack and Johnny striding up in commando gear, looking ridiculously fine in their bullet proof vests, big guns holstered on their hips. “Where did Tex go?” they ask.
“Fuck if I know. Are you DEA?” you ask back, more relieved than you would like to admit that they’re here and maybe sorta on your side. But then again…maybe not.
“I’m Special Agent Utah, FBI,” Johnny answers, flashing a badge.
“Detective Traven, LAPD,” Jack echoes, unclipping the badge on his belt for you to see. “We’re gonna have to ask you some questions.”
“Yeah. I figured.”
“Did you know he’s a hitman?” Jack asks in a deep, no-nonsense LEO voice, very different from the easy going guy who was canoodling with your friend just this afternoon.
“What?” John was obvious, but Tex? Ok, maybe you sensed something dangerous about him, but…?
“He’s a contract killer. We’ve been tracking him for years.”
Bewildered, you shake your head, the last bit of wind blown out of your sails this night.
“No. He just…sold some bogus diamonds to this cartel guy, apparently.”
“Any idea where he stashed the money?”
You snort. “Nope.”
“You’re not lying to us, I hope.”
You just sigh, suddenly so very tired. “No.”
“You’re in a tricky situation here, ma’am,” says Johnny, like he wasn’t joking with you by your first name with your friends in the pool just this morning. “Juan Aragón was the head of the serpent, but some of his underlings might still want revenge. You’ll be wanting to fly home tonight–but we can only make that happen if you're telling us everything you know.”
“I am!” Oh god. “What about my friends?”
“We’ve already got them at the airport with a detail,” Traven answers, and you sigh with relief.
So much for a carefree vacation…
Boy, do you know how to pick them.
Or maybe, you think, this time…he picked you.
And deep down…in the deepest dungeon of your heart…in a place you’ll never reveal to anyone else…it’s possible…you’re glad he did.
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A year goes by in a fog for you. You swing between hating yourself for being such a fucking idiot to missing that dark-eyed bandit with every cell of your stupid little being.
The FBI and LAPD question you a few more times, but eventually they’re satisfied that you really were just a random vacation hookup, and had no true connections to Tex Johnson’s criminal activities.
This truce might have been helped along by the fact that your friends are still dating Agent Utah and Officer Traven. Who honey-potted who?
You’re so happy for them. Jack will surely be popping the question any time now, and Johnny is just as smitten. Not all vacation flings have to end in total disaster…
But sometimes, late at night when you’re alone in bed and consumed by the fever of a nebulous wet dream–you wish you'd jumped in that Mustang while waving your middle finger goodbye to your stable, boring life.
You try dating.
It’s a joke.
No one gives you that bone-deep thrill like one wink from that outlaw cowboy could. No one else can match your wit or your temper; they just run for the hills like the cowards they are.
No one else calls up that red-hot desire that threatens to burn you alive from the inside out.
Maybe you are a hot fucking mess, but as time goes on you start to fear more and more that Tex really was your perfect pairing, like gasoline and a careless match.
It doesn’t matter.
You know you’ll never see him again.
The knowledge of this sinks into your bones, heavy as lead. You accept it, even if you don't know how to get past the dark cloud that constantly hovers over you.
After a very long day you sit down on your couch with a glass of wine to go through your mail. It’s mostly bills, offers for credit cards you don’t want, and some magazines. You almost miss a bright little postcard of the Golden Buddha of Wat Khao Rang, a temple in Phuket, Thailand, tucked into an ad circular by the postman.
Your heart leaps into your throat while racing a mile a minute. Your hand starts shaking as you get up the courage to flip that piece of cardstock in your fingers.
Somehow…you just know, and you're not sure if it's a good thing or not.
Finally you turn it over, finding a short message in a barely legible left-handed scrawl:
Do you still think about me?
◻️Yes ◻️No
A ridiculous smile spreads over your cheeks, and you collapse back into your pillows, holding the card over your heart that’s suddenly turned into a butterfly house.
Later that evening, you find yourself browsing flights to Bangkok on your laptop.
If insanity is doing the same thing repeatedly while hoping for different results…
Fuck it.
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The END…
…or is it?👀🤭
Thank you everyone for reading to the end! I hope you enjoyed! Your comments make my day! 💖💖💖💖 *All pics stolen from pinterest. yarrrrr.🏴☠️
Sympathy for the Devil - 25
A Donaka Mark x housekeeper!Reader fic, based on @discoscoob 's concept & bot! An unlikely flirtation turns into a dark obsession... Warnings: MDNI!!! Donaka Mark is a bad man with a soft spot for you. dark romance, possessive behavior, nonconsensual voyeurism, red flag red flag girl!🔺, psychological games, power imbalance, eventual dubcon/nsfw/involuntary captivity. -> all chapters
Twenty-five.
Donaka does not push you any more about attending a late-night fight with him, though you do spend more time in his media room watching tournaments together. He asks you what you think about this martial artist or that one, and explains what intrigues him or who he thinks would fall quickly against a certain style.
When you ask him how long he’s been into this he admits that it was his sport of choice as a young man, and going to the Kung Fu school across town was how he kept up with his Cantonese while living in the West.
He warns you with a gimlet stare that if you make a Karate Kid crack he will put you over his knee–then delights in watching you stew and squirm with the urge to tease him. You manage to swallow it like a good girl, even if you can feel it bubbling inside.
He tells you that eventually he branched out into other fighting styles, and, you gather, gained real world experience on the streets. The latter part saddens you, even if you absolutely know now that it's an intrinsic part of how he became who he is.
You can’t help but notice that watching this sanctioned violence on the television screens more often than not ends in fucking on the angular black leather couch for the two of you. It gets him going, and you reason it must have something to do with caveman urges and elevated levels of testosterone. Vicarious battlefield relief.
Men.
It amuses you, for some reason, but you know better than to tease him about it. You’re coming to like this little evening ritual, and you don’t want to spoil it with your insouciance.
Besides.
Who are you to throw stones from your big fucking glass house? You know very well that watching him fighting awakens something ridiculously primal in you. Something with a direct line straight to your loins.
You’re not a violent person, or so you tell yourself. So why does that turn you on? It must be some deep-seated natural bullshit that betrays you in the back rooms of your brain. Would be good protector of cubs? Shut up, Hind Brain. You don’t have any of those and nor do you want any.
You’ve always managed to resist that natural gravitation towards Manly Men™ before now, perhaps reasoning that if they were good at hurting anyone who threatened you, they could just as easily hurt you too. But as you’ve fumbled through life you’ve found that all kinds of men can be toxic in such varied and delightful ways...
All you know is that you’re in it now, and you couldn’t turn back even if you wanted to. May as well revel in it while you can.
On a morning you know he’ll be training with his sparring partner you sneak out of bed to watch him through a crack in the door.
He is magnificent.
Powerful but graceful, and brutal when he goes in for the finishing move.
You don’t think his partner is paid to lose, from the way he fights back…but Donaka wins more often than not.
You almost get away with spying on your paramour, until you make the mistake of gasping when his partner lands a solid blow on his cheek. They are wearing gloves, but it still rocks Donaka’s neck to such an angle that for a split second you’re afraid it might break. Donaka’s head swivels like a hawk’s, his attention zeroed in on you.
You’re not sure why you run.
It’s not like he’s forbidden you from watching, but the glint of something bestial in his eyes triggers your instinct for flight.
Did you really think you could outrun those magnificently long legs, you stupid girl?
You feel him closing in behind you, and in that moment your fear is as real as your elation.
You juke him twice, around the couch, and then up the stairs.
Haven’t you ever seen a horror film?
Don’t you know that you never run upstairs?
He finally catches you in the hallway to your bedroom, grabbing you up with an arm around your waist, and you squeal like a rabbit caught in the tiger’s jaws. You are both feral and panting, and you wriggle like a little worm but all for naught, for he soon has you pinned against the wall with his weight and his big hands and his punishing mouth on yours.
“Spying on me, bunny?” he practically growls into the bend of your neck, nipping your flesh hard enough to leave a bruise.
You’re not proud that all this reduces your voice to a breathless suggestion of a whisper. “Just…watching.”
“Oh? See anything you liked?”
“Some of it.”
With a growl he lifts you with hands on your thighs, pinning you against the wall again. “Only some?”
Before you can answer his mouth is on yours again like he means to devour your very soul.
“Well?” he demands as he withdraws, as though you could have answered him through the onslaught.
“I don’t like…seeing you hurt,” you answer, gasping for air, your fingers like claws in his powerful shoulders.
“Do I seem like I’m hurt?”
This wins a shaky laugh from you. “I guess not,” you answer, touching the side of his face lightly. He does nothing so telling as a wince, and maybe it's just your imagination that he leans into your touch, but the flesh is red and a little swollen. There might be a bruise later.
He answers you with another low growl from deep in his chest, leaning in for another kiss that is more merciful, but no less claiming, his tongue deep in your mouth like he’s counting all your teeth. Your thighs clench around his narrow hips, your treacherous center purring with approval, as ever.
“You’re a bad girl.”
“Am not!” you protest, and maybe the fact that you would talk back to him at all speaks volumes as to how far you've come.
“Are so. Skulking around, spying…”
“Literally your favourite pastime.”
“Second favourite,” he corrects, sucking the skin below your collarbone. You will have a bruise for sure.
“What's the first?”
“Fucking you until you forget your own name.”
Growling out of excited dread, you struggle again. That's when he throws you over his sweat-dewed bare shoulder, smacking your ass before hauling you to the bedroom. You wiggle and squirm against his inexorable hold, but it’s all for naught.
He’s got you now, and he’s not letting go until he’s finished with you.
Your bottom is still smarting by the time he tosses you down on the bed like a sack of rice, and you only bounce once on the mattress before he has pounced upon you again. It’s hard to tell, if this is lovemaking or an outright onslaught, the way he takes you with teeth and harsh kisses and a possessive tongue, his grip and the solid weight of his body pressing you down. You hear silk rip under his strong hands, and the sound of your surprised yip only seems to spur him on more. He does not prepare you any more than what the sight of him locked in battle has already called up in your prehistoric little heart and your absolutely idiotic loins.
The moan torn from your throat by his broad tip at your entrance and his thick length burying inside you has very little to do with pain.
Like he knows all too well, your captor turned paramour smirks down at you with an absolutely devilish glint in his eyes. Yet maybe you’re not entirely imagining things, when you think there is a softness there for you too, a glimmer of fondness that should only feel like a pittance, yet the things it does to your obviously damaged pre-frontal cortex. Danger assessment? Forgot all about it.
Sometimes you think you are no better than a lab rat junkie running down your next fix of poisoned dopamine.
“Awfully wet, for a reluctant little rabbit. Admit you enjoyed watching the violence. You are a blood thirsty little thing,” he declares in a deadly purr, stretching you further with a slow thrust of his hips, his fingertips in the flesh of your thighs digging hard enough to leave bruises. “It made you want to be run down and devoured like the soft little bunny you are.” He punctuates this point by sucking upon the pebble of your nipple, just this side of too hard. Yet he blurs the edge of your pain with his thumb upon your clit, and you think you can endure anything he deals you, so long as he doesn’t stop touching you there.
“I don’t know,” you hiss desperately, your spine arched like a bow as he wrecks you, every muscle in your body strained and focused on finding release. You screw closed your eyes, taking the fury that is his cock driving relentlessly inside you, your fingers tangling in the sheets.
“Yes you do,” he insists through gritted teeth. “I think you know very well.”
You sense the thread of exasperation in his tone, and perhaps you are not the only one who resents the demands this obsession wreaks upon you.
“I…”
“What did I tell you about lying to me?”
“Donaka…please…” What are you begging for, exactly? The lines have all blurred with this man. Does he think you are actually capable of reason, when he has you on your back with his cock stuffing you full?
“You better figure it out, bunny,” he warns you, flipping you on your belly, manipulating your body like you weigh nothing at all. “I’m not letting you cum until you do.” The stretch and glide as he fills you from behind is an exquisite torture, your body all too happy to accomodate his invasion. You’re still not used to the size of him, and now you’re not sure you ever will be.
“I wanted…” What did you want? You really should know by now, even if Donaka’s courtship has been nothing less than buckling down for a typhoon. Hold on. It’s all you can do, some days. Yet the answer rings true as a bell, rising from the fug of your lust-addled thoughts. Once you might have rather died than say it aloud, but something has been changing between you, and in you. Despite your attempts at self-preservation, you know you will never be the same after this man has had his way with you.
Why is there a ringing in your ears, so you can barely hear yourself as you admit into the blankets, “Just you, Donaka. All my roads…lead to you now.” It’s like you were too close to the explosion of a bomb.
There it goes. Your last shreds of your dignity, your last card to play, up in smoke and flame.
He does not answer you with words, but his punishing pace slows, gliding deliberately inside you so that you can feel every last delectable inch of him, his tip dragging over that spot that drives you wild.
“That’s my good girl.”
It’s unholy, what this man’s praise calls up in you–blinding, mind-numbing pleasure isn’t even the half of it, but you scream his name as you cum on his dick like the needy little slut you are. He locks against you not moments later, growling as he fills you with his seed, gripping your shoulder hard enough to bruise you. Tomorrow your outside will mirror your soul within, forever marked by this man’s love, too foolish or too weak to remember that once, you’d actually intended to escape him.
He’s got you now, as neatly as locking you in a cage and throwing away the key, and the real crux of the trick?
As you lay gasping for breath, your skin plastered to his with the glue of your sweat and other mingled body fluids, revelling in the animalistic mess of it all…you’re not sure you even care, anymore.
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A week later you are in the library reading a mystery novel set in Hong Kong, as you’ve taken to spending your afternoons, when Donaka appears in the doorway.
“You’re home early!” It’s damn near domestic, the way you skip to greet him, kissing him hello. The delight you feel is genuine; you still haven’t quite figured out what to do with yourself during the day, now that you don’t have to clean the house, but you aren’t really allowed to go anywhere. The writing bug still eludes you. Sometimes you help Mei with her daily allotment, even if it annoys the hell out of Mrs. Yeung.
This warm welcome seems to please Donaka greatly; he has the look of a sated tiger when he smiles down at you, sweeping your hair out of your face.
“I have a surprise for you.”
Perhaps you should be wary, considering this man’s track record, but silly thing that you are, you can’t conceal your intrigue. “What is it?”
He makes a sound through his teeth, chuckling at you. “Come and find out,” he tells you, stealing another kiss before leading you out with a hand at the small of your back. You make your way across the house, and soon you realize you’re going to Donaka’s training space. He holds the door for you, ever the outward picture of a gentleman, even if you know he’s a predator underneath.
A man is standing with his back to you in the center of the mats, looking around politely with his hands clasped behind him. When he turns you have to admit you gasp a little with a thrill of excitement; it’s like meeting a celebrity, after watching him for so many hours on Donaka’s bank of screens.
“Y/n, this is Tiger Chen. He’s going to instruct you in Tai Chi.”
TBC...
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E X C E S S I V E F O R C E - 39
In which broken things are healed...
Warnings? Detailed medical stuff (because Han is amazing!) Injuries, broken bones, angst, discussions of death, fluff, inappropriate use of hospital equipment...
Excessive Force has found its new home on A03!
🕊️♡︎・. ˳ .WEDDING
Pairing: Jack Traven x F!Reader Tags: SFW, Fluff, slightly NSFW (nothing expl1cit) Warnings: mild voyeurism Word count: 4.1k A/N: I’m not gonna take you through every detail of the wedding... you know how it goes: sweet vows, happy tears, Jack looking nervous but ridiculously hot… So yeah, I’m skipping it. And I figured this was the perfect chance to have a little fun. I’ve hidden a few Easter eggs throughout the fic. Maybe some of you will catch them.
The vows had been said. The cake was half eaten. Your dog had successfully delivered the rings, unlike during the rehearsal, when he nearly swallowed them.
Now, you and Jack sat on the front steps of the main house, tucked a little away from the music and chatter, but close enough to catch the soft thrum of the band and the clinking of glasses. Jack’s jacket draped over your shoulders, still warm from his body, while his hand resting beside yours, fingers nudging gently against yours every so often.
You both watched as a blur of siblings, cousins, aunts, uncles, and friends laughed, snapping selfies or swirling the dance floor. Kids darted through the grass like a herd of wild Falabella ponies, chasing each other with carefree shouts. In the distance, your dog barked excitedly, racing after something only he could see.
Everything felt perfect. Your wedding. Your husband. Your-
“UNCLE JACK! UNCLE JACK! COME PLAY FOOTBALL!”
A little boy tore across the grass, nearly tripping over his own feet in excitement. He didn’t slow down, just launched himself straight into your husband’s lap. Jack gave a loud grunt, toppling backward onto the porch like he’d been shot. “I’m hit!” he groaned, sprawling out on the wooden planks with wide, goofy eyes.
You snorted, laughter bubbling up as the boy scrambled onto his chest, giggling with uncontainable glee.
“Please! PLEASE!” the kid begged, bouncing on Jack with endless energy. Jack flinched with every bounce, squinting one eye shut and mouth twisted in a mock wince of pain.
He tilted his head, eyes exaggeratedly pitiful, peering at you still stretched out on the porch. “Please?”
You ran your fingers over his short, soft hair, the feel oddly soothing beneath your touch. “Go on. I’ll hold your spot,” you said, smiling at him with a small, amused nod.
The kid let out a triumphant squeal and tore off again. Jack pressed a quick kiss to your cheek, then rose swiftly, already chasing after the kid.
“You ready to lose, little man?!” he called, picking up speed.
“I’m gonna WIN!” the boy shrieked.
“You wish!” Jack shouted back, scooping him up mid-sprint, arms wrapping around the squirming bundle.
You watched them race toward the open field, where a group of kids waited, all buzzing with energy and excitement. A soft smile pulled at your lips. You let out a quiet breath,kicked off your shoes, and leaned back on your elbows while the low sunlight bathed your face in warmth.
“Oh my god,” came your friend’s voice.
You looked up. Shhe stepped up beside you, handing over a glass of wine without taking her eyes off the field. Jack was flat on his back in the grass, laughing as a gang of kids wrestled the ball from under his arm. “If that’s what being married to a cop looks like, I’m out.”
You took the wine with a smirk. “Nah. That’s just Jack. He’s like… a golden retriever in a human form. ”You patted the step next to you. “Come suffer the stairs with me.”
She looked down at her fitted dress and sighed. “This thing was not designed for stairs...”
She muttered something under her breath as she tried to hike up the hem just enough to bend her knees.
After a moment of wrestling with fabric and wobbling in her heels, you reached out and caught her elbow, steadying her. With a huff and a graceless flop, she finally landed beside you and let out a long, theatrical exhale.
“This dress is a menace,” she giggled, hiking it up slightly around her knees.
“Beauty is pain,” you teased, clinking your glass against hers.
She took a long sip, eyes settling on you. “So how’s married life? Is it still hot? You two still freaky?”
You raised a brow. “We’ve been married for like four hours.”
“Just doing a vibe check,” she said, shrugging.
You both laughed, but her smile faded as her eyes settled near the bar. Her husband - tall, clean-shaven, with perfectly styled hair was there, laughing a little too closely with a pretty woman in a pink dress.
“That bother you?”
“He’s networking,” she said flatly. “Or whatever that’s supposed to be.”
You stared at her, honestly baffled. “You’re seriously okay with that?”
She kept sipping. “He loves me. I love him. Everything else is just... Background noise.”
A quiet moment passed. You both drank.
Then she added under her breath, “I shouted my ex’s name during sex last week.”
You choked on your wine. “No.”
“Yep.”
“What did he do?”
She smirked. “Took it as a challenge. Let’s just say… he fucked the memory right out of me.”
Your eyes widened. “Oh my god.”
“Then he found some spicy pics I sent my ex.”
Your jaw dropped. “You’re kidding.”
“We argued. He stormed out. Found my ex. They fought.”
“He hit him?”
“Right in the jaw. Then got hit back. It was a thing.”
You shook your head, half-laughing. “Girl, that’s not a marriage, that’s a soap opera.”
She waved you off. “Just another Monday.”
You grinned. “Meanwhile, the biggest drama in our house was the dog eating an entire rotisserie chicken and puking across the house like a possessed demon.”
Your friend burst out laughing, then leaned closer, nudging you with her shoulder. “I swear, your life is some domestic dream. No shouting. No broken dishes. Just… hot cop, dog puke, and slow mornings.”
You smiled, your eyes drifted to Jack.
Out on the lawn, Jack hoisted a kid onto his shoulders with ease. The boy whooped, lifted the football overhead, and dunked it through a low hanging tree branch. Jack let out a cheer to match, steadying him with both hands. He turned, caught you watching, and shot you that grin - the one that first made you fall for him back in high school. It hadn’t lost a bit of its power.
Your heart squeezed.
“He’s good with kids,” your friend murmured beside you. “And not just the fun kind of good. He’d change diapers, do midnight bottles... all of it, wouldn’t he?”
You nodded, gaze still fixed on him out in the field, laughter echoing from where he played. “Yeah,” you said softly. “He would.”
The feeling rose so fast it caught you off guard: warmth, love, the ache of something too big to hold. Your chest tightened, and your voice came out low, thick with it. “I love him more than I can even explain.”
“God, you’re gonna make me cry.” Your friend pulled you into a side hug that nearly knocked the breath out of you, though her grip softened just as she drawled, “Oh. My. God. Check that out.” She nodded subtly toward a nearby tree.
You followed her gaze and spotted one of Jack’s friends tangled up with one of your mutuals beneath the branches. His hand was buried in her hair, the other shamelessly cupping her ass as he whispered something that made her gasp and break into a breathless laugh.
Your friend gave a low whistle. “Look at that grip. He’s not letting go anytime soon.”
You sipped your wine, eyes on the pair tangled under the tree. “If my girlfriend had an ass that juicy, I’d have both hands on it.”
She kicked your foot playfully, giggling. “Excuse me, Mrs.Traven. You’re a married woman.”
“I said if,” you replied with a smirk, tipping your glass her way. “Besides, it doesn’t mean we can’t appreciate the art.”
“She finally looks relaxed,” your friend murmured, following the couple with her gaze. “Took her long enough after that doctor. God, he was a nightmare.”
You exhaled, nodding slowly. “He drained the life out of her. I’m just glad she found someone who actually makes her laugh. And kicked that doctor’s ass.”
Your friend paused, her wine halfway to her lips.
You frowned. “What?”
She lowered her glass slowly. “You remember her ex?”
Your stomach went tight. “Tex? You think I could forget that psycho?”
“My husband’s firm took his appeal,” she said quietly. “Kev’s his lawyer now. There’s a real chance he could walk.”
You stared at her, stunned. “You’re serious?”
She nodded, lips pressed into a thin line.
Your eyes drifted back to your friend in the distance - cheeks flushed, lips parted in a grin, body softening into the guy’s arms. Your jaw tightened.
“If he gets out, he’s coming for her,” you muttered. “He was obsessed.”
“I know, I’ve been trying to figure out how to get Kevin off the case.”
You didn’t answer right away. Your eyes stayed on your friend as she let the guy lead her toward a quieter corner of the garden.
“We’ll tell her,” you said at last. “But not today. I don’t want to ruin this for her.”
“Yeah,” she murmured, then tipped her wine glass back and drained it in one long sip.
For a moment, neither of you spoke.
Then she elbowed you gently. “Hey. Who’s that woman sitting with Frank?”
Frank sat stiffly at a table, posture straight, arms braced on either side of his drink. Next to him sat a woman with flawlessly styled hair and a charming smile, casually swirling something amber in her glass.
“She’s a romance novelist,” you said, eyes on them. “My mentor, actually. Big name. Writes the kind of books girls tear through in one night.”
“Wait…” Your friend leaned in for a better look, squinting at the woman. Her eyes widened and she sucked in a sharp breath. “Oh my god!” She clamped a hand onto your arm, clutching it suddenly, startling you. “Is that the author of Persephone’s Descent?”
“Yep. That’s her.”
“Wow. So you… Still trying to find him a date?”
You shrugged. “Kinda.”
“But he hates romance novels,” your friend muttered.
“Exactly,” you said, lips curving. “Which means they’ll have tons to talk about. Frank lives for a good argument. That’s basically foreplay for Frank.”
She let out a dry laugh. “You actually think this might work?”
You both turned toward the pair again. Frank hadn’t moved much, but he wasn’t scowling either. The writer seemed perfectly at ease, tilting her head as she spoke, eyes sharp but amused. Frank listened, hands tight on his glass, and just barely, his mouth twitched. Not quite a smile, but definitely not disinterest.
“He’s been sitting there for over two hours, not looking for an exit, hasn’t he? And she’s not bored. That’s already a miracle.”
You watched as the writer leaned in closer, said something low, and Frank… impossibly, grinned.
Your friend blinked. “Okay. Now I’ve seen everything.”
“Hi, girls!” another voice called. You turned to see your friend jogging toward you, cheeks flushed and hair a little wild. You both scooted over to make room on the porch.
She plopped down, panting with a bright grin. “I think I’ve been recruited into a wedding football league.”
You threw a glance at the field, where Jack and Johnny were getting utterly destroyed by a swarm of screaming kids. “Looks like your golden retriever joined the team too.”
She blinked. “Who?” she asked, then snorted. “Right. Yeah.”
“Well,” your other friend chimed in. “Maybe now the guys stand a chance.”
You all laughed, but your smile slipped when you spotted your other friend approaching with tight lips and worry written all over her face.
“Hey, girlies! Have you seen Thomas?” she asked anxiously.
“Hey! No, babe.” you all answered in unison, exchanging quick glances.
She looked at each of you in turn, holding out hope that someone might suddenly remember. Her fingers tightened around the phone. “I knew bringing him was a mistake,” she muttered, her gaze drifting over the crowd. “He shuts down when there’s too much going on.” She frowned at her screen and added under her breath, “he’s not answering messages.”
“Maybe he went inside?” one of your friends offered.
“Yeah… maybe.” Her eyes drifted across the garden.
You leaned forward slightly, setting your wine glass down. “We can help look. Split up” you offered gently.
But she was already shaking her head, jaw clenched. “No, no. He won’t respond to anyone else. I have to go alone.” Her voice wobbled, and her fingers fidgeted with the phone, checking it again.
You reached out, gently touching her hand. “You sure?”
She nodded, already stepping back. “Yeah. I’ve got it.”
With a tight, apologetic smile, she stepped onto the porch, and hurried inside.
You watched her disappear through the doorway.
“She’s worried sick,” one of your friends whispered.
You nodded faintly, eyes still on the door. “Yeah…”
“Ladies!” Jack’s voice sliced through the moment. He jogged up, dress shirt wrinkled and streaked with grass, that crooked grin was already aimed at you.
Your heart gave a completely involuntary flutter. God, he looked good like that.
“Hey, husband,” you grinned, eyes drinking him in.
“Having fun?” he asked, stepping up onto the porch and gently tucking a loose strand of hair back into your hairstyle.
You tilted your head up, your hand finding his hip. “The most fun.”
From behind you, one of your friends groaned dramatically. “Ugh, can you two not be this cute for like five minutes?”
Jack didn’t even look her way. “Nope,” he said, popping the ‘p’ with a cocky grin.
“Sorry, but I’m stealing my wife now.” He dropped a quick kiss to your lips, and then in one fluid move, pulled you to your feet with a tug on your hand.
You threw your friends an apologetic smile. “He’s persistent.”
“We can tell!” one of them snorted.
“Have fun, just not pull a hamstring!” Another called, her voice fading as you were pulled away.
You stumbled a little, giggling as Jack dragged you toward the honeymooners’ cabin.
“Jack!” you called out, breathless from laughter. “We still have guests!”
“We also have a plane,” he shot back without slowing, already backing down the path, your fingers laced tightly in his.
“We’ve got an hour!”
“Then let’s not waste it.” He tossed you a mischievous look over his shoulder, kicked the cabin door open, and yanked you inside.
The door slammed shut behind you. You barely had time to turn before Jack was on you - fast, fierce, and starving. One hand slapped flat against the door above your shoulder, caging you in. The other arm curled tight around your waist and hauled you flush against him. You gasped when your hips collided with his.
You opened your mouth to say something, but his lips crashed into yours before the thought even formed. The kiss was rough at the edges, all teeth and heat,his breath catching on yours. His mouth moved to your jaw, then lower, tracing a path down your neck. Each kiss came quicker, deepre. He clung to every inch of you, lips grazing the slope of your throat, drawing out the soft, broken sounds he loved so much.
“First,” he murmured low against your skin, breath curling warm over your neck, “we need to change.”
His fingers had already slipped beneath the thin straps of your dress, easing them down your arms as his mouth trailed after them. You gasped, the sound catching in your throat when his lips brushed over the soft swell of your breasts.
“You mean get undressed,” you breathed, already burning, your fingers clumsy on the buttons of his shirt. “No way we’re getting dressed again after this?”
Jack kissed you again, his grin pressed against your mouth.
You arched into him without thinking, and he shifted, hips pressing harder into yours, grinding his already hard cock in a desperate rhythm that made your knees go weak, and your fingers clutch at his shoulders to steady yourself. “Only one way to be sure,” he mumbled. “Off with the clothes.” He hummed against your lips as the fabric bunched at his shoulder. His other hand stayed on you, dragging you closer, refusing to let up even while he fought the sleeve.
You reached to help, tugging blindly, but you were too caught up in the taste of him to be any real help. The kiss turned messy and sloppy. Mouths bumping, teeth catching, breath shared in short bursts. He let out a low laugh, muffled between kisses, and you laughed too, just for a second, until your mouths found each other again and clung tight.
At last, the shirt gave in. He tore it off and flung it aside, then caught your face in both hands and crushed his mouth back to yours, kissing you harder now, hungrier.
Still kissing you, Jack backed toward the bed, hands sliding down your spine, tracing the shape of you like he couldn’t decide where to touch next. He moved by instinct, barely glancing behind him until the backs of his legs hit the mattress. With a breathless laugh, he dropped onto it, dragging you with him, his hands already wandering again the second you landed on top of him.
You sank into him in a tangle of limbs, grinning against his mouth as his hands slipped down your sides, gathering your dress and pushing it lower. He pulled with growing impatience while you wriggled to help, but the stubborn fabric clung tight, refusing to slide any farther.
“It’s stuck,” you gasped between kisses, laughter bubbling in your throat, as you both fumbled to peel it down. Jack groaned, twisting awkwardly beneath you to get a better grip. “Then we’re in serious trouble.”
Still giggling, you slipped off his lap and stood between his legs, flushed and grinning. “Alright, let me handle it,” you said, catching your breath, gripping the bunched fabric with both hands.
Jack sat up, his eyes never leaving you, and reached for your hands, guiding them with his as you both worked the stubborn dress past your hips. With one final tug, it gave way, sliding down your legs and pooling at your feet in a soft heap, leaving you in only a sliver of lace. And in that moment his smile faded, soaking you in with wide, unblinking eyes.
“You’re a goddess,” he murmured, large hands settling on your waist. He leaned in and pressed a soft open-mouth kiss just above your navel, fingers drifting lower, skimming the length of your thighs in a slow, teasing path.“I don’t know what I did to deserve this,” he murmured, gaze trailing up to meet yours again.
You smirked and gave him a playful shove. “You finally shut up.”
Jack let out a sharp laugh and dropped back onto the mattress, the sound dissolving into a groan when you swung a leg over and straddled his hips.
His hands rose instinctively, gliding up your sides, tracing the curve of your waist with greedy fingers. They slid higher, over your ribs, until his warm palms cupped your breasts, thumbs dragged slowly over your nipples through the lace, eyes full of lust.
“Mrs. Traven,” he breathed, letting the name linger on his tongue as if savoring the taste of it.
You leaned in, mouth barely brushing his. “I like the sound of that.” you murmured. Your hips rolled, slow and deliberate, over the aching length beneath you, drawing a deep groan from his chest. You were just beginning to melt into him when something shifted in the corner of the room.
Your gaze flicked toward the movement and locked onto a pair of huge, dark eyes staring straight back at you. You froze. Blinked.
Jack stilled beneath you. “Babe?” Then your eyes widened in horror. You yelped, practically flying off him. His cop reflexes kicked in before his brain did and in a blink, he rolled to his feet, already in front of you, shielding you with his body.
“What the hell?!” he barked, narrowing his eyes at the corner of the room.
There, slouched in a chair, sat a tall, gawky figure with wide, startled eyes.
“Thomas?” Jack said, disbelieving.
The guy looked up slowly, pale, every muscle in his lanky frame tight.
You peeked around Jack’s broad shoulder, hands curled into the muscles of his back.
“Thomas?!” you gasped. Without thinking, overwhelmed and torn between feeling scandalized and genuinely worried to see him here, you stepped out from behind Jack, completely forgetting you were still in nothing but your lingerie.
Thomas’s eyes instantly darted everywhere but at you.
“My friend is going insane looki-”
Before the embarrassment even hit, Jack’s strong arm shot out and nudged you firmly behind him without hesitation. The other snapped forward, snatching the blanket from the foot of the bed and thrusting it into your arms, still without breaking his stare from Thomas.
You let out a frustrated growl and yanked the blanket tightly around yourself as heat rushed to your face. “Seriously, Thomas?!” You snapped from over Jack’s shoulder. “Your girlfriend is losing her mind looking for you! What the hell are you doing here?”
“I just…” he mumbled, shrinking in his seat. “I needed somewhere quiet. I didn’t think anyone would be,uh-” he gestured vaguely toward the bed, ears burning red.
“You could’ve said something the second you knew we were here,” Jack said, voice low.
“I-I was confused… I didn’t want to interrupt…I mean- I swear, I didn’t see anything! I tried not to look… I mean-I didn’t- Oh God…” He looked like he wanted to sink through the floor.
“And your phone?” you snapped. “Why didn’t you answer?”
He winced, holding it up weakly. “It died…” Thomas stared at the ground, his whole posture folding in on itself, drenched in shame. “I wasn’t trying to be a creep, I swear,” he added quietly. “I’m sorry…”
His eyes flicked up at you for a moment, then dropped again so fast it made your anger falter.
You exhaled, the heat in your chest giving way to a pang of guilt. God, he looked wrecked - ashamed, and about an inch away from tears. “…Okay,” you muttered, calmer now.You let out a slow breath, pinching the bridge of your nose. “Let me call her… alright?”
Thomas nodded without a word, shrinking even further into the chair.
When your friend finally arrived - teary, apologizing, launching into hugs. You and Jack waved them both off with a quiet, “it’s fine,” even though your cheeks still burned. They shuffled out in a hurry, muttering thanks and avoiding your eyes.
The door clicked shut behind them.
You and Jack stood in silence for a long second.
Then Jack groaned, dragging both hands down his face before collapsing onto the bed. He landed flat on his back, staring at the ceiling. You dropped the blanket with a sigh and crawled up beside him.
“Poor Thomas. He looked like our dog when he got caught eating out of the trash.”
“Yeah, well, he was.” Jack paused and shot you a sideways look. “Maybe he needs a leash.”
You nudged his shoulder, making him grunt. “Jack!”
“Sorry,” he muttered, smirking a little. “Total mood killer, though.”
You smiled, your fingers drifting slowly down his chest, tracing the defined ridges of muscle before skimming just beneath his stomach. “You sure about that?”
His gaze snapped to yours, heat flickering back into it. “We’ve got…” He checked his watch. “Fifteen minutes.”
You grinned, leaning in close. “How fast can you be?”
“Me?” Jack drawled, propping himself up on one elbow. “Babe, we’re married now. Teamwork, remember?”
Before you could reply, he scooped you up and rolled onto his back, dragging you with him until you landed squarely on his chest. Your hands flew out, bracing against the solid muscle of it. Jack’s palms glided down your back in a slow stroke.
“Teamwork, huh?” you murmured, your lips brushing his.
“Only if we move together.” Jack barely finished the words before his hand found the back of your neck and pulled you into a kiss that stole the breath from your lungs.
If you ever decide to peek in Scarlett, I want you to know that you are loved and we all wish the very best for you. You will be missed.
I know I’m not very active here lately but with Scarlett gone I just want to remind everyone how much you all mean to me.
I can’t tell Scarlett how much I’ll miss her, so I want to make everyone else knows while you’re still here how much I’ll miss you if you ever leave 😭
I don’t want anyone to feel like I don’t care about them because I’m not interacting with them as much as I used to.
I’m not trying to tell anyone that they shouldn’t ever leave if they need to, but I consider all of you my friends and I love you. I just want you all to know that while I can still tell you. 💜
For everyone who's wondering. I know I should say something profound but I've just been staring into space, I'm so sad. This is all I know, I don't know why or what's up. I just hope she's moving on to the next amazing chapter of her life. ♥
SCARLETTITE 😭@scarlettspectra-deactivated2026
what happened?
Scarlett deactivated? 😭 Has she gone?
The skeptic 🖭👽🩺
STRANDED PART 2
Paring: Don John x takes no shit!history & literature student!f!reader ft. brother!Ted Logan & special guests Tags: strangers to lovers, light humor, slow burn, hurt/comfort, time travel Warnings: power imbalance, period typical sexism Word count: 1.5k A/N: no idea where this story’s headed
You didn’t know how long you had been walking. Your legs throbbed with exhaustion, and your throat had grown raw and hoarse from shouting their names over and over. Silent tears traced down your cheeks, not because you were lost, but because you had failed to look after your little brother.
You sobbed once, then again, angrily wiping your wet face with the back of your hand. Just as the weight threatened to overwhelm you, a brighter patch of light broke through the trees ahead.
You pushed forward desperately and finally stumbled out of the dense forest.
Blinding sunlight hit you all at once. The sudden warmth washed over your skin like a wave, forcing you to squint against the harsh glare. Slowly, your eyes adjusted.
You were standing on a gentle hillside overlooking a vast, sun-drenched landscape. Neat rows of grapevines stretched out below you across rolling fields. The air was thick with the scent of warm earth, ripening grapes, and wild oranges.
Down the slope, a woman worked steadily among the vines. She was carefully cutting clusters of grapes and placing them into a large wicker basket. She wore simple, old-fashioned clothing: a long, heavy linen skirt, a modest high-necked blouse with long sleeves, and a white linen cap that covered most of her dark hair. Farther down the hill, several other men and women dressed in similar attire were tying up bundles and tending to the vineyard under the bright sun.
A surge of desperate hope gave you a second wind. You broke into a run, half-sliding and stumbling down the grassy hillside toward her.
“MA’AM!” you called out breathlessly as you got closer.
The woman startled so badly she nearly dropped her basket. She let out a sharp cry and quickly crossed herself.
“Santa Maria!” she gasped, pressing a hand to her chest. “You gave me such a fright, child!”
“Sorry,” you panted, stopping right in front of her, trying to catch your breath. “Please… have you seen two boys? One is about this tall-” you held your hand up high and rose onto your tiptoes, “-with messy dark hair, big brown eyes, and a white T-shirt that says Van Halen 5150. The other is shorter, a blue-eyed blond wearing a crop top.”
The woman stared at your frantic gestures with wide eyes, clearly bewildered. Her gaze slowly traveled up and down your body, taking in your appearance. Behind her, a few other vineyard workers had stopped what they were doing and were now watching the scene with open curiosity and suspicion.
“I’m sorry, signorina…” she said gently, shaking her head, “but I haven’t seen any boys like that.”
“Well… okay, okay…” you muttered, trying to think straight. “Where’s your nearest phone?”
The woman blinked at you in confusion.
“My… what?”
“A phone,” you repeated, a little more urgently, gesturing with your hands. “You know… to call people? It rings?”
She continued to stare at you, completely lost.
The sun was beating down, making your skin prickle with heat. You exhaled sharply. “Ma’am… where exactly are we? What is this place?”
“Mennissa…” she replied cautiously.
“Mennissa?” you repeated, frowning. Before you could ask anything else, two uniformed men approached from the path.
“What is happening here?” the taller one demanded, his hand resting near his sword as his eyes flicked between you and the woman. “We heard loud voices.”
The woman curtsied quickly, lowering her eyes. “Forgive me, sirs. This poor girl appears to be lost.”
“Yes, I’m lost,” you jumped in, breathing harder from the heat and the run. “I’m looking for two boys - my brother and his friend. One is tall with messy dark hair and brown eyes, wearing a T-shirt that says Van Halen 5150. The other is shorter, a blond with blue eyes, wearing a crop top. They’re really loud. Have you seen anyone like that? Or is there a phone nearby I could use?”
The two men exchanged a confused glance. Their eyes slowly raked over your short skirt, torn thigh-high stockings, bare legs, and leather jacket with clear disapproval.
“What?” you frowned, shifting uncomfortably under their stares. “Do I have something on my face?”
Before they could answer, a sharp, irritated voice cut through the air behind them.
“Well? Have you found the cause of the disturbance, or must I handle everything myself again?”
Everyone turned at once.
A tall, strikingly handsome man in his early thirties strode toward the group with slow, confident steps. He had sharp, chiseled features, a perfectly trimmed dark beard, and intense black eyes that seemed almost black under the sun were full of arrogance. His white linen tunic clung slightly to his broad shoulders and toned chest, while his black breeches and polished riding boots highlighted long, powerful legs.
Even from a distance, you could tell he was the type of man who was a massive pain in the ass for everyone around him.
The two men immediately bowed deeply. The woman lowered her gaze and dropped into a respectful curtsy, murmuring softly, “Signore…”
This man didn’t even glance at them.
His dark, piercing eyes stayed locked on you the entire time.
You didn’t bow. Instead, you stepped forward slightly and said, “Hi! I’m looking for two guys. One tall with wild dark hair and a Van Halen shirt, the other a shorter blond in a crop top. They disappeared near me and I really need to find them.”
You exhaled sharply. The midday sun was beating down mercilessly. “Damn, it’s so hot out here…” You shrugged off your leather jacket and slung it over one arm, exposing even more of your skin to the burning heat.
The handsome man raised one dark eyebrow. His gaze moved slowly and deliberately, traveling from your scuffed boots, up your bare legs and short miniskirt, across your cropped top, and finally settling on your face. He seemed far more interested in how you looked than in anything you were saying.
“Where are you from, woman?” he asked at last, his voice cool and commanding.
“San Dimas,” you answered automatically.
A faint crease appeared between his brows. “…I am not familiar with such a place.”
“Yeah, well, it’s in California,” you said, frustration building. “Look, they’re just kids, okay? I’m really worried. I need a phone… or at least some help finding them.”
“Are there traveling players or some festival in the area?” he pressed, completely ignoring your plea.
“What? No festival,” you snapped, growing more irritated. “I’m not with any performers. I was just at a store with my brother and that phone booth and… everything changed and… I just need help finding them or getting to a phone. Please.”
The wind rustled softly through the grapevines. One of the uniformed men shifted uncomfortably. The woman kept her eyes lowered, clutching her basket tightly.
The dark stranger’s expression didn’t change.
“Your manner of dress is… most unusual,” he said slowly, his tone dripping with disdain.
You frowned at him. “I could say the same about yours. Is there some kind of filming going on here?” You gestured around at the vineyard, the old-fashioned clothes, and the armed men. “Because if this is a movie set, it’s really convincing, but I seriously need help right now.”
He took one slow, deliberate step closer, tilting his head as he continued to study your outfit with open scrutiny.
“You speak strangely…” His eyes flicked down once more to your legs, then rose back to your face. “Tell me, do you belong to one of the houses in the port? Or perhaps you came with the sailors?”
“What kind of sailors?” you asked, confused. “I was with two guys and we-”
The meaning of his words suddenly hit you.
Your blood instantly boiled with rage. Heat flooded your face as you sucked in a sharp, furious breath.
The sharp crack echoed across the vineyard. A flock of startled birds exploded from a nearby tree, flapping wildly into the sky.
The woman gasped loudly, clutching her basket to her chest. The two uniformed men froze, eyes widening in shock.
The handsome man’s head snapped slightly to the side from the force of the blow.
For a heartbeat, everything went deathly still.
He slowly raised a hand to his reddening cheek, his fingers brushing the stinging skin with disbelief.
“Are you fucking insane?!” you shouted. “Dickhead!”
No one moved. No one even breathed.
Surprise flashed across the man’s sharp features for the briefest moment. Then it vanished, replaced by cold, simmering anger. His dark eyes narrowed dangerously as he straightened to his full height, staring down at you with pure contempt.
His hand dropped slowly from his face.
And this time… he didn’t look at you like a curious oddity.
He looked at you like a problem.
div by strangergraphics



