I decided maybe it was time to introduce myself n make a pinned post.
I’m syd, 21 y/o, they/them
~Tw: ED, SH~
I’ve struggled w my weight and self image since around 3rd/4th grade. I struggle predominantly with an ED (restrictive), anxiety, self harm, and addiction.
There’s a lot of anorexia in my family history, and im scared it’ll be the death of me. But even tho that scares me, getting fat scares me more.
Im NOT pro, I may not be in recovery but I support and encourage it.
My HW/Sw: 175lbs
LW: 105lbs
Cw: 190
Gw1: 150
Gw2:135
Gw3:120
Gw4: 110
Gw5: 100
Ugw: 88
Height: 5’7
BMI:
Goal BMI: 13.7
I have repeatedly lost the weight and gained it over and over again. This is getting tiring.












