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death is not the enemy of love.

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im so curious sicne you play hsr & gnsn do you also play other hyv games? like hi3 tot or zzz

no

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vedrfolnir competing with rerir for most moe sinner

vedrfolnir and moe in the same sentence... maybe if he showed his face first 😒😒😒

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starting a club of toxic genshin girlfriends (applications open). modern au but i feel like this can also be applicable to canon

columbina is a toxic girlfriend because she weaponizes how she's generally perceived: ditzy, airheaded, and kind to a fault. it's not like her attitude is disingenuous, but people refuse to see past that, resulting in an impenetrable clean reputation. they know columbina, and columbina is the sing-songy short woman who always skip-walks the office place with her girlfriend who... everyone doesn't really bother to know. introverted or you just can't be bothered -- people know next to nothing about to you.

so when a lover's quarrel spreads as gossip in the workplace, everyone is immediately taking columbina's side no matter how objectively correct you are. columbina can never be an instigator because, well... she's columbina? and from what they've seen from the two of you, she's the one who tends to go with your wishes. you're ostracized and peer-pressured into forgiving her most of the time. sure, she may be the one who suggested that you shouldn't be hanging out with close 'girl friends' from work, and she may have suggested that you retire early to be a stay-at-home wife for her, but like they've said... columbina is columbina, she means no harm. ever.

skirk is a toxic girlfriend because she's crazily possessive. picture being 14 year old ajax who got separated from his family during a trip to a foreign land, and he's picked up by a pair of married women who are the total opposite of each other. you're all smiles and gentle words while skirk remains straight-faced, reluctantly taking in this snot-nosed kid until you can contact his parents. his time spent in your shared home was brief, but during that period, he was exposed to a relationship dynamic so unlike his parents'.

you're only ever let out when skirk is accompanying you. otherwise, you stay cooped up inside with ajax as your only company. you have no personal phone -- always making calls from skirk's, a baffling fact when even ajax has one of his own. you wait by the sofa when skirk leaves until she comes home. you're really just a... housewarmer. you feel so one-dimensional because how come there's nothing to you as a person outside of being skirk's lover? odd. years later, ajax still thinks about the bizarre situation he found himself in.

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see now i'm thinking about fae (y/n) who survived from turning into moondust after hyperborea fell (thousands of years old) and compare that to 700-years-old fae flins... fae (y/n) you are a COUGAR

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everyone... let's start worshipping mitya.

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trying to stay mad at mitya because he's a weird otaku freak coked up on yae publishing sweatshop mangas yet unfortunately also the genius behind the thing keeping snezhnayans from freezing over

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polar bear (cryo sov) no longer in arlington texas (nod-krai) and is instead finally in their homeland (snezhnaya)... AKA small expansion to the harem... let's discuss.

mitya x cryo sov: in the same tree as dottore x cryo sov and sandrone x cryo sov but less professional and more buddy-buddy. the element of fascination is still there, and assuming that he's the one behind the kresnik's torch in snezhnaya, we can even say that he needed to extensively study cryo sov to create such inventions. but unlike loserbinger #1 and loserbinger #2 who are chronic fumblers, mitya easily eases cryo sov into conversations, thus becoming their friend. and since he's an otaku (verdict: pending), he might even introduce cryo sov to his favorite slop and melt your brain that way... the wisest minds of teyvats are being poisoned because of aurafarming mangas from yae publishing sweatshops.

danica x cryo sov: danica 'eternally devoted to the cryo sovereign' last name. it's not hard to see why danica would be devoted to you; maybe she even became a maid just so she could properly serve you a la tsaritsa 'palace maid recruitment' programs. although the job of being a maid becomes lost when danica assumes everything up to battles. your strength is a national treasure, you mustn't waste your energy on needless enemies and let her do all the work instead. it's a bit hypocritical though, because she instantly shuts up about your energy preservation the moment you suggest supporting her in battle (aka stellar conduct/swirl combo). that's kind of domestic, yes...? please tell her no, it's not and that it's all in her head.

noy x cryo sov: timeline is a bit wonky but hag x hag... not to say belyi tsar x cryo sov and nastya x cryo sov isn't... but the small chance of noy being a fae survivor from hyperborea (asmoday nepotism) means he's possibly older than #those two. i have this image of noy in my head where he rarely ever makes public appearances despite his noble standing, and when he does, all he talks about is during the time when the cryo sovereign's reincarnation did this and that and guides humanity to safety during the cataclysm, etc. he's your number one supporter, so don't be a stranger and visit him over a few shared drinks from time to time.... and think about that marriage proposal that's been pending for centuries.

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everyone... let's start worshipping mitya.

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me and the group i made up in my head

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riri whos ur fav phairiant (phainon variant)???

he doesn't even have a dedicated fic, but.... idolnon...

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SIDEPIECENON I MISS U EVERYDAY.... post-break up with your npc (ex) bf making phainon your official partner instead, but now that he doesn't need to sneak around with his affections, he's instead bedridden with a paranoia that consumes him whole.

look, you promised and told him so many times before when he was still your side dick on the weekends, that you loved him more than you did with your (then) boyfriend. but lately... when he's in bed with you, hearing you speak sweet, coupley stuff into his ears, he can't help but wonder if this is a never-ending cycle, and he's been rotated to the position where he's supposed to be blind to the other guy. are you saying the same things to your new side dick? has there always been other side pieces apart from him?

you promised. but when he knows the ugliest parts of you, it's hard to accept blindly. tracking your location is fine for a time, but who's to say you don't have other phones he's not aware of? keeping you in his arms all day and night is just wishful thinking too.

he's really, seriously starting to consider trapping you with a baby :/ he can't have you meeting other men when there's an infant at home to take care of.

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lohen nang gayuma sa'yo gamit youtube tutorials sourced from the hexenzirkel (quiapo branch) channel

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columbina looked so unbothered at the beginning of your break-up that it somewhat stung your heart. you had seen it all when you scrolled past her stories on instagram (still mutuals with each other as you felt like it would be immature to unfollow over a relationship ending); out clubbing, laughing during karaoke, posing with her friends, and celebrating her academic achievements. it's as if she's happier now that you're no longer part of her life, of her inner circle. yet you chastise yourself for feeling this way. after all, you were the one who ended things in the belief that separation would fix her underlying issues.

and maybe it did, seeing how she's thriving in the present time.

it's okay, this is just you mourning what your relationship had been. you'll look back on all of this one day and laugh about how ridiculous you were, heart free from constraints.

she's clearly moved on already. it's about time you move on, too.

eventually, you do. still not at the point where hearing her name invokes nothing, but enough for you to meet someone online and cheese over the corny things they do for you. nights spent longing for your ex's embrace are replaced by the yearning that has started to take root at the base of your heart.

you no longer look for columbina the moment you enter a lecture room, you don't obsessively check her instagram stories and notes anymore, and you have stopped regretting your decision to end things with her. this is further solidified when your current talking stage formally asks you out on a date.

after class, 7pm. good enough for you. they even offered to drive you back to your apartment.

all dolled up, the last thing you expected standing outside of your door is your ex, columbina, with ruined mascara and bare feet. did she run all the way here...? you're not given a chance to ask out loud when she seizes your wrist, forcing you down to her height as she begs you not to cheat on her.

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bina imploring her large group of friends to start shipping her with the cute, dependable performing arts student whom she shares one (1) class woth. if they're REAL friends, they would play matchmaker, but what does bina know about friendships 😔😔 she's been a loner all her life... (guilt-tripping card).

nefer being the main target of columbina's bugging because she knows everyone's secrets on their campus, including yours. it usually costs a hefty fee, but seeing her friend mope around like a limp noodle in between classes is pathetic enough that she's pushed to do a kind act. gives bina your contact number and watches with deadpan eyes as the shorter woman springs to life, suddenly energetic. even uses her direct connection with you to put in a good word for columbina without being too obvious. mention music in passing, and nefer will smoothly slide in about this friend she has from another program... she used to perform on stage; if you're curious, nefer can send you the videos.

flins is... well. he speaks like he's from the victorian era sometimes, and his methods of courting suggested to bina is.... hm. kindly put, very old-fashioned. but he has his other uses (read: pushing columbina into situations where you're bound to interact with her). wearing a face mask, pretending to be a stranger as he elbows her into your side during a rough cafeteria line before he disappears with a supportive thumbs-up. he lingers around to hear bits of her conversation with you: oh, you're the one nefer mentioned.... columbina, right? we talked online before too, i think?

...yes, we have!

traveler and paimon unexpectedly being the third and fourth wheel on what you claim to be 'friendly dates'. they know the angelic, kind, sometimes selfish, columbina... but the arrows they feel piercing through their skulls as of this moment... they're introduced to jealousbina. it's not like they mean to! >< they're your close friends first, and it isn't until they come closer that they notice your additional company. columbina... they love you dearly this is nothing personal they promise... think about the group projects they've been through together! ><

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rielle.... come to me

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can we get an interaction between king irmin heir and pierro?? maybe where he is her mentor at the universitas like you’ve written about before 👀 pls i am obsessed with your writings about khaenriah

vice president eftirvit rarely concerns himself with the rumors that whisper around king irmin's grand palace. unfortunately, as an important member of the king's court, he hears it often: so and so slept with a high-ranking knight, a lover's dispute happened in the farmer's market, and a peasant who was vying for a noble lady's hand was recently publicly executed.

the figures from these stories are nameless to him, just ghostly figures passing by his mind before he reaches the magnanimous throne room. he forgets them the moment his meeting with king irmin finishes.

anything that concerns you, however, is enough to make his head swivel at attention. miscellaneous rumors has been pushed aside this week for a rather fervent one concerning the king's heir and the president of the universitas.

without meaning to, he nears the gossiping maids to hear them better.

president hroptatyr is actively courting the princess!

eftirvit grimaces. oh, what a blatant lie. he reminds himself that the rumors spread around are more than likely to be fake, and this one is no exception. he wills himself to forget it as usual, only resurfacing when you visit his office for a tutoring session.

the rumor is fake. he knows it is. but something prods him to confirm it -- just in case.

you've been discussed fervently, he starts, not looking up from the documents to be signed on his desk.

a few feet away, your makeshift study space slightly jostles when you put down your textbook to look at him. the one with president hroptatyr? oh, uhm...

he straightens his back, becoming alarmed at your clear hesitation. refuting it is no problem, not unless...

is it true?

you frown. he did propose to court me... but i'm not into him. truth to be told, mister eftirvit, i find him to be boring. keep this a secret between us, okay?

his lips twitch into the slightest of smiles, chest suddenly relieved of an unknown pressure that manifested seconds ago. you have my word for it.

he intended to leave it on that note, but your added words have him replaying it even in his dreams.

besides! i like those who are older than me. haha!

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mother reader x son albedo uh oh 😳

; momcon albedo

hnghgnghgnhhh essentially co-parenting with rhinedottir because where she lacks (nurturing and actually caring for albedo) is what you fulfill. between the two of you, she's clearly the strict and expectant mother. while albedo does try his best to accelerate his speed of learning to meet her expectations, he's still a newly made artificial human -- errors are bound to happen, much to rhinedottir's disappointment. he's the only creation she actively considers her 'son', and that title, foreign as it is, bears a heavy weight on his shoulders.

without you around, he'd surely be hunched over his desk, obsessing over the old books rhinedottir used to study until days blur around him in an undecipherable mess. fortunately, you always come knocking outside his door, peeking your head in and coaxing him to take a rest.

he always intends to shoo you away, tell you that he just needs five more minutes to get this research done, but your earnest eyes have him biting down the tip of his tongue and nodding.

okay, mother.

you are the textbook definition of what a mother should be. running your hands through his hair, so doting and checking up on the progress his made and listening with rapt attention, teaching him the ways of life and the intricacies of socialization. family, friends, lovers, strangers... you taught him what they are and how they'll play a part in his life.

he gets so used to you and your affection; eager to show you his studies and sketches because he can never, ever disappoint you. the highest praise rhinedottir has given him is your lowest praise. you're so amazing, albedo. i'm proud of you. he tucks those words and pays you with a smile, faint blush in his cheeks.

thank you, mother. you're too kind.

when rhinedottir leaves albedo with a letter, he faces the heartwrenching realization that she took you away from him too.