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Umibig ka nang tama.

Kapag nasasaktan ka na, kapag nasisira na ang pagkatao mo, kapag nawawala na ang pag-ibig sa puso mo dahil sa kabaliwan sa pagmamahal mo sa kanya, HINDI NA TUNAY NA PAG-IBIG YUN.

Dahil ang pag-ibig, bumubuo hindi sumisira, nagpapangiti hindi nagpapaluha, nagbibigay pag-asa, nagbibigay saya.

Umibig ka nang tama. Umibig ka nang tunay.

i don’t know where to start. Pero i’m really hurting. i really am. i don’t know why pero un tlga narrmdaman ko right now. Can i just blame myself for all the sad experiences i had? kung ganun lang kadali tlga.i know i don’t have the rights to feel this way because there is never an US. i just felt it and just for myself. i wish it didn’t happened at all. that way i’ll be ok. that way i will not blame myself or ask myself kung may ngwa ba kong mali or is there something wrong with me.

It happened so fast. I fall for him quickly and hard. i thought he’s the one. i know he’s older than me but who cares. He’s kind, cute ok ksma. Una friends kmi pero he started sending mixed signals. Holds my hand in public. holds my things. treats me as if gf nya ko. the way he asks me to put the scarf around his neck. saying he likes you. tpos bgla n lng nya ssbhin hanggang best friend n lang kayo. hayy... ang sakit! bakit ganun? he even asks for a kiss and now he’s saying bestfriend ka lng nya? sino niloko nya?ssbhin nya un kung kelan hulog n hulog nko sknya. ilang beses kmi lumabas tpos ssbhin nya wla lang un. kung paano nya ko hilahin para lang sumama ko sknya. Tapos ngaun ssabhin nya may iba n xang gusto? WTF? seryoso ba xa dun ? sa tagal nmin mgkakilala ni minsan d nya sinbi skin n gusto nya ko pinaramdam nya lng e pro d ko alam kung yun ay totoo. Malalaman mo n lng may iba xang gusto bgyan ng bulaklak. Alam nya kung ano feelings ko for him pero ano skin pa xa ng tanong kung saan pwede bumili ng flowers. hayy nkakatanga!Hindi ko xa ma gets. ngaun xa pa may gana mgalit skin. Ang gulo nya!hindi ko xa maintindhan. Gusto ko lng nman ung mgng honest xa skin. Mahirap bang gawin un?

I mean i really don’t have the rights to feel this things pero sinaktan nya pa din ako.