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[a-mind-in-ruins]

I waited for you, just for you to end up choosing someone else.

[a-mind-in-ruins]

I was always yours, but you were never mine.

[furiousgoldfish]

me when I'm perceived: disgusting. stop that. I don't exist. look away.

me when I'm ignored: this is the saddest I've ever been

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Nitya Prakash

[crush-echoes]

no matter what, i constantly get excluded, maybe i should just give up on trying to be worth anything to people

[stuuupidthingsss-deactivated202]

when is it gonna end I’m tired

[noir-v3nt]

In the most positive way, I think I've lived for too long—seen too much, felt too deeply, and now, everything feels unbearably heavy, like I was never meant to last this long and carry all of this.

[adrienne-stoker]

The emptiness is consuming me, must I really suffer so much?

[sad2002girl]

realizing you were never actually loved by someone who acted like they did has to be top 3 worse feelings

[bonesssss019]

i'm scared one day you'll see me like how i see myself.

please don't go when i pour myself out to you.

[billyjc-deactivated20250227]

life is so exhausting. happiness never lasts.

[stuuupidthingsss-deactivated202]

I don’t like this life can I leave pls?

[emptyprescription]

some days i feel like i never have enough time, other days I stare at my ceiling waiting for the days to pass me by, hoping I can sleep a bit longer to speed up the waiting, the constant agony of wanting to be anywhere but the present

[trinketluvver]

the guilt of the past and the fear of the future is enough to have me grounded to this horrible spot forever

[obscurix]

what the fuck did i do SO wrong that i have to feel like this for the rest of my life

[12thgrave]

and right when you think you’re getting better, it all goes to shit.

[totheoneswhostayupallnight]

Sometimes I wish the ground would open up and swallow me whole; I feel like that’d be a great way to go