i swear if i donāt get this but butchfemme soon im gonna loose it

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i swear if i donāt get this but butchfemme soon im gonna loose it
how to cope with being alone? like i genuinely have one friend and she lives three hours away. im supposed to move out soon and all i can think is how fucking lonely my life isā¦how did this even happen to me?
and my best friend is avoiding me for the first time in 15 years and itās making me sad bc the biggest thing just happened and we need to talk but she wonāt talk to meā¦like this is why iām here but i feel like she doesnāt need me anymore
feeling actually so sick of this life bro. like iām hanging on by a thread and then my cat who i got for Christmas as a six year old girl starts getting sick is about to die and then the cat i got as a sixteen year old (heās only 6) gets cancer and they want to literally cut off his legā¦in the span of one day
and if i said the only thing that could fix me is a woman 20+ years older than me? what then?
Source: Out In America; A Portrait Of Gay and Lesbian Life , by Michael Goff and the staff of OUT magazine
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iāve never had my first kiss but iām 99% sure the girl iāve been seeing is going to try to kiss me the next time we hang out but iām soooo spooked
help fr
So, to preface, I have anxiety, like a diagnosed disorder. I'm talking to this girl, but every time she texts me or we hang out, it feels like a task. It's anxiety-inducing, and I kind of just don't want to do it.
Now I think I've come to the realization that this is not normal and I probably just don't want to continue seeing her but for a while I thought this was just how everyone felt.
My question: Does everyone feel this way/should I just let it cook a little longer, or is it not anxiety speaking, and should I back out of this situationship?
need immediately!!