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She/her/hers
Warning: This blog is a piss kink centered blog. I am a multi fandom writer who loves rambling about my favorite characters. I post mediocre fanfiction, headcanons, omorashi prompts, edits, etc.
Please don't interact with this blog unless you're 18+. I check my notes and block anyone I suspect of being underage.
Do not send me anything about your holds/omo experiences or you will be blocked.
All characters featured are 18 plus. I will not write underage characters under any circumstances.
Minors don't interact with this blog in any way, shape, or form. I block without warning and I will not unblock you. And yes, I check likes, reblogs, and new followers.
Fanfiction request status: closed.
Fandoms I write for and blog rules/guidelines
Attack on Titan
Black Butler
Bungo Stray Dogs
Chainsaw Man
Death Note
Demon Slayer
Devil May Cry (anime only)
Durarara
Gachiakuta
Game of Thrones
House of the Dragon
Jujutsu Kaisen
Naruto
One Piece (only on episode 200)
Red Dead Redemption 2
Stranger Things
The Apothecary Diaries
The Witcher (game & series)
These are the only fandoms that I know well enough to create content of. You're free to ask me about additional fandoms but if it isn't listed, I probably won't write for it.
For most anime listed, I haven't read the manga so I usually don't write for manga exclusive characters because I don't know them well enough.
Rules for my blog:
DISPLAY. YOUR. AGE. IN. YOUR. BIO. This is for mine and your sake. If I suspect you are under 18, I will block you.
Please don't repeatedly send me asks if you don't plan on interacting with my content. It's a waste of my time.
Don't send me stuff about masturbating to my blog. If you do that, fine, go crazy. But I don't want to hear about it.
Don't ask me to "age up" a character who is canonically underage. If their canon age is over 18 at any point, that's fine. But I will not age up a canon minor. (Example: Ciel Phantomhive)
I will not write lolicon or shotacon characters. I don't care if they're over 18.
Don't send me your omo stories. I don't care. I'm not interested.
Constructive criticism is ALWAYS allowed for any reason. If you have any writing tips/pointers for me, I'd love to hear them. If you didn't like a fic I wrote you, that is 100% valid and you're free to tell me what you did not like.
I don't do/engage in irl omo content. Any "I'm doing a hold" DM's or asks will be deleted and blocked immediately.
I will not write about real people so please don't ask.
I don't follow for follow. I only follow blogs back that post content that I want to see. Please, don't take offense if I don't follow you. It's not personal I promise.
Read my rules before interacting with my blog.
I'm fine with DMs as long as they follow my rules. With that being said though I won't privately discuss characters with you unless I really fuck with them.
I am not here to date you. I'm in a relationship so any messages that are sexual towards me will not even be acknowledged. I will block you instantly.
Content you will see on my blog:
Q&A's about different characters from different fandoms.
Omorashi edits.
Omorashi headcanons. (Click link for entire list)
Omorashi fanfiction.
Reader inserts. (See link for availability)
Angst and hurt/comfort.
Male, female, nonbinary omo.
Lots of me gushing with my followers!
Non-omo content.
Some pictures I take.
Omorashi writing prompts.
Tickling.
Crying. I'm a sucker for someone crying after an accident.
I can't guarantee you won't see any spoilers but if the content is less than a year old I will warn about potential spoilers.
I can write for poly ships however they must be characters that I'm extremely familiar with.
What you won't see on my blog:
Scat/farting .
Emeto.
OC's.
AI content. I do not ever use AI in ANY content I put out. Ai is extremely harmful to the environment and I cannot in good faith use it.
Any content revolving around minors.
Omutsu.
Age regression/age play.
R*pe/noncon.
Gore.
Puppy play.
Artwork made by me. I'm a musician, not an artist 😅
Animal characters. I will not write about any animal characters. (Example: Panda from JJK)
Live holds. I don't do holds nor do I care about other people doing them.
Incest. (This includes step siblings)
Real stories about real people.
Me sexualizing myself. I have absolutely no desire to be sexualized and I will not answer any sexual questions directed towards me. That includes omo questions.
Watersports.
Urine drinking.
Self-shipping. You're free to ship yourself with any character you want but I don't personally ship myself.
Judgement. You are free to ask me any omo questions about any character given that it does not break any of my rules. Send me your strangest omo thoughts, go crazy!
Any isms or phobias. No racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, ableism, xenophobia. I will block you immediately if you display any of those behaviors towards me or my followers.
Hate. If you send me a rude/nasty DM, I'm just going to delete it. Same goes for comments. Keep it respectful. I don't argue/debate on here. I'm going to block you and move on.
FAQ/additional info
I'm 25 years old.
My pronouns are she/her/hers.
I'm an aromantic asexual.
I'm a Leo.
I have a photography account. It's @my-field-of-paper-flowers
My discord is dream.beyond.the.dawn (again, 18+ only)
I do roleplay. Information here.
I don't do 1 on 1 omo discussions through dm's.
If I suspect you're underage, I will block you. You can prevent that from putting your age in your blog. It's not that hard.
This blog is all fun for me: not sexual. If you get off to my content, that's fine but please keep it to yourself.
My ao3 is here. I post both omo and non-omo fics there.
I work full time so your ask may be left in my box for a few days. I'll respond to it as soon as I can. Please do not spam me in the meantime. I know it sucks to wait but I'm very very busy and I have a life outside of Tumblr lol.
When I turn my asks off, it's not permanent. It either means I'm taking a break or I'm overwhelmed with too many already.
I am 1000% open to any and all constructive criticism. If you think there's something I could do better, feel free to tell me! In fact, I really appreciate it.
I delete all posts without interaction after a week. This is to keep my blog free of clutter since I post frequently. Likewise if I get frequent requests that don't get any interactions, I will delete asks pertaining to them.
DNI: (I will immediately block you)
Minors (I go through my notes and I check. I'm not joking, if I even suspect you're under 18, you're getting blocked). This isn't to be mean, this is for my safety.
Pedophiles/MAPS
Gore blogs/any blogs depicting real violence.
Hardcore scat/emeto blogs. I don't mind if you post about it but if your entire blog is nothing but those things, please do not interact.
TERFS, MAGA, Nazi's, misogynists, homophobes, pro-life, pro-ICE, conservatives, incels, etc.
Self harm blogs.
Shotacon/lolicon accounts.
Requests I take:
Omorashi fanfiction.
Reader insert omorashi fanfiction.
Headcanons.
Omo thoughts (example: What are your omo thoughts on _______). Or you can share with me your omo thoughts on them!
My last rules post got flagged as inappropriate (thanks Tumblr)🙄So I decided to redo it and update a few things.
I will not tolerate any rules being broken. There are 0 excuses to not take 2 minutes of your life to make sure your question follows my rules. I'm tired of the inappropriate DM'S and asks about minors. Read. My. Rules.
Figured I would make one of these since so many other blogs have done it lol. The two I marked out with an X are the only ones I would not under any circumstances read/write/consume content about. I will elaborate on the empty jars though in case anyone is curious.
Golden showers....meh. Doesn't do anything for me. I've been asked by someone I was dating if they could pee on me before and I said no. I can't get past the smell and I'm a pretty big germaphobe.
Diaper wetting is a maybe for me. It really really depends on the circumstances. For example a character using a diaper out of desperation??? Hot. ABDL however is not my cup of tea.
Puppy pads is another maybe for me. I like it in the same sense as diapers: as a last resort. But I'm not into puppy/pet play and I feel like a lot of omo fics about that are pet play related.
Territory marking (in omo) is something I'm not too familiar with tbh. I'm assuming it's like peeing on someone to claim them. Not really my thing tbh I prefer desperation over everything. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong though.
Thoughts on Dazai Omo, but Mori takes Dazai's bathroom privileges away as a punishment? Not at all in a weird way, but more of psychological abuse and physical control, to also cause fear. I feel like there had to be a time when Mori used this to gain control over Dazai and to humiliate him. And this would only work too if Mori kept Dazai within his sight or kept him in a room for the day or however long he wanted.
It probably went on for a long time too because Mori definitely wanted to have power over someone as smart as Dazai to keep him loyal. Part of the punishment was telling Dazai that he has to hold it as long as he can while he's working on paperwork. It's obviously extremely uncomfortable and painful for Dazai to do that and it eventually starts causing him problems.
Chuuya is the first one to notice how Dazai seems like he has to pee every 5 minutes when they go on missions together. When he asks Dazai about it, Dazai makes up a few excuses before he finally comes clean and tells Chuuya what Mori is making him do. He admits that it hurts and it's humiliating and he doesn't want to do it. He's forced to hold it so frequently that he has a nasty bladder infection and it burns every time he pees.
Chuuya is obviously stunned by this because that's sadistic even for Mori. But he can't let Dazai go through that by himself so he talks to Mori and makes a deal with him. As long as Dazai completely stays out of trouble, Mori won't do that to him any longer. He also meets up with Odasaku to convince Dazai to see a doctor about his problem with holding his pee, which is next to impossible for him now. It's embarrassing for Dazai but he eventually relents with Oda pressuring him to.
Akiko anon here! Thank you so much for the headcanons! (sorry that I can’t like it I only have my public account).
if it isn’t too much, can I also ask how you think Akiko holds (like holding techniques and stuff and if it’s different when she’s in public or private), if she’s the type to leak and how she verbalises her need? Thank you!
Verbalization: "pee", "use the restroom", or "relieve myself"
How does she hold it: when she's in private, she's not afraid to openly hold herself. Sometimes she'll even talk about how badly she needs to pee as a way to distract herself.
When she's in public, she crosses her legs in a way that can seem casual, presses herself against something if she's sitting.
During that one scene in House of the Dragon where Aemond had a nightmare, it made me think....what if he had an accident!
Mild spoilers in the form of episode details below.
When he got out of bed and grabbed the dagger and held it towards Alys, what if he started wetting himself? He would be so panicked at that point that he probably wouldn't even realize what had happened. When she comes over to him and starts comforting him, that's when he realizes it.
He tries to move away from her because to his horror, he's completely soaked. But she refuses and he finally gives in and lets her comfort him. He's so frightened from the dream and embarrassed about the accident that he cries while she comforts him.
When Aemond eventually starts to calm down, she offers to help him wash up. At first he's hesitant but he needs intimacy so badly at this point that he'll take whenever he can get. While she's helping him bathe, she also helps clean his wound. She lets him get everything off of his chest while she washes his hair and reassures him again that it was just a dream.
hi! regardless of ur answer to last anon I was wondering how u feel with/are u okay with people who u wouldn't follow back following/liking ur posts sometimes or would u rather those blogs avoid all interaction with urs? I definitely don't want to make anyone uncomfortable🙏(hope this makes sense and I apologise if I missed smth in ur pinned)
I'm absolutely fine with it! Not only am I fine with it, by I support any support. 🤗 as long as it's not a gore or anything hateful, I'm okay with everyone over the age of 18 being on my blog. ❤️
Hiii I wanna start an omo blog but I'm nervous. Any tips? Srry if this isn't allowed.
You've come to the right place!
My first tip is: it feels so ridiculous at first. I can't explain how embarrassed I was when I first started posting. I would sit and rewrite a post 3000 times because I felt so stupid. I promise that feeling goes away. I've been running this blog regularly for over a year now and I can confidently say pretty much anything on here.
Secondly: Set. Boundaries!!! This is vital. If you don't tell people not to send you about their holds, I recommend being upfront about that. If you do want that, go crazy! You won't find a shortage of live holds in this space lol. I will say- I still occasionally get messages about holds but generally speaking 99% of people are extremely respectful of my rules.
Third: I know this sounds sooooo typical but be yourself! I know everyone is different but I personally love when omo blogs share personal non omo stories/vents.
Fourth: make a pinned post introducing yourself and what content you share. It's extremely helpful for someone looking for more blogs to follow! I also like when blogs mention content they don't post about because I usually don't follow blogs who post about diapers or messing. No kinkshame but no kinksame lol! With that being said however, those blogs are more than welcome to interact with me on here. :)
Finally: make sure you state your age in your blog. 99% of blogs won't interact with you if your age isn't clearly stated.
I hope this is helpful for you or anyone else potentially wanting to start an omo blog. I never would have imagined I would have amassed a following of almost 400 () in a year and a half of regular posting.
Thoughts on Dazai using a litter box to pee in? 👀 Perhaps he was a bit shy to use it, but it was his only option left
Oooo I'm picturing him at someone's house and he either can't find the bathroom or it's occupied. He's been running around frantically, trying to find a place to go but there's nowhere. Dazai can't just go outside either because it's at a very populated location where someone could see him.
Maybe he passes the litter box a few times and thinks "it's tempting but no" and tries to find somewhere else to go. But eventually he's going to start leaking and realize he's about to wet his pants at someone else's house. So he quickly makes sure no one is looking and with a bright red face, he pees in the litter box.
But what if someone caught Dazai doing that??? Like Chuuya, Oda, Ango, Kunikida, etc. He would have to explain to them that he couldn't hold it anymore and the litter box was the only thing he could find to pee in. (Bonus if his crotch is a bit wet, which would add to his embarrassment) 🤭
Was thinking about Dazai going to Mori for pills, let it be painkillers or something- but since Mori is an ass, he gives him a muscle relaxer pill mixed with a diuretic. (Let's say Mori mixed the two together into one pill) And when Dazai was on his mission, after he took the pills, he felt his muscles relaxing and a sudden urge to pee, but with a muscle relaxer, he couldn't hold it properly, and he was peeing uncontrollably in front of whoever he was with. He was embarrassed because it was out of his control, and he quickly realized Mori did this on purpose
(To make Dazai feel more humiliated, let's say the rumor was spread around the Mafia because I like seeing him suffer and I also do not know if those pills could make something like that happened, but I tried researching it and it apparently could cause fainting and dizziness if mixed)
Omg imagine if Dazai was on the mission with Oda. He's with his idol so he already doesn't want to screw anything up....but he really really has to pee. He's trying his best now to show it because the mission is serious and he just wants to show Oda that he does take some things seriously. Obviously Oda already knows that. He knows Dazai isn't a Mafia executive because he's lazy or worthless.
He's starting to notice Dazai is acting weird though. He keeps stopping, crossing his legs, and whimpering when he thinks Oda can't hear him. It doesn't take long for Oda to figure out what's wrong. He tells Dazai to stop and pee before he misses his chance. Unfortunately that almost immediately happens.
There are too many people around for Dazai to just slip away and do what he needs to do. He's clearly getting desperate and he keeps looking to Odasaku for help. He feels horrible because he can't help him. It takes them an hour to finally get somewhere private and when they do, Dazai is barely still holding it. He's struggling to get his pants unzipped because his bladder is so full that it's bulging. Oda realizes it and tries to help him but when he does, he accidentally pushes on Dazai's bladder and causes him to lose control. Dazai fights it the entire time, trying to grab between his legs, dancing, etc. But Oda grabs his arms and tells him it's okay.
Afterwards Dazai, who is extremely embarrassed and near tears, explains to Oda that Mori gave him a drink earlier and it tasted funny. When he started getting desperate, he realized he most likely spiked his drink.
Of course next time Chuuya sees him, he starts teasing Dazai about it but he stops when he sees that Dazai is clearly bothered by it. He knows that everyone else knows now and it's extremely embarrassing for someone in his position.
Thinking about Dazai and Chuuya going back home together after a long mission. By the time they get home, Dazai is dying to pee because he's been holding it all day. He runs to the bathroom but Chuuya stops him. Since Dazai teased him all the way home, Chuuya wants what he was promised.
The entire way home Dazai kept teasing him and getting him flustered by talking about sucking him off when they got back home. Now Chuuya wants it. Dazai tells him he will as soon as he pees because he really needs to go but Chuuya refuses. They have a safe word Dazai can use in case he decides he doesn't want to hold it anymore. When Dazai doesn't use it, Chuuya takes him to the bedroom.
The entire time he's on his knees, he keeps holding himself, squirming, etc but Chuuya stops him. He insists that Dazai uses his hands too since he can't deep-throat him (yet). Dazai starts begging to pee or even hold himself but Chuuya refuses to let him until he cums. He looks down at some point and sees that Dazai's lap is wet, which turns Chuuya on even more. He keeps watching, waiting for Dazai to lose control and when he finally does, Chuuya cums.
Afterwards, Chuuya cleans Dazai up, teasing him the entire time until Dazai asks Chuuya if he can make him cum as well. Chuuya happily obliges and afterwards they take a shower together.
For the omorashi sliders meme thing you reblogged: I'm curious what your thoughts are on Dazai ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ
okay i am SO SORRY that it took me four months to answer this :’) in apology am gonna be adding my explanations and thoughts for the sliders!!!
i have been on a dázai piss kick lately thanks to the bestie so i am locked tf in
throwing my explanations under a cut because this is about to get long
okay so on any of the ones i marked two spots i think it genuinely depends on the situation and there is *no* in between.
i also wasn’t sure where i wanted to mark his bladder strength - i think when he was younger his bladder sucked a little but that long missions with the pm and a couple close calls and accidents made him start practicing holding it for long periods. i think he purposely trained himself to have a bladder that could hold for a very long time (most of the time).
i also marked him more towards shy bladder because i think he hates when people can tell he’s *desperate.* but if he’s comfy with someone he doesn’t care about going around him lol he just hates weakness being perceived
which brings me to marking him as both subtle and dramatic for his desperation - i think if he doesn’t have to go that bad he’ll be dramatic about it. we’ve even seen him in canon play up desperation to get out of situations.
but i think if he’s truly desperate he starts to go very quiet and still, especially around people he doesn’t want seeing his vulnerabilities
however ☝️ if he’s comfortable enough around someone he will be very vocal and obvious with his real desperation. he just has to know it’s safe to genuinely be like that first
same goes for announcing his need vs hiding it
i think he likes both degradation and comfort and especially likes them in a mix so solid middle there :3
i think if he’s in a Bad situation or in front of someone he doesn’t want seeing him like that he’s disgusted with himself. but if the right person sees him wet, he’s very into it.
and i think he’d be into someone he’s intimate with being desperate and wetting :3 if it’s someone he looks down on he’s disgusted and thinks lowly of them. but if it’s someone he wants to see like that, he’s so into it. but he’s cruel either way 😌
if i think of anything to add i’ll reblog this but!!! and feel free to add on your own thoughts or ask questions :3 i’ve been in love with him and chuúya lately
I've always loved the idea of Dazai being the kind of person who isn't shy about needing to pee until it gets really bad. It's not like he's shy in the traditional sense- rather he doesn't want people to know he's weak and vulnerable.
Reminds me of a scenario I want to write where Dazai got attacked while using the bathroom before; so now he's extremely reluctant to use public bathrooms or show when he needs to go. 🤭
But I have like 11000 writing projects in the works rn so I can't make any promises.
yeeeessss you should definitely inflict a lil tiny trauma on him that makes him not want to go when out :3 i like to think he has to go and is holding it a lot of the time anyways just because of who he is as a person ❤️
Oh, when I'm caught up on my projects, I'm definitely going to write it. 😈
Tbh I feel like he's the type who would sit at his desk and loudly whine about how badly he needs to pee....then proceed to just sit there and hold it. No one ever knows if he's being genuine when he says he has to go or whether he's lying. 💛But with that being said I think if Dazai was genuinely desperate, he would get quiet.
For the omorashi sliders meme thing you reblogged: I'm curious what your thoughts are on Dazai ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ
okay i am SO SORRY that it took me four months to answer this :’) in apology am gonna be adding my explanations and thoughts for the sliders!!!
i have been on a dázai piss kick lately thanks to the bestie so i am locked tf in
throwing my explanations under a cut because this is about to get long
okay so on any of the ones i marked two spots i think it genuinely depends on the situation and there is *no* in between.
i also wasn’t sure where i wanted to mark his bladder strength - i think when he was younger his bladder sucked a little but that long missions with the pm and a couple close calls and accidents made him start practicing holding it for long periods. i think he purposely trained himself to have a bladder that could hold for a very long time (most of the time).
i also marked him more towards shy bladder because i think he hates when people can tell he’s *desperate.* but if he’s comfy with someone he doesn’t care about going around him lol he just hates weakness being perceived
which brings me to marking him as both subtle and dramatic for his desperation - i think if he doesn’t have to go that bad he’ll be dramatic about it. we’ve even seen him in canon play up desperation to get out of situations.
but i think if he’s truly desperate he starts to go very quiet and still, especially around people he doesn’t want seeing his vulnerabilities
however ☝️ if he’s comfortable enough around someone he will be very vocal and obvious with his real desperation. he just has to know it’s safe to genuinely be like that first
same goes for announcing his need vs hiding it
i think he likes both degradation and comfort and especially likes them in a mix so solid middle there :3
i think if he’s in a Bad situation or in front of someone he doesn’t want seeing him like that he’s disgusted with himself. but if the right person sees him wet, he’s very into it.
and i think he’d be into someone he’s intimate with being desperate and wetting :3 if it’s someone he looks down on he’s disgusted and thinks lowly of them. but if it’s someone he wants to see like that, he’s so into it. but he’s cruel either way 😌
if i think of anything to add i’ll reblog this but!!! and feel free to add on your own thoughts or ask questions :3 i’ve been in love with him and chuúya lately
I've always loved the idea of Dazai being the kind of person who isn't shy about needing to pee until it gets really bad. It's not like he's shy in the traditional sense- rather he doesn't want people to know he's weak and vulnerable.
Reminds me of a scenario I want to write where Dazai got attacked while using the bathroom before; so now he's extremely reluctant to use public bathrooms or show when he needs to go. 🤭
But I have like 11000 writing projects in the works rn so I can't make any promises.
Summary: Chuuya and Dazai have to crawl through the vents of a building to look for their hide out. Unfortunately Dazai is extremely claustrophobic.
Warning: this fic goes pretty into detail about claustrophobia and panic attacks, which can be upsetting to some people. If you think that could be detrimental to your mental health, please don't read.
"You're not fucking serious, Chuuya." Dazai stared at him incredulously after Chuuya finished explaining what their mission was. "I have to crawl through the vents ...with you??"
"I don't like it any more than you do asshole." Chuuya rolled his eyes. "We're supposed to find out where the enemy is hiding their supplies. They're not just going to let us in if we knock politely. And they have cameras facing every angle " He pulled the panel off like it was simply taped on, then gestured to Dazai. "After you."
"You're smaller! You go first!" Dazai tried not to look or sound nervous but he was. He was extremely claustrophobic. So much so that the mere thought of crawling through such a tight space made him anxious enough he felt like he was going to pee himself.
"Whatever." Chuuya climbed in the vent first and looked back, waiting for Dazai. "Come on, will you quit fucking around? The sooner we get this over with, the sooner we can leave."
Dazai didn't like it but he took in a deep breath and climbed in beside Chuuya. "Whatever. Do you know which way we're going?"
Chuuya shrugged. "Mori gave me a brief description of the layout but other than that, I'm not sure."
"So what you're saying is we're about to get stuck in here wandering around?"
"Do you have a better idea? Mister 'Youngest Executive in Mafia history'."
"Lead the way. Mister 'Shortest executive in Mafia history'." Dazai smirked, knowing Chuuya would have punched him for that if he could reach him. But the smile quickly fell from his face when he realized something.
He needed to pee. He didn't realize it until he began crawling behind Chuuya. Maybe it was the anxiety of being in such a small space that made him feel like he needed to pee but regardless, it was making him feel worse.
"Do you have any idea where we're going?" Dazai asked after a few minutes of following behind Chuuya.
"I explained this to you already. I don't know where we're going. That's why we're wandering around."
Dazai sighed when he realized that meant they could be wandering aimlessly for hours depending on how big the place was. It was too late to back out now and even if it wasn't, it's not like they would just let him use their bathroom without questioning him.
"Can you move any slower?" Chuuya commented, clearly annoyed at how far behind him Dazai was. "What's your problem?"
"I don't have one." He tried to ignore the way his heart rate sped up when he noticed the vent narrowing ahead of them.
"Are you claustrophobic or something?"
Dazai scoffed. He refused to give Chuuya the satisfaction of knowing that about him.
"No..."
"Or...let me guess. You need to take a piss don't you?"
Dazai stopped moving, confused as to why Chuuya would suspect that was the reason. "Why would you think that? Do you have some kind of weird piss kink?"
"Maybe the fact that you drank a fuck ton of soda right before we left. I was your partner for years, Dazai. I know how fast soda moves through you."
Dazai felt uncharacteristically embarrassed about Chuuya being able to read him so easily. "Fine, maybe I do."
"Sucks to be you then." Chuuya paused and looked through a vent facing a room but turned away. "Nothing here."
Dazai looked ahead and frowned when he realized how long the vent system was. This could take hours and he didn't know if he could mentally handle it. "Ugh my back is going to be so sore after this." He complained.
"Poor baby. You're falling apart today aren't you?" Chuuya scoffed as he continued ahead, leaving Dazai behind.
As much as it annoyed him, Dazai had to admit that Chuuya was right. He needed to pull himself together but that was hard to do when his anxiety was making him need to pee even worse than he already did.
Or maybe it was the energy drinks he had.
"Shouldn't we be quiet in case someone hears us?"
"No one is here on the weekends but they have a ton of security. You can't even take a piss in this building without someone finding you."
Dazai flinched at Chuuya's words. He paused briefly and unbuttoned the top button of his pants. Since he was bent over, it began to irritate his bladder. It didn't help that he needed to pee before they even climbed inside the vents.
Chuuya didn't seem to notice because he continued on ahead while Dazai sat there, suddenly feeling dizzy. It was so unexpected that for a moment Dazai wasn't sure what the feeling was.
It felt like the entire room was about to collapse in on him. Dazai didn't even understand where it came from because he felt fine before he stopped. Now it felt like he was about to choke.
He loosened his bolo tie and took in a deep breath, shaky breath in a futile attempt at self soothing. He needed to focus on something.
Chuuya mumbled something ahead of him but Dazai didn't bother asking him what he said. He closed his eyes and tried to focus on slowing his heart rate. He could do it if he just focused.
"Dazai!" The sound of Chuuya's angry voice echoed off the walls, making Dazai jump. When he opened his eyes, Chuuya looked pissed but his expression quickly went from angry to worried. "Hey..."
"It's nothing.." Dazai forced a small laugh but it didn't sound convincing. His entire body began to tremble and he couldn't get it to stop no matter what he tried.
"Are you claustrophobic?" Chuuya asked again, this time he wasn't mocking him. It was a genuine question.
"Like I said, I'm fi-" he trailed off when he suddenly felt a rush of warmth and....
He looked down and saw the front of his pants begin to turn darker. Fuck....
Dazai reached down and squeezed his damp crotch as hard as he could. In his panic, he must have forgotten to hold it. He gritted his teeth from the pain that holding his bladder was causing him.
Thankfully he managed to stop the flow but just barely. Could this possibly get any fucking worse?
"I can't hold it..." He bit his lip and tried to blink back tears. "I don't know what to do....I have to pee so much..."
Chuuya looked stunned but he quickly shook it off. "Uh....could you make it out of the vent...the way we came from?"
Dazai shook his head, a few tears spilling. "No..." He was fighting with his body almost as much as he was fighting not to have a panic attack.
"What can I do to help you?" Chuuya stayed a few feet away from him as to not make him panic worse. "What do you need right now?"
Another spurt escaped and Dazai squeezed desperately between his legs. "I need to pee...I need to get out of here."
"If you're not going to make it out of the vent then why don't you just...." A slight blush spread across Chuuya's face. "- y'know...go?"
As much as he didn't want to do that, Dazai knew Chuuya was right. He removed his hands from his crotch to wipe a few tears from his eyes before reaching down with shaking hands to unzip his pants. If it weren't for his bladder hurting, he knew he would be panicking because there would be nothing to distract himself with.
He tugged on the zipper but nothing happened. He tugged again and this time a long leak came out, leaking a small puddle under his crotch. "No...." He used more force this time but it still refused to budge. Maybe it was because his hands were shaking so violently.
He looked at Chuuya, who was already moving towards him. "Hey....you need to calm down." He said softly. "What's the problem?"
"My zipper is stuck..." He sobbed, no longer able to hold it back. "I want to get out of here, Chuuya."
Rather than mocking him or making any comments, Chuuya positioned himself behind him and reached for the zipper of his pants but Dazai stopped him.
"Wait!" He looked away in shame. "They're...a bit wet."
"It's fine Dazai, I don't care. I can take my gloves off." Chuuya grabbed the zipper and tugged it, making Dazai hiss in pain. The movement sent waves of shock through his bladder.
"Chuuya...be easy!" He whined, instinctively trying to cross his legs but Chuuya blocking him from doing so.
"Sit still. Do you want me to help you or not??" Chuuya pulled on it again but it still wouldn't budge. Every time he pulled on it harder, he inadvertently pushed on Dazai's extremely full bladder.
"I can't help it...I have to pee so-" when Chuuya tugged on his pants again, Dazai finally lost all control. He tried his hardest to hold it until Chuuya got his pants unzipped but his bladder was just way too full.
"I'm sorry...I tried." Chuuya scooted away from Dazai's growing puddle. "Damn, you really needed to go didn't you?"
Dazai opened his mouth to answer but all he could manage was a sob. Fuck, he felt pathetic. "Look away!"
Great, now he was peeing his pants, crying about it, and now he's in the process of having a panic attack.
"Hey..." Chuuya carefully avoided Dazai's growing puddle and rested a hand on his back. "It's okay you're fine."
Now that he didn't have to worry about holding his bladder anymore, Dazai was able to focus on what he tried to push to the back of his mind. "I want to get out of here."
"Well..." Chuuya sighed. "Okay. I'll tell Mori that you got sick and I need him to send someone else."
"Just get me out of here Chuuya...please?" He begged when it felt like the vents were about to close in on him.
"What can I do, Dazai?" Chuuya reached out to touch him but he stopped himself. "I mean...I'm not claustrophobic so I don't know how to help you."
Dazai wasn't sure about that himself. Sure he had been in tight spaces before but he never had a reaction like this before. "Don't hug me....that'll make it worse because I'll-" he stopped to wipe the tears that were still flowing away. -"I'll feel even more crowded."
Chuuya nodded. "Got it, I won't hug you."
"I...I don't know." His body began to tremble with how hard he was trying not to panic. His breathing was erratic and it felt like his heart was going to beat out of his chest. "I've never been like this before. I just want to leave."
"Can you crawl back to where we came from now that you..." Chuuya stopped himself from finishing the sentence when Dazai covered his eyes and sobbed in a mixture of fear and humiliation. "Dazai..." Chuuya gently grabbed his arm. "Can you look at me?"
Dazai didn't want to because he didn't want Chuuya to see him like that. But he did regardless. He wiped some more tears that just kept coming.
Chuuya grabbed Dazai's hand and put it on his stomach before taking a deep breath. "Can you try to match by breathing?"
It took a few minutes of trying but Dazai finally managed to stop breathing so heavily.
"You're doing so good, Osamu." Chuuya scooted closer and began stroking Dazai's hair, which also helped the younger man relax. "Just keep breathing like that."
Dazai did as he was instructed and it finally paid off. He stopped crying and the panic- though still there- was assuaged. "Thank you Chuuya."
"Of course. Paul taught me that trick when I was a kid." He moved his hand down to Dazai's back, scratching gently. "You ready to leave?"
"Yeah." Dazai sniffed. As he began making his way towards the exit, he noticed that he needed to pee again already. "I can't wait to get out of here. I need to pee again."
Chuuya playfully rolled his eyes. "Bladder of a damn noise."
"That's rich coming from you." Dazai finally calmed down enough that he managed a small chuckle. "Tiny man with a tiny bladder."
"It's bigger than yours. Who didn't pee their pants today?" Chuuya looked down at his pants then Dazai's, which made the younger man blush and try to hide his wet crotch.
"Shut up! Mention this to anyone and I'll tell everyone about the time we slept in the same bed and you peed all-"
"Agreed." Chuuya interrupted him with a blush on his own face. "Come on let's go. You reek of pee."
Pssstt.. perhaps for the anon another short Tamsy wetting fic..?
Sorry it took me so long to respond 🫣 I've been trying to lock in and quit neglecting practicing.
It wasn't long after the last incident when Tamsy found himself desperately needing to pee in front of Enjin again. This time was different though. This time Tamsy was completely bedridden until he could recover from his injuries. He shifted in the bed for what felt like the thousandth time while Enjin dozed off in the bed beside him.
He kept remembering when Enjin told him to speak up next time he needed to pee but now Tamsy couldn't bring himself to do it. Not after Enjin had been checking on him all night. He could hold it.
Tamsy tried to distract himself by reading until he got to a part in the book where the characters were on the beach. It made him think of the rolling waves and....he squeezed his thighs together and gritted his teeth. He looked around the room for anything else he could focus on to distract himself but nothing was working. Tamsy's bladder was beginning to throb and he knew he wouldn't be able to wait much longer. Despite what he kept telling himself.
He looked over at Enjin, who has begun to snore softly. Tamsy opened his mouth to get his attention but he stopped himself. He didn't want to be any more of a burden than he already was. He leaned back and closed his eyes, trying to think of anything besides his full bladder.
As soon as he closed his eyes, Enjin said his name which caused him to jump. As soon as he did, a few dribbles made their way out causing him to gasp.
"Sorry did I wake you?" Enjin sat up and rubbed his eyes. "I just noticed you looked like you were hurting."
Tamsy nodded and looked down at the damp spot on the bed. "I...I need...I need to use the restroom." He paused before adding. "Urgently."
Enjin nodded and hastily got out of bed to make his way Tamsy, who was clearly about to have an accident. "I'll help you get to the bathroom okay?" He grabbed Tamsy's arm gently and helped him stand but as soon as he did, a loud hissing sound filled the room.
Tamsy was too injured and too relieved to even care this time.
Chuuya sighed, glancing down at his feet. He gave another useless squirm, the rope digging into his wrists. It was tied tightly around his wrists. He assumed it was the same for Dazai, and tied around their waists enough times that thinking about performing the action himself made him dizzy.
Luckily the bandage waster was still unconscious, his head resting just barely against his own. He squeezed his thighs together. This was the worst timing.
They'd been gassed, but he didn't feel dizzy enough for it to be something illegal, so it must have just been a shit tonne of nitrous oxide. Chuuya had realized too late that it was a trap. His guard had been down because of all of Dazai's whining about how he needed to pee.
He too, was feeling the familiar urge, but he was more occupied with trying to find a way out.
The man leaning on him made a sound. He glanced back, seeing him stirring. Great. Now he had to deal with more whining.
Dazai's eyes fluttered open, blinking harshly and immediately trying to move. But he was held back by the ropes, yanked into place with a gasp, trying to cross his ankles together as the pressure around his stomach squeezed a leak of urine out.
Chuuya grunted as Dazai continued to squirm, his ropes tightening because of all the movement.
"Oi! Quit movin'," he hissed.
"Chibi!" Dazai whined, drawing out the 'I'. "Why did you let us get caught! I need to pee!"
"It's equally your fault as it is mine!" Chuuya barked, not appreciating how the bastard had not stopped tugging at the ropes.
Dazai tried in vain to relieve the pressure around his middle, biting back a whine as Chuuya harshly tugged the bindings in retaliation.
"Chuuya! Stop! I need to pee! You're pushing on my bladder!" He huffed.
Chuuya clenched his jaw as he resisted to say the words right back at him. No, that wouldn't help anyone right now.
Plus there was no point in admitting his vulnerability when he'd get out of here and use a bathroom just fine.
...He hoped so at least.
Dazai threw his head back, skulls colliding painfully. Damn it, where was his hat?
"Watch it, dick!" Chuuya gritted his teeth, the ache of his head matching the ache of his abdomen.
"Chuuyaaaa! Can't you just... Gravity us out of here?" He very helpfully suggested.
"No. If you actually were paying attention, you'd realize we're tied up together. You're touching me, so I can't use tainted."
Not that he really wanted to, at this current moment in time. He'd probably end up losing control of his bladder completely.
Dazai pouted, rubbing his thighs together.
"Well... How long until backup gets here?"
Chuuya sighed. "I don't know. I can't reach my phone to check."
Dazai let out a long, low whine, slumping so that his head rested on Chuuya's shoulder. Unknowingly, the pair were simultaneously clenching their thighs together.
Normally they would have been able to tell, or at least take a wild guess, by the feeling of the other's back moving against their own, but they were both too busy dealing with their own need.
"Chuuyaaa... I really need to pee." The pout was evident in his tone.
"Yeah, whatever. Just think of a way to get us out of here already."
"I can't! I need to pee so bad!"
"Well then just piss your pants or something! If you need to go that bad, you might as well go willingly before you have an actual accident." Chuuya huffed.
"I..." Dazai bit his lip.
He did really need to go, and he wasn't lying when he said he couldn't think straight because of it. (BECAUSE HE'S BI, HA!)
"No, stupid slug! I'm not a dog who pees all over the floor! I can hold it!"
Chuuya sighed, "Are you sure you're not a dog? 'Cause you sure are whining like one."
"Chuuyaaaa! I really have to go!"
Dazai clenched his abdomen muscles tight when his bladder gave an unexpected spasm, making him gasp and double over.
The action pulled out a groan from the both of them. Dazai quickly straightened up, trying to relieve the pressure from the ropes when he leaned forward.
The sudden tightening of the rope again caught Chuuya and his full bladder off guard, the first spurt shooting out of him before he could even curse.
The second followed gleefully, his bladder more than happy to end its torture.
Dazai felt Chuuya's back shifting rapidly against his, and he could hear his breathing purposely deep and controlled.
And then he felt something wet on his backside.
"Chuuya-"
"Dazai-" Chuuya choked out, sounding panicked.
Maybe it wasn't just nitrous oxide? Maybe it was some kind of muscle relaxant too? Why else would he, a grown, Port Mafia executive, be peeing his pants?
Dazai turned his head as much as he could to look over his shoulder, seeing a rapidly growing wet spot on his partner's crotch, the action of his thighs rubbing together drawing his attention to the pressurized hiss of urine exiting the urethra.
"Chuuya.." Dazai started, dodging when Chuuya threw his head back.
"Shut up! Turn around!"
"Chuuya, I'm also peeing." He winced as he said it, planting his feet apart so that his legs were spread. It was weird forcing his brain to override the learned fact of not peeing his pants.
Dazai sighed through his nose, his hands tingling once the first dribble dampened his underwear, making him shiver at the promise of more to come.
"You're peeing?" Shock evident in his tone.
Dazai shrugged, "I'm just taking your advice."
Dazai internally cringed as the warm wetness spread from Chuuya's ass to his own, trying to redirect his thoughts to the spurts coming from his dick. Forcing himself to pee felt weirdly good. Like an impulse that was always floating around, and he was finally doing it.
He sighed in relief as his bladder finally relaxed enough to let out a powerful stream, staring down at his lap as his white pants grew darker. The clear, but somewhat yellow, liquid pooled at his crotch, his body emitting it faster than his pants could soak it up.
Chuuya let out a noise that sounded like defeat, his face heating up at the sound of pee dripping from his chair and onto the concrete floor. He suddenly realized how quiet it was, besides from the little noises that Dazai kept letting out and both their continuous streams.
After a few minutes, Dazai spoke up. "So Chuuya really is a dog, huh? Peeing all over himself," Dazai tutted.
"Hah?! You also pissed your pants, bastard!" Chuuya felt his face burning with irritation.
Dazai hummed, "So I did, but I'd say I did so rather willingly, so that my poor doggie wouldn't start crying and begging for forgiveness. You should thank me."
"I'm not going to thank you for peeing on us?!" Chuuya barked, refusing to acknowledge how he was less embarrassed and more annoyed, like Dazai was trying to comfort him in his own weird way without actually trying to admit it.
"But you should! I've graced you with my precious bodily fluids! People would pay for those, y'know?"
Chuuya scoffed, "As if." He shivered as his wet pants began to cool. "Tell anyone and you're dead."
Dazai sighed, "I suppose I won't mention it simply because I'm such a nice person."
He yelped as Chuuya slammed his head back. "OW! Such a brute!"
Chuuya groaned. There was most likely pee on his phone. That was just lovely. He had no idea how to tell if backup was coming or if they were trapped here for god knows how long because his device was silenced, for obvious stealth reasons.
"Have you thought of a way to get us out of here yet?"
Dazai hummed, shifting and cringing at the wet cling of his pants. "I think I'm more soaked in your pee than my own."
Chuuya scowled, ears red. "For the last time, shut up-"
The heavy-duty door fell to the floor with a loud slam, two figures emerging in the doorway.
"Dazai-san!" Atsushi called, his face stricken and pale with worry, "What happened?"
Akutagawa stood silently beside him. Rashomon darted out to cut the ropes.
"Wait!" Chuuya snapped, "How do you know these ropes aren't triggered? Don't be so careless!"
Rashomon retreated back into his coat, Akutagawa shifted awkwardly. "I... Apologize for my foolishness."
"Can we come in? Is the floor pressure-plated? How did you get tied up!" Atsushi rambled.
Chuuya sighed, Dazai grinned. "As far as I'm aware, it's just a regular room, Atsushi."
The boys walked closer, Chuuya cleared his throat, smacking his head backwards into Dazai's. Was he really just going to let their subordinates see them in such a state?
Suddenly Dazai gasped, "No, don't come any closer, Atsushi! You'll trigger the motion sensor and gas us all. Akutagawa, it'll be fine to use your ability to slice the ropes, then we can do the rest ourselves."
Atsushi looked wary, but he stayed put. Rashomon darted out and snapped at the bindings. Chuuya breathed a sigh of relief once the pressure around his waist was finally released, wiggling his hands free. But he remained seated.
Dazai shook out his arms, "Atsushi, Akutagawa, go wait outside, call for someone to come pick us up. We might accidentally set off the motion sensor, and it'd be best if you didn't get gassed. Come back if we're not out in 10 minutes?" He still sounded chipper, but there was an underlying warning in his tone.
Chuuya watched as they left, then stood up, ignoring the weight of his pants and the drip, drip, dripping of the excess pee onto the floor. With one brush of his hand against his pantleg, he was using tainted to gather all of the pee from his trousers into a ball of floating liquid, stepping away and letting it fall to the floor with a splash.
Dazai watched, his eyes practically bulging out of his skull and his mouth gaping. "That's not fair! I sacrificed my pants for your dignity and you're just going to leave me like this!"
Chuuya snickered, adjusting his hat. "Chuuya is so mean!... Y'know, this just makes me wonder how often the chibi has had accidents? Because this wasn't just something he learnt right now." Dazai grinned, feeling better about himself now.
He fastened his coat, luckily the long length hid enough of the wet patch on his pants that it was discreet enough. The walk back to Civilization was mostly silent.
"So, how'd you find us so quick anyway, Atsushi?" Dazai chirped.
Atsushi's face flushed. "Well uh... You know how Byakko has a really good smell?" He gulped, "She recognized the scent of your urine..."
"Ah." Dazai plastered a smile, "That's very interesting!"
He wondered if Rashomon could do the same, with how she kept lurking near Chuuya.
