lani @dismaldiary - Tumblr Blog

do i still love you? truthfully, i can’t imagine the day i won’t

why is it that the people most closest to you sometimes feel the furthest away

if only i could go back to the night i met you

and make it last forever

or the night i confessed

and take back what i said

because apart of me hates that i shared that side of me with you

but especially the night i cried to you

opened up to you

because it made me realize what kind’ve person you really are

i hate that things are the way they are and i wish i did things differently

In another life, maybe you could love me to the extent I love you.

Sometimes, it feels like you'll never find happiness again.

Is everybody just doing really bad right now

nothing could’ve prepared me for the heartbreak i feel right now

how is it possible that i miss someone who made me feel miserable

i just want my heart to feel safe again

if you’re there for me, I’ll be there for you, always

i lost you and then myself

i need you in my life, i love you most out of everyone

i’m sick and tired of being left. left heartbroken, left confused, left all alone. damn it. i just want to be loved

was there any truth to the things you said? the promises you made?

Part of me will always wait for you and love you

No matter how much time has passed..

fuck this shit i'm missing you so bad

This is the problem with getting attached to someone. When they leave you, you just feel lost.

lani