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@dollsdismay - Tumblr Blog | Tumgag

@dollsdismay

Vent/rant blog

2,077 posts

Jan 30, 2022

this is my vent/rant blog and before you follow i wont be tagging my posts unless it contains very triggering content (also if ur not a mutual i am blocking you.)

every post is /nbh

Jun 12

im actually so fucking stressed and im overthinking so much its irritating me

Jun 12

leaves a suicide note that just says Omggggg

Jun 12

i really hope i dont regret this bc if i do i will simply just

#im actually having the biggest feeling of dread and anxiety in my stomach #and i cant relapse #so now im js laying in my bed while my heart fucking runs like im being hunted for sport #im going to cry now actually #and idk if its cause im getting my period soon #bc i think id still be like this even if i wasnt

Jun 12

i really hope i dont regret this bc if i do i will simply just

#no but deadass if this doesnt go well #im going to be hospitalized and theyre gnna send me to the loopybin #again #💞💞💞#i think if it doesnt go well kirkenuinely itd be the end of me nd you wont hear from me for weeks

Jun 9

Even as a child I knew I wanted a cigarette

Jun 8

i keep having dreams of this one guy

Jun 8

me when i get a pit of dread in my stomach when someone says that they like me (romantically) or they l word me and all of a sudden i want to hurl and die

#i get too defensive when ppl say that #like i know they dont mean anything BAD about it #they mean it as a positive thing #but to me it just feels like. ingenuine #because you dont know me #i only ever feel this sick when it comes to like romantic feelings being discussed #whenever my friends say they love me i dont freak out in a bad way #its only ever in a romantic sense #and like it makes me feel repulsed and gross all over because like #you dont know me why would you say that you really dont know how i can be and how i am #and its also a pride thing like wtf i dont need you to say you love me gross #and i know part of it is self sabotage bc like. im not giving anyone a chance #so how can i get what i want if i keep slamming the door in their face with confetti #do i even actually want a relationship bruh idk

Jun 8

this is bad

#my sleep schedule has genuinely been so ass #the melatonin gummies arent working #nothinh is working dawg #im so like tired all the time its not good

Jun 6

#someone needs to kill the part of me that really badly craves romance #like im so serious ts is a disease #i feel like everyone around me has like a guy or is dating someone #and its like infecting me and making me want a guy #but like i feel like realistically there isnt a guy 4 me. so whats the point in trying #so now i just suffer #and i dont wanna say im bitter i dont think im bitter #it just feels weird #like everyone else has this thinf and i dont #and its like what the freak #idk if im making sense

Jun 6

sometimes even when i feel pretty i feel like im still not pretty

#idk if that makes sense #i think there is still a small part of me thats unhealed in terms of insecurity #where i need other ppl to tell me im pretty #specifically strangers #bc like #my friends r biased and in that unhealed part of my head #it doesnt matter as much if i think im pretty bc other ppl think otherwise #but i know for the most part idgaf #i think its my period coming up #on another note i hate having smile lines #i hate it sm

Jun 4

twin idk who i am twin

#sometimes yhere r moments where im like #this is definitely doll #then any other time #im like #idk who i am #this is so stressful

Jun 4

ew ew ew ew

#that makes me feel gross all over and i hate that i hate gross guys i hate them

Jun 4

blurry

Jun 3

little miss memory loss is once again shocked by how much memory she's lossing

Jun 2

ME?????

#u wanna celebrate… MY birthday???#like u reached out to me first to see when i wanted to celebrate my bday w u guys??????#;jaw_dropped;#like u actually care ????#abt my bday???? and me????#🧍‍♀️#REALLY?????#i dont think she realizes how much that meant 2 me

Jun 2

you