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[serenisleepy]

[littlesparkequeen]

[ilzzey]

[littlemisshelena]

[kiricumber]

[silkribbonfawn]

how life feels recently

[doeeyestoji]

My biggest fear was finding out you had moved on. But that’s not true. I am petrified of being right where you left me. Not being able to move on. Not doing it for myself. I have dreams of your disgust and happiness of my removal in your life. While it hurts to be seen disposable. I don’t mind knowing I won’t see you again. I just want to disregard the need to prove I’m not. I’m not connected towards you as a person. But the fear of being treated like that again. I’m set back to my initial goal. It’s to continue improving and building a long lasting happiness.

[aquivian]

[irlitgirl]

[doeeyestoji]

Will be turning 22 soon. I don’t know who I want to become nor do I know what I want. I’m going through life just doing something just to say I’m doing something about it. But everything feels worthless and draining. I don’t enjoy the challenge. It’s not rewarding learning. I’m going on a checklist to see where I belong.

I just hope to find it soon.

[cutemysteriousgirl12]

[shimmeringterroroblivion]

[springfairey]

[quotefeeling]

“With the right music, you either forget everything or you remember everything.”

— Unknown

[shimmeringterroroblivion]

[cynicaldisillusion]

i pray it doesnt get to me

[rozzypozyy]

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