the needle and the damage done

a girl that enjoys heroin and other opiates

[dope-iate]

Every single time I stopped I picked it up as fast as I dropped As soon as I started to feel a bit better I failed every time I can't get it together

[dope-iate]

An announcement

I'm quitting heroin this weekend, 100%. I literally do not have the funds to keep this addiction going and it's only been 2 weeks since I started again after being clean for a couple years, so it's best I stop now. I won't be using this blog anymore after tomorrow, because it's going to be too triggering.

[dope-iate]

When I'm on a dope cycle I refrain from letting myself enjoy stuff I would normally enjoy / would normally make me feel good The reason being is because I don't want to taint those things that my "true self" loves and have them associated with "that time I was using" :/

[dope-iate]

My boyfriend is so fucking mean to me when he's on dope and I'm really sick of it tbh

[dope-iate]

The struggle when you can't hit a vein Or hit a vein, fall out, and it's so cloudy with blood you can't see if you're back in

[asideofbpd]

i don’t have the healthiest coping methods but i haven’t killed myself yet so where’s my fucking medal

[dope-iate]

u know u got good dope when u only bang a third of a bag and get that orgasmic rush

[dope-iate]

Probablyyyy gonna log off for forever again I need to stop tempting myself with this shit I'm gonna die if I don't stop now

[recoverysabitch]

You know you're a pill head when..

You starve yourself so your meds will hit you harder and faster

[dope-iate]

Today's grab. Damn good bags. Ignore that little bit there, I'm not a pussy 😂 it's just leftover from my actual line.

[jellomarshmallow]

[kodeineplug]

[pharmaceutical-goddess]

idk how many times i have to say it before somebody starts listening: heating/cooking heroin is NOT NECESSARY- especially ECP considering its 100% water soluble!!! adding heat does nothing besides burn away the active ingredient, therefore weakening your shot. 🤦🏻‍♀️

[dope-iate]

Heating is only necessary when it's tar, or when you're gonna try to draw cotton shots to prevent infection from the perviously wet cottons

[dope-iate]

Am I the only junkie on here that doesn't also do meth ??? I got one habit, don't need another lmao

[prescriptionforpain]

True love.

Instagram: Yung_Tricky

[dope-iate]

The only things I managed to cop this week. Half a gram of (despite being melted, actually decent vinegar-ey tar) and some Norcos. Ended up banging the tar instead of smoking it. Had to take 8 Norcos at once to even get a slight buzz.

[dreamofheroin]

Heroin gave me wings, but took away the sky.

[heroinwasmyhero]

I’ll be there in 10.

Dealers when they’re 40 minutes away (via heroinwasmyhero)