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Hey, how r u?

#beenbetter

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im insane because why did i just order 2 ostrich legs

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can anyone c me

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cant help but keep noticing how in this world you have to be certain about literally everything to be somebody. who you are, who you want to be, what you want to do, plans, deadlines, your feelings, your ideas, interests etc. i always struggled with knowing who i am and looking back uncertainty/neutrality has been an essential trait that i now realize left me totally lost in terms of feelings/likes/my whole personality. i question my interests every day thinking im a fraud and all of it is performance when i literally can't prove it either way. same thing with transness, past few years ive been claiming (still do) to be a trans woman even though im pretty sure (always been) im really nonbinary, i shaved my head to regain #neutrality, i wear pretty gender neutral clothes, i like both men and women etc etc. everything outside the neutral feels like a performance - and it is - and i feel like a clown making any choices

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