A Dead Blog

He/His/Him Cis White Autistic This is a personal blog. Expect memes and video games.

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Alright, I'm gone.

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Im deleting on 9/18/16, send me asks before then

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Also, you can send me any ask meme I’ve ever reblogged if you also put the link for reference.

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Tonight!

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Im deleting on 9/18/16, send me asks before then

[door-prince]

Also, you can send me any ask meme I’ve ever reblogged if you also put the link for reference.

[door-prince]

Im deleting on 9/18/16, send me asks before then

[door-prince]

Also, you can send me any ask meme I’ve ever reblogged if you also put the link for reference.

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I'm gonna miss seeing you on my dash, but i can understand why you're deleting ^^ I hope things go well for you!

Oh, thanks! I hope things go well for you, too! I can't really say this to you specifically, but I am gonna miss my mutuals and followers. Thanks guys!

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Im deleting on 9/18/16, send me asks before then

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Also, you can send me any ask meme I’ve ever reblogged if you also put the link for reference.

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I've only followed you for a short time (bc persona) but you seem pretty cool and have a great blog. Hope your time to come goes well!

Oh, thanks! Right back atcha!

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New Game+ Like

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if it's okay to ask, why are you deleting your blog? also for the 'accept this challenge' post , 6, 30 and 70!

I already answered why, but I should add that I apologized and we’re on good terms again. However, I’m still going to delete, because although I’ve changed my mindset from “I don’t want to be able to hurt anyone” to “Mistakes are the best way to grow”, (I mean obviously I still dont want to hurt anyone, but i think ive come to terms with needing to become more responsible rather than giving up my powers (As in “With great power…”, you know the rest)) I still want to move onto other things. I might not necessarily be gone for good, though. I’ll let my blog keep existing both to be an archive and in case one day I decide to come back. (if i do come back, i doubt itll be anywhere near soon, and i think ill have a different “purpose” than memes and fandoms. Maybe actually blog? Who knows. Anyway…)

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?

Uh, not much specific to next week, actually. Though every Saturday I try to get some of my friends to come over and play Tales of Symphonia (we’re going through the entire game together). One of those friends is also going through The World Ends With You with me (It wasn’t designed to be multiplayer but damn it works really well with two players, except for the fact that we gotta share a DS). Also my dad has been watching me play through Xenoblade on the Wii (He doesn’t play games but he’s liking the story). …I don’t think I’ve ever really talked about my life like this before on here. It’s a little weird. Oh, and its not next week, but I’m hella excited for Azure Striker Gunvolt 2!

30: How is your heart lately?

I felt really guilty, but after apologizing I feel leagues better, better than I did before, I think. I really feel like I’ve grown as a person, and that’s one of the best feelings I’ve ever had.

70: Best Memory?

Hmm… I’m not sure if it’s my best memory, but beating Persona 3 was definitely an experience. I started the final stretch at 10:00 PM, got to the final boss at the Dark Hour midnight, and went to bed at 2:00 AM. Besides the fact that I’d never played on a console at night before and realized what I’d been missing out on, the game itself was… so… good… It made me feel happy and sad and all the feels and I love it so much (If that wasn’t clear from my url and icon) and I also started to take my limited time on this earth more seriously. Which is partially why I’m deleting. Go figure.

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Im deleting on 9/18/16, send me asks before then

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Also, you can send me any ask meme I’ve ever reblogged if you also put the link for reference.

[creategames]

1. Game Making Tools

[no coding required]

construct 2

gamemaker studio

stencyl

clickteam fusion

[some coding required]

unity

unreal engine

[more info]

…more game making tools

showcase of games that were created with these tools

2. Graphics

[create your own graphics]

photoshop

gimp

piskel

pixlr

…more graphics programs

[download graphics]

opengameart.org

[create your own models]

3ds max

maya

blender

…more 3d modeling programs

3. Sound & Music

[create own sounds]

bfxr

audacity

…more sound/music creation software

[download sounds/music]

freesound.org

incompetech.com

…more royalty free sounds/music

4. Distribution

[upload your game]

dropbox

indiedb

itch.io

gamejolt

newgrounds (only flash/html5/unity games possible)

kongregate (only flash/html5/unity games possible)

…more distribution options

info:

creategames.tumblr.com by @PixelProspector

icons by font awesome

[darlingamidala]

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Im deleting on 9/18/16, send me asks before then

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Also, you can send me any ask meme I’ve ever reblogged if you also put the link for reference.

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you've got a really cool blog and i really appreciate it a lot. i really enjoy the content you've had and thanks so much for the fun times! Sayounara!

Thank you, you’re really cool too! Bye!

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About my mistake, I don’t have any real excuse other than that I wasn’t thinking, but that wasn’t good enough for me. Why didn’t I realize it was problematic? What can I do to notice it in the future? I want to understand why so that I can prevent it in the future. Anyway, I think that part of it is that gender has always been a really confusing concept for me. I understand it as being about which gender roles you feel more affinity with, but aren’t gender roles a social construct? Shouldn’t we be working on abolishing gender instead of making more? (I know genders besides male and female have been around as long as they have, but I’m not entirely sure how else to word that sentence) I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m probably agender, not cis. It would explain my confusion in a similar way to how colorblind people can’t understand what colors are. (is that an apt metaphor? Uh, if not, I guess it proves my point?) I’ve never been uncomfortable in my body, but I have no idea if I’d be more, less, or the same if I was in a woman’s body. It basically came down to “I know I’m not a girl”. Everything else is just a guess.

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You're deleting your blog? Why?

The short answer is that I want to do other things.

The long answer is that tumblr is just about the least productive thing I do, and it’s just too easy to get trapped in the endless blue hell for hours at a time. I’ve actually been considering deleting for a while, but I have friends here, and since this is like my only social media, it’s also my only news source. I wasn’t sure if it was worth it.

However, yesterday I unwittingly reblogged a few cissexist posts (like, they were trying to be funny, but they were also cissexist. “Ovaries before brovaries”). One of my mutuals, who is transgender, blocked me, and I felt terrible. I don’t want to be able to hurt people like that. Without trying, almost without KNOWING. (On the off chance you see this, I want you to know that I fucked up and I’m really, truly, sorry. I really do hope everything works out for you.) I know that I could continue blogging and just try to be more aware, but I feel like there’s a million other things I could do that would end up accidentally offending someone. It’s too much responsibility, and I was thinking about leaving anyway.

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Im deleting on 9/18/16, send me asks before then

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Im deleting on 9/18/16, send me asks before then