trash social suicide party

GazettE blog. I love Ruki . Damien, they/them.

[dogmatic-muse]

Does anyone still use this hellsite

Edit: i mean if so my new blog is @risingflora but idk if u wanna follow it. I miss my friends on here

[dogmatic-muse]

On Ru's bday at midnight I was eating taco bell in my car with my friend and I saw the time change while biting into my Dortios Locos Taco™, so I rolled my window down and with a full mouth yelled into the night "happy birthday ruki"

[kuredogma]

For always being an inspiration, a guide in the darkest days.  My thoughts will always be with you. ♥

[hollyhockradio]

Nevermind Your Heart, Ruki Just Wants Your Feet

I got really behind with the Reita translation so here's a preview (I translated last week) for the Ruki episode.

Preview

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Aoi, reading the mail: "I love Ruki"

Aoi, now laughing while tryna read this mail: "I really respect you (Ruki). So this is a question for Ruki-sensei."

Ruki, in the most monotone voice: haiiiiiii~

Aoi, reading the mail: "As far as women's bodies and how they act..."

Ruki: OH

Aoi, still tryna read this goddamn mail: "...what do you pay the most attention to?"

Ruki: Like a fetish? Is that what she means?

Aoi: Yes! Yes!

Ruki: Well, it's definitely a foot fetish.

Aoi: Oh?!

Ruki: Like...even if she has small breasts, it doesn't matter to me.

Aoi: WOAH

Ruki: Because I already have them, the feet!

Aoi: Ohhhhh

Ruki: Yeah...so it's a foot fetish.

Aoi: like a leg fetish

Ruki: A leg fetish!

Aoi: I see...

Ruki: I am not Ruki on vocals, i'm Ruki on the foot fetish.

Aoi: Ohhhhhhhhh....

Ruki: I'm no longer (on vocals).

Aoi: Okay! That's fine! Let's have it that way from now on.

Ruki: huhuhuhuhu

Aoi: Well, in Aoi-san's case...I don't care about your breasts either! I care about what's on the inside....sorry. (laughs)

Ruki: That isn't what we're talking about...

Aoi: I'm really sorry!

Ruki: But i'm not like that.

Aoi: huhuhuhuhu

Ruki: huhuhuhuhuhu

Aoi: Maybe we could call this my "what's on the inside" fetish.

Ruki: I don't look at what's on the inside, just the feet!

Aoi: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Ruki: huhuhuhuhuhu

Aoi: As expected! Ruki is peculiar, isn't he? He is, right?

Ruki: hahahahahah

Aoi: It's because he's like an emperor.

Ruki: fufufufufufufu

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Thanks for reading!

[dogmatic-muse]

Yo ruki wanna buy some feet pics

[sadvirginsacrifice-deactivated2]

[dogmatic-muse]

Blue Jasper opinions and facts?

This is a better question directed at my witchcraft blog @winter-elf-witch

But generally, positivity, balance, it will pull all if the pieces of you together and maintain. Helps balance spiritual, physical and mental.

[wolfieoffline]

Full moon dates for 2020 🌕

January 10th

February 9th

March 9th

April 8th

May 7th

June 5th

July 5th

August 3rd

September 2nd

October 1st

October 31st

November 30th

December 30th

[aidenabetting]

[dogmatic-muse]

Wheres that pic of the Gazettes hands all stacked together

[chrissielaruku]

“Dear sixth guns, There are a lot of you that feel trapped, plenty of you whose depression is so indescribable that when someone asks you what’s wrong, you can’t explain it so you just say you’re fine. There are times where you feel like there’s only one way out, but before you even consider the possibility of taking the next step, just know this: you are not alone. Even though oceans may seperate us, we’re still here for you. We make this music for you, write these lyrics for you. All of you made us who we are, and we have a bond with each and every one of you. Even though you feel like we’re thousand miles away, we’re still apart of you just like you’re apart of us. We share one sky, one moon, the same stars. We love you and no matter what happens, we’ll continue on with our passion for music to touch your hearts, and we’ll always let you know that you’re not alone in this. We’re all heretics, we’re in this together. Please, stay strong and never hesitate to send us fanmail because even though we can’t respond to every single letter, we read them and we love hearing from you. All of us worry about each one of you and we want nothing more than happiness for you. Every single sixth gun out there is what keeps us going, and we’ll continue to keep you going as well. We love you, never forget that. Tomorrow does not disappear. Love, Aoi.”

Aoi

[dogmatic-muse]

Who else out here is the friend who's always forgotten ✌✌

[my-dazzling-darkness]

Kai | the GazettE

[dogmatic-muse]

I'm a lonely bean

[half-eaten-mantou]

Creepin’ Aoi

backstreet boy aoi

backstreet boy aoi 2

aoi approving of the uru nipple 

why has god abandoned us 

nvm this is why he left us

Aoi was behind the poster this entire time

For the lovely @dogmatic-muse, This was entirely their idea I just provided the photoshop :) I hope you like it ^^

also tagging @wack-moral cause she’s in it 

[dogmatic-muse]

I CANNOT KAHEBIXNDIQG backstreet boy aoi 2 is Gackt ajvkwiveu IM DYING THANK U @nihiluru @beautyfuldesolation @beautifulderangement @wolfmagic48 @van-gopher

[dogmatic-muse]

What really sucks, is peoole not wanting to be around me. People not thinking of me. Not responding when I ask them stuff because it's a no and they don't want to say it. I'm not a first choice. I'm not even a second choice. Fuck being alive. Not sure why I'm in this shitty second hand life.

[dogmatic-muse]

You know, no one even cares unless you're pretty or talented

I'm neither. People have told me stories about how devastated doctors get when suicide patients come in. My doctors have always just been dicks to me.

I've always been second best. I've always been on the back burner. I've always been... good until something else came along

I've never been saught after

Always manipulated

Never enough

An d I'm so tired of it

[dogmatic-muse]

I'm painfully sad n lonely again

[dogmatic-muse]

Man I remember when this place was poppin