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tagging: whoever hasn’t done it yet but wants to! <3

d  Dancing With Myself by Billy Idol o  O Death by Amy Van Roekel e  Evermore by Taylor Swift ft. Bon Iver e  Edge of Seventeen by Stevie Nicks y  Your Ghost is Gone by The Get Up Kids e  Echo by Vérité f   From Eden by Hozier u  Uninvited by Alanis Morissette l  Lucky by Aurora

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wulfmade​:

   one liner for // @doeeyeful 

    ‘ you know i’m starting to really hate the smell of cinnamon.  ‘ there’s another sneeze.  there’s absolutely nothing wrong with cinnamon.  he’s just blaming a cold on it.  better than admitting he caught a cold. 

     One of her eyebrows arched, as she looked at her friend and then her breakfast, which had more than a normal amount of cinnamon and pushed it further away from Remus - and his nose. “I’m learning something new about you every day.” The redhead took a sip from her tea. “But also are you feeling alright?”

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        Alright, here we go again... I’m really sorry my activity (which is like non existent) was even worse than usually. I just recently got promoted at work, which means more hours and more stress. We’re also opening up a new store and had some issues, so it’s currently really just chaos, so at the end of the day I either didn’t have time or energy to get on. I’m going to try to get some things done now. Also again, so sorry to anyone who might have been waiting on me. It’s not a lack of interest or me not wanting to be here, because I really do.

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“There’s a little witch in all of us.” -Practical Magic

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@askabound​​ said:   “ I’m sorry, I don’t take orders. I barely take suggestions. ”

♡   PINTEREST FINDS  -  VOL. 5

     "I believe I know you good enough to know you don’t take orders.” She twisted her red hair around her fingers, turning her gaze from the fire to her friend. “And since you seem to be so much against suggestions... how about an advice?” Lily untwisted the strand of hair from he fingers and gathered it with the rest to put it up in a pony tail. As she stood up from the couch she stretched. “Look, I know if I tell you not to do something you will likely just do exactly what I asked you not to do. But listening to me every now and then is actually not the worst thing that could happen to you - just saying.” The girl gathered her stuff laying around and piled them up on one of the tables with the intention to get them later. “Want to come with me or are you staying here?”

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Someone please plot with me. ❤

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@proditeur​​ said:   "Remember to live while you are busy surviving."

♡   PINTEREST FINDS  -  VOL. 5

     "Easier said then done.” Her eyes were fixated on the horizon far off in the distance. “Surviving has become such a big part of my life, I’m not sure I remember how it’s supposed to  be without all of the fighting.” And fear. Even if she didn’t like to admit, after all she was a Gryffindor, the house that took pride in being brave, and although no one could claim Lily Evans wasn’t brave, there was also that tiny voice in her head. The voice that stubbornly reminded her of everything that was at stake, everything that could go wrong. But also everything she was fighting for. “I am fighting so I can live. Live a life where surviving is a given and not the threat of death always looming over our heads.”

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    I’ll write a headcanon post about Lily and smoking. I just have another headcanon-y thing I wanted to write first. 

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HOW DOES YOUR MUSE CARRY EMOTIONS?

ANGER: jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going non verbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts

JOY: easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing/giggling, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savours joy

SADNESS: crying, bottling it up, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates and processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalizes it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better

EMBARRASSMENT/SHAME: blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervously, laughs it off, overthinks, lets it go, self deprecating humor, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate

GUILT: avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashes out, internalizes, apologizes, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt/conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others

FEAR/ANXIETY: trembling, crying, sarcasm/sass to cope, rambles, goes silent, gets angry, fidgeting, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewelry/clothing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, over-reacts, under-reacts, calm, logical, panic, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyzes, talks to themselves, breathing exercises, flight, fight, withdraw, fawn

tagged by: @askabound​ <3 tagging: i feel like everyone already probs either did it or has been tagged... but in case not feel yourself tagged.

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WHO ARE YOU?

alone. You feel deeply lonely. Not in your physical world necessarily. You may tell yourself you’re loved and valued, but in the depths of your despair you feel utterly abandoned. You value your independence, but sometimes you wonder if that’s not just an excuse for lacking intimacy. You don’t allow yourself to yearn, for fear that you may admit even t yourself how desolate you feel. 

tagged by: @askabound​ tagging: whoever fills like doing it <3

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Alex Chen is the new love of my life!

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@askabound​​ said:   “ Love looks pretty on you.”

♡   PINTEREST FINDS  -  VOL. 5

     “Next thing you’re telling me is that I’m glowing?” She was actually happy, like she haven’t been in a while and it must have showed. Everything seemed to just go wrong. Severus was no longer her friend, Petunia seemed to despise her more and more with every passing day and of course there was the growing threat that was waiting for them outside of the walls of Hogwarts. Sometimes it all got just too much of a weight resting on her shoulders. So finding some happiness in times like this was something she really wanted to hold onto. “I think love generally looks good on everyone. It’s because of the hormones released... but thanks.”

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@askabound​ said:   ‘What would actually happen if you did say ‘boo’ to a ghost? I’ve often wondered.’

THIS IS HALLOWEEN!

     After letting out a deep sigh, Lily lowered the book she was reading during breakfast and her gaze rested on Sirius’ face who was sitting next to her. For a few moments she tried to read his face to determine if he was being serious or not. “You’re surrounded by ghosts on a daily basis. How about you stop wondering and go and find out?” It was one of those questions that was totally silly and would have never crossed her mind on it’s own, but now she was intrigued and actually wanted an answer too. “Hogwarts is big enough for you to test out this theory on different ghosts as well, for a variety of reactions.” While she spoke she looked over at the one of the Great Hall’s corners where Nearly Headless Nick was talking to one of the other ghosts. “Do you think it would work better during the day or night time?”

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Nancy Drew in every episode: E13 - The Whisper Box

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        Okay so I know I disappeared for two weeks, it’s because I was visiting my mom at times didn’t even have internet, plus because I haven’t see her for so long, it was really nice to spend some time with her. But now I’m back and ready to be fully active. Well kinda... work is going to be a LOT, so I might be tired and all, so my blog will still be mostly low activity, but I can lurk around more again. I have done a couple replies this afternoon, but I’m off again, because of a lovely headache... However I just wanted to drop in and update that I’m not ignoring anyone! I will also reply to messages regarding plotting and stuff tomorrow, so once again, please don’t think I’m ignoring you, I’m just hella slow and kinda disorganized. 

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@askabound​ said:  ‘Yes, well, the only thing frightening at the present is how you’re holding that carving knife.’

THIS IS HALLOWEEN!

     Lily squinted looking from her hand holding said knife to Sirius. She suggested they spent the afternoon craving pumpkins - something she could ever get tired of. It was supposed to be a fun time and it promised to be one up until now. “So, not only do you insult my pumpkin by claiming it’s not terrifying at all, but you also insult my craving technique? You really shouldn’t upset a person who is holding a knife. Just a general life advice.” The redhead tilted her head and winked at her friend, before her gaze retuned to her hands. “Besides, I don’t see where the problem is.”

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Are those answered and headcanon and etc. header graphics a thing here in the HP fandom too? Bc I know some other rp communities use them. If it is, I really need one... also I think I need to redo my icons, bc I’m not really happy with them. And I probably need new tags.