[dontdez]

I need someone in my life who will be more excited for my accomplishments and birthdays than I am, because God damn do I not love myself enough to celebrate that.

[dontdez]

I posted this in like 2017. It has been 5 years and no one has celebrated my birthday with me without either

A) messing it up

B) forgetting

C) just not doing anything

And tbh, I've fallen in and out of love 4 MAJOR times since then and still...despite what I've done for them for holidays, accomplishments and birthdays... I get nothing.

Nice.

[dontdez]

You're turning 24 tomorrow.

Happy Birthday Dez.

*Please don't cry this year (:

[kiarakirai-deactivated20200605]

[mangastories]

[dontdez]

I wish I had the heart to love myself as much as others have lied and said that they love me, but I love myself as much as they actually did.

[animanga-and-stuff]

[maddiesharafian]

This one hovered around my heart for over a year <3 

[iamquietlydrowning]

[dontdez]

Convincing yourself to "miss" the feeling of being high off of pills isn't going to do you any good Dez.

[x-uber-full-me]

“It was a privilege to love you, and it was a privilege to let you go. Both helped shape me into the person I have become.”

— Beau Taplin (via psych-facts)

[dontdez]

Guess I'm the crazy ex then. Damn.

[onlyshoujo]

[mangachi]

[dontdez]

[m-manga]

[nareku]

x

[find-me-in-trash]

TAXI by Oono Kousuke (one shot)

Ngl this is kind of a good love story.