A R C H I V E D !!!

[voldemxrt]

“???????: A Memior” by Harry James Potter

[dominusmortis]

HEADS UP: i’ll probably be archiving soon so as to reign in a new school year -_______- just a head’s up

[psychosuggestion]

[dominusmortis]

ofbatbogeys replied to your post “❝ I tried to hold these secrets inside me. ❞”

oh harry. if i respond to this are you cool with me doing it like ootp time line ?? i think that could be really ahh.

that’s definitely what i had in mind so im all for it! 

[dominusmortis]

❝ I tried to hold these secrets inside me. ❞

         " yeah, and look - look what it's doing to you. "

he's gotta give himself credit, suppressing that overwhelming swell of unhindered anger lurking just behind his eyes. he couldn't offer a reason or rhyme for it, only CLINGING to the agitation that has marred his judgment for weeks now. and so it's easier to fling the blame onto someone else's plate, to criticize their struggles so that he doesn't have to face his own. he's monstrous, he knows, but as long as they DON'T, he'll manage. for now.

                       " just - you've gotta let it out. it doesn't do anyone a bit of good if you just - keep it in, now will it? let it-" don't yell. don't break. " out. "

[dominusmortis]

❝ Let’s cause a little trouble. ❞

              " and by trouble, do ya just mean putting something disgusting in sirius's hair gel because i hate to break it to you. that's not all that much trouble. or that much fun. unless you're gonna do it to mum. that's a whole lot of trouble and — well, it still probably wouldn't be fun after the fact, would it? "

[vivaciousdoe]

it always gave lily a great sense of satisfaction to share moments like this with harry, as though all those things in her past happened purely so she could pass on the stories. as he spoke, her lips twitched at his use of the word interesting. that was certainly putting it mildly. 

“ i s’pose i do have a few more up my sleeve if you insist. ” her fingers tapped absentmindedly at the counter as she thought. “ well has your dad or sirius told you about the time i got a week of detention with minerva in fourth year for leaving some catnip on her desk before transfiguration just to see what would happen? honestly her face, i still remember it to this day… sirius will probably attempt to convince you i was boring in school until i started hanging out with them but that’s just because this was likely one of the first times i actually got in trouble for the things i would do - there’s a certain privilege that comes with being deemed a ‘good’ student, you should remember that. ”

[dominusmortis]

his eyes gleamed with challenge at the confession, knowing all too well that his mother had many more stories than she let on. of course, he'd yet to share his more COMPROMISING stories with her, but he'd take what he could get from the other end. whether she knew it or not, she was one of his best sources of creative inspiration. even if she wasn't always the one telling the story.

" wait, what? " leaning forward, his brows knitted together before he scoffed in disbelief. " sirius lied to me! he said he's the one that did that. he tried to take your credit, mum. and dad let ‘im! " it wasn't that he was lying. he was merely playing up the truth in order to extract some DIRT on his godfather. this was always a fun mission. " he said mcgonagall threatened to claw his eyes out or something. and all this time, you'd done it! that's - well, that's brilliant for you, but he's a menace."

[lcvelymemes]

» halsey lyrics meme

Put a sentence in my ask to see how my muse responds.

❝ I find myself alone when each day is through. ❞

❝ Yes, I’ll admit that I’m a fool for you. ❞

❝ You’ve got a way to keep me on your side. ❞

❝ You give me cause for love that I can’t hide. ❞

❝ If you wanna go to heaven you should fuck me tonight. ❞

❝ I tried to hold these secrets inside me. ❞

❝ My mind’s like a deadly disease. ❞

❝ I’m meaner than my demons. ❞

❝ Please stop, you’re scaring me. ❞

❝ Goddamn right, you should be scared of me. ❞

❝ Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me? ❞

❝ You can’t wake up, this is not a dream. ❞

❝ I think there’s a flaw in my code. ❞

❝ These voices won’t leave me alone. ❞

❝ Are you deranged like me? Are you strange like me? ❞

❝ Keep on haunting me. ❞

❝ I was as pure as a river, but now I think I’m possessed. ❞

❝ I’ve been cold since you left. ❞

❝ You’ve got a fire inside but your heart’s so cold. ❞

❝ I’ve tried to wash you away but you just won’t leave. ❞

❝ I came here so you’d come for me. ❞

❝ You weren’t looking for me. ❞

❝ I’m such a fool to pay this price. ❞

❝ I don’t think he remembers. ❞

❝ I don’t have to fucking tell you anything. ❞

❝ That’s the beauty of a secret, you know you’re supposed to keep it. ❞

❝ These days I can’t seem to get along with anyone. ❞

❝ Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so. ❞

❝ You’re ripped at every edge but you’re a masterpiece. ❞

❝ You were a vision in the morning when the light came through. ❞

❝ I know I’ve only felt religion when I’ve lied with you. ❞

❝ I’m still waking every morning but it’s not with you. ❞

❝ I’m searching for something that I can’t reach. ❞

❝ Kiss me in the corridor. ❞

❝ You say that you’re no good for me. ❞

❝ What happened to the soul that you used to be? ❞

❝ Do you remember the taste of my lips that night? ❞

❝ We’ll be running again. ❞

❝ I’m a one night stand. ❞

❝ I’m the violence in the pouring rain. ❞

❝ I’m a hurricane. ❞

❝ I found myself reminded to keep you far away from me. ❞

❝ Well lately, I like ‘em crazy. ❞

❝ I can never keep my eyes off this. ❞

❝ All we do is drive. ❞

❝ We know very well who we are. ❞

❝ I’m headed straight for the castle. ❞

❝ They wanna make me their queen. ❞

❝ If you wanna break these walls down, you’re gonna get bruised. ❞

❝ I just wanna feel your lips against my skin. ❞

❝ I promised myself I wouldn’t let you complete me. ❞

❝ I’m sorry but I fell in love tonight. ❞

❝ I didn’t mean to fall in love tonight. ❞

❝ Could we pretend that we’re in love? ❞

❝ We’re the underdogs in this world alone. ❞

❝ They can break our hearts, they won’t take our souls. ❞

❝ Would you bleed for me? ❞

❝ Let’s cause a little trouble. ❞

❝ Would you lie for me? ❞

❝ I wouldn’t leave you if you’d let me. ❞

[dominusmortis]

@vivaciousdoe based on the meme bc reasons

       it wasn't that he didn't love his mother's stories. of course he did. it gave him a sense of connection to her past, to HIS past. nevertheless, hearing the same one over and over again tended to prove TEDIOUS.

    " ya know, i'm SURE yeh've got more than just that one. you were in school for seven years with a buncha - interesting people. " although referring to sirius and his father as 'interesting' was more for his mother's sake than his own beliefs. interesting was indeed an understatement. still, he wouldn't mention the fact that the two men had shared far MORE stories with him than she'd wished to. " ya know what? i'm completely okay with you makin' em up. i don't mind at all. "

[dominusmortis]

❝ You’ve got a fire inside but your heart’s so cold. ❞

               " side effect, i guess. "

  and it pains him, facing the fact, but he's done it. time and time again, he's looked at the man in the mirror and searched desperately for the boy he once knew, but he knows good and well that boy is dead and gone. and sure, he carries him around in this coffin between his ribs, but that doesn't soothe the ACHE. he's been running from demons that have been one step ahead since the start, and although he may be able to lie to everyone else, he can no longer deny it himself. he and death were always meant to be, and perhaps that's alright.

        " dunno what everyone expects after all this. just supposed to run around smilin' and happy? pretendin' i'm not a — " but that's no one's business but his own, and he feels no obligation to say more. " well, that's not really my problem, is it? just steer clear like the rest of 'em. "

[dominusmortis]

#defendharryjamespotter2k16

[dominusmortis]

“Neither of us are really free.” - pansy

               " at least both of us accept it."

but should they? it's been clouding his mind for as long as he can remember because he has been bound to another for as long as he'd LIVED. he can't look at her with an unbiased gaze and speak to the beauty of her. the need to inhale will cost him, and he can feel that revelation in his lungs, but the fact of the matter is that they live within the confines of TWO DIFFERENT CAGES locked by two different keys. in what world can he reach out and touch the synonymous? she is both a sweet dream and a beautiful nightmare, and his relevance only exists to entice her judgment. or so it's EASIER to believe. he cannot stand here and admit that they have much in common. he would much rather have enemies. they are almost painless to lose.

   " or perhaps this is the opening of a very heartfelt rant. if so, go on then. i'm listenin'. "

[dominusmortis]

❝ You can’t wake up, this is not a dream. ❞

              " and i'm not entirely sure i'd want to. "

because who is he to say that it would be any better? yet who is he to say it would be any WORSE? he'd rather not take that risk. it's hard to breathe NOW. he can't imagine waking up to a hell hotter than this. it boggles him; a teenager on the cusp of an existential crisis, and all he has is THIS: a mortal enemy and a race against time. in the end, he knows there will be no one left to save him. they could only sacrifice so much until there's nothing left.

             " i bet you do though, yeah? wanna wake up to something better, something that doesn't hold you responsible? because this is real for you too, and your daddy's reputation can't save you from it. "

      and he opens up just enough, completely aware that he will NEVER STOP SPILLING.

             " this is OUR waking nightmare. so be it then. " he’s never minded SHARING.

[lcvelymemes]

» halsey lyrics meme

Put a sentence in my ask to see how my muse responds.

❝ I find myself alone when each day is through. ❞

❝ Yes, I’ll admit that I’m a fool for you. ❞

❝ You’ve got a way to keep me on your side. ❞

❝ You give me cause for love that I can’t hide. ❞

❝ If you wanna go to heaven you should fuck me tonight. ❞

❝ I tried to hold these secrets inside me. ❞

❝ My mind’s like a deadly disease. ❞

❝ I’m meaner than my demons. ❞

❝ Please stop, you’re scaring me. ❞

❝ Goddamn right, you should be scared of me. ❞

❝ Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me? ❞

❝ You can’t wake up, this is not a dream. ❞

❝ I think there’s a flaw in my code. ❞

❝ These voices won’t leave me alone. ❞

❝ Are you deranged like me? Are you strange like me? ❞

❝ Keep on haunting me. ❞

❝ I was as pure as a river, but now I think I’m possessed. ❞

❝ I’ve been cold since you left. ❞

❝ You’ve got a fire inside but your heart’s so cold. ❞

❝ I’ve tried to wash you away but you just won’t leave. ❞

❝ I came here so you’d come for me. ❞

❝ You weren’t looking for me. ❞

❝ I’m such a fool to pay this price. ❞

❝ I don’t think he remembers. ❞

❝ I don’t have to fucking tell you anything. ❞

❝ That’s the beauty of a secret, you know you’re supposed to keep it. ❞

❝ These days I can’t seem to get along with anyone. ❞

❝ Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so. ❞

❝ You’re ripped at every edge but you’re a masterpiece. ❞

❝ You were a vision in the morning when the light came through. ❞

❝ I know I’ve only felt religion when I’ve lied with you. ❞

❝ I’m still waking every morning but it’s not with you. ❞

❝ I’m searching for something that I can’t reach. ❞

❝ Kiss me in the corridor. ❞

❝ You say that you’re no good for me. ❞

❝ What happened to the soul that you used to be? ❞

❝ Do you remember the taste of my lips that night? ❞

❝ We’ll be running again. ❞

❝ I’m a one night stand. ❞

❝ I’m the violence in the pouring rain. ❞

❝ I’m a hurricane. ❞

❝ I found myself reminded to keep you far away from me. ❞

❝ Well lately, I like ‘em crazy. ❞

❝ I can never keep my eyes off this. ❞

❝ All we do is drive. ❞

❝ We know very well who we are. ❞

❝ I’m headed straight for the castle. ❞

❝ They wanna make me their queen. ❞

❝ If you wanna break these walls down, you’re gonna get bruised. ❞

❝ I just wanna feel your lips against my skin. ❞

❝ I promised myself I wouldn’t let you complete me. ❞

❝ I’m sorry but I fell in love tonight. ❞

❝ I didn’t mean to fall in love tonight. ❞

❝ Could we pretend that we’re in love? ❞

❝ We’re the underdogs in this world alone. ❞

❝ They can break our hearts, they won’t take our souls. ❞

❝ Would you bleed for me? ❞

❝ Let’s cause a little trouble. ❞

❝ Would you lie for me? ❞

❝ I wouldn’t leave you if you’d let me. ❞

[machiiiavelliian]

ARE WE GODS? OR ARE WE JUST GODLESS MEN? Will this rosary between your teeth sate you long enough to strategize against your demons? Will these statues and altars built as an ode to you be enough to soothe your pride and feed your ego? To keep it quiet through the night? Oh, you are such a hungry boy, and your appetite grows by the hour. Perhaps it is because you were never a boy at all. Now, were you the god? Or were you the charge? Are you Ares? No. YOU ARE THE WAR.

[ask-meme-addicts]

The Office sentence meme

❝ I’m going to make this way harder than it needs to be. ❞

❝ Who says exactly what they’re thinking? What kind of game is that? ❞

❝ Speaking of funerals… why don’t you go ahead and die? ❞

❝ You took a life here today. You did. The life of the party. ❞

❝ Please don’t throw garbage at me. ❞

❝ Well, well, well… how the turn tables. ❞

❝ Just Do It. You were the “it” that I was just doing. ❞

❝ Decent people everywhere will get offended. ❞

❝ I am running away from my responsibilities. And it feels good. ❞

❝ Who am I? I’m [name], the business bitch. ❞

❝ Oh, speaking of time machines… I just got back from the future and I went to your funeral, and guess what? Nobody came. ❞

❝ I never smile if I can help it. ❞

❝ This is a dream I’ve been having since lunch, and I am not giving up on it now. ❞

❝ If you pray enough, you can change yourself into a cat person. ❞

❝ Occasionally, I will hit someone with my car. So sue me. ❞

❝ I really enjoy being judged. ❞

❝ Friends joke with one another. ‘Hey, you’re poor.’ ‘Hey, your momma’s dead.’ That’s what friends do. ❞

❝ I don’t talk trash, I talk smack. They’re totally different. ❞

❝ They’re trying to make me an escape goat. ❞

❝ If I don’t have some cake soon I might die. ❞

❝ Your mom, you gay nerd! ❞

❝ I don’t want to blame anyone in particular… I think everyone’s to blame. ❞

❝ Do I need to be liked? Absolutely not. I like to be liked. I enjoy being liked. I have to be liked. But it’s not like this compulsive need to be liked. Like my need to be praised. ❞

❝ Is this a video conference you’re having with… “Drake” featuring “Swizz Beatz”? ❞

❝ Should have burned this place down when I had the chance. ❞

❝ Nobody does anything for me anymore unless I threaten to kill myself. ❞

❝ So everyone here knows pirate code? ❞

❝ Your internet searches were so filthy we had to throw out your computer. ❞

❝ I have the worst attitude of anyone here. ❞

❝ And I knew exactly what to do, but in a much more real sense I had no idea what to do.  ❞

❝ What is so stupid about wanting to name a baby Usher? ❞

❝ I have a lot of questions. Number one: how dare you?! ❞

❝ You’re always saying there’s something wrong with society, but maybe it’s something wrong with you. ❞

❝ I talk a lot, so I’ve learned to just tune myself out. ❞

[vvormtailed-deactivated20210226]

[dominusmortis]

vvormtailed:

ginny x blaise

↳ “I feel like a part of my soul has loved you since the beginning of everything. Maybe we’re from the same star.”