thank you for everything

password locking on 11/15

[doggiedoll]

new blog has been made, if you want it you can dm me or ask off anon <3

[doggiedoll]

hi. long time no see. im not coming back, dont worry, but i did want to post an update.

situation with my dad got a lot worse and im moving out urgently pretty soon. if you wanna help me you can dm me for my depop and ill give it out. i have a few jirai pieces up and will be putting more up eventually.

thats all.

[doggiedoll]

so its official! i wont be deleting but i will be password locking my blogs on 11/15 at midnight, MST. if you want to find me elsewhere thats gonna kinda be the deadline ^^;

i have decided to not delete to avoid people trying to impersonate me or something. if you see a blog that seems to be "me" after that point, its not me. i have completely left this side of tumblr and wont be coming back.

thank you all for everything <3 i will be checking back every so often in case anyone reaches out 4 the new blog.

for those who dont: i understand. stay safe and please keep pushing on. this world would never be the same without you.

i love you all. /p

[doggiedoll]

Omg you got a few mean anons and now you're deleting your acc? stop being hysterical dude

are you mad because you got called out? is that it? can't handle criticism? lmao good riddance, you deserve everything bad that happens to you

bro fr thinks its about them. self-centered, much? but nah i wanna move on to have an art blog without worrying ab my acc getting termed bc of this blog mainly :P

[doggiedoll]

hi everynyan, i think the time has come for me to start fresh. as much as i love this blog, i am considering moving on. i dont know if ill just put it into retirement and stop using it, or delete the account entirely, but i think.. im ready to go towards a brighter future and leave this part of my life behind ^^;

i will be remaking, somewhere else where hopefully none of the past will follow me, but i'm not sure when that'll happen ^^; ! moots are free to ask for my new blog when its ready, ill post about it.

[doggiedoll]

what is UP with your anons holy shit

like someone will just submit some awful shit then another guy will come in and be like "hmm i think you sent that to yourself...." as if people write up paragraphs of hate to themselves while pretending to be other people regularly

i am pretty certain it’s all just one guy that likes to pretend to be other people to try to make me think a ton of people hate me. they’ve done this in the past and it is a common pattern with them. you can tell it’s the same person because they always go for the same things. (SW past, sexually harassing me, calling me fat, bringing my gf into it, or saying i’m sexualizing agere etc.)

i don’t really get anons except from the same couple people (mostly my friends) bc i’m pretty irrelevant now so that’s the only real explanation i can think of.

thank you for reassuring me this whole thing is absurd though 😭😭 sometimes it’s nice to know people can tell it’s not me sending them

[self-harm-harm-reduction]

If you have a disability caused or worsened by self-harm, eating disorders, substance use, or a suicide attempt you are just as worthy of resources as any other disabled person. Just like how disability has no morality, neither does the cause of your disability.

[jiraisupportgroup]

[doggiedoll]

dad stop talking i need to use safe calm secure place & spiral & half smile willing hands shut up for a minute /j

[doggiedoll]

had my first EMDR sesh today

[doggiedoll]

please mark my grave "unknown"

[doggiedoll]

a perfect sunset is rising in the sky

i know my body is ready to fly

i start the countdown backwards from ten

when i reach one my family name will end

[doggiedoll]

doing a HUGE closet cleanout and donating a shit ton of stuff. im so proud of myself.

[doggiedoll]

ana really got me saying shit like "pooping is my favorite time of the day it makes me feel so skinny" like ok bro.

[doggiedoll]

on another note: my handwashing was really bad for a while and my hands were super dry & cracked & painful. i had 4 days off (bc i got halloween off + my usual 3 days) so i was able to rest my hands a lot and theyre a lot better. im hoping they dont reverse from work =w=

[doggiedoll]

i also feel like this is quite obvious but i am asexual and do not like thinking of my girlfriend in a sexual light ever. i would not be using her to fight with myself on tumblr, that would be weird and gross.

[doggiedoll]

dude do you even get actual anons you just sound like you're trying to pick a fight with yourself so people give you attention this is so embarrassing tbh like grow up 😭😭

hiii if you actually know me youll know that most of the time i receive these anons when im busy or asleep (like the last ones i received during halloween, and i was with my friend all day) and it often takes me hours or days to get to them :P so there would be no way i would be sending them to myself.

again responding to this genuinely even though theres a very solid chance this is again, just the same person. its a very common tactic to try to discredit harassment to say someone is sending it to themself.