Live. Love. Recover.

Relapsed a couple times since February 2016 for no more than a month at a time, but I’m still on the bandwagon, I’m still clean. Life is so much better this way. If I can do it, you can too. I once felt like there was no way out of this addiction. I loved heroin and she loved me. We’ve since broke up and now I love myself. That is the key to beating your addiction, truly loving yourself and being comfortable in your own skin. For any of you who need someone, I got you. Reach out.

[dreamofheroin]

Anybody in Illinois hmu?

[dreamofheroin]

I have wondered so many times how you're doing!!! Recently, even. So glad to see you're doing well and wish you all the very best this world has to offer. :)

I know I haven’t been on here in almost a year because I have been very busy getting my life together. I currently am managing 10 vacation and long term rental properties so I stay pretty busy. Hope you are well too Anon

[dreamofheroin]

Clean looks and feels so good. Love life and it will show you love back 🥀

[dankmemeuniversity]

[neverthere12345]

[this-wandering-heart]

😂🤔😂

[thathighguy]

Another installment of: Not My Business

[fake]

when someone gives you directions but you go the wrong way

[myblissfulsuicide]

I destroy myself so that there’s nothing left for other people to break

[dreamofheroin]

It's nothing like the drug you were using, but I am currently working on getting sober from alcohol. Ive been a heavy binge drinker for years now, and I just cant have one drink, I have to drink until I black out. Im so proud of you for getting clean, and learning to love life. I hope one day, Im in the same mindset boat as you are today. Take gentle care now,

Thanks anon ❤️ addiction is addiction though. Nobody has a better or worse vice. You can get through it, you just gotta want to change your life bad enough. I had to completely reinvent myself. I don’t hang out with the same people anymore, I got a different number, remade my Facebook, and I set goals. Goals are so huge because once you set your mind on a goal you feel like you can’t afford to waste your money on anything else. Best of luck to you though 🙂 I’ll be here rooting for you

[i-am-ascension]

[dreamofheroin]

3 years 11 months 🙂

[scntrx-deactivated20191108]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

suddenly self care was letting go of someone you love, getting up in the morning with a heavy heart knowing everything had changed, pushing through the day minute by minute, telling yourself not to trust the rose tinted glasses of the past, starting to forgiving yourself for things that still weigh on you, looking forward when all you want to do is turn around and look back one last time, deleting photos, breaking promises already broken by the other, throwing yourself in the direction of moving on, taking every “you deserve better” with a sigh and then silence, learning that there’s a lot more to living than what you thought.

[opioidwastoid]

*Me sober thinking about getting high*

[necessary-disorder]

[thebootydiaries]

me (to my cricket gf): babe.. do you still love me?

cricket gf: *cricket sounds*

me: is that yes in cricket language or awkward silence

[tittytron]

for my final trick, i shall turn into a disappointment

[thebootydiaries]

My friends(don't have tumblr): have u seen this meme lol, it was on the 'best of tumblr' facebook page, tumblr is so funny

Me, a tumblr gremlin: haha yeah lol, think i've seen that one before lol

Me (what I really mean): you fools. I am plugged into the mainframe, wired to the primary source. Of course have seen that meme, and all 5000 of it's variants, 3 and a half months ago. I have seen the rise and fall of that meme, the boom and bust, the drama, the pain, the shitposting, oh god, the shitposting. I have seen this meme in it's rawest, freshest, unpasturised, most primal state. Do not insult me with these rank, stale puddles, that sit at the very base of the meme trickle down economy.