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The fact is YOU

The only thing you know for sure is: 'here and now, I am'. Remove the 'here and now', the 'I am' remains, indisputable. The world exists in memory, memory comes into consciousness; consciousness exists in awareness and awareness is the reflection of the light on the waters of existence.

Assert your independence in thought and action. After all, all hangs on your faith in yourself, on the conviction that what you see and hear, think and feel is real. Why not question your faith? No doubt, this world is painted by you on the screen of consciousness and is entirely your own private world. Only your sense 'I am', though in the world, is not of the world. By no effort of logic or imagination can you change the 'I am' into 'I am not', in the very denial of your being you assert it. What can be denied though, is everything else, which means that it isn't! Once you realize that the world is your own projection, you are free of it. You need not free yourself of a world that does not exist, except in your own imagination!

However is the picture, beautiful or ugly, you are painting it and you are not bound by it. Realise that there is nobody to force it on you, that it is due to the habit of taking the imaginary to be real. See the Imaginary as imaginary and be free of fear.

The world is caused by you but you are not the world. Realize that every mode of perception is subjective, that what is seen or heard, touched or smelt, felt or thought, expected or imagined, is in the mind and not in reality, and you will experience peace and freedom from fear.

The main point to grasp is that you have projected onto yourself a world of your own imagination, based on memories, on desires and fears, and that you have imprisoned yourself in it.

Break the spell and be free -`♡´-

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You are Dreaming

You are fighting shadows. You are wasting your time.

You are nothing, have nothing, can do nothing. Yet all comes out of you — the source is you; the root, the origin is you.

Everything you see and experience is only a mental condition, a dream-like state, easy to dispel by questioning its reality. It's you imagining it as real and fighting it with all your might that keeps it alive.

Both sleep and waking are imagined. In the waking state the world emerges because you are conscious of there being one. We are only dreaming. We dream that we are awake, we dream that we are asleep. Treat everything as such and be liberated. As long as you give reality to dreams, you are their slave. By imagining that you are born as so-and-so, you become a slave to the so-and-so. In this dream you imagine yourself to be a process, to have past and future, to have history. In fact, we have no history, we are not a process, we do not develop, nor decay; see all as a dream and stay out of it.

While it lasts, the dream has temporary being. It is your own desire to hold on to it that creates the problem. Let go. Stop imagining that the dream is yours.

"When you see your dream as dream, you wake up. But in your dream itself I am not interested. Enough for me to know that you must wake up. You need not bring your dream to a definite conclusion, or make it noble, or happy, or beautiful; all you need is to realise that you are dreaming. Stop imagining, stop believing. See the contradictions, the incongruities, the falsehood and the sorrow of the human state, the need to go beyond. Within the immensity of space floats a tiny atom of consciousness and in it the entire universe is contained." - Nisargadatta Maharaj

All depends on you. It is by your consent that the world exists. Withdraw your belief in its reality and it will dissolve like a dream.

As you cannot separate the dream from yourself, so you cannot have an outer world independent of yourself. You are independent, not the world. Don’t be afraid of a world you yourself have created. Cease from looking for happiness and reality in a dream and you will wake up.

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I have something to share. I debated making a throwaway or just sending it to one of 4dbarbie's backups but I settled on this because I just was too impatient to share

---Backstory: I've been patiently applying all that I've learned from 4dbarbie's asks and letting go of chunks of the ego mind---

Today, while at the beach with my group of friends, I realized that I was still somewhat stuck. I let go of big parts of what "I" thought I knew, but I still felt like I was missing something to have my realization. If you ask why I was thinking about that at the beach, there has been nothing on my mind aside from realizing my self since I discovered it. Nothing interested me more than this.

---Disclaimer because I'm sure I was only able to do this because of how free my mind was and what is now cannot be compared to the way my brain worked months ago---

So you can have a mental picture, we were all on the beach, some of us, mostly the girls, were sat on our towels. Conversation was going on around me and I was nodding but my mind was elsewhere. I was thinking what could I do to prove it to myself not only that I understood but that I can apply it.

So while on the beach, I was thinking... what seemingly impossible thing could I do to prove I can do it. Gee, an appearance change in the moment, that's pretty "hard", isn't it? So I decided on that. I didn't want to be something small like change my hair color, but completely change my face so that I can show I can. If I couldn't, so be it, I would continue disbelieving I was this character until I felt even freer. But I still wanted to try.

Because I am not fully realized so I still had some resistance, I thought- what would my ego have the least resistance me looking like? I was looking around the people at the beach trying to pick someone I had no desire to look like, but also no fear of being that person.

---- Backstory again: my original body had bleached blonde hair, tan skin and green eyes-----

So I picked a brunette, pale and with brown eyes. I thought in my head for what a cute brunette would look like, then I leaned back on my towel, closed my eyes and imagined being IT for a few seconds. Again, I didn't care if I succeeded, I just did it.

I didn't sit long like this, after I saw myself looking like that, I sat up again and looked at my reflection in my phone.

I looked exactly like I saw in my head.

I swear to God, I was so panicked- my heart was beating wildly in my chest. I was freaking out so bad internally. I could believe it and couldn't. You know when something shocking happens that ego just can't accept? Yeah, it was like that.

Then, I looked at my friends to see if they would notice any change. I called out to one of my guy friends (who was standing up) to pass me the water so that I could bring attention to myself. He gave it to me no problem, the girls turned to me too when I spoke up and nobody said a thing. I was scared to ask. What was I even supposed to ask? I felt like my mind was breaking.

I stood like that for minutes and nobody said a thing to me about looking different. I'll be honest I was really spooked, my heart was still racing. So I decided to go back to my "original" appearance to see if they say something then.

---The process was the same---

When I stood up this time I did it more confidently, because I didn't feel like I would be caught doing something crazy since everybody knew me as this body. I changed "back" no issue, and nobody said anything. AGAIN. This time I dared ask if I they think I changed somewhat, and they all looked like me like ? what do you mean?

My heart was beating again but in a different way. In euphoria, in joy. I still felt like my brain was completely broken but i was so happy I felt like I could fly.

My next instinct was to imagine myself with what used to be my "desired" appearance, I felt like I just gained a superpower I could lose so I had to do everything quickly, before it goes away.

There was no resistance now that I did it once, none at all. I was aware of no impossibility of changing.

We spent two more hours there and I felt more alive in my new body than ever. It was like the whole world opened to me.

On the way home, while I was in the car (one of the guys was driving) I felt like I now had the time and opportunity to imagine again. I was relaxed, and just daydreaming, but in the present. Just imagining myself with everything I wanted with no expectation.

...and they all came extremely quickly. They didn't spawn but some I got in the most bizarre of ways, Ways in which my ego could have never thought of receiving them. And everything I imagined happened until the end of the day. It's night now when I'm writing this and I'm getting ready to sleep, thinking of things to "wake up to".

Now I know a lot of people aren't going to believe me, but that is really not my problem. I am still processing it myself to be honest. I don't even know how to go forward with all this "power".

Anyway, you truly imagine everything and everything is in your mind. Including other people. No one exists without you, including the body.

I already have an idea for what to do tomorrow and it's to try and be invisible.

I'm thinking of what else could be really important to say so others can also do it... the lack of doubts? Or me not thinking of it being impossible rather? Having it in the back of my head always that the only real thing is ME? Everything I learned I learned from the 4dbarbie account, I didn't read any books because I don't like reading.

Lastly, just try without expectations of it not working. Accept it could not but still do it, if it doesn't now it may in the future, all depending on your ability to let of of the reality of the body and seeing your real Self.

I think that's it, PEACE OUT :)

Finally posting this one as well... sorry I left you hanging for so long 😭😭😭

Wish you well!! Continue to have fun in the dream ♡

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Woohoo this story is awesome. Also love that you didn't read the books cos I kinda made myself earlier in the week until I realised that if you read all of 4dbarbie's content seriously, you most likely wouldn't need to 😆 it just felt like overconsumption to me. and also 4dbarbie was so focused on the practical side of applying too compared to the books (so you don't need to read the books but if you've read all of her posts & asks and still have questions, then do a search in the books) Man I miss her 🥹

We work the world miraculously just by eliminating time, effecting things instantaneously. Cease believing in anything as existing outside of yourself. If you said so, then it is so. That's all you need to accept and then there are no more thoughts and no more doubts. "Don't discuss it with anyone, not even Self. Simply believe it to be so." - Neville Goddard 1

Your story made me think of this excerpt from one of Ada's deleted posts. There was another blogger that believed Neville was teaching non-duality with a focus on law of consciousness/materialisation (can't remember the wording) and I could see that 🤔

Summary of key takeaways from anon:

I've been patiently applying all that I've learned from 4dbarbie's asks and letting go of chunks of the ego mind

I'm sure I was only able to do this because of how free my mind was and what is now cannot be compared to the way my brain worked months ago

Just imagining myself with everything I wanted with no expectation

Lastly, just try without expectations of it not working. Accept it could not but still do it, if it doesn't now it may in the future, all depending on your ability to let of the reality of the body and seeing your real Self

It really is important to be patient with ourselves during this journey! Time is a created concept too but while not fully identified with the Self yet, the ego needs to understand that patience is necessary while it is letting go of imaginary concepts to realize Self, how long it will take will vary but just keep applying consistently and patiently and you (Vanessas) will get there too!

Be patient with yourself because you don't lose any time, just get to that place I'm telling you about and then you can just go back in time if you so wish. All worry is pointless! And there is nothing to fear, things just happen, do not claim them as yours for a while. Unclutter your mind, it becomes your servant after you've freed it enough. 2

Thanks for sharing your story anon! Feel free to give us another update on your dream adventures (how did the invisibility test go?)!

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hiii omg am i glad that you’ve turned on your asks again!! i hope you aren’t feeling too overwhelmed with this blog/asks, you’re doing such a wonderful job!!

i’m this anon, btw :) https://www.tumblr.com/adadisciple/724563337217736704/hi-im-this-anon

i’ve got some more “success’s”!! as i stated in my last ask, i could potentially have some brain damage- but that’s only “true” if i identify with it. anywaysss, my memory isn’t the best so i wrote down a list of sorts, and conducted a little “experiment”.

before i did that however, i was able to get my desired body!! i also cleared up my skin, which took a turn after the whole cancer thing. i don’t want to get into details, but since the cancer affected my lymph nodes- it made it’s way to my skin, which “manifested” in hyper pigmentation , rashes, scabs, etc. it was just horrible. even after the cancer was “healed”, i was left with scarring on my skin- and tbh it just looked horrible. i didn’t really feel confident to wear shorts outside anymore. tbh, i wasn’t really attached to this body or it’s skin, so i decided to change it for funsies. i remembered who i truly was- Self. i just decided i had my desired body- kinda imagined it but just once- and that my skin was clear. i let it go, tbh i think that was the only time i thought about it till the next day, when my skin was literally so clear.

all the dark spots and problems seemed to disappear overnight, i even had some scabs that went away. i also lost my ability to rlly eat- or want to eat during the cancer period, so i kinda lost my natural shape. the same day my skin changed, my body reverted to how i wanted it to be. afterwards, i realized how little i thought of what i used to be insecure about- when i had the “desirable.” for example, with my skin, i didn’t think of how horrible all the scabs looked, i didn’t even think about how clear it was. i just knew, and it was normalized.

regarding the experiment, i made a list of things i wanted to occur- but wrote down how i did it- or what steps i took. i did 4:

receiving a text

getting a hug (tbh random lol but i love hugs)

revising the house i live in ac being always cold, and set to 73.

and then.. for you to have your asks on again!!

they all worked- and i wrote on my notebook that they would occur before the day was over. for the hug and ac, i wrote how it was ok for me to seek, think, worry, or obsess over it- because i knew mySelf to be Self- and none of my characters actions could hinder me. the hug and ac happened before i went to sleep. for the text and asks, it happened today. there’s no use in making sense of it- but to be a hypocrite, i would think they happened the next day because i felt it was essential to feel indifference. but when you know yourSelf to be Self- there really isn’t any essential steps to take, or anything that can stop you.

i feel as if i am a child again, im always giddy when i marvel at my true Self. it’s so amazing, and a complete total 180 or even 360 from when i first sent my ask to Lain. I even got into the void last night, completely aware of it, and was able to affirm for some things! I kept “waking up” in it, throughout the night. I genuinely have no worries anymore, and it’s so refreshing that I am in tears typing this. I know you must be overworked between this blog, and just the everyday forces of life- but truly it is people/blogs like you, who help others completely turn their lives around!! Thank you so much, all of your kindness, and aid will surely be returned tenfold <3

WOOWAA SO HAPPY TO HEAR FROM YOU AGAIN!!

@lains-reality your anon!!

Ahh I wish this would be the only thing my asks ever saw :')) life is truly this wonderful and easy ♡

"and then.. for you to have your asks on again!!"

Not you controlling Sofia like a puppet, this is really your world fr 😌

Jokes aside, you can see we really are all one.

Key points from their process for everyone:

afterwards, i realized how little i thought of what i used to be insecure about- when i had the “desirable.”

i just knew, and it was normalized.

for the hug and ac, i wrote how it was ok for me to seek, think, worry, or obsess over it- because I knew mySelf to be Self- and none of my character's actions could hinder me.

but to be a hypocrite, i would think they happened the next day because i felt it was essential to feel indifference.

but when you know yourSelf to be Self - there really isn’t any essential steps to take, or anything that can stop you.

Thank you for coming back to us, you're so sweet for helping others by documenting as well ♡

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Amazing!!! Thank you anon for giving us another update 🥰 see part 1 if you haven't

Anon gave another update!

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4dbarbie highlights: Stop fighting the dream

Your character has no free will. All happens because it happens, you (the person) can't control it. You might argue you do because you chose what to eat this morning, but these little decisions mean nothing - if the ingredients weren't in your fridge, you wouldn't have had the choice either. The waking state is no different from dreams, first you need courage to start, then you gain confidence in what you find. Let all happen to you, try to control nothing, stop fighting the dream - just let go of your fear. Detach. You are here again because you wanted to experience everything, this is the lifetime in which it happens. Only you have to give up thinking you are the body. Then the mind and its thoughts, because you aren't those either. I know there are obligations, but start asking yourself questions until you stop believing in anything but your being, after all, that is the only thing you know for certain. You think you are this little speck, but it is the opposite, all the specks are because you are. Your mother is you, your father is you, I am you and your body is you, and so is the world - you are the whole of the dream. Sooner or later, you will arrive at the same conclusion. You can't stop being what you are (Self), all else can stop existing, but you can't. The only thing you have a choice in is delaying seeing it by thinking you are this or that. Only by letting go of all do you gain everything. Only see it, then you can imagine whatever you want and it will be.

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being.

what is being?

being is awareness.

when you’re identifying as source/awareness or whatever u like to call it. all of it is a coin either way no matter what side it’s flipped on. then you’re ALL. current identity, new identity, all of it.

identify as source isn’t an action it’s just identification simply ceasing to exist.

there is no ego to destroy or drop. only misattribution, the ego is just an expression within awareness.

misattribution: misidentification, wrongly assigning a cause, creator, source.

the current identity and new identity are both appearances & experiences in you. all of it exists because you do.

so the current identity and new identity are appearances not containers.

everything is an undivided experience. nothing exists outside of awareness. outside is a concept.

u experience directly because only now appears. time is a story inside the now.

so to sum ts up:

when identification collapses, there’s no HIERARCHY. no ego, higher self, desired self, none of it. just undivided appearing.

being isn’t a state felt by someone.

being IS fullness; nothing excluded. when being there is all that appears, appearing, without separation.

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iamthat-iam

EXPERIENCE 🌊🌪️🌌

Experience is not linear, and every moment is COMPLETELY unrelated to the last

There really should be no more questions on physical vs imagination, how to experience something... but that still seems to be a topic of discussion soo here's another explanation

This is what you THINK is happening:

I am a person who seemingly went to sleep, then I had a dream of being a Space Cowboy and all the alien ladies loved me. Then I seemingly woke up in the same life as before and I went to use the bathroom, then daydreamed about being an A-List celebrity, then I went to eat breakfast, then I thought about how cool of an idea it would be for me to start a business... It goes on and on

But this is the incorrect way of describing it, and leads to misidentification ❌

See all of this categorization and seperation? Now THIS is what we're pointing to 👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾

"I" seemingly went to sleep, "I" was a space cowboy whom all the alien ladies loved, "I" seemingly woke up to use the restroom, "I" was an A-List celebrity, "I" ate breakfast, "I" started my own business

See how these are all events that "I" experienced back to back, because Awareness DOES NOT DISCRIMINATE. Experience is experience. Period.

"But how do I experience in this world with the senses?" Reread this post over and over and then REALLY ponder on what this means. I promise you it's simple

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The simplicity of it all!

If you know, for example, that 2+2=4, would you ask "well I know 2+2=4, BUT... It seems like 2+2=6 and it feels so real"

"I know my true self but there seems to be continuity"

An animation flip book gives you the illusion of something "moving," but each frame was different than the last, wasn't it?

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previously you said edward art's "inner man" concept was limiting. i thought so too but then i came across this comment he wrote:

"When you say, "I believe I am Sarah, or I am Sarah." Who is saying that? The Inner Man! "I AM" is the INNER MAN.

But Sarah cannot see beyond what reason says. But the Inner Man who is you, who is "I AM" can go beyond reason and be what it wants to be in the World of Imagination.

So what I mean is if you keep identifying yourself with this person, this body, you are bound by its limitations. You will think everything you imagine is not "real." That your imaginal acts have no transformative power. But if you take Sarah and make Sarah identify herself with the INNER MAN, she can do anything and be anything and have anything. Now Sarah becomes free beyond this limitation.

Think of it this way, you are moving Sarah from the world of the Senses, and placing her into the World of Imagination where she is God. Then the world of imagination starts becoming "real" and the world of the senses starts becoming "fake," if you will. This World of the Senses, is purely seen as the EXPRESSION of the World of Imagination."

this sounds similar to what Ada would say (kind of). it also makes me think that by inner man he means the Self. perhaps i'm misunderstanding something. what do you think?

If that's the case, he's right if his inner man = I AM

"So what I mean is if you keep identifying yourself with this person, this body, you are bound by its limitations. You will think everything you imagine is not "real.""

That is right, and true.

I agreed with you ... and then read the second part

"But if you take Sarah and make Sarah identify herself with the INNER MAN, she can do anything and be anything and have anything. Now Sarah becomes free beyond this limitation"

.... now this just

Ego isn't God

If you take Sarah for God, that is just egotism

Sarah will never be the doer, YOU can be aware of Sarah 1) being there, then 2) you can be aware of her being the best she can be, and 3) the thing you are conscious of (a body/mind) IS

You can make I AM Sarah, but Sarah cannot be I AM. Sarah is just an illusion that appears when you are conscious of it

Sarah (ego) is in you but YOU are not Sarah.

There is no reason to fulfill anybody, the only reason you believe you lack is because you make your I AM ego

If you just were, without an ego attached, there would be nothing lacking, every thought would be instantly materialized.

Everything is the world of imagination because there is no other world. World is illusion and imagination. Without YOU, it wouldn't be at all. It wouldn't exist. Which make it illusory, made up.

There is the supreme reality, the absolute, the 'I', then there is the mind which creates the sense of 'I AM', then there is the sense of being something.

There are no techniques, nor thoughts when one is fully realized.

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non dualism vs law of assumption

⭐️part nine of the understanding consciousness & non dualism series

non dualism: everything is one, everything is you, you are awareness + consciousness + imagination + the observer, you are not the body, imagine anything and you instantly experience it, everything is imagination so imagining a hamburger is the same as a hamburger in the "physical world" bc everything is imagination, there is no "physical world" bc there is no separation since everything is consciousness, nothing is real bc this is all an illusion bc in reality everything is just forms of consciousness (you) which appear separate but arent

law of assumption: there is a 4d (imagination) and a 3d (physical world), thoughts / states "manifest" from the 4d into the 3d, you need to persist in affirmations and/or assumptions for your desire to "reflect", "dont waver", repeat and saturate so the subconscious mind is reprogrammed to give you your desire, stick to the new story, if you have limiting beliefs you have to loop your new story so that you get what you want, ignore the 3d and the old story bc you will get the subconscious mind confused, "4d creates 3d", according to neville goddard you should get your desire in 3 days. this is based on what the loa community has been teaching me and others for years so if u got an issue, talk to w the loa community bc u cant lie… this def what they used to talk about 24/7😭

clearing things up non dualistically:

there is no "4d" or "3d". they simply arent real. they are illusions bc they seem like different things but arent: its all consciousness, its all you

we should know by now that everything is imagination so the "4d" and "3d" are both imagination

there is no "manifesting" process. the moment you imagine whatever you want, it exists instantly

every "experience" the false self thinks it had was only just consciousness, all desires "you" have is consciousness, everything you can be aware of is consciousness = everything is consciousness

there cant be any "reflections" bc there isnt anything to be reflected. there isnt two separate things where one reflects onto the other

if all is consciousness/imagination (it is), and if consciousness/imagination is you (it is) then you are the power itself

you as consciousness does not create anything; you are everything; the cake you imagine is you, same as the cake in the "physical world" which is also you. you cant create what you are. nothing can be created nor destroyed; its all just forms of consciousness

there is no subconscious mind, it is unreal like the human body. you can be aware of the human body bc it is an illusion

thoughts arent real so they cannot "manifest". close your fist and keep it closed. now "affirm"/think "fist open" and repeat it... your fist did not open bc you are aware of your fist being closed; thoughts dont manifest and they are not real just like everything else you can be aware of

"persisting" doesnt make any sense when you understand non dualism bc what would you persist for? everything is consciousness so the only thing you would be "persisting" for is yourself (consciousness) which doesnt make any sense bc you are limitless imagination. you imagine whatever instantly. persisting is unreal.

you as power / consciousness cannot be limited to such unreal concepts like “affirming” and “persisting” whats funny is that you are those concepts bc everything is a form of consciousness yet forms of consciousness are never real.

some "non dualism" content creators:

some ppl make posts saying things like "you are consciousness so you are everything so that means you just have to persist in what you want" ... we already talked about how persisting is contradicting with non dualism. as everything and as power itself, there no way that "persisting" applies here. its like going back to the loa ways and assumption that you have to do something like "affirming, persisting" etc to get your desire. nahh you are the desire.

then other content creators write things like "you are the 4d bc thats imagination/consciousness" which completely doesnt match with the truth of consciousness. saying that you are consciousness means that you are everything. and while saying "you are imagination and god and the 4d" creates duality. saying you are everything means there is no separation. "you are the 4d"... ok so what about the 3d? are you saying that im not the 3d? so these ppl are implying there is separation. thats the complete opposite of non dualism.

i think ppl use the word "consciousness" more now in their posts trying to mean imagination which is correct but i think they use the word just for clout tbh (sorry not sorry). some ppl say: "thoughts and consciousness bring things into existence" you are consciousness. ppl are implying that consciousness is something you have rather than saying consciousness is what you are. you cannot talk about consciousness and then talk about the role of thoughts. there is no role. there are no thoughts. its all an illusion full of you (consciousness).

there is no "shifting realities" bc everything (consciousness) is reality. you cant say "you are the person who has it in imagination" when you are not a person. you are consciousness. you cant have what you already are.

some of these are the same ppl who put #nondualism under they posts like to get more clout (?) bc non dualism is seen as some kind of trend in the loa community. non dualism is not law of assumption 2.0. loa has so many limitations and you will realize that when you understand non dualism (or when you read this post). before, ppl were not using "consciousness" in their posts that much and now they are, at the same time they arent even talking about consciousness and non dualism correctly. the point of non dualism is to realize your true nature. this means there is no more suffering and there is only peace. ofc you can "get" what ego desires but the main point is showing the true self.

just dont believe everything you read guys bc just like loa, things can get confusing and toxic ngl. you dont have to believe anything either way bc none of this is real... you dont even have to believe me.. im just a form of you...an illusion... all of my posts that you read are not real. "you" read them bc the ego is curious. your true nature, consciousness, is just observing all this.

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non dualism has nothing to do with manifesting n loa. thats where ppl get confused im assuming be loa ppl made it a "trend" so ppl think it has to do with manifesting. non dualism has to do with all of "life* the point it so notice that "suffering" isnt real. that nothing is real and once you understand it, you will realize all this is just a game and everything is peace. understanding non dualism = everything is you. since everything is you, what is there to "manifest"? non dualism haters say that non dualism stems from loa when non dualism is an ancient concept while loa was known during the 1900s.... loa is like an ant compared to the whole earth when it comes to non dualism. if you try to mix them together, it wont make sense which is what happened in the past when non dualism was a "trend" in the loa community.

also about loa, it has to do w "desires" and "getting" or "manifesting those desires. everything is consciousness yes? so those "desires" are you. saying you have a desire means its something you want but you dont have. when you understand non dualism, you know that you cant desire what you already are. there are no such things as desires. if you "desire" a cake, you already know that everything is consciousness and you are consciousness so you are the cake. there is nothing to be desired. there is only to be.

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Does an apple that you can't see exist?

What we see is not what we truly see, but merely experience. What we hear is not what we truly hear, but merely experience . What we think is not what we truly think, but experience manifesting as a pattern of thought energy; it is still experience. Any object that is thought of is not a real object, but merely experience.

Suppose there is a special rock on a planet millions of light-years away in the universe. Now that you are thinking about this rock, then this rock exists in your consciousness (experience). Because you haven't seen or touched this rock visually or tactilely, you can't say that the rock truly exists, even though it seems to exist in your stream of thought experience.

When you experience something experientially, it exists only in that instantaneously and directly because of the arising of experience. Without such experience, you cannot say that the stone exists. If you think of it, it appears again instantly and directly in your mental experience.

When you put an apple in the refrigerator and close the door, does the apple still exist? Because you no longer experience the visual image of the apple, the apple pattern ceases to exist, and therefore the apple no longer exists. But the moment you open the refrigerator door, even instantly, the apple pattern reappears in the form of experience. Isn't this a magician's miracle? Reality is so strange; every moment is a miracle. And that's not all; time itself is a miracle. It appears as if time is flowing, but in reality, it isn't!

This means that patterns in experience are infinitely variable, without any logic. There is no connection between patterns; an apple pattern and a refrigerator pattern may appear simultaneously, but they are unrelated. The only connection between these patterns and you is that they are all your experiences, arising and falling in turn, creating the illusion of causal relationships. In reality, they are nothing but experiences; causal relationships are merely a self-deceptive illusion.

Does the absence of thought mean the absence of experience? Of course not. You spend most of your time without thought, but experience still exists; it can be called "thoughtless experience." When you sleep soundly at night without dreams, it seems as if nothing exists—no 'I,' no 'world.' In a narrow sense, you could say that experience is gone, but that's not entirely true either. In a broader sense, the absence of experience itself is also a kind of experience, because on some deeper level you still experience that you have slept. Therefore, when you wake up, you will say, "I had a good sleep."

In a narrow sense, experiences arise and disappear, sometimes vanishing completely (such as in dreamless sleep or coma), and then reappearing. But in a broad sense, it is difficult and impossible to define what experience is. Experience is the only thing we can truly experience, which is why it is said: YOU ARE CONSCIOUSNESS. Consciousness is the academic name for experience.

If you delve deeper, what exactly is experience? I can tell you, experience isn't really experience. What is it? It's indescribable! Unspecified. Remember I mentioned before, "You are Transcendence." This is more advanced than "You are Consciousness," because Transcendence means transcendence—you are infinitely transcending yourself. At a certain stage, you can say you are experience (or consciousness), but these are also concepts. Further on, you transcend the concept of experience; you are simply you. You cannot say what you are, because any concept you use to describe yourself will be transcended by you.

Many people complain that life is so mundane and boring, how can I experience the truth?

Truth is with you; how can you not experience it? Everything before your eyes is a miracle happening. When you see it, things arise; when you stop looking, they disappear. This is the miracle of experience performing magic for you—where is the mediocrity and boredom? Savor this miracle; it's free! I love my child, but this love only exists in my experience. Although my child's image sometimes appears in my experience, it is merely an image and does not affect my experience of loving my child. Many people mistakenly believe that once awakened, they lose ordinary human emotions and desires—this is a misunderstanding. Awakening only means you know your essence, the essence of experience, but it does not affect the pattern changes of experience. The pattern of experience changes randomly; you neither reject nor cling to it, but go with the flow, like flowing water. Everything is a flow of pattern energy; everything is yourself. Like watching a ballet, like appreciating the artwork you created for yourself, you don't take it seriously; you begin to marvel at the beauty and grandeur of miracles.

Not mine, credits to @Being_Is_It on x

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realisophie-deactivated20240125

hi, gen question, isn't it boring if ure content w everything? like yk ure god and nothing "outside" nothing physical will make u excited. if you're just at peace, content, fulfilled w everything in life. isn't that boring? bc if I. bei g honest that sounds scary to me and I like the fun of working on it to get smth but knowing everything is so easy just... idk makes me more anxious bc what's life then abt? like my ultimate goal is to just travel but then if it's easy and all done what do ido then? I don't desire anymore, I don't have any urges to do this and that bc Ik it can instead of e.g. saving up money to do this etc.

Not at all, it’s the most exciting thing in the world

It’s also the most entertaining,

You already don’t lack. There is nothing to get. It’s the Self entertaining itself by pretending they’re an ego that needs to do this and that and is limited.

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