I miss you so much.
Why do hours feel like days
When you aren't here,
But hours feel like minutes when you are.
I stop what I'm doing randomly,
Just standing there and staring off into space.
No command given, no reminders around,
But all of a sudden all I can do is yearn
Ache
Surrender
Display
For you.
I fall to my knees,
Reciting mantras for you.
It's been too long since I've showed you,
Since I showed everyone,
What a slut I am, how I'm owned too.
I need to show what thinking about you does to me.
How good I'll be for you when you finally get to me.
As I touch myself for you, picturing it:
Me on all fours
In front of a mirror
My eyes rolling back
Drool hanging from my mouth
Moaning loudly
Unable to speak
Unable to think
Only able to do what you tell me
And even then it will hardly be understood
Because I'll be totally and completely fucked for you in all ways
Mind body and soul
But you'll know.
You already own my mind and my soul,
As I touch myself I know it.
I'm ready for vou to own mv bodv.
I want you to own every single part of me.
Every thought
Every desire
Every second of every day
All of it yours to control and decide
Everything
You are everything
And I am yours
All yours
Only yours.
I am complete.
Thank you.
Thank you.




















