No Hope At All

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[malowisp]

Do you ever just ?

[ocdevotion]

Jealousy is a vile sickness that runs down to my bones. It wraps around my heart and turns me into something nasty. I am an ugly creature at my core.

[fi-amannillah]

to be soft with someone and not regret it

[fahadaccount]

feeling unwanted changes u a lot, tbh

[dispiritedfae]

Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

[arrogantsuggestion]

I'm learning how to live for myself and take care of my own needs-no thanks to you. You thought you could clip my wings, but I'm soaring to new heights each and every day.

[withered-chasm]

okay, then.. I won't reject you. I'll just be really, really nervous and probably shy or something like that.

I remember.

[doomed--irony]

Good! That just means I get to spoil you. 😊 You're already really, really nervous and shy so I don't think there'll be too much difference. 🤭

Good. Don't forget.

[withered-chasm]

oh,, uh. I'm honestly not sure how to respond to this but, thank you...

you can, I just.. ain't sure if I'm too worthy of it, y'know?

[doomed--irony]

It's up to me to decide whether you're worthy of my time, attention, and affection, and I say you're more than worthy. 😤

#and I'm worried about ending up too clingy or like. weird.

Weird is like strange. What did I say about strange, hm?

[doomed--irony]

@withered-chasm

You are neither unlovable nor disposable.

Not to me.

Never to me.

I'm sorry people have made you feel that way. Let me hold you a little tighter for each person that let you go.

[stwupiid]

can you sexualize me again so i know you love me and didn’t replace me lol

[dejected-dweller]

darlin', yer my main and only focus when yer not busy, otherwise its work. work.. uh, and more work. yup.

anyway, I love ya. 🤍 yer a sweet lady, couldn't be me though.

[doomed--irony]

The only focus you need~

I love you too, Bright Eyes. 🧡 I have enough sweet for the both of us, don't you worry~

[dejected-dweller]

I guess ain't care enough, personally. lmao

[doomed--irony]

I know, my love. 🧡

I like to try and see things from all sides. Unfortunately it's not doing much to change the feeling of being 'second focus' in every conversation.

[dejected-dweller]

common theme has common reasoning, I'm sure. I ain't too caught up on the dash enough ta know what it is this time though.

[doomed--irony]

I think some of it is kinda... how do I explain it?

An attempt to relate or strike up further conversation. It's just unfortunate it always ends up leaving people feeling like they're not interesting enough to remain the focus of the conversation. The high energy doesn't help with that in a lot of cases.

[dejected-dweller]

so Cresent and I ain't the only ones feelin' that way.

[doomed--irony]

Not at all, Bright Eyes. I'm over here feeling the same.

[tragicburnout]

when the chemistry is there but you just know it's never gonna happen

[thethreedeadkings]

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