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while I know this particular situ its not mean spirited in any way butttt

nothing makes me less interested in continuing doing something I do for the love of the game then when it becomes an expectation/ entitled thing esp when the initial thing + BONUS thing that I did doesnt even get acknowledged 💀

#this is so stupid #i dont even know why it pmo so much #such a ass thing to wake up to

I've been -1000/10 recently and have been mainlining the FF7 remakes as a something, ff7 was my comfort game as a kid

-ty for modding community, cus Clouds new hair was too weird

-first game felt kinda all over the place and boxed in in a bad way

-I like what they're trying to do conceptually but its kinda clunky

-whispers are stupid, both in visual design and name

- everyone's personalities dailed to 11 and its a little weird

nanaki voice change no go back

-sephiroth smirk and turn away animation reuse × 100 please stop

generally game 2 feels like some canon beats are a tad rushed to cram in but overall a better game

- ptsd cloud still good, why does he have so few voice lines

- more zack story please

-card game fantastic

-wheelies are STUPID

synergy skill moves are clunky and rarely used them

-I still want to throw chadley and yuffie in a trash can, but less so

-I HATE forced walking or forced directional progression so much

-soo many mini games but i did end up w 120 hours oops

-most story flavor quests were fun

-the protorelic quest is too drawn out and I wish it had better per region rewards to feel better

#ff7 remake #ff7 rebirth

privilegejunkie

From the journal:

In retrospect, growing up in rural Missouri was a unique kind of terrible, but at the time it didn’t feel like it. I was fortunate enough to live in a house, while a lot of my neighbors had mobile homes. I was able to eat three meals a day thanks to both of my parents having jobs in the next town over. It was a bit of a broken household, and there were mornings where I’d step out of bed into ankle-deep water due to the basement flooding, but I never really questioned it; that was just life. When I tell this to people who were raised in a more civilized area, they look at me funny.

The thing is, so many people I knew around me had it so much worse. This is evident by the non-trivial number of friends and classmates that did not make it to age 30 due to suicide. Others were institutionalized for various reasons. Nobody who still resides in that town seems to talk about it, or acknowledge how unusual it is. I’ve been on the outside looking in for 15 years now, so my perspective is completely different. Maybe for the people still living there, that is just a part of life -- much like my flooded basement, or high school that dripped water from the ceilings when it rained, or family members that would pass away too soon due to lack of proper medical care. Somehow you never grasp how dark the forest is until you’re out of it.

I used to hate the person I was as a teenager. Although I was quiet, I was also a bitter jackass. The stuff I’d say and believe was stupid as hell. In my early 20s, I’d joke about kicking my own ass if I could go back in time and visit teenage me, but I don’t joke about that anymore. Things could have turned out so much worse for me, given everything around me. Maybe my younger self was that way due to the environment he had to work with; maybe it was the best he could do. I was able to escape thanks to my father, who introduced me to computing at a very young age. That is how I ultimately found my way. It seems so trivial, but it ended up being a core differentiating factor that changed my life.

I still visit my home town every now and then, and it still feels like home, though occupied by ghosts. I’m not sure how else to describe it. Unfortunately, there are days where it feels like the reverse; days where my home town comes to visit me. These are not good days, and I think combating this is going to be a life long endeavor, though it has gotten easier with time. I guess growing up in places like that never leaves you entirely.

being a Void Player means every Secret Santa/ exchange event you join you will consistently get paired w the person who will forget

im sorry but its the rules

#homestuck #mildly annoyed and amused at this point #why i only do gift events now #it keeps happening #void player

ship name for Alastor (og) and Alastor (neon)

AM/FM

#hazbin hotel #alastor