Vivienne

🎀 Height: 5’9 CW: 110 UGW: 90 My little ED diary <3

[doicyo]

🌙About me

My name is Vivienne and I’ve been Pro-Ana since 2019! Here are some things about myself

🌙Basic info:

-Height: 5’9

-Weight: 45kg

-Born in 🇫🇷

-I speak fluent English and French!

-I really love anything beauty related

🌙About my blog:

- I will be speaking about my an0rexîa and no I don’t plan on recovery.

-venting.

-Daily Food Blog.

-Th!nsp0.

- other ED related topics.

🌙rules for my blog:

- pro-recovery, anyone above 25 or below 14 years old, sensitive people, DNI!!!!

- please do not report me, just block me. I want this to be the place where I can express myself.

That’s all.

-Vi🌙

[doicyo]

ED LOGGING AGAIN BC IM A SICK MF🎀

Total Fasting time: 17 hours

Started fast: Aug 29 @9:00pm

Ended fast: Aug 30 @1:00pm

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Breakfast: Grande Iced cafe americano (0cal)

Lunch: 10 pc Spicy California roll (410cal) I only ate 6 so probably less calories than 410

Snack: Skinny pop popcorn (80cals) and Strawberries with grapes(100cal)

Dinner: Grilled chicken and sweet potato (400cals?)

total cals eaten: 1,030 calories

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Steps: 13,488 steps

Exercise: Abs and 1 hour run.

Cals burned from exercise: 684 cals

Total movement cals burned: 1,005 cals

BMR cals burned: 2,600 calories!

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Well I’m back again after being put in forced recovery AGAIN :/ it’s so hard to recover but I can’t stand the idea of me gaining weight I hate it. My birthday celebration is on Sunday and my parents want to buy me my favorite cake ever so I’m really going to do the most I can to loose some kilos before Sunday :(

[th1nthoughts]

angelic thinspo >>>>

[doicyo]

I wish.

[ribandspine]

diet idea i want to try: cut a banana or an apple into 16 slices and eat one slice every hour ... eating often but only like 100 kcal doesn't it sound fun???

[doicyo]

ONG IM DOING THIS

[str1ve4s1ckness]

You’ve done so good today!

So dont ruin it by stuffing your face, fat bitch.

[doicyo]

Lord I LOVEEEE the relief of not gaining weight after a 2,500+ calorie binge!!😭

Metabolism was by my side with this one LOL

[doicyo]

Body check from this morning:/

I wish my ribs were more prominent but ever since I was sent to the hospital and gained some weight, they don’t show up so easily anymore ☹️☹️☹️

Can y’all pls give me some helpful tips to stop binge eating?😫 ever since they made me eat sweets, I can’t seem to stop eating them 😖

[willowingaways]

🕯️aesthetic th1nsp0<3

romanticize your life🕊️

[brunettebaby]

"june will be my month!!" not if you keep eating like that

[doicyo]

Needed this

[derangeddoll111]

yes, he loves me, but he would love me even more if i was thinner

[doicyo]

The way that my ex used to bully me for getting chubbier. I need him in my life again fr 😭

[augustcalz]

I'm not hungry, I'm never hungry, I don't get hungry.

why don't you put the fork down, this is your chance to ACHIEVE something in your pathetic little life. do you really want to stay fat and undisciplined, you'd have to be an idiot to refuse skinny. think of all your bullies and enemies seeing you, watching you get fatter and fatter. i promise you we all see the calories and fat in the form of gelatinous yellow visceral fat around your thighs and waist.

[doicyo]

FUCKKKK I BINGED

I ended up eating around 3,200 cals and now I feel like a fat pig I’m crying so much right now and I hate how I have this fear of throwing up like wtffffff I hate my life so so much

[doicyo]

I don’t know if people will reach this but hi everyone! I’m finally back!

To keep the obvious short, I was sent to a rehab and they forced me to gain weight. I gained about 20 pounds and I’ll admit, it was nothing but pure hell.

I stayed off social media which did make me happier but I feel like all my hard work in being skinny was just ruined and I want to feel like myself again when I was at my ugw.

SO IM BACK!! So get ready for all the th!nsp0 you need skinny’s 💋

🎀Vi<3

[doicyo]

My mind is so fucked up it’s too the point where I want to know how much my long hair weighs 😭

[meo-owiz]

if im not skinny and pretty what is the point of living

[doicyo]

I’d rather die than be…yk…

[lexcy]

THIINSPO! imagine looking like ari one day, don’t give up!

starting work outs today, you should to

imagine being petite and perfect

keep working hard

food is our only enemy

[doicyo]

Posting my body check here because it’s my safe place 🤍 I posted on twitter and shit ton of people were hating and reporting 😟