i woke up in the middle of the night on my tummy, held up by my hips, to my pussy stuffed full of their strap and “i just couldn’t keep myself off you anymore, i had to have you” and “you’re so fucking tight when you’re not expecting me”. panties still on and shoved to the side, them panting in my ear, pinning me under them… fuckkkk 😵💫 so how did y’all sleep? :)
went on a date last night and she asked me why i’m femme4butch. i just loved that question and i was as honest as can be.
i’m femme4butch because there’s nothing like holding a butch’s face in your hands and watching them smile when you call them handsome.
knowing i perform this hyperfemininity just for them. matching sets and dolly makeup and skirts just an inch too short all for the chance of catching their eye.
because in my arms and in my bed there will be no safer place for my butch.
because to the world we may be hard to understand, because my butch may be my physical provider but i will always be their emotional protector. 🩷
got fucked by my butch last night and afterwards she wiped me down and tucked me in with my water bottle while she went to the kitchen to make me some potato gems
cuddling in bed with a butch, resting my head against their chest as they run their hands up and down my spine. feeling so safe and secure, like nothing bad can happen to me because they won't let it. but also, cuddling in bed with a butch, they're resting their head against my chest as I comb my fingers through their hair, nails gently grazing their scalp. making them feel so seen and cared for, like they can exist exactly as they are because i will let them. yeah thats the post.
NEVER beating the spoiled brat femme allegations 😔 “want help with that?” yeah i do. “want some of my snack?” you betcha. “i can pay for this!!” okay, hop to it then. “i can get that for you.” that’d be swell
are butches still into the spoiled brat femme cliche or are you beautiful magnificent creatures over that
I’m obsessed with the idea of doting on a butch. Let me button your shirts for you, let me tie your ties for you, let me take you out to eat, let me wash your hair and massage your scalp, let me take care of you. I want us to take care of each other.
I really, really love being fucked from behind. My head pressed on the pillow, my ass up for them to spank and grab, maybe a spit and a bite too.
Their hand on my hips, gripping me hard enough to leave their handprint. And the best part ─ their strap so deep inside me, fucking me so hard so fast the bed cracks under us. Them talking dirty in my ear, praising me, degrading me.
And when they want to see my face─ they grab my hair, pulling it until my head is throwed back, me gasping and moaning from the pleasure and pain. Ah yes, that's the dream 𖹭
This is about lesbian sex─ men and minor DO NOT INTERACT.
holding any door without being asked. opening the car door and waiting. watching her slide in before i close it behind her. closing it gently after.
knowing her order before she’s finished looking at the menu. knowing exactly how she takes her coffee. having it ready before she’s asked. watching her face when i get it exactly right. knowing that she knows i’ve been paying attention. that i always pay attention.
being the one she looks at when her laces come undone. not because she can’t tie them herself. because she knows i’m already crouching down. already double knotting them. already making sure they won’t come undone again.
being the one she hands a jar to without a word. because she knows i’ll figure it out. because i always figure it out.
holding her coat open so she can slide her arms in. smoothing the collar down after. standing back and just looking at her.
walking on the outside of the sidewalk without thinking about it. every single time. without ever having to be reminded.
pulling her chair out at the restaurant. standing behind it until she’s seated. tucking it in just right.
being the one who spots the uneven ground before she does. hand finding the small of her back. guiding her past it.
remembering that she mentioned wanting to try that place three weeks ago. having a reservation when she’s forgotten she ever said it.
fixing her necklace clasp when it slips to the front. knowing she hates when it does that. already reaching for it before she notices.
holding the umbrella over her side when it rains. not mine. hers. always hers first.
being the one who pumps the gas so she doesn’t have to stand in the cold. bringing her a snack from inside without being asked because i have her gas station order memorized.
carrying every bag. all of them. every time.
knowing when a room is too loud for her before she says so. finding somewhere less overstimulating so she can regulate again.
that’s what i want to be for a femme. not just in the big moments. in all the small invisible ones too. the ones nobody else notices. the ones she notices. the ones that make her feel like someone is always. always paying attention.
butch who knows my coffee order. butch who knows my favourite song. butch who remembers my daily routine. butch who can read my moods. butch who doesn’t have to ask to know what i’d like. butch who still asks me what i like. butch who knows how to treat me right. butch who knows how to satisfy me just right. butch who remembers every sensitive inch of my skin. butch who reme-
contains: sevika x virgin!reader, strap-on usage, size kink, dumbification, dacryphilia, clit play, finger sucking, cum play, praise kink, gentle dom!sevika, cockdrunk!reader, neck biting (no blood), light spanking, orgasm denial, aftercare
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You were already straddling her hips when the nerves hit you.
Your palms rested lightly on Sevika's chest, her warm brown skin flushed gold in the lamp glow, the sheets under your knees soft and rumpled.
You were naked—completely naked—for the first time in front of her, and the only thing separating you from her strap was your own hesitation.
"Hey." Her voice was rough, quiet, but steady. One hand stayed on your waist, thumb brushing lazy circles just under your ribs. "You okay?"
You nodded quickly—too quickly. "Yeah. I just... I don't usually—uh, I mean, I've never-" You laughed breathlessly, embarrassed.
"I've only ever touched myself."
Sevika sat up a little, her good arm sliding around your back to support you. Her face softened.
"You wanna stop?"
"No." Your voice cracked. "I want this. I want you. I'm just... I don't know what I'm doing."
A beat. Then her lips curled into the tiniest, cockiest smirk. "Don't worry, baby. I do."
You bit your lip as heat shot between your thighs. That voice alone could ruin you.
She leaned forward, kissing your collarbone—slow, open-mouthed, warm. Her tongue flicked against your skin.
"We'll go slow. I'm not gonna rush you. You just move how you need to. I'll be right here."
You nodded again, this time slower, more sure. Her strap pressed up under you—thick, firm, intimidating—but god, you were wet. Soaked, actually. You could feel it dripping down your thighs already.
Sevika noticed. She always noticed.
"You're so fuckin' wet, sweetheart," she murmured, sliding her hand between your legs to guide the strap. "All that from just thinking about it, huh?"
You whimpered, barely able to meet her eyes. Her gaze pinned you down anyway.
"You been touching yourself to this? Wishing it was me?"
You nodded. "Y-Yeah. So many times."
She groaned low. "Fuck. You’re adorable."
You braced your hands on her shoulders and finally—finally—started to lower yourself down. The head of the strap nudged your entrance, and you gasped, thighs trembling.
"Easy, sweetheart. Just a little at a time." She kissed your neck, sucking gently—just enough to leave a mark. "You're so tight, baby. Feels like your pussy's never letting go."
You shuddered as you sank down, inch by inch, breathing hard. It was so much. So full.
Not painful, just overwhelming. Sevika's hands gripped your waist to steady you, grounding you with every low, patient whisper.
When you bottomed out, your nails dug into her shoulders. You were panting.
"You okay?"
"Y-Yeah," you whimpered. "It's so—mmngh—“
“None of that whimpering. Say it. Use your words, princess.”
“It’s so—full, Sev.”
"I know, baby. You're doing so good. Look at you."
You started to move. Slowly. Rocking your hips in tiny circles, easing yourself into the stretch. The friction lit something up inside you—something deeper than your fingers ever reached.
And then, without warning, your hips jerked forward a little too fast. You gasped. It hit just right. Right on that aching, swollen spot inside you.
"Oh my god—" you moaned.
Sevika chuckled darkly. "There she is."
You started moving again. A little faster. A little rougher. The way it rubbed against your clit every time you sank down made your whole body twitch.
It felt too good. Too much. You'd been so pent up, so desperate for something more than your own hands—and now you had it.
Her. This.
The drag of her strap inside you, the warmth of her skin, her voice in your ear saying, "Fuck, look at you, baby. You're addicted already."
You were. It showed.
You were a mess—whining, grinding, moaning into her mouth. You grabbed her hand, sucked her fingers into your mouth without thinking.
Sevika froze for a second, then let out the filthiest growl.
"God damn, you're really gone, huh?"
You drooled a little on her fingers. Couldn't help it.
She tilted her head, watching your blissed-out face with a lazy, hungry grin.
"Sweetheart... you're drooling."
You looked down, dazed, saliva slipping past your lip while your hips kept moving. You whimpered around her fingers.
"Fucking adorable," she muttered. "You're cockdrunk already, and I haven't even fucked you yet."
She kissed you hard, biting your bottom lip.
You moaned louder, needy and mindless now. You felt her reach between your legs again, rubbing slow circles on your clit while you kept grinding—grinding like your life depended on it.
"Don't cum yet," she warned. "Not yet. I wanna see you lose it first."
And you would. You were. A drooling, clenching, wet fucking mess—and Sevika wasn't done with you yet.
You didn't even realize how loud you were until Sevika growled, "You hear yourself, baby?"
Your hips were moving faster now, grinding down on her strap like it was the only thing keeping you alive. Your soaked pussy squelched with every roll of your hips, and your breathy moans came out high and broken and endless.
"I—fuck—I can't stop," you whimpered.
Sevika's fingers moved back to your clit—slow, torturously slow—and circled it while you ground down.
"You're so fucking sensitive." Her voice was wrecked, almost shaky. "Didn't know it'd feel this good, hm?"
You shook your head frantically. "No-I mean yes—I mean I can't—please-"
And then she spanked you.
It wasn't hard—just a quick, firm slap to your ass. Not enough to hurt. Just enough to make you jerk and moan and clench so tight around her strap that she had to bite back a groan.
"Yeah?" she rasped. "You like that, sweetheart?"
You nodded so fast it made your head spin.
"Yes—Sevika—I like everything—please, please-"
She hissed through her teeth. Her hand stayed on your ass, squeezing tight, grounding you. Her fingers never stopped circling your clit—slick and slow, not giving you enough, teasing you right to the edge.
Your thighs were trembling. Your belly was tight. Your breath was all over the place.
"I'm close," you whimpered. "I'm—I'm gonna—“
But Sevika stopped.
You sobbed.
"Shh." Her voice was low, gentle, but firm.
"Not yet. Not like this."
You blinked, dazed, drool still clinging to your lip. "Wha...?"
"I want your first time cumming on my strap to be perfect, baby," she murmured. "I want you to remember it. I want it to stay on your mind forever. So not yet. Not until I really give it to you."
Your pussy clenched again. Your whole body shook.
Sevika looked up at you—and something changed in her expression.
You were dazed, panting, spit-slick around the mouth, grinding down like you were in a trance. You were a fucking vision.
And the second she saw the way your lip quivered when she took her fingers off your clit, something snapped.
"Jesus fucking Christ," she growled.
She surged up and bit your neck.
"Ah—!" you gasped, the cutest, neediest little cry slipping out as your body arched.
"S-Sevika—!"
She didn't draw blood. Just sank her teeth in enough to make you feel it. Enough to make you moan and cling to her harder.
Her hands gripped your ass like she was holding herself back from flipping you over and fucking you into next week.
"You feel too good," she whined against your throat. "You're driving me fuckin' crazy, baby—You're so perfect."
You whimpered, grinding harder, your pussy slick and messy against her strap.
She kissed the spot she'd bitten—then her tongue soothed it, slow and loving.
"Still with me?" she whispered.
You nodded, tears in your eyes now.
"Mhm..."
"Good girl." She cupped your face with her good hand. "Just keep going. Ride it slow. I'll get you there. But I want you cockdrunk and shaking by the time I let you cum."
You moaned helplessly.
Her fingers slid down again, teasing your clit while you moved.
"I love how sweet you sound when you get desperate," she muttered. "You sound like you need it so bad."
"I do," you cried. "I need it so bad—please—please—“
"You drooled all over my hand," she teased.
"What, baby? My cock too good?"
You nodded, crying and grinding. "Too good. So good. I can't—I can't think—“
"You don't need to think, sweetheart." Her voice dropped low. "Just fuck yourself dumb on my strap. I'll take care of you."
You were gone.
Absolutely out of your mind—drooling, whimpering, and still rocking your hips like Sevika's strap was the only thing keeping your body alive.
Your thighs were trembling. Your hands clung to her shoulders, nails leaving faint little crescent marks in her skin. And your mouth—god, your mouth was open and leaking spit, little strings of it slipping down your chin while you babbled incoherent little moans.
"Look at you," Sevika murmured, brushing her fingers over your tear-damp cheeks.
"You're drooling and cryin' on my cock, honey."
You whimpered, a fresh wave of tears prickling your eyes, even as you kept grinding.
"Is it that good?" she asked, smiling crookedly. "So good it's makin' you cry?"
You nodded so fast it made you dizzy. "Y-Yes—I c-can't—I wanna cum—p-please-"
Your voice cracked on the last word, and the second it did, you sobbed.
Your face crumpled. Your whole body jerked like you couldn't take it anymore. And Sevika immediately pulled you down into her chest, shushing you as she cupped your pussy with her palm—warm, strong, steady.
"Hey, hey. I got you," she cooed. "You're okay. Just feelin' too much, huh?"
You nodded, sniffling. "I need it—need it s'bad..."
"Yeah, I know you do." Her thumb circled your clit so slow you almost cried harder.
"You've been so good, baby. So fuckin' perfect. I'm gonna give it to you. I promise."
"Please," you whispered, tears dripping from your chin. "I wanna cum—I need to— please, Sevika-"
And then she fucked up into you.
Her hips lifted. Her grip on your ass tightened. And her strap slammed into the deepest, most perfect spot while her fingers rubbed your clit in the exact rhythm you needed.
Your mouth fell open.
You made a choked, broken little noise.
And then—you screamed.
Your orgasm ripped through you so hard it hurt. Your body locked up, your thighs shook, your pussy gushed so much it splashed against Sevika's lap, and you collapsed forward, shaking, sobbing, whining her name over and over like a prayer.
Sevika caught every second.
"Fuuuuck," she groaned, watching you ride it out. "That's it, baby. That's how I wanted it. Just like that. Scream for me. Fuckin' soak me."
You sobbed harder, body twitching, your voice all high and shattered and full of relief.
"Y'feel that?" she murmured. "That's what a real orgasm feels like, sweetheart."
You could barely breathe. Barely think. You were slumped over her chest, drooling, twitching, tears still running down your face.
And Sevika was so sweet with you after.
Her hand never left your pussy—just soft, gentle strokes, too slow to overstimulate. Her other hand brushed your hair, kissed your temple, held your shaking hips down when you whimpered again.
She looked down at your soaked thighs and smirked.
"Goddamn," she muttered. "You made a mess, baby."
You giggled.
And then she dragged her fingers up your slit, scooped the dripping slick from your folds, and showed it to you.
"See that?" she said softly. "That's what it looks like when I fuck you right."
You stared, eyes glazed, lips parted—and when she brought her fingers to your mouth, you didn't even hesitate.
You sucked them in with a needy little whimper.
Sevika's jaw flexed.
"Yeah," she whispered. "That’s it, sweetheart."
You were still trembling when Sevika pulled the strap out.
You whimpered, your body jolting with the aftershocks, and Sevika shushed you instantly, one arm curling tight around your waist to keep you grounded.
"Shhh, I got you, baby. It's okay. I'm right here."
Your head lolled against her shoulder. You were spent. Crying, shaking, drooling a little—and completely boneless in her arms.
And Sevika? She looked at you like she was in awe.
"You did so good," she whispered, pressing a kiss to your temple. "So fuckin' good. You were perfect, sweetheart."
You let out a soft little whimper, still not fully back yet, and Sevika cradled the back of your head like you were something precious.
"Hey," she said gently. "Can I clean you up, pretty girl?"
You nodded weakly, and she was already moving—careful, slow, so fucking tender it made your chest ache.
She laid you back on the pillows with her arm still around you, pressed one more kiss to your jaw, and then grabbed a warm, damp towel from the drawer.
It wasn't rushed. It wasn't mechanical. She cleaned you softly—like she was scared to hurt you. Every wipe was followed by a kiss. Every wince got a murmured "I'm sorry, baby." And when she finally pressed the towel between your thighs, she paused and whispered:
"You okay?"
You nodded, tears still on your cheeks.
"Mhm... just tired."
Sevika smiled.
"Yeah? That cock put you to sleep, huh?" she teased, but her voice was full of love.
She finished wiping you down, tossed the towel aside, and came right back to you-pulling you into her arms, wrapping the blanket around you both.
You buried your face in her neck. Your body was sore, aching, still tingling everywhere—but you felt safe. Warm. Loved.
"Did I do okay..?" you mumbled sleepily.
Sevika froze for a second.
Then she pulled you even closer.
"Baby," she murmured, her voice low and steady and soft, "you didn't just do okay.
You were the best thing l've ever touched."
You let out a tiny, broken breath.
She cupped your cheek, thumb brushing the dried tears from under your eyes.
"You're mine now," she whispered. "All mine. No one's ever gonna touch you like that but me."
You blinked, slow and dazed.
“…Okay," you whispered.
Sevika smiled like she'd just won the lottery.
She kissed your lips. Kissed your forehead.
Kissed every little tear-stained inch of your face before pulling you into her chest again.
And then, as you drifted off to sleep, she murmured—
"Next time, I'm making you cum twice."
thank you so much to @anonymousgirl23456 for this amazing request <3 i hope u like it !!
is the world really such a terrible place? yesterday i asked if oat milk was extra and the barista said yes so i said ok just regular milk then and when she gave me my chai latte she whispered “i used oat milk ;)” doesnt that make u want to live another day?
here is my life philosophy: next week there might be someone ahead of you in line at the store who’s short a quarter and you have a quarter and you can give it to them. if you weren’t there, they’d have to put something back. the week after that you could be getting lunch and the waiter might ask if you want some pancakes someone else ordered and never picked up. you could find someone’s lost cat. you could watch someone’s bag while they go to the restroom. there are so many ways you are going to touch other people’s lives and they are going to touch yours and there’s no way to know when it’s going to happen. so you have to keep living!!! i wouldn’t want to die knowing that tomorrow the barista will give me free oat milk just to be nice.
When I was 11 years old - we went to Sea World for my birthday. This was to avoid the realization I had no friends, and no one to come to a birthday party and probably because someone gave my mother free tickets at work. It was kinda a shitty day despite being at a theme park full of cute animals. There was a new roller coaster there that had just opened so we decided to go on. I was nervous. I’d never been on a roller coaster.
A group of 6 college kids were ahead of us in line and started chatting with me. Full on just having a fun conversation with someone literally going through the beginning of a very awkward middle school period. I was so shocked they wanted to talk to me. I think my mom mentioned it was my birthday. They were very nice about it. When we got on the ride they told us to go ahead of them so we could sit at the front of the car since it held 8 people.
Now the ride (called Journey to Atlantis - I believe it is sadly no longer there) started with a slow ride of beautiful visuals of dolphins and oceans and computerized images of this imaginary Atlantis before going up the hill to the beginning of the coaster, where it paused for about 30 seconds, and then the ride started. The college kids must have known there would be a pause. Maybe they’d ridden it before I’m not sure.
But as we sat there on that peak, 6 people I’ve never known, and will never know again, sang a very very lonely 11 year old happy birthday. Loudly. And with gusto. They were happy and laughing and joyful. And it made me feel less alone in the world.
I am 29 years old this year, and I still remember them. I still remember that kindness. It is so important. It doesn’t go into a vacuum. It exists beside me in my daily life. And I love the idea that I have been that person to someone else too.
It’s stunningly lovely to be human when we’re kind to each other.