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Up and away, I'm an alien. I need a moment, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE, all I wanna do is leave. What can I say that would make this seem ( Make you need me? ) Maybe I won't ever know, maybe I'll end up A L O N E. Running in place (Circles, in circles with you) don't mind me. Out in the rain ... watch me go

[disumanohq]

mytholgiahq :

amberlie was more annoyed, more pissed off than she had been when nate had left her behind years ago. now, she had felt his lips against hers and felt the way that his touch affected her and she was not okay at him just disappearing on her again after that. no, she was determined to find him and she had been close a few times and yet, it had been two weeks since she’d been able to find him. it only made her mood worse, which in turn, made the flowers in her garden darken in colour, to wilt a little. 

she was able to sense him and it was perfect as she appeared in the same area he was, and her footsteps were heavy as her boots hit the ground and the previous light shade of purple in the tips of her hair had turned into a dark purple, her powers influencing it completely. “shut up,” she all but hissed as she walked right up to him and shoved her hand against his chest, “you don’t get to just leave, you asshole!”

he could have easily disappeared on her again, but he didn’t. perhaps deep down, all he wanted was to be around her. to find whatever reason to stick around and see her again. a deep sigh fell from his lips, eyes averted away from her face until she finally spoke up. the tone of her voice was certainly different from the sweet girl he had grown so accustomed to. she wasn’t the same girl either by the looks of it. it only brought nate deeper in himself. he blamed himself, knew that changing her was.

he held back his words as she pushed him back, causing him to take a few steps back to regain his balance. she was certainly stronger than he imagined “i know.” he mumbled, chewing on his bottom lip. there was no denying that she was right. he was in the fault for jumpstarting the darkness within her, and much more for walking away right after having done so. “i don’t know how to do this.” he waved his hands in the air as though to explain himself. “i just feel things, i never act on them.”

[disumanohq]

vivien wasn’t much of a night owl, much less after the events that had unfolded just a few weeks ago. she had closed off more than ever after that experience. having someone save her from being hurt, possibly even killed? it affected her more than she would have liked to admit. so she was a lot more careful now, only scouting around rooftops that oversaw the entire town. anyone who would’ve given her a second look in the midst of darkness might have assumed that she was a robber of some sort. thankfully, she still lived in an unsuspecting town where lights out was at eight o’clock. 

but tonight was unlike most nights, and she couldn’t help but watch in disbelief as a situation similar to her own unfolded in a nearby alleyway. the young woman wanted to do something to help, and just when she felt the rush of her powers, she was taken aback to have seen the flicker of a light and a familiar individual step up and take initiative. “him?” she whispered to herself, eyes slightly widened with wonder. she allowed the interaction to take place, and it wasn’t until beck was alone that she easily made her way back onto the alleyway to approach him from behind. “so is this your whole schtick?” she chewed at her bottom lip, unsure over whether this was a confrontation, or an affirmation that he was okay. “saving women? do you slip ‘em your digits afterward too?”

[disumanohq]

one of the things ophelia had least expected was her secret getting out, much less discovering that she wasn’t the only one with a supernatural affinity for death. the redhead had something about her, a deadly touch. it was enough to awaken a deep curiosity in the girl--one which she hadn’t experienced in years. when the two had kissed that night, ophelia was as radiant as ever, if not more. she should have died when their lips met but she didn’t. why?

she wished she had been given even the slightest chance of finding out, but then callista had run off and disappeared. ophelia had given the girl time and space, but she couldn’t help herself, much less when it was oh so easy to track her down. a smirk graced her features as she stood outside of the girl’s house, and in the speed of light she was stood right behind the unsuspecting girl. “think you could run off on me so easily?” her voice echoing through the walls, still light as a feather as she spoke in almost a whisper. “y’know, i always knew i’d get you all alone to myself. just never thought they’d be under other circumstances.”

[disumanohq]

nate was impressed. he’d been running away from amberlie for more than two weeks and she still managed to catch up with him. he figured it was a fairy thing to track people. perhaps it was more than that, though. at this point he was well aware that his darkness radiated so strongly that anyone--even humans--could sense it. though he had to admit, it was a pretty silent last few days for him. by now, he would have picked at dozens of brains, manipulating them into doing all the wrong things. he’d been unusually good, and he figured his moments with the blonde may have had to do with that. all she had ever done was preserve his human side, keep it there somehow. even when he’d tucked that side of himself for years, she had brought it out in seconds. 

but he didn’t want that. he needed to torture himself for the sake of saving her. because while all she was doing was bringing light into his life, he was doing the exact opposite for her. heavy footsteps alerted him that she was drawing closer to him. a heavy huff left his lips as he turned to face her. “you don’t give up, do you?” 

[ridleydaisy]

GLOW (2017-)

[disumanohq]

 ｡. : ☾ GROUP AESTHETICS — SAVAGES [1/?]

❛ Underneath it all, we’re just savages 

Living behind shirts, ties, and marriages 

How could we expect anything at all

We're just animals, still learning how to crawl

[twilightly-blog]

[toomucharitime]

[acciofrary]

[disumanohq]

There are so many things I wish we’d done together; eating oranges freshly plucked from the trees in Nice, dancing under the stars at the Louvre.

[disumanohq]

mytholgiahq :

marisol had truly had no real issues with guys in her past, she had had a few boyfriends in the past, one that even she thought she could have considered she was in love with, but that all changed with caspian. he made her feel things she had never even imagined before. it was almost, fairytale like but it was real.

her teeth sunk into her lower lip as she looked at him, saw that his cheeks were undoubtedly the same colour as her own. it was clear that she hadn’t made a mistake in kissing him, no, it was good and real and right. “i’m just saying.. that if i don’t have to focus on staying upright, it could be better.” not that the kiss was bad, no, it was definitely one of the best, if not the best she had had.

her eyes shone with something unfamiliar, but for anyone else, it would have been placed as not only a deep care but a love. her lips lips turned up into a smile at his words and she lent forward to kiss him again. the only thing she could think of to do in response to his words. unbeknown to her, little droplets of water raised around them, shining in the light. marisol pulled back with one final peck, a soft smile still on her face. “you are amazing caspian,” she spoke truthfully, not even noticing the drops of water around them, so focused on him. “can you swim?”

even if caspian’s very brief relationships would have worked out, he wouldn’t have imagined any of them encompassing what he had felt with marisol this quickly. he knew there was still so much they had yet to understand about each other. but there was something deep down that told him everything would be alright. there was no amount of spirits or death that could stop him from experiencing what almost felt like love in an instance. it was the only thing that could have possibly explained their instant connection and the quickly developing feelings. love. it was something he wasn’t sure he was even capable of. 

not with someone like marisol, anyways. as strange as it sounded, he always imagined it’d be callista and him for the rest of their lives, suffering the effects of loneliness and constant sorrow. cas couldn’t wipe the goofy smirk from his lips as she spoke. “okay, well then we’ll have to test your theory out some other time...when there’s no water or tail involved.” 

even the little kisses that they shared in between awoke his every sense and brought this newfound sense of life that he was convinced had left him so long ago. his lips moved with ease against her’s, this time his expression a lot more relaxed as they pulled away. “so are you.” he knew he was showering her with compliments, but none of it was meant to over-flatter her. it was just what he felt and what he saw. he couldn’t withhold what he saw when he looked at her. he broke eye contact for a brief moment as he studied the body of water before them. he wasn’t the best swimmer, but he knew he would always be safe so long as she was at his side. “i took swimming classes when i was six. does that count?” he joked, eyes filling with wonder when he noticed the tiny crystals surrounding them. “did you...?” he questioned, lifting his index finger to touch one, only for the tiny crystal to disintegrate the moment his finger came in contact with it. 

[disumanohq]

mytholgiahq :

callista was feeling sick. not the kind of sick that made you want to throw up, no this was her own special kind of sick. the one where she felt death run through her, the overwhelming sense of life hitting her and being taken away, the pain of it, the life this person lived obliterating into thin air. it was like a hit to her heart every single time. it didn’t happen purely with those she touched, no but anyone that was around her during their time of death. “i don’t really.. feel so good.” it wasn’t a lie, but it wasn’t the reason she wanted to get out of there so quickly.

callista backed up more the closer that ophelia came to her, backed up until her back hit the wall and she couldn’t go any farther. “p-plenty of people had a crush on my brother.” the girl didn’t know what to do now that she was practically backed into a corner, what if she tried to kill her, did that mean she should defend herself by doing the same? the thing was, back in high school, she had found ophelia to be rather attractive, had she not had this no human contact thing, she would have flirted, she would have done anything back then. now, she had been depraved for a long time. 

even when the girl gestured back to the body, she didn’t take her eyes off of ophelia. “how do i know that you’re not just trying to trick me?” she asked, reasonably so. even if it didn’t look like she was ready to attack, callista was unsure. her heart was pumping rather quickly, hell, she was sure that it could be heard. “i’m not– i wasn’t..” shit, she really needed to clear her head and get away from this dead body before it suffocated her.

ophelia crossed her arms in front of her. the light from inside the house illuminated them both just enough for the girl to finally take in callista’s features. she looked even more frightened than she had upon the start of their encounter. truthfully, ophelia wasn’t trying to frighten the girl. so why did she have her backed into a corner? why were her fangs on full display for the other girl before her to see? they were questions she hadn’t bothered asking herself, mostly because she hadn’t bothered to pause and reflect on how all of this looked. “never seen a dead body?” she raised a brow, hoping to lighten the mood. 

“sure they did,” she shook her head at the mere thought. ophelia remembered callista’s big brother but not for good reasons at all. everyone pretty much stayed away from him for callista’s sake, but they didn’t have friendly things to say about him. he was never popular. on the contrary, she vividly remembered him weirding many of her friends out. her lips curled to a tiny smile as she took a few steps back, allowing the other girl some space. she hoped that was enough to prove she wasn’t set on attacking her. “if i wanted to hurt you, i would have done so a little over two minutes ago. besides, you’re too pretty to kill.” there she was again, shamelessly flirting in a time of crisis. 

she craned her neck in discomfort, the tiny pressure there had only seemed to disappear when she had her fangs buried in someone’s flesh. it was almost as if something had been forcing her to do this. she could feel it just now, like someone else was watching them. “you weren’t going to tell on me?” she raised a brow, a sigh of relief slipping past her lips. “good,” she smiled again, only to feel a sharper blow to the back of her neck. her face contorted in pain, hand raising to the back of her neck. “i should get going,” her eyes fell onto the two random partygoers making their way out in their direction. “so should you.” 

[disumanohq]

mytholgiahq :

her eyes couldn’t tear away from him, wouldn’t. the feeling that she had, it encompassed her completely, it was hard to ignore. it wasn’t just this dark side of her that had been bred in more recent times, no, her whole self called to nate. it was almost overwhelming but also familiar in a way that she couldn’t place. all she knew was that she wanted this, to be close to him, to feel him.

amberlie’s heart was beating fast, she could practically hear it racing but it wasn’t out of fear, no, though it wasn’t quite excitement either. it was all him. that was something she had no way of denying. he had this hold over her, one that had disappeared when he had but had come back tenfold now. “it makes you happy.. it makes you want to do things, doesn’t it?” she spoke, voice quieter with how close they were.

her teeth ran over her lip, “i wanted to hate you for it.. for hurting me.. for making me feel like i never even mattered..” even with the subject they were discussing, her voice was light, it carried almost musically over to him. “no one is like you nate, everyone is.. different.” her thought faltered at the end when he stepped even closer, when she sucked in a breath so audibly she knew he had to have heard it. “protect me from what?” her voice was even quieter now, like the question was the last thing on her mind. her eyes flicked down to his lips only seconds before she lent up on her toes and pressed her lips against his.

things would have been easier if she hadn’t known him before all of this. before he became this way. she wouldn’t have liked what he had to offer if she knew how truly twisted and maniacal he was--if she couldn’t have been able to see the last remnants of human still there when he looked at her. 

“yeah,” he murmured in a quick defeat. he couldn’t lie to her, not now or ever. “it gives me a rush...like you can understand.” he shook his head, knowing he may have revealed too much for her to handle. they were just seeing each other after years of silence and avoidance. there was no doubting this was the last thing she wanted to see and hear. her nate, her teenage best friend in full fletched madness. yet at the same time, words were all he had to offer for her at the moment. if he opted for complete silence, who knows what he was capable of?

“i didn’t mean to.” his face was filled with worry, nervousness over what their future held. he was almost certain he couldn’t just step away as easily as he had the first time around. not when she added the slightest bit of color in his black and white world, not when she had already given into a force he was full of. “people like me.” he blinked once, eyes gazing from her bright blues to her lips for just a split second. and then it happened. his breath hitched in his throat at the feeling of her lips against his. nate could only return the action, lips moving urgently against hers for just a few seconds before he pulled back abruptly. “you still have a chance to save yourself, A. from me...from everything.” 

[akanesource]

requested by anonymous

[disumanohq]

mytholgiahq :

marisol wasn’t really a stranger to being with someone, she’d had crushes before and boyfriends but none of them had felt like this. not this instant connection that she felt, this want and need to be with him in this moment, in any moment. it was just this deep feeling that she knew she had never felt before. even now, she thought that maybe she had been in love before but she knew that nothing she had ever felt was as overwhelming and empowering as this.

feeling the way he kissed her back, it settled the nerves and the butterflies in her stomach. she hadn’t planned on kissing him, truly, but she certainly wanted to and she wasn’t regretting it now. no, now she let out a soft sigh into it, her lips moving slowly and gently against his own. her hand moving down to his neck, thumb brushing over his jaw.

slowly, and rather reluctantly, she pulled back. not far, but enough so that she could open her eyes and look up at him. her cheeks were flushed and her lips were a deeper pink than normal, though they were stretched into a soft smile. with another peck to his lips, she let out a light giggle. “that’ll be better when i don’t have to worry about balancing on my tail.” she spoke, voice soft and quiet, like this was a private moment she didn’t want to end yet.

unlike normal guys his age, caspian had long since renounced the idea of a relationship, much less with a human. he had tried numerous times to blend in try relationships. he had dated a few girls in high school, but they all fell through when the spirits had gone rampant after he’d ignored them for a few days. they did whatever they could to claim him, to strip him of his right to a somewhat normal life. it earned him the label of the oddball. he didn’t have friends or anyone to spend time with other than callista. maybe so until now. 

he blinked his eyes open, heat quickly rising to his cheeks as he eyed marisol rather reluctantly. he didn’t know what to think, but he sure hoped she didn’t regret a single second of their kiss. for the first time in what felt like an eternity, the boy felt as though he had a real grip on reality. there was someone out there, someone great. the boy pursed his lips together for a second before letting out a shaky chuckle. 

“are you serious?” he shook his head, dismissing her words in an instant. “that was...possibly the single most amazing kiss i’ve ever had.” caspian didn’t even care whether he sounded cheesy or outlandish. he was speaking his truth, what was coming from his heart. the redhead lifted his hand as he took to tucking a stray strand of hair behind marisol’s ear. “you’re beautiful, marisol.” he wasn’t talking about her tail, or even her physical features. though he was honest when he’d called her the prettiest girl in town during their first meeting. instead, he was talking her character. he couldn’t imagine ever having met someone as amazing and exciting as she. her personality exceeded this boring small town, and he just felt lucky. he felt lucky and warm all over and happy for the first time. she made him feel happy. 

[disumanohq]

mytholgiahq :

life hadn’t been easy for callista. she had both her parents and a brother who loved her sure. she was popular in school, head cheerleader, easily a flirt with whoever caught her attention. then, something had changed and her mother had dropped dead while hugging her. the harder part was that the girl had felt her death run through her. it had been enough to knock her over and send her into a fit of tears.

since she had accidentally killed her mother, callista became wary about human contact. slowly, she had accidentally killed more people and it affected the girl every single time that now she refused contact with someone else. it had been years since she had even hugged her brother, let alone had any sort of relationship. her wardrobe now held a constant array of gloves, different types and colours to compliment whatever outfit she wore.

having stepped outside for a moment, and the less time she spent around a room packed full of people the better, callista was debating on what she wanted to do next. however there was a sound that caught her attention and she turned, red hair flicking over her shoulder, and that’s where she saw it. a girl, someone her own age was, well if she wasn’t aware of herself than she wouldn’t have been able to place it. yet, she new that this girl was feeding off of this guy. a gasp fell from her when the body hit the floor and suddenly she could see the girls face. it was someone she knew, not someone she used to be close with but still. “i.. i-i was just going to go.. h-home.” even in heels, she stepped backwards when ophelia stepped closer, not taking her eyes off of her.

ophelia offered a toothy grin, a tiny gasp emitting into the night air when she realized her sharp fangs were still exposed. “always feels nice when you stick ‘em into someone, but when you accidentally cut your lip? not the grandest of feelings.” she licked at her bottom lip, capturing her own blood and savoring its taste. “not quite the reunion i was expecting. i mean, i knew we barely spoke a word to each other in high school, but home so soon?” she pouted, taking another brave step forward. “i’m a little offended.” now the thing about ophelia was she was nothing like this normally. yeah, she had always been quite the extrovert, maybe a little flirtatious. but outright about her secret? it was only something the human blood she had ingested could achieve. the girl felt on top of the world. 

“do you not remember me?” her eyes flashed a beautiful fiery gold for a brief second before returning to her usual bright blue. “i was what you’d call popular. some called me the prettiest girl in our class.” she furrowed her brows, as though any of this should be jogging callista’s memory. “i always thought i fell second to a certain redhead.” she shrugged her shoulders casually, continuously closing the distance between the two with each passing second. “i might as well cut to the chase since you’re visibly terrified,” she murmured, raising her hands in mock surrender. “i’m not going to hurt you, or anyone else tonight. i was just...i needed that blood.” her head gestured back to the dead body behind them. the problem was she hadn’t initially felt any urges tonight. she hadn’t felt urges in years. she couldn’t explain what had come over her. it was like a voice had gotten in her head, telling her she needed to kill someone. “i’m not a monster, not typically. so uh...can we keep this between us, red?” her eyes flickered across her features. callista was so gorgeous, even when she was terrified. “think you can keep a secret just this once?” she offered a sincere smile. 

[disumanohq]

mytholgiahq :

there was a part of her, a rather large part that she was noticing more now that she was standing in front of him, that had missed nate. god, she had loved him, even when she’d just been some awkward teen with no real knowledge of what love was, she knew that she had loved him. it’s why it had hurt so much when he had left. 

even though their lives had been different, him with his demon side and her with her faerie side, they both had their own callings, had a certain influence over their lives. she had never judged him, or thought of him any differently. now, well she wasn’t sure about him because she had no clue what had happened, what he had seen or done. it was a mystery and she knew that whatever it was had shaped him into who he was now.

amberlie blew out a soft huff, biting on the inside of her cheek. “yeah? and what does it do to you nate?” she certainly knew that she hadn’t had any sort of darkness in her when they had known each other. she couldn’t help the scoff that left her lips then, “that’s such a stupid reason. you’re an idiot. i loved you and you leaving? that didn’t protect me, that broke me.” amberlie licked her lips as she stared up at him, feeling his fingertips along her jawline made her shiver. “why don’t you think i did it?”

it was scary to think that even now, even after the transformation he had taken, he was capable of love. a part of him wondered whether he had any right to call it that. after all, nate had renounced any human feelings long ago. he had promised not to lead a life where he was standing between two lines, unsure of which one to pick. no. he had chosen a path, and there was no way he planned on getting off course. not when he was just about to unleash his plan to eliminate the light supernaturals of this town. 

and yet, the longer he eyed her, the less he felt he would have been doing her a big dishonor if he hadn’t at least attempted to rekindle their long lost friendship. and this darkness she had harboring within her, waiting to make its emergence into the world? well, that was reason enough for nate to want her at his side. it didn’t take much for him to deduce that this might have been the perfect excuse to keep her close, to allow his heart just the slightest satisfaction, to tend to something he’d been depriving himself of for years. 

“it...” he paused for a second, his mind racing with possible adjectives. he clenched his jaw, wondering whether the words swarming through his brain were a bit too intense. “it excites me.” he craned his neck, suddenly feeling embarrassed at his admittance. amberlie was still a good girl. she couldn’ t correct what had already sheltered itself in her heart but she could have always opted to ignore it. to choose the light. “i know.” his voice was unusually quiet, the gruff tone he used with others completely disappearing when he spoke to the blonde. he couldn’t pretend around her. he knew she’d see through the bullshit in seconds. “because you were never like me.” he raised a brow, taking a step forward. he was practically hovering over her, but not in the usual intimidating fashion. “not until now. say the word and i’ll help you let it in. i’ll protect you this time. for real.” 

[veronicadvalle]

#i’m not crying #you are