THE DELIRIUM OF NEGATION

Cause I'm losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Ind. Sel. & Priv. Dr. Cassidy Cascade of Scream Queens. Penned by Allie | xxxiv | est.

[familiainsania-archived-deactiv]

                                          cut my life into pieces.

ft. muses from scream queens, tracers, cuckoo, & the adventures of sharkboy and lavagirl. *most have verses for ahs, spn, & twilight

[huntingbeasts-deactivated201906]

Cassidy reaches up to cup the other's face, leaning forward to press their lips together in a heated kiss. They've only had a couple of nights like this, but it's everything to Cassidy because it makes him feel so ALIVE. He lets out a soft noise as his tongue pushes past Rafael's lips as he presses his body against him.

RANDOM AFFECTION.

                                   WARM HANDS ON HIS SKIN ARE SOMEWHAT UNFAMILIAR; A FEELING OF CLOSENESS AND BELONGING; HE SELDOM FELT AROUND ANYONE. Chocolate hues slowly flicker upwards, not sure what kind of emotions he will find, when actually looking into Cassidy’s features. But he doesn’t even have to try && read the other male, because as always, actions speak louder than words && soft lips against his soothe Rafaels longing for some kind of answer to the UNSPOKEN QUESTION of how Cassidy feels about him. Eyes fall shut, while hands find their way around the Doctors neck, a soft smile mixing in between affectionate touching of lips && when he decides to actually give into the other males seductive behavior, he realizes how much he had missed human contact, that was based on more than a simple beer order in a filthy pub. Hands sneak lower to wrap around Cassidy’s waist && pull him even closer, not wanting any space left between them, while eager teeth, tongue && lips lick, nibble && softly pull on the other males sweet lips.

[doctordelusion]

miaplacdus:

❝ breakfast for dinner? ❞ she asks, eyes widening. like… eating a breakfast cotton ball for dinner? what an incredible concept! ❝ did you bring your own cotton? ❞ she asks, tilting her head to the side. expression is only mildly more animated as they speak, but something in her stomach feels strange. like there’s a little man in there, doing cartwheels, and making everything all jumble-y. 

a heavy sigh escapes him and he shakes his head, eyes closing. he heard chanel talking about eating cotton the other day. “you can’t be serious. eating cotton is not something you need to be doing. it’s incredibly unhealthy for you and provides zero nutritional value. please tell me you eat more than cotton?” he asks, fearing he knows the answer.

[doctordelusion]

beguilcd:

          There’s something about him that brings out things in her that no one else can.   Things she doesn’t even necessarily like to show,  but she doesn’t mind him being in on the fact she’s maybe not quite as HEARTLESS as she thought.   Empathy doesn’t come naturally for her but it’s there.   A soft sigh escapes her nose when he kisses her again and she smiles into it.

          LAUGHTER tumbles from her lips and she nods.   “  I got it.   I showed it to Number Five but she didn’t notice him so I didn’t point him out.  ”   No need to mention that their inattentiveness had been the cause of Chanel’s meltdown.   She can’t deny that Chanel drives her crazy but she’s the reason she has such a great job that provides her the money to be able to visit Cassidy.   She can’t give it up.   “  How long are you staying this time?  ”   She realizes he’s busy too and she’s glad for any time they get to spend together but she always misses him so much when they’re apart.

he loves the way he can draw things out of her that no one else can. the soft sighs, the smiles, the laughter---pure genuine laughter, too, not the forced, fake kind that he hears so often around chanel. cassidy’s smile grows as he listens to her and he wishes they were out of the car and at her place already, but he keeps himself together. for now, anyway. 

“i’m here for the weekend. got brock to cover my shift on saturday,” he grins. “what do you wanna do for the weekend? wanna go out anywhere or just stay in together?” he asks, taking her hand in his and lacing their fingers together. 

[doctordelusion]

kappamuffed:

❝ no, no, i’m pretty sure i lack that one, specific part. ❞ she says, but she shrugs it off. she doesn’t care. mostly because she can’t, but also because it doesn’t directly affect anything. that’s how it’s always been. besides, isn’t it better to feel nothing, than to feel everything? she knows which one she would pick. 

cassidy smiles at her, eyes narrowing playfully. he doesn’t agree, but it’s nothing to fight over. and who knows? maybe she’s right. either way, he can take comfort in knowing that somewhere in that beautiful head of hers, she has feelings for him and that’s all that matters. “so... any chance you wanna do breakfast for dinner tonight?” he asks with a pleading smile. it’s his absolute favorite. 

[doctordelusion]

“You’re so much different when we’re alone.” -- weinertouched

@wienertouched

“that’s because you know my secret,” he smiles at chad. “i don’t have to lie about anything, i can just be myself... it’s refreshing. you’re different when we’re alone, too, you know?” he says with a smirk.

[doctordelusion]

♤ bathing your character - kappamuffed

@kappamuffed​

The latest kill had not gone so well. It had been messy and Cassidy didn’t like that. Not at all. When Chanel #3 had found him, he’d been completely covered from head to toe in someone else’s blood. It was at this moment that he realized he didn’t want to do this anymore, and it had honestly sent him into a daze. 

She led him to one of the tubs in the hospital and helped him in, discarding the bloody clothes and got a washcloth to help clean the blood from his face. He let her help him, let her wash away the evidence. He watched as the water became more and more red, letting out a sigh. When she was nearly done, he turned to her, meeting her gaze. 

“I’m sorry,” he whispered, eyes searching hers. Could she forgive him for this? Would she? He had no idea, but he hoped so---she was the best thing in his life.

[wickedlymeme]

“I wish it could always be like this.”

“You’re always there for me.”

“The stars are the only thing that makes sense.”

“There’s more out there, you just have to be patient.”

“It doesn’t all have to be existential dread.” 

“You’re so much different when we’re alone.”

“I like it when the worlds quiet.” 

“There’s a place for us somewhere.”

“They’ll name constellations after you one day.”

“Your hearts beating so fast.”

“They don’t know what they want.”

“You don’t know what you want.”

“That’s what they’re supposed to say.”

“We really don’t know what we’re doing.”

“I miss the old you.”

“Nostalgias a trap.”

“Aliens are out there.”

“Did you hear that?”

“I really want pizza right now, think it’s open?” 

“What time is it?”

“But why would they abduct cows?”

“We’ll all be dead soon enough anyways.” 

“I wish we didn’t have to sleep.”

“What do you believe in?”

“What happens after we die?”

“Seems like a silly thing to say, don’t you think?” 

“And what’s your excuse?”

“You’ll get it together soon.”

“Sometimes I feel like I’ll never have it together.”

“It’d be better if people weren’t so afraid of their feelings.”

“You keep quiet and we both lose.”

“I wish I could save this forever.”

“When did you realize you were in love with me?”

“The rooms spinning.”

“I loved you long before you knew.”

“I’m not afraid of death, I think it’ll be peaceful.”

“The Universe is too big for that.”

“Do you think we’ve met in other lives?” 

“I’d come back to haunt you.” 

“Would you come back to haunt me?”

“What’s alternate universe you doing right now?”

“Tell me a secret.”

“Why haven’t you told anyone?” 

“I wish we knew each other sooner.”

“You’re a game changer.” 

“I’m a game changer.”

“Don’t ignore fate.” 

“Ignorance isn’t bliss.”

“What, is that a conspiracy theory?”

“It’s probably the Illuminati anyways.” 

[doctordelusion]

okay but ah/s murd/er ho/use verse where cassidy buys the mur/der ho/use to be closer to cha/nel #3 but then gets stuck in the house

[familiainsania-archived-deactiv]

Guess I’m just one of                               those kinda people…                                                     can’t hang onto anything nice.

ind. sel. priv. cam bennett of 2015′s Tracers loved by allie

[chronolust]

[taylorl365]

[taylorl365]

Vote for Taylor in the 2017 Teen Choice Awards

Choice Scene Stealer - Scream Queens

[doctordelusion]

💀

[doctordelusion]

Cassidy secretly wonders if he’s some kind of vampire and if he’ll ever develop a taste for human blood.

[doctordelusion]

I love Cassidy Cascade.

[allfortaylorlautner]

INSTAGRAM: Happy 4th from me and this random guy in the backseat with me.. 💥🇺🇸💥  (x)