I want to tell my story, I started to realize that I might like girls about two years ago and even now I am still in denial bcs I come from a fairly religious family and my country is mostly religious. I feel like I am being a bit hypocritical but I enjoy watching Beth and Viv and seeing them love each other. I just like seeing people in love and I donāt really think about labels. Until now I have kept this to myself and no one in my family or friends knows because I have never actually liked a girl in real life. I still feel confused about myself. At the end of this year I am going to study in Europe and I thought maybe I could finally be myself after being away from my parents.
First of all, thank you for sharing that, appreciate it :)
I think I can understand why it feels hypocritical coming from a religious background and being surrounded by those beliefs and expectations. But honestly, from the way I see life, I think you're probably being much harder on yourself than you need to be. Enjoying seeing two people love each other and questioning your own feelings doesn't make you a hypocrite imo.
And I actually really understand what you mean about labels. Iāve said it before as well, but I personally donāt think everything has to come down to finding the perfect label. Sometimes people are just people, and sometimes love is just love.
I really hope that when you move to Europe to study, you can give yourself a bit of space and freedom to explore who you are without much pressure. Not because you need to become a different person, but because I hope you can let go of some of the confusion and fear and just allow yourself to be whoever you are :))
Wishing you all the best, anon. And thank you again for sharing your story š«¶š¼š«¶š¼
blakekathryn
germansingergirl
prguitarman
romaincrisis
janainaart
vaporwave
turnnoffyourmind
dailybridgerton