cian

give me attention

[dixcain]

id do anything you tell me to but id rather not scare you away with the extent of my devotion

[dixcain]

all i wanna do is starve myself, talk to him, and read toxic yaoi/yuri

[dixcain]

he’s the sweetest boy in the world— he deserves someone so much better than me

[dixcain]

am i better than everyone

or

is everyone better than me

do i hate everyone

or

does everyone hate me

hmm decisions decisions

[dixcain]

i stalk his account, check who likes his posts, stalk all of them, like the posts where he’s mentioned, get upset about it, and do it all over again