An agent and his handler

@disevens

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im two days out of a mental hospital stay and im not doing well at all, and rent is coming up and electric is coming up and I need like $600 in the next 11 days and i don't know like... im dizzy and my head hurts and i feel like everything is falling to pieces and i need help because i'm genuinely worried that i'll end up back in the MH

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

i am sorry for bitching and whining i am really just trying to survive out here.

I have two cats, and I cannot lose this apartment.

i have spent all day looking through job forums and local groups and not found anything that i can do for any help. I have commissions I need to finish but I'm scared if I'm not dedicating all my time to figuring out how to get rent, I won't be able to get it and stay here

I'm stressed, I'm worried and I really just want to figure this out, I don't have anyone IRL who would take me in if I get kicked out. And I was late 2 months in a row, and the mental hospital stay really fucked me up because i was there for a week...

New post because the other one is getting way too hard to keep up with.

Previous post: https://www.tumblr.com/emeraldvoids/797241825937276928?source=share

Copying this from my previous post just because I don't have the energy to explain again

I need so much help, things are getting unbearable and it's wrecking my health. I can't afford to get new meds (SSRI) and I'm rationing the ones I have (I have only a 30 day supply, of which I have like less than 15 left as of tonight)

Skipping is leading to a LOT of health issues, digestive issues, and that's in turn making my gallbladder problems worse, I have a hernia, I have dental issues, I do not get enough calories, I'm anemic, and I'm exhausted.

I suffer from headaches all the time, I can't afford to get a primary care doctor, I need help getting food and everything else.

Wednesday is my rapists birthday, it's really affecting me already and I can't imagine how inconsolable I'm going to be on that day, It's incredibly triggering and the stress of all this is making me feel twenty times worse physically and mentally.

I'm asking for about $760 dollars for this month, it'll cover rent, water bill, hopefully get me another 30 day supply of SSRIs, and hopefully food, I'll take giftcards if you can but the rest of my needs take physical money.

I'm exhausted, I haven't been feeling well and skipping my meds has made my mood worse, but if I run out entirely, I'll likely be readmitted to the MH, I cannot go through that again.

Paypal is my friends link, but please let me know in notes or in a DM that you've sent to this as my friend is already asleep by this time of night and in the day he's off to work so I won't know if I have donations through that link unless someone tells me before he is able to check it.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

venmo:

Venmo is a digital wallet that lets you make and share payments with friends. You can easily split the bill, cab fare, or much more. Downloa

Send any giftcards for food to [email protected]

great... I just found out my bank is 190 in the fucking red, just fucking fantastic. I can't even get food, how the hell am i supposed to fixthis

I need 124 to fix the bank negative!!!!

New post because the other one is getting way too hard to keep up with.

Previous post: https://www.tumblr.com/emeraldvoids/797241825937276928?source=share

Copying this from my previous post just because I don't have the energy to explain again

I need so much help, things are getting unbearable and it's wrecking my health. I can't afford to get new meds (SSRI) and I'm rationing the ones I have (I have only a 30 day supply, of which I have like less than 15 left as of tonight)

Skipping is leading to a LOT of health issues, digestive issues, and that's in turn making my gallbladder problems worse, I have a hernia, I have dental issues, I do not get enough calories, I'm anemic, and I'm exhausted.

I suffer from headaches all the time, I can't afford to get a primary care doctor, I need help getting food and everything else.

Wednesday is my rapists birthday, it's really affecting me already and I can't imagine how inconsolable I'm going to be on that day, It's incredibly triggering and the stress of all this is making me feel twenty times worse physically and mentally.

I'm asking for about $760 dollars for this month, it'll cover rent, water bill, hopefully get me another 30 day supply of SSRIs, and hopefully food, I'll take giftcards if you can but the rest of my needs take physical money.

I'm exhausted, I haven't been feeling well and skipping my meds has made my mood worse, but if I run out entirely, I'll likely be readmitted to the MH, I cannot go through that again.

Paypal is my friends link, but please let me know in notes or in a DM that you've sent to this as my friend is already asleep by this time of night and in the day he's off to work so I won't know if I have donations through that link unless someone tells me before he is able to check it.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

venmo:

Venmo is a digital wallet that lets you make and share payments with friends. You can easily split the bill, cab fare, or much more. Downloa

Send any giftcards for food to [email protected]

great... I just found out my bank is 190 in the fucking red, just fucking fantastic. I can't even get food, how the hell am i supposed to fixthis

I need 124 to fix the bank negative!!!!

New post because the other one is getting way too hard to keep up with.

Previous post: https://www.tumblr.com/emeraldvoids/797241825937276928?source=share

Copying this from my previous post just because I don't have the energy to explain again

I need so much help, things are getting unbearable and it's wrecking my health. I can't afford to get new meds (SSRI) and I'm rationing the ones I have (I have only a 30 day supply, of which I have like less than 15 left as of tonight)

Skipping is leading to a LOT of health issues, digestive issues, and that's in turn making my gallbladder problems worse, I have a hernia, I have dental issues, I do not get enough calories, I'm anemic, and I'm exhausted.

I suffer from headaches all the time, I can't afford to get a primary care doctor, I need help getting food and everything else.

Wednesday is my rapists birthday, it's really affecting me already and I can't imagine how inconsolable I'm going to be on that day, It's incredibly triggering and the stress of all this is making me feel twenty times worse physically and mentally.

I'm asking for about $760 dollars for this month, it'll cover rent, water bill, hopefully get me another 30 day supply of SSRIs, and hopefully food, I'll take giftcards if you can but the rest of my needs take physical money.

I'm exhausted, I haven't been feeling well and skipping my meds has made my mood worse, but if I run out entirely, I'll likely be readmitted to the MH, I cannot go through that again.

Paypal is my friends link, but please let me know in notes or in a DM that you've sent to this as my friend is already asleep by this time of night and in the day he's off to work so I won't know if I have donations through that link unless someone tells me before he is able to check it.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

venmo:

Venmo is a digital wallet that lets you make and share payments with friends. You can easily split the bill, cab fare, or much more. Downloa

Send any giftcards for food to [email protected]

great... I just found out my bank is 190 in the fucking red, just fucking fantastic. I can't even get food, how the hell am i supposed to fixthis

I need 124 to fix the bank negative!!!!

I MIGHT LOSE MY APARTMENT IF I CANNOT GET THE FUNDS, AND I HAVE BILLS TO PAY, AND I ALWAYS NEED FOOD AND WATER.

PLEASE HELP ME I KNOW THIS IS ANNOYING BUT I'M IN AN URGENT SITUATION. HELP ME NOT END UP ON THE STREET AND HAVE TO GIVE UP CATS.

VENMO: https://account.venmo.com/u/zelssunny

PAYPAL: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/christiancruz8

URGENT SHIT NEED PAYMENT ASAP

THAT'S RENT + BILLS INCLUDED, I'M NOW GETTING LATE FEES AS WELL AND I'M REALLY REALLY STRESSING OUT.

I MISSED THE DEADLINE ON FRIDAY, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY WILL DO BUT I DOUBT THEY'LL BE UNDERSTANDING WHEN I CALL ON MONDAY.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP I KNOW THIS IS A HUGE ASK BUT THINGS KEEP GETTING WORSE AND I'M WORRIED ABOUT MY HEALTH, MY MENTAL HEALTH AND THE CATS.

NOTHING HAS COME IN ALL DAY, I'M SERIOUSLY AT MY BREAKING POINT.

More late fees have hit and now it is at FIVE SIXTY THREE... everything is getting worse as well, I have a massive headache, I'm so stressed, I'm exhausted, I'm tired of explaining how dire this situation is because I've been trying to get this settled for weeks and nothing I do is ever enough, I feel like the universe hates me.

I am in need of my iron pills as well, I am very weak and unable to do much because of my anemia is so bad due to lack of nutrition and the stress of this whole situation.

I just don't understand what to do, I need help, I need funds, and the more time passes without help, the more help I need…

Please help me, I have animals that rely on me.

Please please please send anything you can to me:

(On the memo line, put "rent" or "assistance" or "help" and any emoji you want, I like flower emojis)

Zelle:

Venmo and paypal linked above.

And if you donate to the above paypal link please let me know as soon as you do in a private message or note on the post!

Thank you for the $50! I need $513 now!!!

the absolute fastest way to get funds to me is through zelle if you are able, venmo and paypal have waiting periods for large transfers and i don't have that kind of time!!!!

I need just TWO EIGHTY NOW!!!!! Thank you so much everyone for anything sent, you don't know how much this means to me, i'm in the final stretch, just a little bit more.

i am feeling really ill right now, my blood sugar is so low and i feel faint, please if nothing else, help me get food ASAP.

Venmo is a digital wallet that lets you make and share payments with friends. You can easily split the bill, cab fare, or much more. Downloa

I am now six days late on rent with late fees, I need meds, more food, water and other necessities.

The best way to instantly get money to me is through these two options.

paypal: my friend is letting me use his paypal link for collecting donations, leave a note saying "for zels" paypal.com/paypalme/christiancruz8

(Let me know if you send to my friend's paypal because he is often sleeping or working so I will not know right away if I've received a donation that way)

and Zelle:

Please, anything helps! I need $670 now to clear rent and the fees. I'm stressed out, I'm in pain, I'm having constant stomach issues, headaches. I have to make sure that I can keep a roof over my head.

No donations have come in all of yesterday, I'm exhausted and discouraged with trying to get help, I have no friends or family who will help me or take me in should I get evicted. I just want to be able to breathe.

Available for commissions, please consider commisioning me!!!!

i was not planning on making a post for funds but

this is the air quality and it's only set to get worse, I do not have my inhalers!!!!

I will do ANY COMMISSIONS ASAP to get funds for my medicine!! I do not want to die, I do not want to have a flare up. Please please please comm me.

Go to paypal.me/mcvaylens and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

I am immensely strapped for cash, I have put in so so so many applications and still do not have a job outside the house or work-from-home. I'm still trying, and struggling, and hoping.

I was recently in a mental hospital inpatient stay because of stress, I came out of it to more stress, I couldn't afford to get to and from my follow up appointments so now I can't see them until September. My bank is overdrafted significantly, and I had a severe anxiety attack earlier and could not stop crying, I felt sick, dizzy and was wailing, unable to catch my breath. That's how fucked up the anxiety was.

I do collages like the ones above, please commission me or donate so I can fix my bank and maybe not end up back in another inpatient stay.

Go to paypal.me/mcvaylens and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

Become a supporter of kaldwinvoid today!

I am immensely strapped for cash, I have put in so so so many applications and still do not have a job outside the house or work-from-home. I'm still trying, and struggling, and hoping.

I was recently in a mental hospital inpatient stay because of stress, I came out of it to more stress, I couldn't afford to get to and from my follow up appointments so now I can't see them until September. My bank is overdrafted significantly, and I had a severe anxiety attack earlier and could not stop crying, I felt sick, dizzy and was wailing, unable to catch my breath. That's how fucked up the anxiety was.

I do collages like the ones above, please commission me or donate so I can fix my bank and maybe not end up back in another inpatient stay.

Go to paypal.me/mcvaylens and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

Become a supporter of kaldwinvoid today!

I need to get more commissions or donations today because my bank is f*cked and I couldn't fix it last night.

Examples of collages in pinned post on my blog.

Go to paypal.me/mcvaylens and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

It's worse off now

I need to get more commissions or donations today because my bank is f*cked and I couldn't fix it last night.

Examples of collages in pinned post on my blog.

Go to paypal.me/mcvaylens and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

It's worse off now

I need to get more commissions or donations today because my bank is f*cked and I couldn't fix it last night.

Examples of collages in pinned post on my blog.

Go to paypal.me/mcvaylens and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

It's worse off now

I need to get more commissions or donations today because my bank is f*cked and I couldn't fix it last night.

Examples of collages in pinned post on my blog.

Go to paypal.me/mcvaylens and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

It's worse off now

I need to get more commissions or donations today because my bank is f*cked and I couldn't fix it last night.

Examples of collages in pinned post on my blog.

Go to paypal.me/mcvaylens and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

It's worse off now

I need to get more commissions or donations today because my bank is f*cked and I couldn't fix it last night.

Examples of collages in pinned post on my blog.

Go to paypal.me/mcvaylens and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

It's worse off now

I need to get more commissions or donations today because my bank is f*cked and I couldn't fix it last night.

Examples of collages in pinned post on my blog.

Go to paypal.me/mcvaylens and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

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