to my dearest love
and what about our forgotten plans
what about all of our promises?
what about me holding my entire world in one hand
what about staying till the very end?
it all went by too fast
too late for me to change the past
too soon for me to say we didn't last
too humiliating to admit it was due to my jealousy
while knowing that handling me wasn't easy
so tell me, what's with all those words unsaid
and how am i going to lay alone in my bed?
should i keep quiet and accept this state
or should i burn myself and all my faith?
my world without you in it wasn't what i perceived
me being the reason we stopped existing - i chose not to believe.
so tell me, where should i leave my love for you?
can i wrap it as a gift, that you'll unwrap someday, and keep it safe and hidden?
i don't know but i do know that i can't be forgiven
so please answer, will you come back since everything you've left is waiting for you
nothing will ever be changed, so i guess i'll just embrace the time spent with you that just before my eyes flew.🤍
[by: me]; k.













