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she/them | 20 gained relationship weight, just broke up with him (I'm so back)

[sreejajudeblog]

7 day boiled egg diet plan is recommended for losing a kilo of weight in just one week, I am sharing an egg diet for weight loss after experiencing it all myself. 7 day egg diet plan for weight loss.

[dont-find-me-dude]

I'm moving out in 40 days!! Fuck yeah boys, might mean I really get to lock in and have an excuse to *cough cough* lose some weight. "Oh no, I was just stressed out and forgot breakfast."I don't have money for much food rn, I'm on a student budget." Ect.

Hihi, maybe I'll get down to below a bmi of 20 again real soon!! I'll start with that as a goal and see where I end up:)

[bonesandpoetss]

“I’m fine!!”

Literally her:

[dont-find-me-dude]

Real

[dont-find-me-dude]

Soooo, I know it's self-destructive or whatever, but I feel fat, and I have two concerts this weekend. For the past couple of days, I've been out of control. Even though I know I've been eating closer to what's a "normal" amount of calories it's too much.

I was originally gonna do a fast, but I need energy for the rehearsal today. I'm gonna be walking a lot to make up for it. The only "proper meal" I'm having is a cup of low-fat skyr and some berries. So the total cals for today are under 120 cals. Other than that, it's the usual, tea, coffee, energy drinks, diet soda, gum, or if I'm craving something savory, miso soup (just miso paste). I know that has calories, but it's filling, warms me up, and is a whole lot better than binging.

I'm also going thrifting for a Christmas outfit. I might also look for a new concert outfit. After rehearsal, my boyfriend's calling me. I'm smiling just thinking about it. He's adorable, and I can't wait to meet his mom. I'm staying with him for New years and until school starts again. He lives like 15 hours away by train, which is definitely something. At least we know we're gonna be living close this next semester.

[homoseqsual]

[dont-find-me-dude]

Both are good

[xyl0b0nez]

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[1nderland]

Anorexia Watchlist

Movies

For The Love of Nancy (1994)

When friendship kills (1996)

The Perfect Body (1997)

Girl Interrupted (1999)

Sharing the Secret (2000)

Huger Point (2004)

Emma Wants to Live (2004)

Maledimiele (2004) about mi@

Thin (2006)

Feed (2007)

Starving in Suburbia (2014)

God Help the Girl (2014)

My Skinny Sister (2015)

Little Miss Perfect (2016)

To the Bone (2017)

Feed (2017)

The Brief Life of Catherine (2019)

Shows

Everything Now

Heartstopper

Pretty Little Liars

Red Band Society

Skins uk

The O.C.

[dont-find-me-dude]

I'm so frustrated. I have to repeat an exam this fall, which makes me anxious about applying to universities. Even though I officially have a job, it feels like it's barely a thing at all. They don't seem to prioritize me at all. I almost never get shifts. And it feels like I've been led on, cause until recently I was told I'd be able to work more regularly this summer. I have bills I didn't even know I had to pay, stuff my parents would usually pay for. And I sure they would, and will if I get the balls to tell them. I've paid for the smaller ones myself, so about 1/3 of the total sum. I still live at home, but because I'm over 18 they now directly get sent to me. It feels embarrassing to bring it up. And then there's paying for school next year. Because I started paying off those bills I don't have all the money I planned to save for school. I know I'm privileged for them being able to get their help at all, but I'm trying so hard to be an independent adult. And I'm failing so miserably at it. Because of the exam I might have to wait an extra year to go to university. All my plans are being pushed further and further in the future. I don't want to be a burden, I don't want to be a disappointment. I've been applying to jobs, but most of them are taken. It all feels so hopeless, I'm leaving in less than two months and I feel like I have no control. I might not get into a university, I might not be able to pay for school, I can't seem to get a job. I might just slip through the cracks and end up being behind everyone else for the rest of my life.

[xenobotanist]

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[posttexasstressdisorder]

PSA

[still-godless-david]

Reblogging to save a life...

[dont-find-me-dude]

trying to read more. i used to consume books. and its not like i stopped completely, but its not the same. i read for hours everyday. i had periods where i read a book a day. which isnt realistic with my current life. i wanted to start with something i already know i love, so i started reading the perks of being a wallflower again (relatable content). i think its my 12th (?) time reading it.

one of my other goals is reading through all the books bill gave charlie. i already did it once, and there might be some i wanna skip. ill give them a chance, but if i dont enjoy it, i know im not gonna finish it.

[unknown-grl14]

[insaneclownpossearchive]

[dont-find-me-dude]

so i did drink, and now its almost 5 am. there was some party going on nearby. ended up outside freezing my tits off, listening to music with a couple chums (i think thats a funny word). Im coming down from it now, wine drunk is nice though. Gotta get this glitte off ke.

[dont-find-me-dude]

i feel way too high energy rn, when i posted the other stuff it was quite the opposite. like id love to go dancing, and i could be completely sober for it. I might go running, or go to this outside workout park place. I know that might be dumb. I know of parties happening, but they must have already peaked y'know. So everyone else will be coming down, when i'm up.

[dont-find-me-dude]

it feels like my head is too big compared to my body lol

[dont-find-me-dude]

i always flop back and forth between feeling like the literal coolest person ever and the scum of the earth

[dont-find-me-dude]

i ate cotton yesterday, how fucking dumb am i? just a little bit, but still