Good day.... This is not a easy post for me. Thursday February 10, 2022 at precisely 12:58pm, my father lost his battle with Cancer. He was 84 years old. The best way I thought I could handle it was to say silent. I did open up to a few individuals about it but that was wrong of me. Holding it in made it worse. I broke down this past Thursday. I was with my good friend @lyneluvdance when it happened. I'm happy she was there. I didn't want to be alone. It hurts so bad. My heart was in pain. I'm still crying as I write this post. I had a Very Confusing relationship with my Father. I'm happy he was honest with me. He gave me his Truth before he passed away. He gave me closure. I can move on. In some ways, he taught me how to be a father. He taught me how to share with others. He taught me how to understand the roadways. He also taught me how Not To Like The Scent of BEER ( lol... family inside Joke ). I'm dealing with this much better now. Communication is the key. It's ok to cry. It's ok to scream and yell. I'm learning that now. It's doesn't make you weak. It's shows that you're Human. At the time, I thought I had to be strong for my family. Now, I have to be Strong for me. Rest In Peace Douglas E. Brown Sr aka DOUGIE as they called him (at Brooklyn, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CaSH0kDLko5/?utm_medium=tumblr
