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Unlike the rest of you I am perfect. I am god.

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I got the urge to cut again for the first time in a while. I might give in. I want to feel it again.

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Even though my life is literally going so well right now I still want to be destructive. I keep cutting. Why is destruction a comfort even when things are going well?

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Just a little deeper. Last time I promise.

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Feels so good. Blood so pretty. Feel much better.

#kind of like bloodletting

I LOVE YOU GUYS! STOP LOOKING FOR LOVE FROM OTHER PEOPLE! I HAVE ENOUGH FOR ALL OF US!

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Just a little deeper. Last time I promise.

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Am I being irrational? Don’t care. I don’t want him here. They’re all trying to take them away from me. I will literally go insane without you guys. Please don’t leave me. Please don’t let them take you away from me. Please. Please. He’s not special. I love you too. He’s not special. Don’t look at him. His love isn’t real. You don’t know him, just stay with me. You know me better. Please. Please. Please.

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I don’t cut myself in a suicidal way I do it in an alluring sadomasochistic vampire way. Like I just love blood that’s all :)

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I always knew you didn’t want us but the hear you say it really makes me worse.

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All my posts are about my friends and how much I love them. It’s not like obsessive love but it kind of is. I just don’t want them to get hurt by other people. All their love should be just for us.

#misery talks

Don’t let him over. Please don’t. Let me love you. I don’t want him here with you.