maybe she can see this.
i hope not but if you’re reading this, i hope you don’t text back. i hope you leave it on the page forever. reminding you of why we can’t be together. i would have uprooted my life again for you. but you can’t see past yourself i guess. i think it’s cuz of the place u live but that’s opinion. i know i put more effort in the relationship than she did. i always went go see her, always driving down. then she expected me to move there. but i was still in school i didn’t have a job. she had a career. all she had to do was pay $500 to get her license transferred. i would have paid for it. it’s not like it was a ton of money between the two of us. enough to get started. i replay this a lot in my head. of how things might have played out. realistically, i’d still be here and she’s still be there but nothing different. still facetiming and complaining on how we only see each other once a month.
