Doppioo

linguistics nerd, 21 he/him

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Genuinely nauseated by the prospect of living several more decades

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I think I have to accept that many people are denied happiness throughout their lives because of bad genetic or situational luck. Just because I am one of them doesn't mean I get to whine, and it doesn't mean I get to kill myself and waste all the time and resources poured into me. I will never love myself as a man, but I also cannot convince myself that that matters in the grand scheme of things. I can at the very least be someone else’s convenience.

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I cant even cope and say I am happy that my bones will be fertilizer because they will still have always been male bones. I am an irretrievable mistake

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I don’t know why I even try. All I’m doing is turning myself into a freak faggot with no prospects when I could have at least been a soulless man with a job that no one pays attention to. I was going to become a statistic within the decade anyways, and I had to do this to make it worse.

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What is up my fellow Washingtonian how do u do

gwuhhhhhhhhhhg

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realized how suicidal i am in the past week and i dont even want to stop it anymore. I am so cooked

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whoever would design a being with so much desire to love and make connections and yet that is so completely incompetent to actually do so, is immensely cruel

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It’s joever for all of us oomf

we will never be Barack

[une-croquette]

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I will never be a woman because real women just *exist* as women. Women don’t need to manufacture a “passing” voice. Women sometimes take estrogen, but never because they were born without feminized bodies in the first place. Women don't carry the disgusting scars of male puberty. It doesn't matter how suicidal i may be. It doesn't matter what my feelings are. It doesn't matter that as a dysphoric I am mentally ill. I am a man, and whether or not that is okay is irrelevant to reality. There is nothing to be done, and there never will be, and if I don’t make it, that just means one less neurological disorder in the gene pool.

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being a repper who doesnt hate trans people is so awkward. like yes i wholeheartedly believe that I am a soulless ngmi lateshit apehon destined for the latest stages of norwood and at the same time you are completely valid. the difference? vibes

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yahweh wants me to blow my shit off

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i hate feeling like a creep so bad. I hate having dysphoria and being surrounded in my selfsame community by all these fucking fetishists and predators and reddit pedophiles and being told i am transphobic for not accepting them. All i wanted was to be female and it feels like a ticking time bomb before i just give up on everything

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as much as god of war 2018 has been dogged on I do find the runes interesting, although i find it strange that they used old icelandic norse with elder futhark instead of younger futhark. My only guess is that elder futhark has more characters and distinguishes similar words more easily

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*liberal voice* the "Throw Trannies in a Woodchipper Act" is bad because what if a real person gets thrown into the chipper by mistake?