Yearly post! Good god life is so crazy. I am now twenty-seven. This account is about fifteen years old. FIFTEEN. Wow. My archive is a dedication to my teendom. I always kind of giggle when I take a scroll down memory lane (like my pun?). I was diagnosed with major depression when I was only twelve, so I don't want to negate my past feelings, but omg sooo dramatic!!! I blame Lana Del Rey and the first season of American Horror Story lmao. Something I noticed is how much stock I used to put into my relationships, both romantic and platonic, when I could've been putting it all into myself. Self love is something I still struggle with- to be honest, I don't know if I'll ever be "healed". But that's okay, because my idea of healing changes every day. Keeping myself going is the most healing journey of all I am so grateful my suicide attempt failed all those years ago. I am so blessed to be able to wake up every day and try again. I will try and try until my creator decides I've tried enough. Perspective is everything. Anyways, no one will see this because my account is dead :) But that's fine, it'll always be here for my scrolls<3
