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25
She/her/hers
Warning: This blog is a piss kink centered blog. I am a multi fandom writer who loves rambling about my favorite characters. I post mediocre fanfiction, headcanons, omorashi prompts, edits, etc.
Please don't interact with this blog unless you're 18+. I check my notes and block anyone I suspect of being underage.
Do not send me anything about your holds/omo experiences or you will be blocked.
All characters featured are 18 plus. I will not write underage characters under any circumstances.
Minors don't interact with this blog in any way, shape, or form. I block without warning and I will not unblock you. And yes, I check likes, reblogs, and new followers.
Fanfiction request status: closed.
Fandoms I write for and blog rules/guidelines
Attack on Titan
Black Butler
Bungo Stray Dogs
Chainsaw Man
Death Note
Demon Slayer
Devil May Cry (anime only)
Durarara
Gachiakuta
Game of Thrones
House of the Dragon
Jujutsu Kaisen
Naruto
One Piece (only on episode 200)
Red Dead Redemption 2
Stranger Things
The Apothecary Diaries
The Witcher (game & series)
These are the only fandoms that I know well enough to create content of. You're free to ask me about additional fandoms but if it isn't listed, I probably won't write for it.
For most anime listed, I haven't read the manga so I usually don't write for manga exclusive characters because I don't know them well enough.
Rules for my blog:
DISPLAY. YOUR. AGE. IN. YOUR. BIO. This is for mine and your sake. If I suspect you are under 18, I will block you.
Please don't repeatedly send me asks if you don't plan on interacting with my content. It's a waste of my time.
Don't send me stuff about masturbating to my blog. If you do that, fine, go crazy. But I don't want to hear about it.
Don't ask me to "age up" a character who is canonically underage. If their canon age is over 18 at any point, that's fine. But I will not age up a canon minor. (Example: Ciel Phantomhive)
I will not write lolicon or shotacon characters. I don't care if they're over 18.
Don't send me your omo stories. I don't care. I'm not interested.
Constructive criticism is ALWAYS allowed for any reason. If you have any writing tips/pointers for me, I'd love to hear them. If you didn't like a fic I wrote you, that is 100% valid and you're free to tell me what you did not like.
I don't do/engage in irl omo content. Any "I'm doing a hold" DM's or asks will be deleted and blocked immediately.
I will not write about real people so please don't ask.
I don't follow for follow. I only follow blogs back that post content that I want to see. Please, don't take offense if I don't follow you. It's not personal I promise.
Read my rules before interacting with my blog.
I'm fine with DMs as long as they follow my rules. With that being said though I won't privately discuss characters with you unless I really fuck with them.
I am not here to date you. I'm in a relationship so any messages that are sexual towards me will not even be acknowledged. I will block you instantly.
Content you will see on my blog:
Q&A's about different characters from different fandoms.
Omorashi edits.
Omorashi headcanons. (Click link for entire list)
Omorashi fanfiction.
Reader inserts. (See link for availability)
Angst and hurt/comfort.
Male, female, nonbinary omo.
Lots of me gushing with my followers!
Non-omo content.
Some pictures I take.
Omorashi writing prompts.
Tickling.
Crying. I'm a sucker for someone crying after an accident.
I can't guarantee you won't see any spoilers but if the content is less than a year old I will warn about potential spoilers.
I can write for poly ships however they must be characters that I'm extremely familiar with.
What you won't see on my blog:
Scat/farting .
Emeto.
OC's.
AI content. I do not ever use AI in ANY content I put out. Ai is extremely harmful to the environment and I cannot in good faith use it.
Any content revolving around minors.
Omutsu.
Age regression/age play.
R*pe/noncon.
Gore.
Puppy play.
Artwork made by me. I'm a musician, not an artist 😅
Animal characters. I will not write about any animal characters. (Example: Panda from JJK)
Live holds. I don't do holds nor do I care about other people doing them.
Incest. (This includes step siblings)
Real stories about real people.
Me sexualizing myself. I have absolutely no desire to be sexualized and I will not answer any sexual questions directed towards me. That includes omo questions.
Watersports.
Urine drinking.
Self-shipping. You're free to ship yourself with any character you want but I don't personally ship myself.
Judgement. You are free to ask me any omo questions about any character given that it does not break any of my rules. Send me your strangest omo thoughts, go crazy!
Any isms or phobias. No racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, ableism, xenophobia. I will block you immediately if you display any of those behaviors towards me or my followers.
Hate. If you send me a rude/nasty DM, I'm just going to delete it. Same goes for comments. Keep it respectful. I don't argue/debate on here. I'm going to block you and move on.
FAQ/additional info
I'm 25 years old.
My pronouns are she/her/hers.
I'm an aromantic asexual.
I'm a Leo.
I have a photography account. It's @my-field-of-paper-flowers
My discord is dream.beyond.the.dawn (again, 18+ only)
I do roleplay. Information here.
I don't do 1 on 1 omo discussions through dm's.
If I suspect you're underage, I will block you. You can prevent that from putting your age in your blog. It's not that hard.
This blog is all fun for me: not sexual. If you get off to my content, that's fine but please keep it to yourself.
My ao3 is here. I post both omo and non-omo fics there.
I work full time so your ask may be left in my box for a few days. I'll respond to it as soon as I can. Please do not spam me in the meantime. I know it sucks to wait but I'm very very busy and I have a life outside of Tumblr lol.
When I turn my asks off, it's not permanent. It either means I'm taking a break or I'm overwhelmed with too many already.
I am 1000% open to any and all constructive criticism. If you think there's something I could do better, feel free to tell me! In fact, I really appreciate it.
I delete all posts without interaction after a week. This is to keep my blog free of clutter since I post frequently. Likewise if I get frequent requests that don't get any interactions, I will delete asks pertaining to them.
DNI: (I will immediately block you)
Minors (I go through my notes and I check. I'm not joking, if I even suspect you're under 18, you're getting blocked). This isn't to be mean, this is for my safety.
Pedophiles/MAPS
Gore blogs/any blogs depicting real violence.
Hardcore scat/emeto blogs. I don't mind if you post about it but if your entire blog is nothing but those things, please do not interact.
TERFS, MAGA, Nazi's, misogynists, homophobes, pro-life, pro-ICE, conservatives, incels, etc.
Self harm blogs.
Shotacon/lolicon accounts.
Requests I take:
Omorashi fanfiction.
Reader insert omorashi fanfiction.
Headcanons.
Omo thoughts (example: What are your omo thoughts on _______). Or you can share with me your omo thoughts on them!
My last rules post got flagged as inappropriate (thanks Tumblr)🙄So I decided to redo it and update a few things.
I will not tolerate any rules being broken. There are 0 excuses to not take 2 minutes of your life to make sure your question follows my rules. I'm tired of the inappropriate DM'S and asks about minors. Read. My. Rules.
Heyo! This is the Nami and Robin Omo story person (the one with the rubbing and grinding and no guys and all that). I was wondering if you were still interested in doing that story? All up to you ofcourse no preassure at all. (Currently as I’m sending this it technically hasn’t been a month yet but I get forgetful and wanted to ask before it fully slipped my mind djsjsksk)
I'm honestly struggling to not make it sound sexual ngl. I'm not really sure how to go about it with the prompt of rubbing and grinding and not give masturbation undertones lmao.
I'm still willing to write it don't get me wrong 😅and thank you for your patience I appreciate it. I just need to think of how I want to write it.
I don’t think anyone’s asked this one yet. Any Ciri (from the Witcher games specifically) Omo headcanons? Additionally, with how long their journeys and fights last, how often do you think she has to just wet herself to keep from distractions?
Does she show when she needs to go?
Not at all. She learned to hide it so no one can tell when she's weak so she's not vulnerable to an attack.
Is she shy about it?
Not at all. At first she was but Witcher training really broke her out of any feelings of discomfort or shyness she initially felt.
Would she piss outside?
Yes but she really tries not to. She has to be very careful because she can't pee standing up so she's very vulnerable when she needs to go.
How does she phrase it?
"Take a piss", "take a leak", or "relieve myself
How does she hold it?
She sways from side to side, stands with her legs crossed, or taps her foot. She's very subtle about it.
Has she had accidents before?
Oh yeah. There have been plenty of times where she was about to stop and pee but she ended up having to fight off something that ambushed her before she got the chance. If her options are piss herself or die, she's going to piss herself. Not that she wants to.
Is she embarrassed?
Slightly but no one around her would know it. She would play it off and not acknowledge it but deep down she hates that someone could have seen her like that.
How often does she get desperate?
Not very often. Before long or difficult jobs, she tries to limit her water intake and always makes sure to pee before she leaves.
What does she do when she has an accident?
She tries to change clothes as quickly as possible because the smell of urine attracts a few different types of beasts.
What are subtle signs that she needs to go?
She starts getting really restless and can't stand still. She also starts to get irritated if it's really bad.
Okok um.... Tamsy bedwetting? Idk 🥹 doesn't have to be sexual but like 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 like a little scene/story where Enjin wakes up to Tamsy wetting the bed? 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
Enjin woke up for what felt like the hundredth time that night to check on Tamsy, who was sleeping beside him. He had gotten sick and refused to tell anyone until it became so severe that he could hardly move.
When he sat up, he heard a strange sound coming from the other man. It was a small hissing sound. At first Enjin was confused until he felt a warm wetness touch his leg. He realized his lover was having an accident beside him.
"Hey..." Enjin gently shook the sleeping man beside him but Tamsy didn't even stir. "Tam..." He shook him a bit harder and this time Tamsy opened an eye.
"What?" His voice was weak from exhaustion which made Enjin feel bad for bothering him.
"You..."
Before he could finish his sentence, a look of horror spread across his face. "Fuck...I-"
"It's fine! I'll clean it up." Enjin threw the blankets off of himself and made his way to his sick lover. "I'll change your clothes and deal with the cleanup. You can sleep in the spare bed."
Tamsy nodded, barely able to keep his eyes open. "Thanks 'Jin."
Figured I would make one of these since so many other blogs have done it lol. The two I marked out with an X are the only ones I would not under any circumstances read/write/consume content about. I will elaborate on the empty jars though in case anyone is curious.
Golden showers....meh. Doesn't do anything for me. I've been asked by someone I was dating if they could pee on me before and I said no. I can't get past the smell and I'm a pretty big germaphobe.
Diaper wetting is a maybe for me. It really really depends on the circumstances. For example a character using a diaper out of desperation??? Hot. ABDL however is not my cup of tea.
Puppy pads is another maybe for me. I like it in the same sense as diapers: as a last resort. But I'm not into puppy/pet play and I feel like a lot of omo fics about that are pet play related.
Territory marking (in omo) is something I'm not too familiar with tbh. I'm assuming it's like peeing on someone to claim them. Not really my thing tbh I prefer desperation over everything. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong though.
Thoughts on Dazai Omo, but Mori takes Dazai's bathroom privileges away as a punishment? Not at all in a weird way, but more of psychological abuse and physical control, to also cause fear. I feel like there had to be a time when Mori used this to gain control over Dazai and to humiliate him. And this would only work too if Mori kept Dazai within his sight or kept him in a room for the day or however long he wanted.
It probably went on for a long time too because Mori definitely wanted to have power over someone as smart as Dazai to keep him loyal. Part of the punishment was telling Dazai that he has to hold it as long as he can while he's working on paperwork. It's obviously extremely uncomfortable and painful for Dazai to do that and it eventually starts causing him problems.
Chuuya is the first one to notice how Dazai seems like he has to pee every 5 minutes when they go on missions together. When he asks Dazai about it, Dazai makes up a few excuses before he finally comes clean and tells Chuuya what Mori is making him do. He admits that it hurts and it's humiliating and he doesn't want to do it. He's forced to hold it so frequently that he has a nasty bladder infection and it burns every time he pees.
Chuuya is obviously stunned by this because that's sadistic even for Mori. But he can't let Dazai go through that by himself so he talks to Mori and makes a deal with him. As long as Dazai completely stays out of trouble, Mori won't do that to him any longer. He also meets up with Odasaku to convince Dazai to see a doctor about his problem with holding his pee, which is next to impossible for him now. It's embarrassing for Dazai but he eventually relents with Oda pressuring him to.
Akiko anon here! Thank you so much for the headcanons! (sorry that I can’t like it I only have my public account).
if it isn’t too much, can I also ask how you think Akiko holds (like holding techniques and stuff and if it’s different when she’s in public or private), if she’s the type to leak and how she verbalises her need? Thank you!
Verbalization: "pee", "use the restroom", or "relieve myself"
How does she hold it: when she's in private, she's not afraid to openly hold herself. Sometimes she'll even talk about how badly she needs to pee as a way to distract herself.
When she's in public, she crosses her legs in a way that can seem casual, presses herself against something if she's sitting.
During that one scene in House of the Dragon where Aemond had a nightmare, it made me think....what if he had an accident!
Mild spoilers in the form of episode details below.
When he got out of bed and grabbed the dagger and held it towards Alys, what if he started wetting himself? He would be so panicked at that point that he probably wouldn't even realize what had happened. When she comes over to him and starts comforting him, that's when he realizes it.
He tries to move away from her because to his horror, he's completely soaked. But she refuses and he finally gives in and lets her comfort him. He's so frightened from the dream and embarrassed about the accident that he cries while she comforts him.
When Aemond eventually starts to calm down, she offers to help him wash up. At first he's hesitant but he needs intimacy so badly at this point that he'll take whenever he can get. While she's helping him bathe, she also helps clean his wound. She lets him get everything off of his chest while she washes his hair and reassures him again that it was just a dream.
hi! regardless of ur answer to last anon I was wondering how u feel with/are u okay with people who u wouldn't follow back following/liking ur posts sometimes or would u rather those blogs avoid all interaction with urs? I definitely don't want to make anyone uncomfortable🙏(hope this makes sense and I apologise if I missed smth in ur pinned)
I'm absolutely fine with it! Not only am I fine with it, by I support any support. 🤗 as long as it's not a gore or anything hateful, I'm okay with everyone over the age of 18 being on my blog. ❤️
Hiii I wanna start an omo blog but I'm nervous. Any tips? Srry if this isn't allowed.
You've come to the right place!
My first tip is: it feels so ridiculous at first. I can't explain how embarrassed I was when I first started posting. I would sit and rewrite a post 3000 times because I felt so stupid. I promise that feeling goes away. I've been running this blog regularly for over a year now and I can confidently say pretty much anything on here.
Secondly: Set. Boundaries!!! This is vital. If you don't tell people not to send you about their holds, I recommend being upfront about that. If you do want that, go crazy! You won't find a shortage of live holds in this space lol. I will say- I still occasionally get messages about holds but generally speaking 99% of people are extremely respectful of my rules.
Third: I know this sounds sooooo typical but be yourself! I know everyone is different but I personally love when omo blogs share personal non omo stories/vents.
Fourth: make a pinned post introducing yourself and what content you share. It's extremely helpful for someone looking for more blogs to follow! I also like when blogs mention content they don't post about because I usually don't follow blogs who post about diapers or messing. No kinkshame but no kinksame lol! With that being said however, those blogs are more than welcome to interact with me on here. :)
Finally: make sure you state your age in your blog. 99% of blogs won't interact with you if your age isn't clearly stated.
I hope this is helpful for you or anyone else potentially wanting to start an omo blog. I never would have imagined I would have amassed a following of almost 400 () in a year and a half of regular posting.
Thoughts on Dazai using a litter box to pee in? 👀 Perhaps he was a bit shy to use it, but it was his only option left
Oooo I'm picturing him at someone's house and he either can't find the bathroom or it's occupied. He's been running around frantically, trying to find a place to go but there's nowhere. Dazai can't just go outside either because it's at a very populated location where someone could see him.
Maybe he passes the litter box a few times and thinks "it's tempting but no" and tries to find somewhere else to go. But eventually he's going to start leaking and realize he's about to wet his pants at someone else's house. So he quickly makes sure no one is looking and with a bright red face, he pees in the litter box.
But what if someone caught Dazai doing that??? Like Chuuya, Oda, Ango, Kunikida, etc. He would have to explain to them that he couldn't hold it anymore and the litter box was the only thing he could find to pee in. (Bonus if his crotch is a bit wet, which would add to his embarrassment) 🤭
Was thinking about Dazai going to Mori for pills, let it be painkillers or something- but since Mori is an ass, he gives him a muscle relaxer pill mixed with a diuretic. (Let's say Mori mixed the two together into one pill) And when Dazai was on his mission, after he took the pills, he felt his muscles relaxing and a sudden urge to pee, but with a muscle relaxer, he couldn't hold it properly, and he was peeing uncontrollably in front of whoever he was with. He was embarrassed because it was out of his control, and he quickly realized Mori did this on purpose
(To make Dazai feel more humiliated, let's say the rumor was spread around the Mafia because I like seeing him suffer and I also do not know if those pills could make something like that happened, but I tried researching it and it apparently could cause fainting and dizziness if mixed)
Omg imagine if Dazai was on the mission with Oda. He's with his idol so he already doesn't want to screw anything up....but he really really has to pee. He's trying his best now to show it because the mission is serious and he just wants to show Oda that he does take some things seriously. Obviously Oda already knows that. He knows Dazai isn't a Mafia executive because he's lazy or worthless.
He's starting to notice Dazai is acting weird though. He keeps stopping, crossing his legs, and whimpering when he thinks Oda can't hear him. It doesn't take long for Oda to figure out what's wrong. He tells Dazai to stop and pee before he misses his chance. Unfortunately that almost immediately happens.
There are too many people around for Dazai to just slip away and do what he needs to do. He's clearly getting desperate and he keeps looking to Odasaku for help. He feels horrible because he can't help him. It takes them an hour to finally get somewhere private and when they do, Dazai is barely still holding it. He's struggling to get his pants unzipped because his bladder is so full that it's bulging. Oda realizes it and tries to help him but when he does, he accidentally pushes on Dazai's bladder and causes him to lose control. Dazai fights it the entire time, trying to grab between his legs, dancing, etc. But Oda grabs his arms and tells him it's okay.
Afterwards Dazai, who is extremely embarrassed and near tears, explains to Oda that Mori gave him a drink earlier and it tasted funny. When he started getting desperate, he realized he most likely spiked his drink.
Of course next time Chuuya sees him, he starts teasing Dazai about it but he stops when he sees that Dazai is clearly bothered by it. He knows that everyone else knows now and it's extremely embarrassing for someone in his position.
Thinking about Dazai and Chuuya going back home together after a long mission. By the time they get home, Dazai is dying to pee because he's been holding it all day. He runs to the bathroom but Chuuya stops him. Since Dazai teased him all the way home, Chuuya wants what he was promised.
The entire way home Dazai kept teasing him and getting him flustered by talking about sucking him off when they got back home. Now Chuuya wants it. Dazai tells him he will as soon as he pees because he really needs to go but Chuuya refuses. They have a safe word Dazai can use in case he decides he doesn't want to hold it anymore. When Dazai doesn't use it, Chuuya takes him to the bedroom.
The entire time he's on his knees, he keeps holding himself, squirming, etc but Chuuya stops him. He insists that Dazai uses his hands too since he can't deep-throat him (yet). Dazai starts begging to pee or even hold himself but Chuuya refuses to let him until he cums. He looks down at some point and sees that Dazai's lap is wet, which turns Chuuya on even more. He keeps watching, waiting for Dazai to lose control and when he finally does, Chuuya cums.
Afterwards, Chuuya cleans Dazai up, teasing him the entire time until Dazai asks Chuuya if he can make him cum as well. Chuuya happily obliges and afterwards they take a shower together.
For the omorashi sliders meme thing you reblogged: I'm curious what your thoughts are on Dazai ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ
okay i am SO SORRY that it took me four months to answer this :’) in apology am gonna be adding my explanations and thoughts for the sliders!!!
i have been on a dázai piss kick lately thanks to the bestie so i am locked tf in
throwing my explanations under a cut because this is about to get long
okay so on any of the ones i marked two spots i think it genuinely depends on the situation and there is *no* in between.
i also wasn’t sure where i wanted to mark his bladder strength - i think when he was younger his bladder sucked a little but that long missions with the pm and a couple close calls and accidents made him start practicing holding it for long periods. i think he purposely trained himself to have a bladder that could hold for a very long time (most of the time).
i also marked him more towards shy bladder because i think he hates when people can tell he’s *desperate.* but if he’s comfy with someone he doesn’t care about going around him lol he just hates weakness being perceived
which brings me to marking him as both subtle and dramatic for his desperation - i think if he doesn’t have to go that bad he’ll be dramatic about it. we’ve even seen him in canon play up desperation to get out of situations.
but i think if he’s truly desperate he starts to go very quiet and still, especially around people he doesn’t want seeing his vulnerabilities
however ☝️ if he’s comfortable enough around someone he will be very vocal and obvious with his real desperation. he just has to know it’s safe to genuinely be like that first
same goes for announcing his need vs hiding it
i think he likes both degradation and comfort and especially likes them in a mix so solid middle there :3
i think if he’s in a Bad situation or in front of someone he doesn’t want seeing him like that he’s disgusted with himself. but if the right person sees him wet, he’s very into it.
and i think he’d be into someone he’s intimate with being desperate and wetting :3 if it’s someone he looks down on he’s disgusted and thinks lowly of them. but if it’s someone he wants to see like that, he’s so into it. but he’s cruel either way 😌
if i think of anything to add i’ll reblog this but!!! and feel free to add on your own thoughts or ask questions :3 i’ve been in love with him and chuúya lately
I've always loved the idea of Dazai being the kind of person who isn't shy about needing to pee until it gets really bad. It's not like he's shy in the traditional sense- rather he doesn't want people to know he's weak and vulnerable.
Reminds me of a scenario I want to write where Dazai got attacked while using the bathroom before; so now he's extremely reluctant to use public bathrooms or show when he needs to go. 🤭
But I have like 11000 writing projects in the works rn so I can't make any promises.
yeeeessss you should definitely inflict a lil tiny trauma on him that makes him not want to go when out :3 i like to think he has to go and is holding it a lot of the time anyways just because of who he is as a person ❤️
Oh, when I'm caught up on my projects, I'm definitely going to write it. 😈
Tbh I feel like he's the type who would sit at his desk and loudly whine about how badly he needs to pee....then proceed to just sit there and hold it. No one ever knows if he's being genuine when he says he has to go or whether he's lying. 💛But with that being said I think if Dazai was genuinely desperate, he would get quiet.
For the omorashi sliders meme thing you reblogged: I'm curious what your thoughts are on Dazai ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ
okay i am SO SORRY that it took me four months to answer this :’) in apology am gonna be adding my explanations and thoughts for the sliders!!!
i have been on a dázai piss kick lately thanks to the bestie so i am locked tf in
throwing my explanations under a cut because this is about to get long
okay so on any of the ones i marked two spots i think it genuinely depends on the situation and there is *no* in between.
i also wasn’t sure where i wanted to mark his bladder strength - i think when he was younger his bladder sucked a little but that long missions with the pm and a couple close calls and accidents made him start practicing holding it for long periods. i think he purposely trained himself to have a bladder that could hold for a very long time (most of the time).
i also marked him more towards shy bladder because i think he hates when people can tell he’s *desperate.* but if he’s comfy with someone he doesn’t care about going around him lol he just hates weakness being perceived
which brings me to marking him as both subtle and dramatic for his desperation - i think if he doesn’t have to go that bad he’ll be dramatic about it. we’ve even seen him in canon play up desperation to get out of situations.
but i think if he’s truly desperate he starts to go very quiet and still, especially around people he doesn’t want seeing his vulnerabilities
however ☝️ if he’s comfortable enough around someone he will be very vocal and obvious with his real desperation. he just has to know it’s safe to genuinely be like that first
same goes for announcing his need vs hiding it
i think he likes both degradation and comfort and especially likes them in a mix so solid middle there :3
i think if he’s in a Bad situation or in front of someone he doesn’t want seeing him like that he’s disgusted with himself. but if the right person sees him wet, he’s very into it.
and i think he’d be into someone he’s intimate with being desperate and wetting :3 if it’s someone he looks down on he’s disgusted and thinks lowly of them. but if it’s someone he wants to see like that, he’s so into it. but he’s cruel either way 😌
if i think of anything to add i’ll reblog this but!!! and feel free to add on your own thoughts or ask questions :3 i’ve been in love with him and chuúya lately
I've always loved the idea of Dazai being the kind of person who isn't shy about needing to pee until it gets really bad. It's not like he's shy in the traditional sense- rather he doesn't want people to know he's weak and vulnerable.
Reminds me of a scenario I want to write where Dazai got attacked while using the bathroom before; so now he's extremely reluctant to use public bathrooms or show when he needs to go. 🤭
But I have like 11000 writing projects in the works rn so I can't make any promises.