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anyways if you’re curious how i’ve been doing.. i haven’t been great but i’m alive at least! i identify as bi now which is interesting..

hey everyone (whoever is left, anyways)

it’s not december yet but i’m on this account posting to a side blog, so i thought i’d make this post.

i’m still very sorry about all the people i hurt with that google doc. i was a stupid 14 year old and i’m very sorry.

i’m 16 now if it means anything! i’ve learned from several of my mistakes but i do understand if you don’t forgive me.

anyways..

#did i have a tag for posting

diseaseman

ok.. hi

i was going to make a post about this on the 13th but i had a lot of doctor’s appointments

diseaseman

hey it’s oliver! well.. i go by james now but i’m the same person!

i know i’ve apologized a lot but i really am sorry. i know ryan has forgiven me but i wanna apologize to the rest of the ppl harmed by the callout too.

if anyone still wants to know my new main, feel free to like this post and i’ll maybe follow you

#i've changed a lot...#i cant believe its been over a year #what was my text tag again i dont remember lol #if ur still here like this post or something im interested

ok.. hi

i was going to make a post about this on the 13th but i had a lot of doctor’s appointments

graph1cs

anyways this probably doesnt mean shit to you but! this blog is inactive and i only log in so i can post on @/graph1cs! if you can mass rb and queue and all that

and if we had socialized health care, the same thing would be happening due to the severity of these people's illnesses and the lack of materials and top-end equipment that we have. the worse the illness, the longer the wait for help. people die on the waiting list. find a middle ground or don't find ground at all.

i still dont understant what this ask was saying

on another note listen to this bands songs

updates, one of the ppl who pressured me into making the callout blocked me a few days ago, and honestly,, good riddance

#also im still like.. fucked up #emotionally and physically and im honestly probably not gonna live

logging out again, if you havent already read this

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reminder that im not active on here

also last post and i dont understand this ask

#logging out now

also ive moved blogs. i go by the same name and have a very similar aes so im not really trying to hide, please dont mention the discourse on there if possible, i do understand if u have questions though.

hey uh. its oliver. im just gonna... address some things below. its probably gonna be phrased all wrong bcs im exhausted and not in a good mental state to begin with but... here we go i guess. i know i should of done this for a while and

1: im so sorry about the callout, lynn. i felt pressured to make one by some... certain friends, and i know thats no excuse. it was a shitty thing to do. i do hope i didnt ruin ur bday though...

2: im sorry for constantly correcting ppl about lynns age. ive always been... weird about age and i do know it came off like i was trying to excuse my actions, im sorry about that.

3: i asked roy about the f slur thing bcs he had mentioned b4 abt how bi men and trans women couldnt say the f slur, and i added it in the callout bcs i assumed he was right. both me and roy both know better now.

4: i added the shuu and “ageism” thing bcs i assumed shuu knew what he was talking abt, bcs hes older and all that, i do understand that is not an excuse though.

5: please dont attack shuu and roy over this, me deciding to go along with it and make the callout is my fault, i made the final decision.

6: im sorry if i came off as rude in the doc. i was panicking bcs i was at school and didnt have access to tumblr, just the emails i was getting and google docs.

7: if theres anything i forgot please alert me.

anyways a summary is that im sorry about all this and i dont expect forgiveness. i promise to never make another callout again.

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