Sewer Rat

[dominicroditore-x]

Huh?

[rhiannon-devereux]

-moves closer to him, placing her hands on either side of his neck; Stay and I will do whatever I can to make you happy.

[dominicroditore-x]

You already do, little flower. I promise I'll stay.

[dominicroditore-x]

Huh?

[rhiannon-devereux]

No, nothing’s wrong. I just.. I just missed you a lot. 

Please don’t leave me again Dom.

[dominicroditore-x]

I'm sorry, Rhiannon.

I've not been in a good place and I'm trying to be better. I'm sorry for leaving you on your own. I'm really trying though. Not even only for myself, but for you as well.

[dominicroditore-x]

Huh?

[rhiannon-devereux]

Yeah? Let me know how that goes.

[dominicroditore-x]

Is there something wrong?

[dominicroditore-x]

Huh?

[rhiannon-devereux]

What were you thinking about?

[dominicroditore-x]

I was thinking about trying to cook again.

[dominicroditore-x]

Huh?

[squirrel-dogg-deactivated201609]

Oh, uh, nothing. *tries to slink away pocketing something* 

[dominicroditore-x]

Put it back. Whatever you took, just put it back.

[dominicroditore-x]

Huh?

[rhiannon-devereux]

Oh, nothing Dom.. simply speaking aloud.

[dominicroditore-x]

I'm sorry, would you care to fill me in? I was lost in thought.

[dominicroditore-x]

Huh?

[rhiannon-devereux]

It is nights like these that I remember how much I actually miss you.

[rhiannon-devereux]

Rhiannon’s heart sank at the sound of him wanting to leave. The sight of Dominic brought a million thoughts to her mind. Some bad, some good. All of which she wanted nothing more than to fill the empty spaces between them with every fragmented thought that was scrolling her brain. But, she knew that this was not the time. That is not what he needed at the moment. She wished there was more she could do or say to mend his broken heart but feared there wasn’t. Dropping her eyes from his line of vision, she simply nodded and stood from his lap. “Please be careful..” She whispered as he pressed his lips to her skin.

[dominicroditore-x]

Although the craving for drugs was tugging at the back of Dominic's mind, he couldn't help but not want to leave Rhiannon behind. They had just come into contact again and he wasn't so sure he was ready to be without her presence so soon. "You could come with me. If you wanted." Dom managed to get the words out. He wanted her to agree and come along with him. He knew he didn't want to be without her at that very moment. But all the same, he knew he was a mess. And he hated her seeing him like this. He had a feeling she didn't mind. That she liked him regardless. But Dom was prideful by nature, and couldn't help but beat himself for appearing to her the way he was. It was no way to keep her around. And if she was smart, she'd ditch him sooner rather than later.

[rhiannon-devereux]

It is nights like these that I remember how much I actually miss you.

[rhiannon-devereux]

Rhiannon grazed her teeth over her bottom lip as he spoke. She didn’t want to say anything in fear that she would interrupt his thoughts. The sight of seeing him so broken down made her heart sank into the depths of the ocean. Moving a little closer to him, she simply bent down and pressed her lips to his temple. 

[dominicroditore-x]

Dominics eyes closed slowly as her lips came into contact with his skin. It was ironic how much he could want the exact thing that killed his childhood friend. But all he wanted was to numb his feelings. Numb everything and slip into a comfortable and silent state. He wanted to dope himself up into a week long coma. But he knew he couldn't go that far. "Rhi. I need to get high." He sniffled, wiping his watery yet somehow dry and scratchy eyes. "I just wanted to see you. But  I need to go back to my dorm. Get some things. Make myself feel better." He pecked her cheek gently, pushing forward a weak smile once he finally worked up the courage to look her in the eyes.

[rhiannon-devereux]

It is nights like these that I remember how much I actually miss you.

[rhiannon-devereux]

As Dominic stared at her with a vacant gaze, a wave of concern immediately washed over her. Walking over to him she slowly separated his legs and sat on one of his legs, steadying herself by draping one arm over his shoulder and placing another one gently on his neck. After a moment of silence, Rhiannon opened her mouth and began to speak. “You should only explain if you need that you need to.” Nothing more was said as she waited for his response.

[dominicroditore-x]

Dominic nodded, gulping nervously. He knew he needed to tell someone. To get this thing off his chest. And if anyone was going to understand it was Rhi. But he was scared that she'd see him differently. Scared he wouldn't be able to keep his composure any longer. He wrapped an arm around her waist, refusing to make eye contact as he began to speak. "This uh, this kid. My friend from back home. He OD'ed. And uh, it was my fault." He exhaled shakily, pursing his lips tightly before continuing. "I left him some of my stash when I left to come here. It was, you know- some of the stuff I made. And.. he took too much. It killed him. I killed him."

[islandofabeastlymisfit-deactiva]

Is there anyone worth spending time with at this school?

[islandofabeastlymisfit-deactiva]

Then what the fuck did you appear for?

[dominicroditore-x]

To answer your question, smartass.

[rhiannon-devereux]

It is nights like these that I remember how much I actually miss you.

[rhiannon-devereux]

Rhiannon exhaled softly, and stepped closer to him. Not wanting him any farther than he had already been. As the words fell from his lips a soft smile appeared on hers. “I’ve missed you, Dom.” Placing her hands on either side of his face, she rested her forehead against his. “Why don’t you come in?” 

[dominicroditore-x]

Dominic nodded, shuffling in. He was sure not to move to far from her. And although his eyes were drained of any emotion, the hint of  a small smile touched his lips. He sat at the end of her bed, his nerves still high strung, and his hands placed at either sides of his head. It hung in shame and frustration at himself and he sighed heavily, looking up at Rhi.

" I should probably explain, shouldn't I?..."

[islandofabeastlymisfit-deactiva]

Is there anyone worth spending time with at this school?

[dominicroditore-x]

Not really, kid.

[rhiannon-devereux]

It is nights like these that I remember how much I actually miss you.

[rhiannon-devereux]

Rhiannon heard a light knock and a strong voice at her door. She hesitantly arose from bed, not because she was startled, but because she knew who the voice belonged to. Reaching for the door handle, Rhi slowly opened to see Dominic standing on the other side. “What brings you around so late?” She asked quietly.

[dominicroditore-x]

Dominic scratched the back of his head, leaning against the door frame. His eyes were bloodshot and deeply sunken in with large purple shadows underneath them. He was a mess, and he knew it. "I just got back." He could tell there was a closed off frigidness to her demeanor. He wanted to pick her up in his arms and hold her. Wanted to apologize. But the only words that came out were, "I missed you."

[rhiannon-devereux]

It is nights like these that I remember how much I actually miss you.

[dominicroditore-x]

*knocking on her door* Little Flower, are you in there?

[dominicroditore-x]

Hey, Kid.

Want some candy?

[rhiannon-devereux]

Dominic, oh Dominic.

[rhiannon-devereux]

Rhiannon bit down on her lip as she watched him. Studying his every move, and every facial expression. Wanting his image to be burned into her memory. Placing her fingers to her lips delicately, she walked over slowly to him. Walking through the thick cloud of smoke that seemed to separate the two of them, nothing but silence filling the room. “You say that I have had enough, but I don’t think I have.” She took the little bag of pills and held it in her hand. “Not by a long shot. May I?” Looking into his eyes with a soft expression in hers, she smiled. 

[dominicroditore-x]

Dominic nodded his head once for permission. He was somewhat surprised she had even asked. Rhi, to Dom, had seemed to be the kind of girl to take exactly what she wanted, when she wanted it. Not that she was impolite. But that she knew he'd say yes. Therefor, why would she ask."Maybe I underestimate you a little. You're very delicate and sweet in my mind, flower." She smiled, taking another puff, and inadvertently adding to the wall of smoke that separated the two. "So what was it that you wanted to do, tonight? I mean, besides getting high." She smirked, letting out a light chuckle. The uppers made him feel restless, and he assumed that once her pill took it's effect, that she would soon feel the same.