SWEET DECAY .

for the tainted sorrow .

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hiiii !  not sure if i’m quite back here yet but these are the other blogs i’ll be more active on if you wanna catch me :

xiao xingchen,  mo dao zu shi xue yang,  mo dao zu shi sticker,  original jin ruyi,  original

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i’ll be your slaughterhouse, your killing floor, your morgue and final resting, walking around with this bullet inside me ’cause i couldn’t make you love me and i’m tired of pulling your teeth.

太宰治 by jianyu — established january 2017.

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sticks my head in here this blog has changed to private / mutuals only xoxo

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hey so i normally hate asking this but seeing as how the circumstances have changed for me, i need to put it out there anyway. i lost my job today due to health issues ( they’ve been understanding thus far but it was only a matter of time ) and i’m still on about 3 more months of this contract with my apartment. rent is $600 plus the $115 i pay for my phone bill, and various other expenses. i’m currently already in the process of finding a job ( putting out my resume, calling places ) so it ( hopefully ) shouldn’t be too long until i get another one but for the time being i really need help. even if you can’t help me, a reblog would really be appreciated. i can do graphics and stuff for people who donate i just… i hate having to beg for this kind of thing but i don’t want to risk losing my dog either, who i’d have to give up if i can’t do this. and he’s my ESA for aforementioned health issues. my paypal is [email protected] anything helps and i really appreciate it ;; i’ll keep and update of when i do get a new job

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wink wonk !

[yuraart]

WIP.

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haha you're a weenie

get ready 2 die ,  asshole .

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                      ❛  those who are  beyond  ‘ NORMALITY ’                                 are shunned by those stuck within it.

                                ind / private edogawa ranpo from bsd.                                   written by silver.  graphic by ruby !

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tagged by :  @hyperdetect  ( thank u muah ) tagging :  @kxnjikiyasha @skullcrxsher @canisnxcto

bold the statements that are true for your muse (italics for situational; bold italics for emphasis)

appearance.

i am 5'7" or taller i wear glasses i have at least one tattoo i have at least one piercing i have blonde hair i have brown eyes i have short hair my abs are at least somewhat defined i have or have had braces

personality.

i love meeting new people people tell me that i’m funny helping others with their problems is a big priority for me i enjoy physical challenges i enjoy mental challenges i’m playfully rude with people i know well i started saying something ironically and now i can’t stop saying it there is something i would change about my personality

ability.

i can sing well i can play an instrument i can do over 30 push-ups without stopping i’m a fast runner i can draw well i have a good memory i’m good at doing math in my head i have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling i know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch i know how to throw a proper punch

hobbies.

i enjoy playing sports i’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else i’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else i have learned a new song in the past week i work out at least once a week i’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months i have drawn something in the past month i enjoy writing fandoms are my #1 passion i do or have done martial arts

experiences.

i have had my first kiss i have had alcohol i have scored the winning goal in a sports game i have watched an entire season of a tv show in one sitting i have been at an overnight event i have been in a taxi i have been in the hospital or er in the past year i have beaten a video game in one day i have visited another country i have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

relationships.

i’m in a relationship i have a crush on a celebrity i have a crush on someone i know i have been in at least 3 relationships i have never been in a relationship i have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them i get crushes easily i have had a crush on someone for over a year  i have been in a relationship for at least a year i have had feelings for a friend

my life.

i have at least one person i consider a “best friend” i live close to my school my parents are still together (even in death) i have at least one sibling i live in the united states there is snow right now where i live i have hung out with a friend in the past month i have a smartphone i have at least 15 cds i share(d) my room with someone

random.

i have break-danced i know a person named jamie i have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce i have dyed my hair i’m listening to one song on repeat right now i have punched someone in the past week i know someone who has gone to jail i have broken a bone i have eaten a waffle today i know what i want to do with my life i speak at least 2 languages

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⤿  .  *  FAI :

❝ oof. j-just one moment please! ❞ Fai rounds the corner of his counter and disappears into the back for a brief moment. when he returns, he’s got a lunchbox in hand that he sets near the cash register as he makes his way around again. a sheepish smile on his lips, he’s apt to greet the other almost as if he’s ashamed of himself – cheeks dusted in a light red. ❝ sorry, i was getting ready to go to lunch and forgot to switch the sign outside, but i can stay and help you. is there a particular plant you want to look at? ❞

@disolution 

CUTTING BLACK AND DARK BEIGE ACCENTS           the very aura surrounding him is something foreign ,  something strikingly out of place amidst such quaint setting .  chuuya’s steps are slow ,  leisurely ,  mild curiosity tucked behind a wide sweep of appraisal  :   a peaceful air .  pleasant ,  almost homely .   (  he turns away .  )   gleaming heels align with two resounding taps as he stops before the counter ,  the full weight of his gaze falling to fai .     ‘  i’m not here for the plants .  ’     what he utters is a question ,  drab in tone ,  but backed with the unmistakeable solidity of command .     ‘  is this a bad time ?  ’

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⤿  .  *  @redestine​  /  starter .

THERE’S A FAMILIAR SHOCK OF RED HOVERING AT THE BAR .  how grossly fitting             that dazai is once again pulling the strings ,  drawing strangers together even despite long - abandoned relations with the mafia .  the irritation scratching at chuuya’s thoughts is nothing surprising  ;  it’s resignation and an acute sense of purpose that ultimately pulls him into the seat beside oda .  he makes his order wordlessly .   (  the silence between feels heavy .  )     

until ,  without warning :     ‘  sakunosuke .  ’     inflected like a question ,  yet leaving no room for response .  his eyes are distant ,  fixated upon something straight ahead ,  but they dart aside   (  if only for a moment .  )     ‘  we haven’t met in person .  ’

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⤿  .  *  ??? :

                  she  didn’t  even  attempt  to  flee  with  it  !   she  simply  observes  him  turning  around  with  both  tiny  sets  of  fingers  settled  on  the  rim  of  the  item  on  her  head  ,  keeping  it  settled  lest  she  release  it  &  &  allow  it  to  fall  over  her  crimson  eyes  .      “                  f  -  fell  off  .      i  …    caught  it  …  !    “    as  if  to  prove  her  words  ,  she  taps  the  item  twice  .   “   i  …  !    “

GLOVED FINGERS FLEX ,  HAND DARTING FORWARD ON INSTINCT .  yet             he freezes ,  pulls back as conflicted emotions flicker over a troubled countenance .  chuuya’s head tilts ,  upper body leaning downwards slightly  ;  as much as words try to form ,  he’s at a loss .      

‘  uh  ..  thanks for picking it up .  but           it’s my hat .  do you think you could return it to me ?  ’     and he holds out a hand ,  palm upturned in hopeful anticipation .

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          “     ——–     …    !    “     she’s  wearing  his  hat  !   rather  ,  she  picked  it  up  &  &  put  it  on  ,  but  she  seems  to  have  taken  a  certain  liking  to  it  anyway  .     /  /    @disolution

‘              AH ..  ?  ’     there’s an acute sense of exposure that strikes his awareness before he can detect the source .  a hand lifts ,  grabs at empty air where felt usually sits  ..  and cue a sudden pang of panicked confusion as eyes sweep downward ,  stopping only when he locates the           thief ?     

‘  you          ..  hey ,  what are you doing ??  ’

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⤿  .  *  @hyperdetect / starter call .

‘  WHAT’S THE DETECTIVE AGENCY’S MASCOT DOING HERE ?  ’     a sharp tongue ,  spelling words dipped in annoyance .  what a reputation            one equipped with cap ,  poncho ,  and insufferable grin .   (  and yet ,  hardly more than a harbinger of unnecessary trouble .  )   the scene they stand upon is one with a body count  ;  with authorities involved ,  the clean - up is already complicated as is .  chuuya hides his threat in his walk ,  in the grit of his teeth and the ice in his gaze .     

‘                  this case is out of your hands .  the ada must have received the notice late .  either way ,  you’re no longer needed .  ’     and he stills ,  an unmoving obstacle in the other’s path .

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HIATUS NOTICE !

i keep promising to do drafts and i keep breaking those promises so i thought i’d just make this Official ™ !  i’m being swamped with work and stress rn and even when i set away time to write i either blow it off or can’t find the motivation / muse to actually do my replies .  so …….  i’ll be just lurking or Absent from now until around ….. december 1st ?  all my deadlines have piled up at this time and i really need to focus on the things i have to do .  i’ll be writing again once apps hell is under control !  

if you want to reach me for any reason ,  i’ll be in im’s !  for other ways of communication ,  my dis.cord is mr. crocs#6851 and my tw.itter’s @altanwng !  thank you so much for your patience ,  and i’ll hopefully be back soon !

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“Don't push yourself too hard” for @akutagawaprize

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