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“Money doesn’t mean anything to me. I’ve made a lot of money, but I want to enjoy life and not stress myself building my bank account. I give lots away and live simply, mostly out of a suitcase in hotels. We all know that good health is much more important.” - Keanu Reeves

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THE CLEANER HAS ARRIVED. PLEASE SIGN HERE. // indie marvel!based oc. nsfw content. follow at your own risk. written by zoey.

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The Boogeyman by tillieke

They call him Baba Yaga. Well John wasn’t exactly the Boogeyman, he was the one you sent to kill the fucking Boogeyman. John is a man of focus, commitment and sheer will. I once saw him kill three men in a bar, with a pencil.

John Wick

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indie hitman oc, written by shawn.

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“your tired, unfamiliar face says it all”

potential angst starters

    the tone in her voice doesn’t sound too WELCOMING to his ears. her words are setting him off at just the simple mutter of them. she KNOWS. that’s the first probability that pops into his head. he’s ended up here after STUMBLING and passing out on the alleyway floor by her apartment from blunt force trauma. she may have searched him, too. may have found the GUN still in his jacket. maybe she wants him to think she did. she could be testing him. PARANOIA’S already got the best of his decision-making skills at the moment. already twitching and moving his fingers to ghost over the jacket where his PISTOL is. he can’t trust her. not if she knows that he’s just killed someone today. he can’t have her TELLING everyone.

           “ --- then what does it say, miss..? ”

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potential angst starters

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disastrologic:

“please don’t forget”

“you know you should have stayed”

“you’re cold on the inside”

“there’s a dog in your heart and it tells you to tear everything apart”

“you ruin everything you touch and destroy anyone you love”

“i know that you can’t hear me anymore”

“it’s so loud inside my head”

“i haven’t been all that you could have hoped for”

“if you held on a little longer, you would have more reasons to be proud”

“i talk to the shadows hoping you might be listening”

“how can i say this without breaking?”

“i loved and i lost you”

“i don’t want them to know the way i loved you”

“i don’t think they would accept me”

“your heart fits like a key”

“it’s so quiet here”

“you said that you weren’t alone”

“you still owe me a reason”

“i act like i don’t fucking care”

“maybe you’re too good for me”

“lately colors seem so bright”

“i can’t admit that you’ve got all the strings and know how to tug them”

“losing you was something i always did so well”

“i don’t do anything anymore”

“sorry, i nearly lost my head”

“this feeling i dread, it makes me wish i was dead”

“i’ll be alone instead, i don’t need anyone in this bed”

“i come home on my own”

“i don’t care if i don’t look pretty”

“big girls cry when their hearts are breaking”

“i’m in pain”

“she gives me toothaches just from kissing me”

“i didn’t care much how long i lived”

“heaven and hell were words to me”

“i need to feel your hands upon my face”

“words can be like knives. they can cut you open”

“i think i might have inhaled you”

“i can feel you flowing in me”

“i miss you more than i thought i would”

“i never meant to start a fire. i never meant to make you bleed”

“i’ll love the world like i should”

“the blood on my hands scares me to death”

“you took a chance and you took a fall for us”

“my love, look what you can do”

“i know in peace you’ll go. i hope relief is yours”

“was i selfish again? well, i can’t help that”

“i pour my heart out on the ice and everyone’s watching but you”

“i can’t see you, you can’t see me”

“everybody’s watching but you, and i don’t think i want them to”

“there’s a bitter storm inside of me”

“i do it all for you”

“it’s all gone to shit, it’s out of our hands”

“if you’re searching for us, you’ll find us side by side”

“as long as we’re going down, baby you should stick around”

“does any of this love exist or is this just a fire keeping out the cold?”

“memories never lie”

“tell me that i’m right”

“your tired, unfamiliar face says it all”

“even though we all grow old, love will never die”

“that was long ago”

“i used to call you my own, my dear”

“now you’re lost and i am drunk alone”

“when you said your last goodbye, i died a little bit inside”

“if you loved me, why’d you leave me?”

“our love was made for movie screens”

“i tried to be someone else for you”

“i thought that i loved you, but we weren’t love”

“there was something that was not there”

“i can sleep forever these days”

“i believe in anything that brings you back home to me”

“there is no distraction to mask what is real”

“now you’ll be missing from the photographs”

“in my thoughts, you’re far away”

“i can picture you so easily”

“what’s gonna be left the world if you’re not in it?”

“every minute of every hour, i miss you more”

“it’s such a shame we have to see them burn”

“i’ve lost control of all of my senses”

“put me in my place”

“i can’t help but think of you”

“it’s always been just you and me”

“and i’ll hold in these hands all that remains”

“i don’t want to rest in peace, i’d rather be the ghost that annoys you”

“hold me in your arms”

“don’t listen to your friends, they only care once in a while”

“it’s pulling me back”

“when you go home, everything looks different”

“i wish you would tell me how you really feel”

“when you leave me, you take away everything”

“that’s not our deal”

“i want you so much”

“i want to go back to the first time, the first place”

“my heart is open like a door, but i don’t trust you like before”

“you came and took me by surprise”

“maybe one day you’ll be the one, but until then…”

“now i’m fucked up and i’m missing you”

“please just look me in my face and tell me everything’s okay”

“i’ll never be like you”

“absolve me of my sins, won’t you?”

“it hurts me everytime i see you”

“i hate that i love you”

“you want her, you need her, and i’ll never be her”

“do you miss me like i miss you?”

“wedding bells were just alarms”

“you said you wouldn’t but you fucking did”

“i guess this is moving on”

“you don’t care, you never did”

“you don’t give a damn about me”

“you’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope”

“if you’re looking for love, know that love don’t live here anymore”

“i don’t want to see you go, i just want to see you smile”

“tell me that now is not the end”

“if you’re trying to find pity, then you need to look somewhere else”

“i’m a first class let down”

“how did it come to this?”

“love is a polaroid- better in picture but never can fill the void”

“if it’s broken then it can be fixed”

“all you need is time”

“we promised the world we’d tame it”

“i wonder what keeps us so high up”

“could there be a love beneath these wings?”

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          in all honesty, colton admittedly does spend to some amount of excess with his money since he can afford it, but it’s very limited and it’s mostly on weapons to protect himself with. if he’s not spending on himself, he’s usually doing it for someone else, like his mom for example.

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@mustscream

    his back HITS against the metal of the car, pained grunt following suit afterwards as his hand SQUEEZES his bleeding bicep. face riddled with sweat from a LONG battle that he --- fortunately, won. but it doesn’t feel like a victory. it never does for him, especially with a bullet LODGED in the muscle of his arm. shaky hand moves to check the damage --- nothing too bad, all things considering. he hasn’t lost THAT much blood. no one’s around, either. he’s all a go for homemade surgery. which, by the way, he’s NOT very excited about.

    he reaches and UNZIPS the large duffle bag hanging from his shoulder, searching through before he pulls out his combat knife. you can NEVER go wrong with having one in your bag. his hand works to turn the handle of the blade so the bottom was facing his arm. working at his sleeve now with a loud RIP. tearing the jacket’s sleeve from the wound so he can get access. fingers clamp onto the torn fabric now, bringing it to his teeth to BITE on. he’ll use it as a makeshift bandage in a moment.

    he’s about to DIG in after turning the blade to his arm now. metal tip pointed now, chest HEAVING as he’s about to take a big breath, baring his teeth down on the jacket’s fabric. but then he hears the car window LOWER. his head immediately darts UP to see a woman’s face popping out to look down at him. and all he can do for that moment is STARE. until, finally, he says something.

               “ --- fuck. ”

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You’re Next (2011)

dir. by Adam Wingard

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colton: i’m gonna give you the count of three and if you can’t find anything to try to fight me with then consider urself fucked

also colton: here let me get the door for u

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@chrononautica

         “ --- miss! ”

    he does this from time-to-time. whenever he can, usually. get up from BED, checks his messages, and if nothing important’s there, it’s all a go. he drives down to the cafe nearby to enjoy a DAY out. to appreciate the outside momentarily while he’s not busy doing his OTHER job. it relaxes the nerves --- gives him time to think to himself. this time around, this woman’s left with her coffee without her change.

    why not do something about it? that’s the MINDSET he’s had ever since he was younger. be it opening doors for other people, helping them grab things they can’t quite reach. he’s USED to doing things like that. it’s how he was raised. be POLITE to other people, it’ll pay off in the end. that’s what his mom would remind him while he was growing up. he walks up to the cashier, tells them they’ll take it to her, and he’s off jogging after her a few paces ahead.

      “ you forgot to grab your change inside. here --- ” he holds out her money, offering a polite smile. it’s nice to feel HUMAN sometimes.

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clownpolicy

sorry we don't need to find jesus

clownpolicy

u can get ur Jehovah's Witness ass outta here fam

  i was recommended not 2 kill u

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